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Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough.

First 24 hrs is in the books.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/24/21
5 years is just getting started
This isnt a cap table
  06/12/25
won't work
Metal Galvanic Voyeur House
  07/24/21
begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c...
Bateful Self-absorbed Point Hairy Legs
  07/24/21
Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/24/21
He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend
milky love of her life
  07/25/21
Thanks, man
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/25/21
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vigorous abnormal state
  07/24/21
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vigorous abnormal state
  07/24/21
how much have you been drinking
idiotic national
  07/24/21
cq
Buff Rehab
  07/24/21
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Crystalline Out-of-control Abode
  07/24/21
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yapping parlour
  07/24/21
Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/24/21
5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?
Yellow codepig stage
  07/24/21
a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts...
Doobsian very tactful electric furnace antidepressant drug
  07/24/21
Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/24/21
Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ...
Yellow codepig stage
  07/25/21
Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m...
Primrose Reading Party Center
  07/24/21
This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/24/21
When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w...
Primrose Reading Party Center
  07/25/21
I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/25/21
we have a sickness of the soul brother
Primrose Reading Party Center
  07/25/21
You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc...
boyish ticket booth legal warrant
  07/24/21
Crrrrrrr
Buff Rehab
  07/24/21
That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/24/21
set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro...
Doobsian very tactful electric furnace antidepressant drug
  07/24/21
how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?
180 trust fund
  07/24/21
6'2" 245
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/24/21
no muscle or jacked?
180 trust fund
  07/24/21
I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/24/21
Ungh
Blue Haunting Black Woman Idea He Suggested
  07/24/21
u wanna bang him, dont u?
Doobsian very tactful electric furnace antidepressant drug
  07/24/21
I am with you, brother.
adventurous heaven
  07/25/21
You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l...
cerise comical hospital
  07/25/21
...
Cracking kitty cat
  03/13/22
Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o...
Exciting space
  08/16/22
stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin...
Splenetic stag film
  07/24/21
Cr you could easily trade them for booze
Overrated ape
  07/24/21
so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?
clear zombie-like senate
  07/24/21
go back to guangzhong
Floppy Ebony Bawdyhouse Juggernaut
  07/31/21
Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d...
stirring menage
  07/24/21
the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ...
multi-colored aquamarine blood rage
  07/24/21
gl gl
Salmon shaky piazza legend
  07/24/21
Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to...
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  07/24/21
Alcohol is poison
well-lubricated exhilarant liquid oxygen dragon
  07/24/21
...
jet-lagged razzle famous landscape painting
  07/25/21
Not going to be much sleep tonight
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/25/21
Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g...
unholy parlor coldplay fan
  07/25/21
6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/25/21
have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge...
clear zombie-like senate
  07/25/21
Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/25/21
Just threw up in the shower. Good times.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  07/25/21
Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/25/21
Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so...
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  07/25/21
what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin...
clear zombie-like senate
  07/26/21
It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l...
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  07/28/21
I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best...
Vermilion erotic gaming laptop fanboi
  07/25/21
I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/25/21
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Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  07/25/21
Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ...
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  07/25/21
I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/25/21
Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to...
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  07/25/21
48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/25/21
Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th...
passionate chestnut haunted graveyard brethren
  07/25/21
From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  07/25/21
Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/26/21
big mistake bro
Violet plaza jew
  07/25/21
3 days down
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/26/21
Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In...
Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction
  07/26/21
I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a...
hairraiser indigo national security agency organic girlfriend
  07/26/21
No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor...
Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction
  07/26/21
That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/26/21
Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ...
gaped trailer park
  11/04/21
Go to a meeting.
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  07/26/21
can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff...
Spruce Anal Orchestra Pit
  07/26/21
That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will...
Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction
  07/26/21
...
Chrome Crusty Location
  07/26/21
Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/26/21
In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n...
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  07/26/21
Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t...
chartreuse high-end ceo doctorate
  07/26/21
Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu...
cerise comical hospital
  07/27/21
The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d...
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  07/28/21
no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ...
Floppy Ebony Bawdyhouse Juggernaut
  07/31/21
https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  07/26/21
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Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  07/26/21
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Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  07/27/21
I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for...
stirring menage
  07/26/21
Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks...
stirring menage
  07/26/21
Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/26/21
Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th...
stirring menage
  07/26/21
4 days down
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/27/21
nice man.
aphrodisiac transparent den boistinker
  07/27/21
180. This is when it starts getting way better.
stirring menage
  07/27/21
Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.
cerebral honey-headed stead foreskin
  07/27/21
Day 5 no drink
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/28/21
180 bro
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  07/28/21
8957657365
Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction
  07/28/21
good job
stimulating wine stage
  07/28/21
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jet-lagged razzle famous landscape painting
  07/28/21
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Crawly Knife Goal In Life
  07/28/21
...
Razzle-dazzle cowardly locale
  07/28/21
also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat...
Salmon shaky piazza legend
  07/28/21
good job. do doing any sports?
Spruce Anal Orchestra Pit
  07/28/21
I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half....
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/28/21
180
Trip Toaster
  07/28/21
...
Appetizing Milk Theatre
  07/28/21
Eat some bananas
Bat shit crazy boiling water
  07/28/21
I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/28/21
