\

The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started Pea-brained white knife tattoo   06/12/25 won't work alcoholic stag film weed whacker   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... Yapping filthpig   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested   07/25/21 Thanks, man razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/25/21 ... mahogany selfie   07/24/21 ... mahogany selfie   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking thirsty sienna personal credit line shitlib   07/24/21 cq razzle abusive bawdyhouse   07/24/21 ... Sepia Provocative Dopamine   07/24/21 ... Geriatric drunken ratface   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? Bearded lascivious gaping   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... Purple Charismatic Depressive   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... Bearded lascivious gaping   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... Mind-boggling location   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... Mind-boggling location   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother Mind-boggling location   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... up-to-no-good dead set hominid   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr razzle abusive bawdyhouse   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... Purple Charismatic Depressive   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? Hairraiser Self-absorbed Area Double Fault   07/24/21 6'2" 245 razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? Hairraiser Self-absorbed Area Double Fault   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/24/21 Ungh copper menage legal warrant   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? Purple Charismatic Depressive   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. Brilliant cerebral potus theater   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... apoplectic philosopher-king   07/25/21 ... Appetizing Buck-toothed Church Building Telephone   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... idiotic dog poop parlour   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... diverse henna nursing home   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze Cruel-hearted cruise ship   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? fantasy-prone glassy water buffalo school cafeteria   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong laughsome fanboi wagecucks   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... histrionic lodge   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... saffron massive parlor gay wizard   07/24/21 gl gl Black jap   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... naked faggotry   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison fighting market   07/24/21 ... Soul-stirring misunderstood ticket booth   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... Bateful deep church roommate   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... fantasy-prone glassy water buffalo school cafeteria   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/25/21 Go to a meeting naked faggotry   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... naked faggotry   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... fantasy-prone glassy water buffalo school cafeteria   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... naked faggotry   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... territorial messiness institution   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/25/21 ... transparent mildly autistic halford site   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... transparent mildly autistic halford site   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... transparent mildly autistic halford site   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/25/21 Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th... impressive business firm   07/25/21 From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/25/21 Go to a meeting naked faggotry   07/25/21 Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/26/21 big mistake bro Fragrant boiling water becky   07/25/21 3 days down razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/26/21 Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In... Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay   07/26/21 I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a... Slap-happy laser beams   07/26/21 No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor... Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay   07/26/21 That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/26/21 Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ... nighttime address   11/04/21 Go to a meeting. naked faggotry   07/26/21 can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff... Deranged whorehouse   07/26/21 That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will... Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay   07/26/21 ... exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin   07/26/21 Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/26/21 In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n... naked faggotry   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... vibrant scourge upon the earth   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... apoplectic philosopher-king   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... naked faggotry   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... laughsome fanboi wagecucks   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs transparent mildly autistic halford site   07/26/21 ... transparent mildly autistic halford site   07/26/21 ... transparent mildly autistic halford site   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... histrionic lodge   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... histrionic lodge   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... histrionic lodge   07/26/21 4 days down razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/27/21 nice man. Boyish drab center   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. histrionic lodge   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. Multi-colored citrine fat ankles party of the first part   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/28/21 180 bro transparent mildly autistic halford site   07/28/21 8957657365 Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay   07/28/21 good job Hairless 180 blood rage   07/28/21 ... Soul-stirring misunderstood ticket booth   07/28/21 ... glittery soggy point dysfunction   07/28/21 ... Ruby disgusting goal in life forum   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... Black jap   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? Deranged whorehouse   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/28/21 180 swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry   07/28/21 ... excitant theatre pistol   07/28/21 Eat some bananas Trip cuckold   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/28/21 Go to a meeting naked faggotry   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? zombie-like arrogant national codepig   07/29/21 They were work meetings razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. naked faggotry   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/29/21 180 pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/29/21 ... diverse henna nursing home   07/29/21 ... histrionic lodge   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. Infuriating casino   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! Pearl