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You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Bistre Partner Senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Bistre Partner Senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: amethyst preventive strike how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: talented cuckold public bath cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: contagious house ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: useless mother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Lime rough-skinned feces fanboi 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Gaped parlour a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Lime rough-skinned feces fanboi Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: titillating hall Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: titillating hall When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: titillating hall we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: abusive temple affirmative action You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: talented cuckold public bath Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Gaped parlour set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: insanely creepy chapel dragon how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: insanely creepy chapel dragon no muscle or jacked? 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Jet-lagged Stage Roast Beef have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Just threw up in the shower. Good times. 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I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Jet-lagged Stage Roast Beef what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: rebellious out-of-control base It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Emerald Greedy Laser Beams I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Heady salmon national (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Heady salmon national Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Heady salmon national Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. 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In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Metal People Who Are Hurt Gas Station I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: obsidian territorial brethren No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: rose startling codepig knife Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: rebellious out-of-control base Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Bossy abode milk can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: obsidian territorial brethren That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: narrow-minded disgusting lay messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Maroon know-it-all location CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Carnelian center faggotry hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Massive Khaki Theater Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Histrionic Sexy Institution After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Massive Khaki Theater Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: odious light indian lodge 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Marvelous Citrine Gaming Laptop Stead (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Tantric stock car locale stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo You seem mentally stable, friend. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Drab Vibrant Dilemma Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: rebellious out-of-control base Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: rebellious out-of-control base You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: pea-brained school cafeteria sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: pea-brained school cafeteria are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. 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There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: narrow-minded disgusting lay messiness Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: nighttime galvanic spot Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: obsidian territorial brethren Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: beady-eyed crotch Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: chocolate multi-colored native water buffalo that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: obsidian territorial brethren (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: misanthropic yapping brunch weed whacker Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: rebellious out-of-control base Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: obsidian territorial brethren Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: odious light indian lodge 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: odious light indian lodge 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: sable thriller international law enforcement agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Drab Vibrant Dilemma 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Emerald Greedy Laser Beams Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Painfully honest blood rage business firm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Heady salmon national (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Painfully honest blood rage business firm this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Bistre Partner Senate Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Painfully honest blood rage business firm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Painfully honest blood rage business firm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: stimulating cuckoldry whorehouse Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Painfully honest blood rage business firm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Aquamarine elite university degenerate Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: obsidian territorial brethren That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Wonderful gaping nibblets don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: abusive temple affirmative action (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: obsidian territorial brethren The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: rose startling codepig knife Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Painfully honest blood rage business firm well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: alcoholic idea he suggested Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: alcoholic idea he suggested I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: rebellious out-of-control base Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Histrionic Sexy Institution this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: dull mentally impaired hospital 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: razzle den https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: rebellious out-of-control base I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: aromatic step-uncle's house voyeur keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Hideous ape 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Painfully honest blood rage business firm 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Bat Shit Crazy Psychic Internal Respiration 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Heady salmon national 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Marvelous Citrine Gaming Laptop Stead Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Cheese-eating hairraiser goal in life By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Bat Shit Crazy Psychic Internal Respiration 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Bat Shit Crazy Psychic Internal Respiration Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Frisky jew 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: stirring slimy double fault (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: Autistic arousing address Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: chocolate multi-colored native water buffalo 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Bat Shit Crazy Psychic Internal Respiration Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: chocolate multi-colored native water buffalo I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Bat Shit Crazy Psychic Internal Respiration then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: chocolate multi-colored native water buffalo cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: pungent shrine lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: razzle den https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Cerebral Field 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: irradiated rehab mad cow disease 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Heady salmon national 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Heady salmon national (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: hot pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: pungent shrine good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Effete Fiercely-loyal Lodge Mediation (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: sable thriller international law enforcement agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Fragrant Friendly Grandma congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Cyan bearded tanning salon I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Fragrant Friendly Grandma Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: rebellious out-of-control base 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Fragrant Friendly Grandma 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: cracking chartreuse theater stage 180 man. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: white swashbuckling headpube 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Painfully honest blood rage business firm 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: contagious house ratface congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Painfully honest blood rage business firm ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: lascivious flirting half-breed Biggest health change? 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: angry parlor Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Idiotic Associate Clown (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Painfully honest blood rage business firm poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: charismatic navy dingle berry menage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Massive Khaki Theater Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: rebellious out-of-control base There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: narrow-minded disgusting lay messiness What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: tan curious kitchen Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: tan curious kitchen I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: odious light indian lodge Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: odious light indian lodge Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Massive Khaki Theater ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Cobalt site 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Painfully honest blood rage business firm 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: misunderstood trailer park tattoo Nice. 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