Go to a meeting
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  07/28/21
Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/29/21
who the fuck has time for that shit?
Maize indirect expression chapel
  07/29/21
They were work meetings
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/29/21
Those won't keep you sober.
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  07/29/21
That's for sure! *rimshot*
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/29/21
180
milky love of her life
  07/28/21
Day 6 nodrink
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/29/21
...
Splenetic stag film
  07/29/21
...
stirring menage
  07/29/21
Good job bro. One day down one day to go.
Wonderful brunch
  07/29/21
That's how I'm looking at it.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/29/21
One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/30/21
Keep it up brother!
insecure cruise ship
  07/30/21
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hyperactive laser beams
  07/30/21
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stirring menage
  07/30/21
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Vermilion erotic gaming laptop fanboi
  07/31/21
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cerebral honey-headed stead foreskin
  07/31/21
...
Trip Toaster
  07/31/21
You're a camel at this point. Keep going!
Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction
  07/31/21
keep it going my man.
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  07/31/21
8 days down
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/31/21
Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul...
hyperactive laser beams
  07/31/21
Inspiring.
hairraiser indigo national security agency organic girlfriend
  07/31/21
Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/31/21
i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe...
stirring menage
  07/31/21
A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/01/21
thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days...
stirring menage
  08/01/21
I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev...
Irradiated fluffy lettuce pocket flask
  08/01/21
For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/01/21
This is the plot of Another Round.
hyperactive laser beams
  08/03/21
Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/03/21
Just crossed the 9 day mark
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/01/21
...
stirring menage
  08/01/21
180
milky love of her life
  08/02/21
10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/02/21
180
stirring menage
  08/02/21
11 days down a lifetime to go.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/03/21
Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ...
lascivious naked half-breed
  08/03/21
I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink...
Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction
  08/03/21
It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu...
lascivious naked half-breed
  08/03/21
nah bro only one day at a time to go
Domesticated filthpig
  08/03/21
exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps
Razzle-dazzle cowardly locale
  08/03/21
In reality, that's how I am looking at it.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/03/21
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Glittery Bistre Keepsake Machete
  08/03/21
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stirring menage
  08/03/21
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stimulating wine stage
  08/03/21
happy for you man
White Range
  08/03/21
180 but take it a day at a time
milky love of her life
  08/03/21
Keep it up
Trip Toaster
  08/03/21
Nice job bro!!
insecure cruise ship
  08/03/21
BAM! Day 12.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/04/21
...
Trip Toaster
  08/04/21
180 Day two here
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  08/04/21
Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/04/21
I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me...
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  08/05/21
Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/05/21
Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy...
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  08/09/21
...
hyperactive laser beams
  08/04/21
Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/05/21
Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.
Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction
  08/05/21
One day at a time. Go to a meeting.
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  08/05/21
Two weeks nodrink in the can
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/06/21
YES
hyperactive laser beams
  08/06/21
15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/07/21
Day 16 done
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/08/21
Gj!
Appetizing Milk Theatre
  08/08/21
17
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/09/21
180 brother
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  08/09/21
This is some 180 shit right here
Glittery Bistre Keepsake Machete
  08/09/21
Keep it up, brother!
hairraiser indigo national security agency organic girlfriend
  08/09/21
180
milky love of her life
  08/09/21
Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/10/21
Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/10/21
Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work
Soul-stirring tank theater stage
  08/10/21
Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we...
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  08/10/21
Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/10/21
Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an...
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  08/10/21
They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/10/21
Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun...
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  08/10/21
The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so...
Vengeful fishy pit
  08/10/21
Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/10/21
Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/10/21
Alcohol prevents covid
awkward lemon philosopher-king immigrant
  08/13/21
Day 19 done
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/11/21
180 congrats
slimy confused site headpube
  08/11/21
Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri...
stirring menage
  08/11/21
No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/11/21
ty
stirring menage
  08/11/21
CR- every day is a victory
Amethyst Persian Cumskin
  08/12/21
hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me...
Mentally impaired histrionic yarmulke mental disorder
  08/11/21
Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th...
stirring menage
  08/12/21
After how long? You did great!
Domesticated filthpig
  08/11/21
Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ...
stirring menage
  08/12/21
I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth...
milky love of her life
  08/12/21
...
stirring menage
  08/12/21
...
Underhanded flesh jap potus
  08/12/21
I had four beers tonight.
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  08/12/21
Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.
Glittery Bistre Keepsake Machete
  08/12/21
...
stirring menage
  08/12/21
...
Razzle-dazzle cowardly locale
  08/12/21
You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ...
Obsidian dashing meetinghouse background story
  08/12/21
Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ...
stirring menage
  08/12/21
Nice re today
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/12/21
Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives...
bespoke cruel-hearted hissy fit
  08/12/21
...
Amethyst Persian Cumskin
  08/12/21
...
stirring menage
  08/12/21
180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d...
Yellow codepig stage
  08/12/21
Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/12/21
Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te...
stirring menage
  08/12/21
Day 20 in the books.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/12/21
180
stirring menage
  08/12/21
good job man
shimmering telephone digit ratio
  08/12/21
...
Amethyst Persian Cumskin
  08/13/21
Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/13/21
180
Underhanded flesh jap potus
  08/13/21
18000000
stirring menage
  08/13/21
How you feeling?
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/13/21
Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon...
stirring menage
  08/13/21
Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/13/21
Ty
stirring menage
  08/13/21
180
milky love of her life
  08/13/21
...
slimy confused site headpube
  08/13/21
stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa...
Drab big-titted degenerate indian lodge
  08/13/21
You seem mentally stable, friend.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/13/21
...
Hideous hyperventilating trump supporter
  08/14/21
...
idiotic national
  08/14/21
Day 22 and still on the wagon