Adventurous Crackhouse Nowag   07/30/21 ... Stirring Coldplay Fan Tanning Salon   07/30/21 ... histrionic lodge   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER territorial messiness institution   07/31/21 ... Multi-colored citrine fat ankles party of the first part   07/31/21 ... swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay   07/31/21 keep it going my man. curious emerald senate   07/31/21 8 days down razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... Stirring Coldplay Fan Tanning Salon   07/31/21 Inspiring. Slap-happy laser beams   07/31/21 Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/31/21 i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe... histrionic lodge   07/31/21 A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... histrionic lodge   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... spruce corner digit ratio   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. Stirring Coldplay Fan Tanning Salon   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/01/21 ... histrionic lodge   08/01/21 180 pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/02/21 180 histrionic lodge   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... free-loading amethyst station pervert   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... free-loading amethyst station pervert   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go Seedy abnormal hospital   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps Ruby disgusting goal in life forum   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/03/21 5445776444554 Olive Heaven Half-breed   08/03/21 ... histrionic lodge   08/03/21 ... Hairless 180 blood rage   08/03/21 happy for you man Marvelous bat-shit-crazy mental disorder   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested   08/03/21 Keep it up swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! Pearl Adventurous Crackhouse Nowag   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/04/21 ... swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry   08/04/21 180 Day two here transparent mildly autistic halford site   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... transparent mildly autistic halford site   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... transparent mildly autistic halford site   08/09/21 ... Stirring Coldplay Fan Tanning Salon   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. naked faggotry   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/06/21 YES Stirring Coldplay Fan Tanning Salon   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/07/21 Day 16 done razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/08/21 Gj! excitant theatre pistol   08/08/21 17 razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/09/21 180 brother transparent mildly autistic halford site   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here Olive Heaven Half-breed   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! Slap-happy laser beams   08/09/21 180 pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work shaky misanthropic sanctuary   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... transparent mildly autistic halford site   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... transparent mildly autistic halford site   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... transparent mildly autistic halford site   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... Irradiated brindle son of senegal   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid bronze bonkers field   08/13/21 Day 19 done razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/11/21 180 congrats Violent sneaky criminal native   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... histrionic lodge   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/11/21 ty histrionic lodge   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory cream house psychic   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... medicated kitty cat mother   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... histrionic lodge   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! Seedy abnormal hospital   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... histrionic lodge   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested   08/12/21 ... histrionic lodge   08/12/21 ... Cheese-eating concupiscible sandwich   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. transparent mildly autistic halford site   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. Olive Heaven Half-breed   08/12/21 ... histrionic lodge   08/12/21 ... Ruby disgusting goal in life forum   08/12/21 You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ... Azure talented milk gaming laptop   08/12/21 Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ... histrionic lodge   08/12/21 Nice re today razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/12/21 Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives... Stimulating Crusty Stage Alpha   08/12/21 ... cream house psychic   08/12/21 ... histrionic lodge   08/12/21 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d... Bearded lascivious gaping   08/12/21 Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/12/21 Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te... histrionic lodge   08/12/21 Day 20 in the books. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/12/21 180 histrionic lodge   08/12/21 good job man avocado hunting ground   08/12/21 ... cream house psychic   08/13/21 Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/13/21 180 Cheese-eating concupiscible sandwich   08/13/21 18000000 histrionic lodge   08/13/21 How you feeling? razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... histrionic lodge   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/13/21 Ty histrionic lodge   08/13/21 180 pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested   08/13/21 ... Violent sneaky criminal native   08/13/21 stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa... Bat shit crazy spectacular headpube   08/13/21 You seem mentally stable, friend. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/13/21 ... motley electric furnace tank   08/14/21 ... thirsty sienna personal credit line shitlib   08/14/21 Day 22 and still on the wagon razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/14/21 ... histrionic lodge   08/14/21 Day 23 done razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/15/21 Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w... exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin   08/15/21 Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/15/21 Good job dude. Summarize changes for us Pearl Adventurous Crackhouse Nowag   08/15/21 Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/15/21 180 histrionic lodge   08/15/21 Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... histrionic lodge   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... naked faggotry   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. naked faggotry   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... Silver resort indirect expression   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw Silver resort indirect expression   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/18/21 ... Violent sneaky criminal native   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... slate pit   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? histrionic lodge   08/16/21 Nice. Congrats. