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I hate my life and I wake up each morning thinking about killself
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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:13 PM Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving) Killself and my concrete plan to carry out same is literally the first thought I have each morning. No cap. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833018) |
Date: April 21st, 2026 8:17 PM Author: ""''"'''"' I usually don’t think about killself until about 10am but once I do it’s all I think about for the rest of the day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833031) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:20 PM Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving) Wow that's dark. I usually think killself first thing in the morning, then things improve, and it returns when I'm trying to handle my kids in the evening time. I try not talking to my fat wife as we go to bed. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833035) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 9:45 PM Author: futtbucker Isn't your wife significantly thinner than you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833243) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:10 PM Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving) Yes, I am severely overweight. I eat because I hate myself, and I hate myself because I eat. It’s a vicious cycle. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833295) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:47 PM Author: futtbucker so how is your wife fat? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833397) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:19 PM Author: /_\ you need Angine de Poitrine, post haste /_\ (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833034) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:25 PM Author: toilet paper moar liek Vagine de Vagine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833047) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:20 PM Author: oomox Are there things that you used to enjoy or find rewarding but no longer do? Or have you never had anything to look forward to? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833036) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:25 PM Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving) I think there was a time that I enjoyed going outside or talking to my wife. I don't do either anymore. I just stay inside all day. I remember there was a time when I was interested in home improvement projects. Lol at that now. There was a time when I wanted to play catch with my sons, but they hate the game and so I came to hate it too. There were some other hobbies too that I absolutely cannot stand now. I would say on a scale of 1 to Anhedonia, I'm safely in the "A zone." (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833048) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 9:05 PM Author: oomox I definitely think you should explore different hobbies and see if something brings you joy.
Were you already poasting before you started hating your wife? It's possible XO misogyny is exacerbating your resentment or even caused it in the first place. |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 9:43 PM Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving) I think my posting predates any marital animosity (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833237) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 9:02 PM Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving) According to AI this is normal. Self awareness peaks in the morning and in the evening. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833157) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:18 PM Author: First of all, rape does not exist in nature can't trust a man that doesnt think about killing himslef all the time tbh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833319) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:23 PM Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving) Yeah, and as pointed out in the OP it isn’t literally all the time, it’s just first thing in the mornings and again in the evenings. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833338) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:26 PM Author: First of all, rape does not exist in nature i think about killing myself for probably a good 8-15% of my waking day and I'm over 6ft and have a huge dick with a cr life
when im not thinkig of kms i think about harming others for at least another 15-20% of the day |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:29 PM Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving) Interesting. Is there any external stimulus that tends to bring up kms for you? Or does it just hit like a tornado in the springtime, up out of nowhere, but with an all encompassing structure leveling fury that cannot be ignored? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833353) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:49 PM Author: First of all, rape does not exist in nature most of the day it just will start out of nowhere and then loop from there
if homidical theres usually a extrnal stimuli
like last night i had a dream about knocking these 2 people that did something to me clean the fuck out in a mall and slamming htem into a wall or something and then my dad came out of nowhere and was like chill out god is goign to fuck them for you or something
so actually its in my nonwaking life now too
just the senselessness and pontlessness of it all and al this toil for nothing that i see is a huge scam and that no one cares and wont lead to my joy or more young hole etc and how i try to do things righteoulsy but it just seems so dumb to not be a piece of shit and it will start it up again
i think most comes from unfulfilled desires, unmet needs and perceived inustices directed inwardly
seems almost rational tbh |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:50 PM Author: futtbucker i was drifting off to sleep on the couch this evening and had a vivid thought of just grabbing the sharpest kitchen knife and jabbing it straight into my neck (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833408) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:52 PM Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving) sounds rational, but that’s actually a high rate of failure method. Just go buy a gasoline generator and run it inside an enclosed place with you. Much more effective. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833417) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:55 PM Author: First of all, rape does not exist in nature honestly i think thats totally normal and jsut masculine autistic behavior tbh
i do think others are having these thoughts but dont have control over them as well as i do so i'll ruminate on if theyre having the thoughts for them - when im in public ill see some huge nig at a coffee shop and think hes thining about killing everyone in there so ill look around for shit he might start killing people with and plan how im gonna have to kill this nigger here in the room all in a manner of seconds, i pretty much actively scan every public place for someone doing a m-sui combo and cooridnate how to assess who i would kill basically and how - which is hilarous bc its actually life affirming in some way |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:51 PM Author: Frutiger Aero thee you on a dark nite tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833412) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:52 PM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) You'll be fine bud. Might want to work on the diet is all. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833414) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:52 PM Author: insane dyke drama You'd never maek it in L.A. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833415) |
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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:53 PM Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving) Why not, brother? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2.#49833418) |