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/14/21
...
stirring menage
  08/14/21
Day 23 done
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/15/21
Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w...
Chrome Crusty Location
  08/15/21
Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/15/21
Good job dude. Summarize changes for us
insecure cruise ship
  08/15/21
Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/15/21
180
stirring menage
  08/15/21
Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/15/21
An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ...
stirring menage
  08/16/21
Just keep going a day at a time.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/16/21
Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is...
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  08/18/21
You should celebrate by having a beer.
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  08/18/21
sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ...
black excitant step-uncle's house corn cake
  08/18/21
I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/18/21
are you still in biglaw
black excitant step-uncle's house corn cake
  08/18/21
Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/18/21
...
slimy confused site headpube
  08/15/21
I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics...
startled hell roast beef
  08/16/21
180. What finally worked for you?
stirring menage
  08/16/21
Nice. Congrats.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/16/21
Stabby?
Vengeful fishy pit
  08/19/21
Day 24
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/16/21
...
greedy institution
  08/16/21
180
milky love of her life
  08/16/21
180
Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction
  08/16/21
...
stirring menage
  08/16/21
...
Chrome Crusty Location
  08/16/21
Day 25
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/17/21
...
stirring menage
  08/17/21
Day 26
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/18/21
do you have the desire to drink
Chrome Crusty Location
  08/18/21
Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/18/21
Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much....
Chrome Crusty Location
  08/18/21
I was totally out of control.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/18/21
Gj brudda
Crawly Knife Goal In Life
  08/18/21
Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.
Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction
  08/18/21
Trust me I am
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/18/21
Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one
supple feces
  08/18/21
Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/18/21
that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'...
Razzle-dazzle cowardly locale
  08/18/21
...
Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction
  08/19/21
180
stirring menage
  08/18/21
Day 27 in the books
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/19/21
180. I’m at around a week.
stirring menage
  08/19/21
Nice. Keep it up.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/19/21
Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/20/21
Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.
Appetizing Milk Theatre
  08/20/21
Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ...
stirring menage
  08/20/21
Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail...
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  08/20/21
Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi...
stirring menage
  08/20/21
I don't plan to
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/20/21
Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on...
Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction
  08/20/21
180
milky love of her life
  08/21/21
Boom: five weeks sober
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/27/21
180
milky love of her life
  08/28/21
...
Brilliant elastic band
  08/28/21
180 brother
insecure cruise ship
  09/06/21
Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b...
Vermilion erotic gaming laptop fanboi
  08/28/21
That's amazing
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  09/03/21
...
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  09/06/21
Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  09/03/21
...
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  09/06/21
this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  09/06/21
Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p...
vigorous abnormal state
  09/06/21
...
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  09/06/21
Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  09/06/21
...
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  09/06/21
Take up golf, or cycling
abusive twinkling mad-dog skullcap depressive
  09/06/21
I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  09/06/21
Done with week 7.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  09/10/21
...
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  09/12/21
8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  09/17/21
Fuck yeah
hyperactive laser beams
  09/17/21
That's fucking great.
Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction
  09/17/21
9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  09/24/21
don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ...
french lay main people
  09/24/21
...
boyish ticket booth legal warrant
  09/24/21
The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th...
Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction
  09/24/21
I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  09/24/21
10 weeks no drink
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  10/01/21
Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ...
gaped trailer park
  10/01/21
Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  10/01/21
well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  10/06/21
Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  10/30/21
Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https...
Jet windowlicker kitty
  10/30/21
I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  10/30/21
I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s...
Jet windowlicker kitty
  10/30/21
Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is...
stirring menage
  10/30/21
Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos...
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  12/01/21
this sounds right
Domesticated filthpig
  12/01/21
1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t...
hateful address
  10/30/21
Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  10/30/21
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4
medicated garnet fortuitous meteor
  12/01/21
I haven't listened to them in two decades
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  12/01/21
keep going brother
red submissive lodge mexican
  12/01/21
30 days sober today
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  12/16/21
180
cerebral honey-headed stead foreskin
  12/16/21
6 months dry
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  01/04/22
180
Maize indirect expression chapel
  01/04/22
Two months sober now
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  01/16/22
117 days of nodrink today
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  03/13/22
180 Day six here.
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  03/13/22
One day at a time brother
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  03/13/22
Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin...
slimy confused site headpube
  03/13/22
By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ...
harsh corner azn
  04/09/22
4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing
Maize indirect expression chapel
  04/09/22
144 days
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  04/09/22
Good work
Maize indirect expression chapel
  04/09/22
Thanks brother
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  04/09/22
180 brother and congratulations!!!
Bateful Self-absorbed Point Hairy Legs
  04/09/22
...
Hilarious place of business
  05/04/22
168 days and still on the wagon
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  05/03/22
Way to go, man.
tan arousing weed whacker
  05/04/22
Thanks dude
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  05/04/22
33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa...
Razzle-dazzle cowardly locale
  05/03/22
Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc...
Maize indirect expression chapel
  05/03/22
I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink...
Razzle-dazzle cowardly locale
  05/04/22
then shut the fuck up already
Maize indirect expression chapel
  05/04/22
cr
Razzle-dazzle cowardly locale
  05/04/22
lol
talented cordovan roommate
  05/04/22
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg
medicated garnet fortuitous meteor
  05/04/22
18 months sober
razzmatazz lake partner
  05/04/22
180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.
Bisexual offensive volcanic crater