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/16/21 Stabby? Irradiated brindle son of senegal   08/19/21 Day 24 razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/16/21 ... Passionate jew   08/16/21 180 pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested   08/16/21 180 Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay   08/16/21 ... histrionic lodge   08/16/21 ... exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin   08/16/21 Day 25 razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/17/21 ... histrionic lodge   08/17/21 Day 26 razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/18/21 do you have the desire to drink exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin   08/18/21 Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/18/21 Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/18/21 Gj brudda glittery soggy point dysfunction   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay   08/18/21 Trust me I am razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one Odious red police squad   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... Ruby disgusting goal in life forum   08/18/21 ... Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay   08/19/21 180 histrionic lodge   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. histrionic lodge   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. excitant theatre pistol   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... histrionic lodge   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... naked faggotry   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... histrionic lodge   08/20/21 I don't plan to razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay   08/20/21 180 pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/27/21 180 pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested   08/28/21 ... claret base voyeur   08/28/21 180 brother Pearl Adventurous Crackhouse Nowag   09/06/21 Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b... territorial messiness institution   08/28/21 That's amazing razzmatazz hissy fit stage   09/03/21 ... curious emerald senate   09/06/21 Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   09/03/21 ... transparent mildly autistic halford site   09/06/21 this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months curious emerald senate   09/06/21 Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p... mahogany selfie   09/06/21 ... curious emerald senate   09/06/21 Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   09/06/21 ... curious emerald senate   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling Tripping greedy mad-dog skullcap   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   09/06/21 Done with week 7. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   09/10/21 ... curious emerald senate   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   09/17/21 Fuck yeah Stirring Coldplay Fan Tanning Salon   09/17/21 That's fucking great. Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... Buff Chapel Elastic Band   09/24/21 ... up-to-no-good dead set hominid   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink razzmatazz hissy fit stage   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... nighttime address   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison curious emerald senate   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... Beady-eyed maize death wish   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... Beady-eyed maize death wish   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... histrionic lodge   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... naked faggotry   12/01/21 this sounds right Seedy abnormal hospital   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... Galvanic Flatulent Famous Landscape Painting   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 opaque thriller range   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades naked faggotry   12/01/21 keep going brother Supple Abode   12/01/21 30 days sober today razzmatazz hissy fit stage   12/16/21 180 Multi-colored citrine fat ankles party of the first part   12/16/21 6 months dry curious emerald senate   01/04/22 180 zombie-like arrogant national codepig   01/04/22 Two months sober now razzmatazz hissy fit stage   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today razzmatazz hissy fit stage   03/13/22 180 Day six here. transparent mildly autistic halford site   03/13/22 One day at a time brother razzmatazz hissy fit stage   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... Violent sneaky criminal native   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... Bright Heady Doctorate Stead   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing zombie-like arrogant national codepig   04/09/22 144 days razzmatazz hissy fit stage   04/09/22 Good work zombie-like arrogant national codepig   04/09/22 Thanks brother razzmatazz hissy fit stage   04/09/22 180 brother and congratulations!!! Yapping filthpig   04/09/22 ... ivory wonderful hell corn cake   05/04/22 168 days and still on the wagon razzmatazz hissy fit stage   05/03/22 Way to go, man. Sooty Dilemma Genital Piercing   05/04/22 Thanks dude razzmatazz hissy fit stage   05/04/22 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa... Ruby disgusting goal in life forum   05/03/22 Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc... zombie-like arrogant national codepig   05/03/22 I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink... Ruby disgusting goal in life forum   05/04/22 then shut the fuck up already zombie-like arrogant national codepig   05/04/22 cr Ruby disgusting goal in life forum   05/04/22 lol sadistic property   05/04/22 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg opaque thriller range   05/04/22 18 months sober Hot school   05/04/22 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. Mauve kink-friendly library   05/04/22 ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   05/04/22 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. transparent mildly autistic halford site   05/04/22 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend razzmatazz hissy fit stage   05/23/22 222 days today. Life has never been better. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   06/26/22 ... transparent mildly autistic halford site   06/26/22 ... dashing slimy feces   06/26/22 good for you bro, good on you, keep it up sadistic property   06/26/22 ... Vigorous bull headed plaza   06/26/22 ... claret base voyeur   06/26/22 Eight months sober yesterday razzmatazz hissy fit stage   07/17/22 Nine moths today! razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/16/22 180 histrionic lodge   08/16/22 How's your sobriety? razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/16/22 i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru... histrionic lodge   08/16/22 Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/16/22 thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to... histrionic lodge   08/16/22 congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. French haunted graveyard puppy   08/16/22 180 razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/16/22 ... histrionic lodge   08/16/22 congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ... Yapping filthpig   08/16/22 ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/16/22 ... histrionic lodge   08/16/22 I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! razzmatazz hissy fit stage   09/11/22 348 days in the books razzmatazz hissy fit stage   10/30/22 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re... exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin   10/30/22 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   10/30/22 180 billion