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Date: April 13th, 2015 12:14 PM Author: Hideous area death wish
Almost every IP on my tracker right now has found me through one of the various porn blogs I never wanted to be reblogged by, and is proceeding to go through all my selfies and nudes, and I feel more like an object than a person. This happens all the time.
I really hate this. I like being naked, I like being an exhibitionist, and I like sex. But I do not like swarms of cishets scouring my blog for tits to rub their dick to, as if that’s the only useful thing I have to offer.
I hate you, people who do this, I really really hate you and I think you should know that you’re gross and I wouldn’t touch you if you had the greatest body of all time. I’d still think you were gross and I’d rather light myself on fire than be your sexual fantasy
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2854301&forum_id=2#27681854) |
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Date: April 13th, 2015 12:58 PM Author: navy stage macaca
*clears throat*
*directs you to OP*
*asks you if you need any help finding that specific sentence*
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2854301&forum_id=2#27682101) |
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Date: April 13th, 2015 1:01 PM Author: Hideous area death wish
http://imstillbones.tumblr.com/post/115246210299/more-things-he-literally-said-to-me-that-i-cant
LOL I JUST CAN'T
More things he literally said to me that I can’t stop thinking about
“Like, why don’t you drive ME around sometimes” to which I had to remind him that I don’t drive, have never ever known how to drive, and if i drove him somewhere we would probably crash and die (p.s. i dont drive because of being poor and never having the resources to learn how, and also because of debilitating anxiety which is a legit reason that a lot of people struggle with and some people can never drive for this reason so get off my fucking back. seriously, only rich ableist assholes shame people for not driving)
“Why don’t you pay for your own ticket sometimes?” to which I had to say, well um I’ve been really unemployed for a few months due to constant mental and physical illnesses and I thought you knew I only had $2.96 in my bank account. and you spent the past year assuring me that you were happy to help and that i could trust you enough to let you pay for things, and you would never resent me or hold a grudge against me over money and gifts like people in my past did, and yet…
And probably my favorite was when I brought up some pics I sent him. Like a day or two after we broke up, we were talking one night and he got flirtatious and then asked me for sexy pics. I took a couple and sent them to him and he was like “oh youre beautiful blah blah ok well goodnight” and logged off. i felt really used and discarded afterwards. so i tried to tell him that when we last spoke, and he got really angry and raised his voice and was like “i gave you the chance to opt out, you COULD have chosen not to send those pictures” - like yeah, I could have, and I never said I couldn’t. i’m not sayin you raped me, bro. but that doesn’t mean it wasn’t questionable and selfish for you to ask me for nudes the day after you dumped me, when you know I’m crazy about you and vulnerable and want your affection, to get your post-breakup wank and then leave me sitting there still dumped and heartbroken.
and shit happens, sometimes people do fucked up shit and don’t realize it. if he had just said “i’m sorry, i didnt mean to make you feel that way” and treated my feelings like they were, um, real valid feelings, because they are, then it would’ve been fine. but his reaction was to interrupt me before i was even done, to yell at me and say it’s my own fault. like whoa WHAT? i was so defeated in that moment that i just hung my head and cried. i spent the whole conversation crying and apologizing and he didn’t say “i’m sorry” even once, and it triggered flashbacks of Matt tbh. memories of me just sitting there saying I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry, and all I get in response is cold callous eyes. and I just can’t fucking shake that from my head, that Isa made me feel the way Matt used to make me feel.
The more I think about it, the more that conversation changes the way I view him. I am not really sure how someone who was so sweet and good to me once, could also drop me when i no longer convenience him and make me feel like shit for being poor and sick, things i have virtually no control over, and be so cold to me when i have nothing but love for him.
But what I do know is that the more time that goes on, the better off I think I am without him.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2854301&forum_id=2#27682123) |
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Date: April 13th, 2015 1:06 PM Author: vigorous place of business
“maybe if i drink another coffee, i will feel better”
“maybe if i buy myself a new sweater, i will feel better”
“maybe if i get so drunk i can’t see, i will feel better”
“maybe if i sleep for fourteen hours, i will feel better”
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2854301&forum_id=2#27682142)
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Date: April 13th, 2015 1:49 PM Author: aquamarine mad-dog skullcap community account
The Problem:
people like this in our modern society have never been shamed or bullied into STFU.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2854301&forum_id=2#27682446) |
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Date: April 13th, 2015 1:59 PM Author: vigorous place of business
Did it ever occur to you that people are being assholes to you because you’re not all there in the head anymore? You USED to be normal.
lol! I don’t think I was ever normal, but if I was then I am glad I’m not anymore. Even if I am not all there in the head, even if I am whacko, even if I am the strangest creature to grace the earth… at least I’m not one of the assholes.
http://imstillbones.tumblr.com/post/639565065/did-it-ever-occur-to-you-that-people-are-being
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2854301&forum_id=2#27682506) |
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