  05/04/22
...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  05/04/22
180 I've done one drink a night for the past week.
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  05/04/22
188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  05/23/22
222 days today. Life has never been better.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  06/26/22
...
Embarrassed To The Bone Halford
  06/26/22
...
mustard set
  06/26/22
good for you bro, good on you, keep it up
talented cordovan roommate
  06/26/22
...
Concupiscible amber therapy resort
  06/26/22
...
Brilliant elastic band
  06/26/22
Eight months sober yesterday
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  07/17/22
Nine moths today!
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/16/22
180
stirring menage
  08/16/22
How's your sobriety?
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/16/22
i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru...
stirring menage
  08/16/22
Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/16/22
thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to...
stirring menage
  08/16/22
congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.
provocative market personal credit line
  08/16/22
180
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/16/22
...
stirring menage
  08/16/22
congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ...
Bateful Self-absorbed Point Hairy Legs
  08/16/22
...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/16/22
...
stirring menage
  08/16/22
I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  09/11/22
348 days in the books
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  10/30/22
180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re...
Chrome Crusty Location
  10/30/22
65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  10/30/22
180 billion
stirring menage
  10/30/22
How are you doing?
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  10/30/22
haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.
stirring menage
  10/30/22
180. Stay strong
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  10/30/22
ty brother.
stirring menage
  10/30/22
I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is...
Turquoise Associate Station
  10/30/22
Life is so much better if you can stick to it
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  10/30/22
Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night...
provocative market personal credit line
  10/30/22
180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  10/30/22
...
stirring menage
  10/30/22
1800000
provocative market personal credit line
  10/30/22
180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting
twisted nursing home
  10/30/22
...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  10/30/22
proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin...
electric aqua queen of the night cuckoldry
  10/30/22
...
Trip Toaster
  12/18/22
One year and two days of sobriety today.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  11/18/22
180 brother. Never go back.
Bisexual offensive volcanic crater
  11/18/22
397 days and counting
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  12/18/22
180
Trip Toaster
  12/18/22
18 months
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  01/04/23
congrats man
Crystalline Out-of-control Abode
  01/04/23
ty
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  01/04/23
Biggest health change?
diverse really tough guy
  01/04/23
I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:...
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  01/04/23
35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that?
Crystalline Out-of-control Abode
  01/04/23
~15%
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  01/04/23
Awesome.
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  01/29/23
Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ...
puce heady field quadroon
  01/04/23
180
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  01/07/23
...
Deranged Contagious Business Firm
  01/09/23
poison free in 23
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  01/09/23
...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  01/10/23
180
fuchsia old irish cottage toilet seat
  01/10/23
My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  01/12/23
Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba...
stirring menage
  01/29/23
Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  01/30/23
180. Glad to hear it
stirring menage
  01/30/23
There’s a lot of relapse going around.
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  01/30/23
475 days of nodrink
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  03/06/23
What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t...
Chrome Crusty Location
  03/06/23
Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  03/06/23
180
Titillating saffron circlehead tanning salon
  03/06/23
180
Domesticated filthpig
  03/06/23
Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo...
Chrome Crusty Location
  03/06/23
In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  03/06/23
Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?
gold arrogant dog poop
  03/06/23
Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  03/06/23
I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard...
gold arrogant dog poop
  03/06/23
Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  03/06/23
Day 507 in the books
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  04/07/23
Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla...
milky love of her life
  04/07/23
Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  04/07/23
Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start...
milky love of her life
  04/07/23
For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  04/07/23
I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund...
stirring menage
  04/07/23
Good to hear you are back on track.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  04/07/23
ty
stirring menage
  04/07/23
18 months tomorrow.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  05/16/23
180
Soul-stirring tank theater stage
  05/16/23
2 years dry
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  06/24/23
Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  06/24/23
Did you work the steps?
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  07/01/23
Wow
jet-lagged razzle famous landscape painting
  06/24/23
Day 640 today bros
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  08/18/23
Day 700 in the books
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  10/17/23
congrats
Crystalline Out-of-control Abode
  10/17/23
...
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  11/27/23
2 years and 7 days
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  11/24/23
...
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  11/24/23
...
stirring menage
  11/24/23
Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  11/25/23
1919 days free. I will never go back.
Bateful Self-absorbed Point Hairy Legs
  11/25/23
180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober
shivering avocado property
  11/25/23
...
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  11/25/23
good job
Cheese-eating Sound Barrier
  11/25/23
I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc...
Cheese-eating Sound Barrier
  11/25/23
Nice. Congrats.
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  11/26/23
I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m...
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  11/27/23
956 days
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  06/29/24
Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ...
laughsome bossy kitchen
  06/29/24
I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  06/29/24
Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own
Soul-stirring tank theater stage
  06/29/24
...
jet-lagged razzle famous landscape painting
  06/29/24
...
Trip Toaster
  06/30/24
180, teenage pussy tp
Trip Toaster
  06/29/24
...
Thriller Friendly Grandma Becky
  06/30/24
...
Trip Toaster
  10/09/24
180 thread
copper locus
  06/29/24
3 years now
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  07/05/24
MFCR. 1488 my nigga
Titillating saffron circlehead tanning salon
  07/05/24
way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha...
provocative market personal credit line
  07/05/24
1058 days
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  10/09/24
180 man
Trip Toaster
  10/09/24
Do you not drink at all now?
Bonkers garrison shitlib
  10/09/24
None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does...
translucent sanctuary party of the first part
  10/14/24
...
sable church marketing idea
  10/09/24
...
Crawly Knife Goal In Life
  10/14/24
Nice
mind-boggling mad cow disease
  10/19/24
...
disgusting marvelous internal respiration
  11/24/24
...
internet g0y
  06/12/25
I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit
stock market
  06/12/25
...
Trump Tariffs Can Do No Wrong
  06/12/25


