This is the result of fiends trying to keep us from doing what we were originally going to do, which was use the narrative of our lives to resolve the European pagan "blood and thunder" frame with her lunar Judaic one, and a very nice and probably helpful story would've come along from this that would've allowed us and the circles we exist in to resolve this via ideological synthesis. At the time of this all happening I had not been genuinely or deeply anti-Semitic for some time (and if you are truly being honest with yourself Jews, you enjoyed my anti-Semitic content because often 1. it had truth in it 2. it had blatant, self-satirizing falseness in it that made Jews look good and 3. the wordplay tended to be amusing on its own merits) and she had been helping me with understanding the Jewish interpretation of the Old Testament as well as the actual tenets and what not of Judaism and this was all very charitable and helpful, and definitely improved my opinion of the Hebrews.

She is also retarded, as women tend to be, and fairly liberal (not a crime; too many cons here have shown themselves to be lacking in compassion, an integral virtue, nearly entirely) but a good person and not at all IRL what these absolute strangers are saying or whatever these claims have been on about. I have also made her more conservative over time and this is generally what a relationship between a man and a woman is supposed to look like. As for the nature of our marriage it is very complicated and while not really "proprietary" something that only Jews likely understand, and so I will decline to go into detail about this as it is somewhat esoteric and shrouded in the mysteries of faith and the spiritual.

As apparently some have discovered, this accuser was sent by a small gang of not particularly pious Jews to basically waste my time and turn my debates and criticisms and what not about these faiths and politics and what not into an unwitting mercenary tzimtzum "batting session", which incidentally probably prolonged my study and view into the deeper parts of the faith as I was being manipulated into playing keep-away for people engaged in extreme moral excesses which I typically do not personally take part in IRL and really just enjoy poasting about as a satirical foil juxtaposed against the concept of the Jewish law forum, and don't you fags suddenly pretend that I was not very good at this and that you did not thoroughly enjoy my work and did not complain incessantly when I took breaks away from it

All in all this has been very bad for everyone involved, the Jewish propensity for failing to gauge second order effects has been on full display, and I have completely missed out on being able to write the, realistically, probably completely necessary story to settle an old conflict and make sense of the perplexing commonality within

p.s. the absurd scapegoating has, in going way too far with its cruelty, incidentally created many problems for those doing the scapegoating to begin with. For all of her follies, Jewish wife (many in one) was the first person to cause me to genuinely question sacral politics, the necessity of sacrifice, and the dynamics involved in such things. Not male priests, pastors, rabbis, etc, but an ordinary Jewish woman who is by and large tired of being slandered on a place we both used to participate in and enjoy. This alone is enough to allow me to forgive her wrongs and trespasses and it is a topic that is really not discussed enough or with meaningful enough terms these days and is something I would like to get back to working with her and her chokhmah on

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5613454&forum_id=2Elisa#48210083)