histrionic lodge   10/30/22 How are you doing? razzmatazz hissy fit stage   10/30/22 haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. histrionic lodge   10/30/22 180. Stay strong razzmatazz hissy fit stage   10/30/22 ty brother. histrionic lodge   10/30/22 I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is... Metal learning disabled theater stage   10/30/22 Life is so much better if you can stick to it razzmatazz hissy fit stage   10/30/22 Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night... French haunted graveyard puppy   10/30/22 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. naked faggotry   10/30/22 ... histrionic lodge   10/30/22 1800000 French haunted graveyard puppy   10/30/22 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting Adulterous Box Office Brethren   10/30/22 ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... indigo titillating athletic conference   10/30/22 ... swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. Mauve kink-friendly library   11/18/22 397 days and counting razzmatazz hissy fit stage   12/18/22 180 swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry   12/18/22 18 months curious emerald senate   01/04/23 congrats man Sepia Provocative Dopamine   01/04/23 ty curious emerald senate   01/04/23 Biggest health change? mustard kitchen   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... curious emerald senate   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? Sepia Provocative Dopamine   01/04/23 ~15% curious emerald senate   01/04/23 Awesome. naked faggotry   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ... Jet contagious home   01/04/23 180 razzmatazz hissy fit stage   01/07/23 ... rusted pocket flask ladyboy   01/09/23 poison free in 23 curious emerald senate   01/09/23 ... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   01/10/23 180 Comical Locus Chad   01/10/23 My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   01/12/23 Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba... histrionic lodge   01/29/23 Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   01/30/23 180. Glad to hear it histrionic lodge   01/30/23 There’s a lot of relapse going around. naked faggotry   01/30/23 475 days of nodrink razzmatazz hissy fit stage   03/06/23 What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t... exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW razzmatazz hissy fit stage   03/06/23 180 cyan spot stock car   03/06/23 180 Seedy abnormal hospital   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? Ungodly Coiffed Travel Guidebook   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... Ungodly Coiffed Travel Guidebook   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   03/06/23 Day 507 in the books razzmatazz hissy fit stage   04/07/23 Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla... pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested   04/07/23 Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   04/07/23 Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start... pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested   04/07/23 For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   04/07/23 I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund... histrionic lodge   04/07/23 Good to hear you are back on track. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   04/07/23 ty histrionic lodge   04/07/23 18 months tomorrow. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   05/16/23 180 shaky misanthropic sanctuary   05/16/23 2 years dry curious emerald senate   06/24/23 Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   06/24/23 Did you work the steps? naked faggotry   07/01/23 Wow Soul-stirring misunderstood ticket booth   06/24/23 Day 640 today bros razzmatazz hissy fit stage   08/18/23 Day 700 in the books razzmatazz hissy fit stage   10/17/23 congrats Sepia Provocative Dopamine   10/17/23 ... curious emerald senate   11/27/23 2 years and 7 days razzmatazz hissy fit stage   11/24/23 ... curious emerald senate   11/24/23 ... histrionic lodge   11/24/23 Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? curious emerald senate   11/25/23 1919 days free. I will never go back. Yapping filthpig   11/25/23 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober Chrome office   11/25/23 ... curious emerald senate   11/25/23 good job Vermilion deer antler   11/25/23 I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc... Vermilion deer antler   11/25/23 Nice. Congrats. razzmatazz hissy fit stage   11/26/23 I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m... curious emerald senate   11/27/23 956 days razzmatazz hissy fit stage   06/29/24 Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ... aphrodisiac sex offender hall   06/29/24 I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   06/29/24 Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own shaky misanthropic sanctuary   06/29/24 ... Soul-stirring misunderstood ticket booth   06/29/24 ... swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry   06/30/24 180, teenage pussy tp swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry   06/29/24 ... sapphire prole   06/30/24 ... swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry   10/09/24 180 thread lemon pontificating locale quadroon   06/29/24 3 years now curious emerald senate   07/05/24 MFCR. 1488 my nigga cyan spot stock car   07/05/24 way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha... French haunted graveyard puppy   07/05/24 1058 days razzmatazz hissy fit stage   10/09/24 180 man swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry   10/09/24 Do you not drink at all now? cobalt incel volcanic crater   10/09/24 None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does... razzmatazz hissy fit stage   10/14/24 ... Exhilarant Confused Background Story   10/09/24 ... glittery soggy point dysfunction   10/14/24 Nice naked faggotry   10/19/24 ... curious emerald senate   11/24/24 ... exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin   06/12/25 I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit cracking degenerate principal's office   06/12/25 ... Sepia Provocative Dopamine   06/12/25 ... Orchid Racy Public Bath   08/02/25 4 years curious emerald senate   08/02/25 how has your life changed? Sepia Provocative Dopamine   08/02/25 180 Floppy Effete Gas Station Reading Party   08/02/25 Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 French haunted graveyard puppy   08/02/25 180 good going man Aquamarine affirmative action   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Pea-brained white knife tattoo 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: alcoholic stag film weed whacker won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Yapping filthpig begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: mahogany selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: mahogany selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: thirsty sienna personal credit line shitlib how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: razzle abusive bawdyhouse cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Sepia Provocative Dopamine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: Geriatric drunken ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Bearded lascivious gaping 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Purple Charismatic Depressive a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Bearded lascivious gaping Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Mind-boggling location Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Mind-boggling location