Answered Oct 1, 2018 · Upvoted by Franklin Veaux, Educator, author of More Than Two: A Practical Guide to Ethical Polyamory · Author has 855 answers and 21.1m answer views

My most powerful sexual fantasies are rape fantasies. I usually play with my rape fantasies when I masturbate. My fantasy usually plays something along these lines:

I'm alone on a dark night. I'm someplace I shouldn't be. I'm terrified and desperately trying to get to safety. The idea that I've done something wrong, that I've been foolish and careless in placing myself in danger, is an important part of the fantasy. I've done something wrong, and now I am going to pay the price.

I'm lost on dark streets in an unknown place, dirty and gritty. I look for something familiar, a place of warmth and light, but I can't find anything familiar. I'm panicked, my heart pounding, I begin to run.

From out of the darkness, I hear noises, but see nothing. I run in random directions. Then, suddenly, dark figures appear ahead of me, moving slowly toward me. I run in the opposite direction but more figures appear. They have my surrounded, and I am so terrified that I can't scream. Their rough cold hands grab me and drag me into an abandoned building.

There are usually seven or eight men, large and powerful. They rip my clothes from my body all the while calling me “slut” and “whore”. They hold a cold sharp knife to my throat and tell me I now belong to them.

They then spend hours raping me, penetrating my mouth and pussy and ass with their enormous hard cocks, ripping me open and pounding me as I whimper and cry. I'm totally at their mercy. They ejaculate multiple times in my pussy and ass and all over my face until I'm dripping with their cum. Finally, when I'm lying helpless at their feet, they finish by urinating all over me. They leave me lying naked and cold in the darkness.

I can't explain this fantasy or why I find it so powerful. Sometimes I wish I could forget it, but it keeps coming back.

I should add that in real life, I'm not into BDSM so I don't want to play out this fantasy. It's a private game that play when I am masturbating.

I'm not sure how unusual this fantasy is. I know rape fantasies are not unusual for women, but mine seem particularly dark.

You tell me.

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