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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

First 24 hrs is in the books.

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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM
Author: This isnt a cap table (its a reaping of souls)

5 years is just getting started

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM
Author: Metal Galvanic Voyeur House

won't work

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM
Author: Bateful Self-absorbed Point Hairy Legs

begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834931)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834935)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM
Author: milky love of her life

He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend

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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Thanks, man

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: vigorous abnormal state



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: vigorous abnormal state



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM
Author: idiotic national

how much have you been drinking

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM
Author: Buff Rehab

cq

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: Crystalline Out-of-control Abode



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM
Author: yapping parlour



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: Yellow codepig stage

5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: Doobsian very tactful electric furnace antidepressant drug

a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836207)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM
Author: Yellow codepig stage

Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838299)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: Primrose Reading Party Center

Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835041)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM
Author: Primrose Reading Party Center

When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week

With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838455)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM
Author: Primrose Reading Party Center

we have a sickness of the soul brother

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM
Author: boyish ticket booth legal warrant

You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: Buff Rehab

Crrrrrrr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835058)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835770)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Doobsian very tactful electric furnace antidepressant drug

set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835774)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: 180 trust fund

how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835776)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

6'2" 245

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835780)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM
Author: 180 trust fund

no muscle or jacked?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835788)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835797)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM
Author: Blue Haunting Black Woman Idea He Suggested

Ungh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835833)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Doobsian very tactful electric furnace antidepressant drug

u wanna bang him, dont u?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836177)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: adventurous heaven

I am with you, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840076)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM
Author: cerise comical hospital

You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837772)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM
Author: Cracking kitty cat



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142345)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM
Author: Exciting space

Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023251)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: Splenetic stag film

stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835799)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM
Author: Overrated ape

Cr you could easily trade them for booze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836164)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM
Author: clear zombie-like senate

so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836215)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM
Author: Floppy Ebony Bawdyhouse Juggernaut

go back to guangzhong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874198)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: stirring menage

Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835880)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM
Author: multi-colored aquamarine blood rage

the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835888)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: Salmon shaky piazza legend

gl gl

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835919)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836147)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM
Author: well-lubricated exhilarant liquid oxygen dragon

Alcohol is poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836871)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM
Author: jet-lagged razzle famous landscape painting



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838673)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Not going to be much sleep tonight

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837356)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM
Author: unholy parlor coldplay fan

Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837437)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837444)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM
Author: clear zombie-like senate

have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837728)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838091)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Just threw up in the shower. Good times.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838121)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838122)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838159)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

Real talk, fuck your wife.

If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else.

I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose.

There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838926)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: clear zombie-like senate

what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845962)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860363)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM
Author: Vermilion erotic gaming laptop fanboi

I've got well over 5 years not drinking.

It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838386)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838564)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838567)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford

Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838434)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838576)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford

Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life.

That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838591)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838903)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: passionate chestnut haunted graveyard brethren

Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42839678)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840018)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840276)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Just started having these too:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk

Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42842600)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM
Author: Violet plaza jew

big mistake bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840041)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

3 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845047)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM
Author: Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction

Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845056)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: hairraiser indigo national security agency organic girlfriend

I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845744)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction

No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42846125)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845956)



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Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: gaped trailer park

Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one?

I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43389150)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845724)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM
Author: Spruce Anal Orchestra Pit

can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845075)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM
Author: Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction

That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before.

Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845090)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM
Author: Chrome Crusty Location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845207)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845978)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more.

By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845719)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM
Author: chartreuse high-end ceo doctorate

Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845764)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM
Author: cerise comical hospital

Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42848190)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860370)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM
Author: Floppy Ebony Bawdyhouse Juggernaut

no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874201)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford

https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845746)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845789)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42849768)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM
Author: stirring menage

I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845845)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM
Author: stirring menage

Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845874)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845942)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM
Author: stirring menage

Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845970)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

4 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42852338)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM
Author: aphrodisiac transparent den boistinker

nice man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42852399)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: stirring menage

180. This is when it starts getting way better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42852420)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM
Author: cerebral honey-headed stead foreskin

Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42852612)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 5 no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42858846)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford

180 bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859297)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction

8957657365

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859450)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM
Author: stimulating wine stage

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859470)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM
Author: jet-lagged razzle famous landscape painting



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859511)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM
Author: Crawly Knife Goal In Life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859514)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle cowardly locale



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859526)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Salmon shaky piazza legend

also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration

nice work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859545)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Spruce Anal Orchestra Pit

good job. do doing any sports?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859549)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859655)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM
Author: Trip Toaster

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859550)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Appetizing Milk Theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860070)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: Bat shit crazy boiling water

Eat some bananas

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860105)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860335)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860346)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860497)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: Maize indirect expression chapel

who the fuck has time for that shit?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42863796)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