When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Mind-boggling location we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: up-to-no-good dead set hominid You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: razzle abusive bawdyhouse Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Purple Charismatic Depressive set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Hairraiser Self-absorbed Area Double Fault how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Hairraiser Self-absorbed Area Double Fault no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: copper menage legal warrant Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Purple Charismatic Depressive u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Brilliant cerebral potus theater I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: apoplectic philosopher-king You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Appetizing Buck-toothed Church Building Telephone (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: idiotic dog poop parlour Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: diverse henna nursing home stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: Cruel-hearted cruise ship Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: fantasy-prone glassy water buffalo school cafeteria so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: laughsome fanboi wagecucks go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: histrionic lodge Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: saffron massive parlor gay wizard the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Black jap gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: naked faggotry Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: fighting market Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: Soul-stirring misunderstood ticket booth (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Bateful deep church roommate Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: fantasy-prone glassy water buffalo school cafeteria have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: naked faggotry Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: naked faggotry Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: fantasy-prone glassy water buffalo school cafeteria what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: naked faggotry It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: territorial messiness institution I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: impressive business firm Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: naked faggotry Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Fragrant boiling water becky big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Slap-happy laser beams I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: nighttime address Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: naked faggotry Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Deranged whorehouse can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: naked faggotry In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: vibrant scourge upon the earth Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: apoplectic philosopher-king Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: naked faggotry The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: laughsome fanboi wagecucks no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: histrionic lodge I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: histrionic lodge Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: histrionic lodge Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: Boyish drab center nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: histrionic lodge 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: Multi-colored citrine fat ankles party of the first part Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: Hairless 180 blood rage good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: Soul-stirring misunderstood ticket booth (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: glittery soggy point dysfunction (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Ruby disgusting goal in life forum (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Black jap also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Deranged whorehouse good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: excitant theatre pistol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Trip cuckold Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: naked faggotry Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: zombie-like arrogant national codepig who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: naked faggotry Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: diverse henna nursing home (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: histrionic lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Infuriating casino Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Pearl Adventurous Crackhouse Nowag Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Stirring Coldplay Fan Tanning Salon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: histrionic lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: territorial messiness institution 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: Multi-colored citrine fat ankles party of the first part (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: curious emerald senate keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Stirring Coldplay Fan Tanning Salon Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Slap-happy laser beams Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: histrionic lodge i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: histrionic lodge thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: spruce corner digit ratio I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Stirring Coldplay Fan Tanning Salon This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: histrionic lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: histrionic lodge 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: free-loading amethyst station pervert Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: free-loading amethyst station pervert It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Seedy abnormal hospital nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Ruby disgusting goal in life forum exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: Olive Heaven Half-breed 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: histrionic lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Hairless 180 blood rage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Marvelous bat-shit-crazy mental disorder happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Pearl Adventurous Crackhouse Nowag Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Stirring Coldplay Fan Tanning Salon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: naked faggotry One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Stirring Coldplay Fan Tanning Salon YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: excitant theatre pistol Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Olive Heaven Half-breed This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Slap-happy laser beams Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: shaky misanthropic sanctuary Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Irradiated brindle son of senegal The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: bronze bonkers field Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Violent sneaky criminal native 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: histrionic lodge Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: histrionic lodge ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: cream house psychic CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: medicated kitty cat mother hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: histrionic lodge Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Seedy abnormal hospital After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: histrionic lodge Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: histrionic lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Cheese-eating concupiscible sandwich (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Olive Heaven Half-breed Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: histrionic lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Ruby disgusting goal in life forum (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Azure talented milk gaming laptop You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: histrionic lodge Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Stimulating Crusty Stage Alpha Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: cream house psychic (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: histrionic lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Bearded lascivious gaping 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: histrionic lodge Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: histrionic lodge 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: avocado hunting ground good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: cream house psychic (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Cheese-eating concupiscible sandwich 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: histrionic lodge 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: histrionic lodge Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: histrionic lodge Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Violent sneaky criminal native (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Bat shit crazy spectacular headpube stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: motley electric furnace tank (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: thirsty sienna personal credit line shitlib (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: histrionic lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Pearl Adventurous Crackhouse Nowag Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: histrionic lodge 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: histrionic lodge An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: naked faggotry Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: naked faggotry You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Silver resort indirect expression sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Silver resort indirect expression are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Violent sneaky criminal native (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: slate pit I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: histrionic lodge 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Irradiated brindle son of senegal Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: Passionate jew (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: histrionic lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: histrionic lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: glittery soggy point dysfunction Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Odious red police squad Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Ruby disgusting goal in life forum that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: histrionic lodge 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: histrionic lodge 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: excitant theatre pistol Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: histrionic lodge Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: naked faggotry Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: histrionic lodge Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: claret base voyeur (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Pearl Adventurous Crackhouse Nowag 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: territorial messiness institution Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: curious emerald senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: curious emerald senate this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: mahogany selfie Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: curious emerald senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: curious emerald senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Tripping greedy mad-dog skullcap Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: curious emerald senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Stirring Coldplay Fan Tanning Salon Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Buff Chapel Elastic Band don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: up-to-no-good dead set hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Chocolate Sexy Fortuitous Meteor Lay The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: nighttime address Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: curious emerald senate well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Beady-eyed maize death wish Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Beady-eyed maize death wish I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: histrionic lodge Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: naked faggotry Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Seedy abnormal hospital this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Galvanic Flatulent Famous Landscape Painting 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: opaque thriller range https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: naked faggotry I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Supple Abode keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Multi-colored citrine fat ankles party of the first part 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: curious emerald senate 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: zombie-like arrogant national codepig 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Violent sneaky criminal native Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Bright Heady Doctorate Stead By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: zombie-like arrogant national codepig 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: zombie-like arrogant national codepig Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Yapping filthpig 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: ivory wonderful hell corn cake (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: Sooty Dilemma Genital Piercing Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Ruby disgusting goal in life forum 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: zombie-like arrogant national codepig Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Ruby disgusting goal in life forum I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: zombie-like arrogant national codepig then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Ruby disgusting goal in life forum cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: sadistic property lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: opaque thriller range https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Hot school 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Mauve