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Ur attracted to Current Thing b/c alternative is terrified contemplation of Void
| cock of michael obama | 03/24/25 |
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| Oh you travel? (_) | 03/24/25 |
| cock of michael obama | 03/25/25 |
| Oh, so you travel? | 03/25/25 |
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| cock of michael obama | 03/25/25 |
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| Oh, ni lu xing ma? | 03/25/25 |
| metaphysical certitude | 03/25/25 |
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Date: March 24th, 2025 5:08 PM Author: cock of michael obama (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5699152&forum_id=2).#48778204) |
Date: March 24th, 2025 5:17 PM Author: .;..,.:::::::::,..:.:.,:.::,.; stop lying for jews (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5699152&forum_id=2).#48778234) |
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Date: March 24th, 2025 5:23 PM Author: cock of michael obama Jews push the Current Thing, contemplate the Void instead (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5699152&forum_id=2).#48778263) |
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Date: March 24th, 2025 5:27 PM Author: Oh you travel? (_) Im not here cuz its the newest thing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5699152&forum_id=2).#48778281) |
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Date: March 25th, 2025 11:37 AM Author: cock of michael obama (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5699152&forum_id=2).#48780525) |
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Date: March 25th, 2025 11:39 AM Author: Oh, so you travel? wow, look at you you read the (((ernest becker))) wiki (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5699152&forum_id=2).#48780534) |
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Date: March 25th, 2025 11:40 AM Author: cock of michael obama no but i will now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5699152&forum_id=2).#48780543) |
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Date: March 25th, 2025 1:26 PM Author: cock of michael obama this took me down a big rabbit hole and now i have 4 new books and a documentary to read
this is why i like xo |
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Date: March 25th, 2025 11:53 AM Author: .,,...,,...,.,....,..,,.,. you can only truly 'contemplate the void' once in your life. there is an age-bounded window for it.
i sincerely believe this. ages 15-20 is the only time you have the fluid mental capacity to apprehend the situation, then you lose it with age.
that's why people often have dissociative 'existential' crises at that age, where they report feeling 'unreal' or that embodied 'being' feels strange and uncanny. they don't 'grow out' of these perceptions, but they stop being able to access the mental resources required to register them. the same way people over 20 can no longer hear certain sound frequencies because they can't access those frequency bands, perception of which is cut off to them forever. |
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Date: March 25th, 2025 11:55 AM Author: cock of michael obama i actually think it's felt most acutely in middle age when one starts realizing one is up at deck, as one's parents die and such
hence the mid life crisis |
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Date: March 25th, 2025 12:02 PM Author: .,,...,,...,.,....,..,,.,. i think there's a difference between a pedestrian contemplation of 'mortality,' writing a middle-age 'bucket list' etc, on one hand and an ontological confrontation with the nature of existence/non-existence on the other.
the vast majority of people never go through the latter, where you wake up in the middle of the night dizzy with panic dread because the state of 'being,' of being physically incarnate inside a 'body' is horrifying because... because... you cannot say why. why is there arbitrary 'being' rather than 'non-being'... etc. |
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Date: March 25th, 2025 12:01 PM Author: Oh, ni lu xing ma? i think there's some real truth to this, but i'd shift the window forward a little, with the upper bound being mid-20s. that's when this phenomenon hit for me (i think i was 22 when it started, 24 and change when it ended?)
historically your 15-20 window seems to be more cr based on the writings of thinking men. but those guys were much more intelligent, worldly, and mature than we are today at young ages. i think that due to a variety of reasons, men mature slower today, and so this existential confrontation with the abyss gets pushed back a bit
very cr observation btw |
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Date: March 25th, 2025 1:27 PM Author: metaphysical certitude If you stare at the void long enough it stars back. The Secret Knowledge has spoken. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5699152&forum_id=2).#48780919) |