They were work meetings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42863989)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

Those won't keep you sober.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42865277)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

That's for sure! *rimshot*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42865366)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM
Author: milky love of her life

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860409)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 6 nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42863597)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM
Author: Splenetic stag film



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42863766)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: stirring menage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42865319)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM
Author: Wonderful brunch

Good job bro. One day down one day to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42865938)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

That's how I'm looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42866324)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42870704)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM
Author: insecure cruise ship

Keep it up brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42870974)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM
Author: hyperactive laser beams



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42870981)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM
Author: stirring menage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42873190)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM
Author: Vermilion erotic gaming laptop fanboi

9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42873668)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM
Author: cerebral honey-headed stead foreskin



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42873670)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM
Author: Trip Toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874144)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM
Author: Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction

You're a camel at this point. Keep going!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874239)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration

keep it going my man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874194)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

8 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42875692)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM
Author: hyperactive laser beams

Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42875707)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: hairraiser indigo national security agency organic girlfriend

Inspiring.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42875943)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42876669)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM
Author: stirring menage

i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4.

trying to rebuild it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42877610)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42878360)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM
Author: stirring menage

thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again.

today is day 4 of my latest effort.

the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line.

great work by you. i'm rooting for ya.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879074)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM
Author: Irradiated fluffy lettuce pocket flask

I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879090)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879120)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM
Author: hyperactive laser beams

This is the plot of Another Round.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890353)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890435)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Just crossed the 9 day mark

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879747)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM
Author: stirring menage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42882033)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM
Author: milky love of her life

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42883157)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42884686)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM
Author: stirring menage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42886121)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

11 days down a lifetime to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890318)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: lascivious naked half-breed

Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better.

Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890475)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM
Author: Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction

I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890943)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: lascivious naked half-breed

It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891015)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM
Author: Domesticated filthpig

nah bro only one day at a time to go

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890982)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle cowardly locale

exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891069)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

In reality, that's how I am looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42892104)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM
Author: Glittery Bistre Keepsake Machete

5445776444554

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891123)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM
Author: stirring menage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891187)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM
Author: stimulating wine stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891530)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM
Author: White Range

happy for you man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891572)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: milky love of her life

180 but take it a day at a time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891580)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM
Author: Trip Toaster

Keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42892021)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM
Author: insecure cruise ship

Nice job bro!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42892210)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

BAM! Day 12.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896602)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM
Author: Trip Toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896607)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford

180

Day two here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896725)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42897749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford

I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901455)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42903233)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford

Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921955)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM
Author: hyperactive laser beams



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901809)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction

Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901842)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

One day at a time. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42902003)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Two weeks nodrink in the can

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42907773)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM
Author: hyperactive laser beams

YES

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42907934)



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Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42912772)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 16 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42916307)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM
Author: Appetizing Milk Theatre

Gj!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42916795)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

17

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921352)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921377)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM
Author: Glittery Bistre Keepsake Machete

This is some 180 shit right here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921682)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM
Author: hairraiser indigo national security agency organic girlfriend

Keep it up, brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921984)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM
Author: milky love of her life

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42922699)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42926547)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927507)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM
Author: Soul-stirring tank theater stage

Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927525)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford

Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse.

Day 1 here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927539)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927585)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford

Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927589)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927607)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford

Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927611)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: Vengeful fishy pit

The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928105)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928176)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928181)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM
Author: awkward lemon philosopher-king immigrant

Alcohol prevents covid

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42939457)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 19 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932389)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM
Author: slimy confused site headpube

180 congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932395)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: stirring menage

Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932433)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932477)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: stirring menage

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932783)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Amethyst Persian Cumskin

CR- every day is a victory

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935166)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: Mentally impaired histrionic yarmulke mental disorder

hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933626)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM
Author: stirring menage

Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934976)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: Domesticated filthpig

After how long? You did great!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933636)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM
Author: stirring menage

Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934991)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM
Author: milky love of her life

I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933814)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: stirring menage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935105)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM
Author: Underhanded flesh jap potus



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935607)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford

I had four beers tonight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934150)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM
Author: Glittery Bistre Keepsake Machete

Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935001)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: stirring menage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935109)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM
Author: Razzle-dazzle cowardly locale



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935153)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM
Author: Obsidian dashing meetinghouse background story

You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me.

Keep at it man!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935252)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: stirring menage

Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935534)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Nice re today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937223)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM
Author: bespoke cruel-hearted hissy fit

Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives.

Keep on keeping on

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935161)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM
Author: Amethyst Persian Cumskin



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935167)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: stirring menage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935538)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM
Author: Yellow codepig stage

180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up!

How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935601)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937225)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM
Author: stirring menage

Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week.

I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda.

I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back.

So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937815)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 20 in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937220)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM
Author: stirring menage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937764)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM
Author: shimmering telephone digit ratio

good job man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937931)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM
Author: Amethyst Persian Cumskin



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42939379)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42941083)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Underhanded flesh jap potus

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942011)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: stirring menage

18000000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942548)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

How you feeling?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942671)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM
Author: stirring menage

Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943106)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943118)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM
Author: stirring menage

Ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943162)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM
Author: milky love of her life

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943009)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: slimy confused site headpube



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943016)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM
Author: Drab big-titted degenerate indian lodge

stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot.

PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend?

you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943023)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

You seem mentally stable, friend.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943068)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: Hideous hyperventilating trump supporter



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943810)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM
Author: idiotic national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42944568)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 22 and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42945651)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM
Author: stirring menage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42946048)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 23 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951958)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM
Author: Chrome Crusty Location

Has your wife said anything about it?

Have you lost any weight?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951967)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive.

I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952045)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: insecure cruise ship

Good job dude. Summarize changes for us

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951979)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Losing weight

Sleep has improved a ton

Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly)

Motivated to work

Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952080)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: stirring menage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952093)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952239)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: stirring menage

An underrated benefit, for certain.

Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957384)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Just keep going a day at a time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970847)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

You should celebrate by having a beer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42966916)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM
Author: black excitant step-uncle's house corn cake

sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning.

how long did it take to notice weight loss?

how much were you drinking each day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common.

Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970882)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM
Author: black excitant step-uncle's house corn cake

are you still in biglaw

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971427)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971755)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: slimy confused site headpube



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952048)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM
Author: startled hell roast beef

I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957405)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM
Author: stirring menage

180. What finally worked for you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957590)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957593)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: Vengeful fishy pit

Stabby?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977185)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 24

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957591)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM
Author: greedy institution



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957616)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM
Author: milky love of her life

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957892)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957897)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: stirring menage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957898)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM
Author: Chrome Crusty Location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42960457)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 25

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42964349)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: stirring menage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42965115)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 26

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970508)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Chrome Crusty Location

do you have the desire to drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970525)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970539)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: Chrome Crusty Location

Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970631)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

I was totally out of control.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970770)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Crawly Knife Goal In Life

Gj brudda

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970526)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction

Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970531)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Trust me I am

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970774)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: supple feces

Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970787)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970803)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle cowardly locale

that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971445)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM
Author: Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977063)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: stirring menage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971233)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 27 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42975999)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM
Author: stirring menage

180. I’m at around a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42976271)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Nice. Keep it up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977080)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years.

Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982646)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: Appetizing Milk Theatre

Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982663)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: stirring menage

Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982670)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982814)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM
Author: stirring menage

Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982845)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

I don't plan to

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42983811)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM
Author: Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction

Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42984102)



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Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM
Author: milky love of her life

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42987301)



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Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Boom: five weeks sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43021326)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: milky love of her life

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022035)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM
Author: Brilliant elastic band



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022329)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM
Author: insecure cruise ship

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070201)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM
Author: Vermilion erotic gaming laptop fanboi

Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022078)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

That's amazing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43057794)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069408)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43057793)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070107)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration

this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069385)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM
Author: vigorous abnormal state

Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069390)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069391)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070100)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070120)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM
Author: abusive twinkling mad-dog skullcap depressive

Take up golf, or cycling

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070175)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070712)



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Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Done with week 7.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43094188)



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Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43102180)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132489)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: hyperactive laser beams

Fuck yeah

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132505)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction

That's fucking great.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132510)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172089)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM
Author: french lay main people

don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172102)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: boyish ticket booth legal warrant



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172104)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM
Author: Big lavender sneaky criminal dysfunction

The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172190)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172657)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

10 weeks no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208306)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: gaped trailer park

Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208368)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208386)



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Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration

well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43229848)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356245)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: Jet windowlicker kitty

Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot.

https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356257)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356284)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM
Author: Jet windowlicker kitty

I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356399)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: stirring menage

Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle.

I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings.

Keep up the fight brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356457)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted.

Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober.

I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542100)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM
Author: Domesticated filthpig

this sounds right

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542123)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: hateful address

1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356299)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356413)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM
Author: medicated garnet fortuitous meteor

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542485)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

I haven't listened to them in two decades

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542581)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: red submissive lodge mexican

keep going brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542583)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

30 days sober today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43620761)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: cerebral honey-headed stead foreskin

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43620769)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration

6 months dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43725839)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM
Author: Maize indirect expression chapel

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43725878)



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Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Two months sober now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43793309)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

117 days of nodrink today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142273)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford

180

Day six here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142302)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

One day at a time brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142613)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: slimy confused site headpube

Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142662)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM
Author: harsh corner azn

By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307089)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM
Author: Maize indirect expression chapel

4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307097)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

144 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307035)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM
Author: Maize indirect expression chapel

Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307101)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Thanks brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307314)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM
Author: Bateful Self-absorbed Point Hairy Legs

180 brother and congratulations!!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307324)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM
Author: Hilarious place of business



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453495)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

168 days and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44450356)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM
Author: tan arousing weed whacker

Way to go, man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453559)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Thanks dude

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453855)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle cowardly locale

33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44450380)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM
Author: Maize indirect expression chapel

Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44450408)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM
Author: Razzle-dazzle cowardly locale

I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44452270)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM
Author: Maize indirect expression chapel

then shut the fuck up already

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453444)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM
Author: Razzle-dazzle cowardly locale

cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453454)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: talented cordovan roommate

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453513)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: medicated garnet fortuitous meteor

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453508)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM
Author: razzmatazz lake partner

18 months sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453863)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM
Author: Bisexual offensive volcanic crater

180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453871)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44454805)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford

180

I've done one drink a night for the past week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44454837)



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Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44562497)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

222 days today. Life has never been better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748020)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: Embarrassed To The Bone Halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748030)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: mustard set



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748040)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: talented cordovan roommate

good for you bro, good on you, keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748042)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM
Author: Concupiscible amber therapy resort



