I've spent decades online pretending to be white "by omission" in online spaces
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Date: February 17th, 2025 7:28 AM Author: jade regret
It's sad because I have no real friends, the only social outlets I have are screen based & technologically mediated
None of these people know im non white, at least most of them dont since there is that distance of just being online acquaintances/gamers, none think to ask, maybe some know or realize through context clues or being able to intuit certain accent irregularities (only locals) noone has made a point of it it or asked explicitly
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=es2lxQExU3g
not quite sure why I do this? the narcissistic injury of simply admitting it/being 'known' is insurmountable for my tiny colonized brain. I just cant relax unless im "neutral" if that makes sense? I just want to fit in.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5681990&forum_id=2],#48667828)
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