However recently I felt that we aren't having much sex that is just me and him, it is either apart or 3-somes.

So I douched and headed downstairs just fully naked and I started giving him head as he was playing video games.

I stopped as he was about to come and got close to him,

BF: oh you wanna get fucked!

Me: Yeah!

BF: we should invite Jon (our FB, he is a vers twink with a big dick)

Me: we can invite him tomorrow

BF: wanna find someone else online?

Me: no I want you to fuck me

Finally, we got things going and not even 5 minutes later he started going soft. He never goes soft.

Me: what's going on?

BF: blah, blah, blah and blah!

Me: what is it?

BF: your hole lately been feeling really loose and it doesn't feel as good anymore.

Every single time that we have a 3some, he looks for the guy with the biggest dick and not just that I let him DP with those guys some times without lube (just slobber) because it feels better.

I let him fist me twice because he told me he was into it, just to find out later that he just wanted to see if I could do it.

I am so pissed, I do not know what to do.

That I am not as tight anymore is not a surprise, it has been hinted by a couple of guys.

I debated posting this, I don't know if you anyone has an answer but I figured that at least I could tell other bottoms reading this that maybe don't let your BF do whatever he wants to you, my BF hasn't use lube on me for the last 8 years even though he has a big dick and he is never gentle. so be careful boys

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