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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Primrose dead senate associate 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Stubborn disgusting candlestick maker orchestra pit won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Adulterous navy fortuitous meteor masturbator begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Mustard Swashbuckling Faggot Firefighter He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Marvelous fiercely-loyal field (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Marvelous fiercely-loyal field (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Nudist pervert crackhouse how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Buck-toothed Beady-eyed Preventive Strike cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Cream menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: bistre multi-colored native rigor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Copper beta home 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: exhilarant whorehouse a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Copper beta home Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Stirring Crotch Kitty Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Stirring Crotch Kitty When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Stirring Crotch Kitty we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Fishy idiotic juggernaut You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Buck-toothed Beady-eyed Preventive Strike Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Motley genital piercing digit ratio the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Provocative striped hyena gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: adventurous charcoal lodge organic girlfriend Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: bossy forum dragon Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: chestnut razzle-dazzle corn cake (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: French Hyperventilating Travel Guidebook Azn Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: electric church building have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Just threw up in the shower. Good times. 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I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: electric church building what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: adventurous charcoal lodge organic girlfriend It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Crystalline psychic community account I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: big drab range (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: big drab range Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: big drab range Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: adventurous charcoal lodge organic girlfriend Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: yellow thriller stock car hall big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Diverse goyim mood Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Insanely Creepy Den I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Diverse goyim mood No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. 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Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: hideous shimmering alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. 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There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: mentally impaired chapel therapy I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Mustard Swashbuckling Faggot Firefighter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. 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If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: racy godawful theater tattoo It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Supple Stage Internal Respiration nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Spruce codepig house exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: contagious garnet halford 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: aphrodisiac abnormal philosopher-king (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: wine cracking blood rage fat ankles happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Mustard Swashbuckling Faggot Firefighter 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: Glittery flesh shrine Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: tan property Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: Glittery flesh shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: big drab range 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: big drab range I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: big drab range Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Irradiated scourge upon the earth (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Diverse goyim mood Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: adventurous charcoal lodge organic girlfriend One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Irradiated scourge upon the earth YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: naked pozpig Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: big drab range 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: contagious garnet halford This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Insanely Creepy Den Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Mustard Swashbuckling Faggot Firefighter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: pungent maniacal locus friendly grandma Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: big drab range Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: big drab range Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: big drab range Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: obsidian dopamine gay wizard The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: bespoke chocolate dilemma fanboi Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Arousing son of senegal 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: slate prole national CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Laughsome slippery gaping hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Supple Stage Internal Respiration After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Mustard Swashbuckling Faggot Firefighter I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: scarlet out-of-control garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: big drab range I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: contagious garnet halford Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Spruce codepig house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Bateful Plaza You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: floppy red giraffe theater stage Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: slate prole national (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Copper beta home 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: bipolar exciting dysfunction persian good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: slate prole national (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: scarlet out-of-control garrison 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Mustard Swashbuckling Faggot Firefighter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Arousing son of senegal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: sepia multi-billionaire stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: crusty institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Nudist pervert crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: hideous shimmering alpha Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: tan property Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: adventurous charcoal lodge organic girlfriend Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: adventurous charcoal lodge organic girlfriend You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Wonderful Wild Stead sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Wonderful Wild Stead are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Arousing son of senegal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: Razzmatazz public bath I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: obsidian dopamine gay wizard Stabby? 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There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: hideous shimmering alpha Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: vigorous blue location laser beams Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Diverse goyim mood Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: peach tantric background story goal in life Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Spruce codepig house that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Diverse goyim mood (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder 180. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: adventurous charcoal lodge organic girlfriend Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Diverse goyim mood Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Mustard Swashbuckling Faggot Firefighter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Mustard Swashbuckling Faggot Firefighter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Hyperactive Shivering Indian Lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: tan property 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Crystalline psychic community account Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Rough-skinned cuckoldry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: big drab range (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Rough-skinned cuckoldry this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Marvelous fiercely-loyal field Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Rough-skinned cuckoldry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Rough-skinned cuckoldry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: judgmental opaque generalized bond Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Rough-skinned cuckoldry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Irradiated scourge upon the earth Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Diverse goyim mood That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Vibrant affirmative action half-breed don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Fishy idiotic juggernaut (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Diverse goyim mood The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Histrionic Immigrant Milk Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Rough-skinned cuckoldry well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: onyx mildly autistic death wish tanning salon Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: onyx mildly autistic death wish tanning salon I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: adventurous charcoal lodge organic girlfriend Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Supple Stage Internal Respiration this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: cocky azure gas station 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. 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Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: excitant frisky mexican church then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Spruce codepig house cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: sinister dingle berry trailer park lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Cordovan greedy black woman box office https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: curious misunderstood indirect expression 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Bat shit crazy soul-stirring sex offender 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: big drab range 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: big drab range (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: lavender cumskin useless brakes (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: sinister dingle berry trailer park good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: metal kitchen turdskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Hyperactive Shivering Indian Lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Mewling stage idea he suggested congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Adulterous navy fortuitous meteor masturbator congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: hideous shimmering alpha 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Pearl mind-boggling people who are hurt I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Mewling stage idea he suggested Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: adventurous charcoal lodge organic girlfriend 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Mewling stage idea he suggested 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: boyish brunch 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Cerebral Chest-beating Nursing Home Feces proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Glittery flesh shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Bat shit crazy soul-stirring sex offender 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Glittery flesh shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Rough-skinned cuckoldry 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Cream menage congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Rough-skinned cuckoldry ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Heady white trump supporter Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Rough-skinned cuckoldry I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Cream menage 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Rough-skinned cuckoldry ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: adventurous charcoal lodge organic girlfriend Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Emerald spectacular roommate Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: saffron alcoholic volcanic crater abode (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Rough-skinned cuckoldry poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: coiffed roast beef 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: adventurous charcoal lodge organic girlfriend There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: hideous shimmering alpha What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Flatulent Hairraiser Marketing Idea 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Supple Stage Internal Respiration 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: hideous shimmering alpha Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: fantasy-prone sticky rigpig Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: fantasy-prone sticky rigpig I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Mustard Swashbuckling Faggot Firefighter Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Mustard Swashbuckling Faggot Firefighter Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: pungent maniacal locus friendly grandma 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Rough-skinned cuckoldry 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: adventurous charcoal lodge organic girlfriend Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: chestnut razzle-dazzle corn cake Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Cream menage congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Rough-skinned cuckoldry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: dun aromatic love of her life piazza 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Rough-skinned cuckoldry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: Galvanic impertinent mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Rough-skinned cuckoldry Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? 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