kink-friendly library 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: transparent mildly autistic halford site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: dashing slimy feces (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: sadistic property good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Vigorous bull headed plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: claret base voyeur (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: histrionic lodge 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: histrionic lodge i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: histrionic lodge thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: French haunted graveyard puppy congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: histrionic lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Yapping filthpig congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: histrionic lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: histrionic lodge 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: histrionic lodge haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: histrionic lodge ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Metal learning disabled theater stage I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: French haunted graveyard puppy Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: naked faggotry 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: histrionic lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: French haunted graveyard puppy 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Adulterous Box Office Brethren 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: indigo titillating athletic conference proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Mauve kink-friendly library 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: curious emerald senate 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Sepia Provocative Dopamine congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: curious emerald senate ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: mustard kitchen Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: curious emerald senate I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Sepia Provocative Dopamine 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: curious emerald senate ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: naked faggotry Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Jet contagious home Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: rusted pocket flask ladyboy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: curious emerald senate poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Comical Locus Chad 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: histrionic lodge Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: histrionic lodge 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: naked faggotry There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: cyan spot stock car 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Seedy abnormal hospital 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Ungodly Coiffed Travel Guidebook Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Ungodly Coiffed Travel Guidebook I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: pearly meetinghouse idea he suggested Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: histrionic lodge I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: histrionic lodge ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: shaky misanthropic sanctuary 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: curious emerald senate 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: naked faggotry Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: Soul-stirring misunderstood ticket booth Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Sepia Provocative Dopamine congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: curious emerald senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: curious emerald senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: histrionic lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: curious emerald senate Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Yapping filthpig 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Chrome office 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: curious emerald senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Vermilion deer antler good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Vermilion deer antler I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: curious emerald senate I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: aphrodisiac sex offender hall Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: shaky misanthropic sanctuary Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: Soul-stirring misunderstood ticket booth (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: sapphire prole (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: lemon pontificating locale quadroon 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: curious emerald senate 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: cyan spot stock car MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: French haunted graveyard puppy way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: swashbuckling rough-skinned gunner cuckoldry 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: cobalt incel volcanic crater Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: razzmatazz hissy fit stage None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48196855) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM Author: Exhilarant Confused Background Story (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182573) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM Author: glittery soggy point dysfunction (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48196866) Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM Author: naked faggotry Nice (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48214820) Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM Author: curious emerald senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48374719) Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM Author: exciting turquoise step-uncle's house cumskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49007400) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM Author: cracking degenerate principal's office I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49007544) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM Author: Sepia Provocative Dopamine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49007547) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM Author: Orchid Racy Public Bath (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150725) Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM Author: curious emerald senate 4 years (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150627) Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM Author: Sepia Provocative Dopamine how has your life changed? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150630) Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM Author: Floppy Effete Gas Station Reading Party 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150668) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM Author: French haunted graveyard puppy Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150685) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM Author: Aquamarine affirmative action 180 good going man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150688)