Last year I went on a date that ended up in his bedroom. He is in shape, wildly hot, smells nice, and fucks like a jackhammer. In fact he was too aggressive and tore my butt. In a freak turn of events, the tear became infected, I needed two surgeries, and was healing for 13 months.

And this is where the crazy begins. I went back to seeing this same guy again recently. The sex sent me to another dimension, at least the first couple times. Then tonight he got very aggressive again and just rammed his cock into the corner of my anus. I think I woke up the entire complex. Blood everywhere. I went to the same ER and ended up seeing the same doctor as before too. Doctor said I had a fairly deep fissure, but it was entirely on the outside and will probably heal quick.

So tell me, am I an idiot for going back to Mr Assbreaker after the first time? And am I still an idiot for considering going back to him again?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5792879&forum_id=2.#49397070)