Killing myself while deployed (question not conclusion)
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Date: April 3rd, 2025 1:50 PM Author: Wilbur Mercer, permanently embarrassed millionaire (Safari)
I am in an environment where opportunities to kill myself are pretty abundant, including by "accident."
I have lost 20 years worth of savings and I am virtually penniless. My child is too young to care if i come home or not, my wife is young and beautiful and can have betabucks in her lap before I'm room temperature -- especially with $600k in insurance payouts in pocket.
I'm not depressed, I actually enjoy the lifestyle here. But the best outcome for my family and ultimately my genetic future could be to kill myself. Especially because returning to a life of law -- the only way I could possibly get back to a middle class net worth -- actually IS kill self level depressing
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Date: April 3rd, 2025 2:02 PM Author: ,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,..,.,
How did you lose 20 yrs worth of savings?
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Date: April 3rd, 2025 3:51 PM Author: ,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,..,.,
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Date: April 3rd, 2025 2:22 PM
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I’ve had similar thoughts when I was deployed too, though not at all serious (I can’t tell if you are or not). As a dead Soldier, I could be valorized as a hero who was on trajectory to do great things but was cut down serving his country instead. By coming home alive, I irrefutably demonstrate that I am a mid-intellect plebeian with no meaningful potential at all who just kind of floated through life, suffering the vagaries and humiliations of the same powerless existence I’m dooming my kids to. It was definitely worth having my son run happily up to me and give me a big hug when I got home, though.
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Date: April 3rd, 2025 2:55 PM Author: Billions Must Die
Quit being a bitch and feeling sorry for yourself Wilbur
If your wife and child would really be better off without you, she would have already left you. She made a commitment to you and is sticking to it even though you’re at your lowest low. You couldn’t ask for much more from a woman
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