Date: February 5th, 2025 9:06 PM
Author: Antarctica (Model United Nations)
Well whoever is responsible has agitated my spirit into a lot of anger in hopes that I explode or something or lash out and do something that gives them dirt on me but anyone who actually knows me knows that I'm not violent IRL nor do I seek out conflict so I am not certain what the line of thinking is there. Maybe it's just to agitate my health issue
I also think they have some good points too probably that are getting lost in the din of things but generally I have been treated extremely poorly and somehow separated from the people who actually cared about me in life
I don't think more warring is probably the answer but it's also becoming clear that what I got robbed of isn't being recompensed nor am I going to be left alone. This shit cheated a lot of people and set back my work on fixing the center and making sure that the right ideas got through the sieve into this "Fourth Turning"
I lost two years of my life and several years of intellectual work. I don't want to see her harmed at all and think that she was just a young woman getting her resent, grief, and mental illness preyed upon by evil forces but admittedly I don't know anymore. It seems pre-planned and for real dumb reasons
I'd have already moved away already if this group (who, at this point, I'm not really sure how to define) didn't destroy my life and basically try to keep me trapped here as a slave
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5676031&forum_id=2#48626720)