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748055)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM
Author: Brilliant elastic band



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44749202)



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Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Eight months sober yesterday

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44865945)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Nine moths today!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023094)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM
Author: stirring menage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023126)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

How's your sobriety?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023153)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM
Author: stirring menage

i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february.

i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may.

i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat.

i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally.

haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023232)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023423)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: stirring menage

thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight.

it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023653)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM
Author: provocative market personal credit line

congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023157)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023424)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: stirring menage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023655)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM
Author: Bateful Self-absorbed Point Hairy Legs

congrats brother!

i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol.

peace.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023248)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023425)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: stirring menage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023657)



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Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45155156)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

348 days in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411580)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM
Author: Chrome Crusty Location

180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411587)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411710)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM
Author: stirring menage

180 billion

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411595)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

How are you doing?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411711)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM
Author: stirring menage

haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411931)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

180. Stay strong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412087)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: stirring menage

ty brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412123)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM
Author: Turquoise Associate Station

I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411805)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Life is so much better if you can stick to it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412258)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM
Author: provocative market personal credit line

Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411898)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411942)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM
Author: stirring menage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411945)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM
Author: provocative market personal credit line

1800000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411951)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM
Author: twisted nursing home

180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411963)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412247)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM
Author: electric aqua queen of the night cuckoldry

proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave

you’re gonna maek it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412285)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM
Author: Trip Toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651879)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

One year and two days of sobriety today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45511221)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM
Author: Bisexual offensive volcanic crater

180 brother. Never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45511222)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

397 days and counting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651822)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM
Author: Trip Toaster

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651862)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration

18 months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738970)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM
Author: Crystalline Out-of-control Abode

congrats man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738973)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738981)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM
Author: diverse really tough guy

Biggest health change?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738992)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration

I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738997)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM
Author: Crystalline Out-of-control Abode

35lbs, damn

what % of your body weight was that?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739000)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration

~15%

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739049)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

Awesome.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45858131)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM
Author: puce heady field quadroon

Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas.

You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739061)



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Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45754434)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM
Author: Deranged Contagious Business Firm



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45765765)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration

poison free in 23

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45765724)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45771738)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM
Author: fuchsia old irish cottage toilet seat

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45771895)



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Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45779724)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM
Author: stirring menage

Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45858158)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45862492)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM
Author: stirring menage

180. Glad to hear it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45863147)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

There’s a lot of relapse going around.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45862965)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

475 days of nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018088)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM
Author: Chrome Crusty Location

What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018101)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018254)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM
Author: Titillating saffron circlehead tanning salon

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018105)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM
Author: Domesticated filthpig

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018292)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM
Author: Chrome Crusty Location

Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018110)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018266)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: gold arrogant dog poop

Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018258)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018272)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM
Author: gold arrogant dog poop

I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018282)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018418)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 507 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158627)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM
Author: milky love of her life

Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158633)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158678)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM
Author: milky love of her life

Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158687)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158703)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: stirring menage

I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day.

So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?”

(I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.)

So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer.

This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again.

I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158708)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Good to hear you are back on track.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158725)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM
Author: stirring menage

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158845)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

18 months tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46317617)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM
Author: Soul-stirring tank theater stage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46317624)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration

2 years dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46468557)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46469502)



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Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

Did you work the steps?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46499489)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM
Author: jet-lagged razzle famous landscape painting

Wow

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46469522)



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Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 640 today bros

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46687165)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Day 700 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46948402)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM
Author: Crystalline Out-of-control Abode

congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46948423)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47103664)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

2 years and 7 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094191)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094194)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM
Author: stirring menage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094225)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration

Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47098706)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM
Author: Bateful Self-absorbed Point Hairy Legs

1919 days free.

I will never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47098738)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM
Author: shivering avocado property

180

I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47098746)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47099290)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM
Author: Cheese-eating Sound Barrier

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47099298)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM
Author: Cheese-eating Sound Barrier

I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47099296)



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Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47100639)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration

I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47103662)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

956 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793191)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM
Author: laughsome bossy kitchen

Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793213)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793231)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM
Author: Soul-stirring tank theater stage

Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793386)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM
Author: jet-lagged razzle famous landscape painting



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793452)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM
Author: Trip Toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47796042)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: Trip Toaster

180, teenage pussy tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793229)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM
Author: Thriller Friendly Grandma Becky



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793970)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM
Author: Trip Toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182547)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM
Author: copper locus

180 thread

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793226)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration

3 years now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47812580)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM
Author: Titillating saffron circlehead tanning salon

MFCR. 1488 my nigga

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47812622)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM
Author: provocative market personal credit line

way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in.

i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce.

long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore.

since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47812654)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

1058 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182543)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM
Author: Trip Toaster

180 man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182545)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM
Author: Bonkers garrison shitlib

Do you not drink at all now?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182570)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM
Author: translucent sanctuary party of the first part

None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48196855)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM
Author: sable church marketing idea



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182573)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM
Author: Crawly Knife Goal In Life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48196866)



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Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM
Author: mind-boggling mad cow disease

Nice

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48214820)



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Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM
Author: disgusting marvelous internal respiration



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48374719)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM
Author: internet g0y



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49007400)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM
Author: stock market

I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49007544)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM
Author: Trump Tariffs Can Do No Wrong (TDNW)



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49007547)