I will never "have an inner monologue." I will never "need words to think."
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Date: May 2nd, 2026 2:54 PM Author: yapping bat-shit-crazy corner
Not having one at all or having one 24/7 are both crazy.
Definitely had more of one as a kid.
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Date: May 2nd, 2026 3:05 PM Author: dashing stage
Is there a pattern to when you do or don't?
I have a few exceptions besides the one I mentioned about reading/writing in a different language. It can happen when I'm reading really dense prose in English. I also say numbers in my head if I have to remember them right away, like MFA codes. Also, if I'm writing something that I plan to say aloud (or am otherwise taking the writing seriously) sometimes I read it that in my head.
Yeah a voice 24/7 would be annoying and likely anxiety-inducing
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Date: May 2nd, 2026 3:46 PM Author: dashing stage
- Some handheld I don't remember which
- PS2
- PS5
Kinda TTT. Played a lot on my cousins' PS1 too.
The cool part is that I got my PS5 within like 4 days of deciding I wanted one, which was the week it came out. I religiously monitored nowinstock and got a heads-up about a drop. Was 180. I remember my heart was beating so fast between when I added it to my cart and checked out.
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Date: May 2nd, 2026 3:54 PM Author: cobalt hairraiser orchestra pit sweet tailpipe
I don't think anybody above a certain iq has an always-on internal verbal monologue
It slows down your mental processing so much that almost by definition, a reasonably bright person's brain is not ever going to be doing it while they are actually thinking about something
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Date: May 2nd, 2026 4:15 PM Author: galvanic drab messiness location
nobody actually lacks an inner monologue except illiterates. then you have people like OP who are literate but belong more to oral culture. then you have people who are hyper-literate.
spoken english and written english are different languages, 24/7 inner monologue means you’re always translating between the two.
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Date: May 2nd, 2026 7:45 PM Author: avocado cuckold address
I feel like I was able to read faster as a kid and I had less of an internal monologue. Said another way, I sometimes feel like my current internal monologue slows me down as a reader.
That's probably bullshit though. It's more likely that I plowed through stuff quickly when I was young because I was reading a lot of fiction for young readers.
I don't read fiction anymore. When it takes me a while to get through something now it's because there is a lot of complexity.
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Date: May 2nd, 2026 10:10 PM Author: avocado cuckold address
On occasion I've thought about using those apps that will help you speed read by flashing one word on the screen at a time. In theory it seems like a way to blast through an internal monologue and read shit way faster than you otherwise would.
In practice though, it's got to heavily mess with comprehension. And even to the extent that you do retain 'enough' comprehension, you're robbed of all those moments that you stop and ponder a particularly poignant sentence or idea.
I can't think of any text I'd actually want to use it on.
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