I have not ejaculated daily for at least 18 months or two years due to that sexual schedule. And except for isolated stretches of a month or two, definitely not that often for four or more previous years. Once I was single again, I found myself really drawn back into internet porn and masturbation while I got my shit together. I was really, really surprised as to how horny and sexually sturdy I was absent a meaningful relationship. I'm pretty squating-in-posers sensitive in the first place, and I got old over the course of this relationship, so I expected to be subjectively and objectively neutered to some degree. Instead I was like a teenager with uncomfortably rigid porn boners, masturbating like a lonely gibbon.

I don't buy all the stupid reddit neckbeard garbage about masturbation wrecking your life. Nonetheless I recently resolved to stop indulging myself so often because it seemed a little compulsive and it made me worried that it would be very easy to retreat into a stopgap jerkoff routine rather than pursue a rewarding intimate relationship. Taking breaks of a few days or more makes me feel like the fucking WOLF MAN. I am purposefully rubbing one out every night to make sure I don't accumulate billable deficits at the end of the month because I keep losing 40 minutes a day to fantasies of pouncing on my cleaning lady.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3655575&forum_id=2#33621980)