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I’m a legit sociopath. Weed cures my urges to hurt others, so, I’m always hi

It also makes me really lazy. Weed for the W.
yapping costumed death wish
  04/30/26
That's good. Guess thats a success story then. What do you d...
wonderful ivory queen of the night
  04/30/26
Most times, I just imagine slowly killing Frank from two hou...
yapping costumed death wish
  04/30/26
There's a lot to unpack here. I'm glad the weed keeps you no...
bat shit crazy knife
  04/30/26
How high of a dose does it usually take to make the stronges...
wonderful ivory queen of the night
  04/30/26
5mg is plenty, but usually I take 10-15mg.
yapping costumed death wish
  05/01/26
Fantasizing about murdering the HOA guy is rational and soci...
Indecent vibrant giraffe
  05/01/26
Glad you're on our side
vermilion fighting resort
  04/30/26
I’ve never even bothered with a single poaster. Not ev...
yapping costumed death wish
  05/01/26
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Floppy space
  05/01/26
that is both a gateway and satanic substance. hope you know...
Cocky hominid pocket flask
  05/01/26
Idiotic herb
silver locale boltzmann
  05/01/26
TP
yapping costumed death wish
  05/01/26
Sup this is me
provocative voyeur stage
  05/01/26
Sup
yapping costumed death wish
  05/01/26
Have you considered heroin?
comical immigrant
  05/01/26
i dont think being a psychopath hurt u in america. because o...
drunken hell
  05/01/26
xo disapproves of weed because it blunts one's ability to ha...
curious juggernaut
  05/01/26
But wait until you hear why XO disapproves of lobotomy!
comical immigrant
  05/01/26
most xoers don't do much of any value with their brains in t...
curious juggernaut
  05/01/26
I'm really lazy by default so the amount of weed I do doesn'...
dull irate gaping
  05/01/26
wtf is a vibes machine
ebony nibblets
  05/01/26
my behavior is driven more by the free vibrational modes of ...
dull irate gaping
  05/01/26
vibes machine tp
bat shit crazy knife
  05/01/26
it relates to why LLMs aren't conscious: they're state machi...
dull irate gaping
  05/01/26
180. Idk if you saw my reply to your suggestion but polling ...
bat shit crazy knife
  05/01/26
I absolutely agree. there's a specific part of the brain tha...
dull irate gaping
  05/01/26
I like the cerebellum analogy. What makes the "slower p...
bat shit crazy knife
  05/01/26
the thing about the part of us that's an LLM is that it's a ...
dull irate gaping
  05/01/26
ur 5'4 stfu
black racy windowlicker pervert
  05/01/26
You’re not a sociopath/psychopath; you just have norma...
Cyan property
  05/01/26


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Date: April 30th, 2026 11:38 PM
Author: yapping costumed death wish

It also makes me really lazy.

Weed for the W.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856107)



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Date: April 30th, 2026 11:39 PM
Author: wonderful ivory queen of the night

That's good. Guess thats a success story then. What do you do when it wears off? Do you still get urges?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856109)



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Date: April 30th, 2026 11:43 PM
Author: yapping costumed death wish

Most times, I just imagine slowly killing Frank from two houses down. He’s the President of the HOA. Easy to hate, so I mostly fascinate over which method of killing him would bring me the most satisfaction. Also Silas, my 5th grade bully that moved away.

I don’t think about killing when I’m high.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856112)



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Date: April 30th, 2026 11:50 PM
Author: bat shit crazy knife

There's a lot to unpack here. I'm glad the weed keeps you non-homicidal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856123)



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Date: April 30th, 2026 11:54 PM
Author: wonderful ivory queen of the night

How high of a dose does it usually take to make the strongest urges subside? Do you have breakthrough urges between smoke sessions/edibles?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856137)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 12:15 AM
Author: yapping costumed death wish

5mg is plenty, but usually I take 10-15mg.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856190)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 1:52 AM
Author: Indecent vibrant giraffe

Fantasizing about murdering the HOA guy is rational and socially beneficial if put into practice HTH.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856337)



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Date: April 30th, 2026 11:54 PM
Author: vermilion fighting resort

Glad you're on our side

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856138)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 12:16 AM
Author: yapping costumed death wish

I’ve never even bothered with a single poaster. Not even NYUUG or SP.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856199)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 10:31 PM
Author: Floppy space



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49858362)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 12:19 AM
Author: Cocky hominid pocket flask

that is both a gateway and satanic substance. hope you know what to do when you get hooked on that idiotic herb.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856207)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 12:23 AM
Author: silver locale boltzmann

Idiotic herb

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856213)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 12:24 AM
Author: yapping costumed death wish

TP

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856216)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 12:28 AM
Author: provocative voyeur stage

Sup this is me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856222)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 12:29 AM
Author: yapping costumed death wish

Sup

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856228)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 12:35 AM
Author: comical immigrant

Have you considered heroin?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856239)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 12:37 AM
Author: drunken hell

i dont think being a psychopath hurt u in america. because only way to defeat a high iq psychopath is by teaming up and by nature of capitalist the workers never team up (that why need TT to advocate for worker)

https://www.tiktok.com/@healthy_gamer/video/7626827698526080270

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856242)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 12:54 AM
Author: curious juggernaut

xo disapproves of weed because it blunts one's ability to hate

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856248)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 12:55 AM
Author: comical immigrant

But wait until you hear why XO disapproves of lobotomy!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856250)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 12:58 AM
Author: curious juggernaut

most xoers don't do much of any value with their brains in the first place so an objection to lobotomies is not especially well founded

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856253)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 1:09 AM
Author: dull irate gaping

I'm really lazy by default so the amount of weed I do doesn't worsen it, interferes with my sleep kinda though. I'm way more of a vibes machine on it so it's worth it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856275)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 1:15 AM
Author: ebony nibblets

wtf is a vibes machine

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856285)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 1:21 AM
Author: dull irate gaping

my behavior is driven more by the free vibrational modes of my brain rather than by reflexive invocation of norms

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856297)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 1:24 AM
Author: bat shit crazy knife

vibes machine tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856308)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 1:26 AM
Author: dull irate gaping

it relates to why LLMs aren't conscious: they're state machines, not vibes machines.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856310)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 1:30 AM
Author: bat shit crazy knife

180. Idk if you saw my reply to your suggestion but polling XO on AI consciousness is a great idea; I'll make that one soon. I'm inclined to say that even if we can seemingly operate on vibes alone, we're state machines too. But I'm open to convincing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856316)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 1:36 AM
Author: dull irate gaping

I absolutely agree. there's a specific part of the brain that actually works a lot like an LLM: the cerebellum. it's very small, very fast, and very "verbose" in storing raw statistical patterns (which is why it has 3x as many neurons as the rest of the brain put together even though each individual cell does much less). its purpose is to quickly come up with some kind of expedient action you can execute to put the world in a probably-useful state while your slower processes collect themselves to truly apprehend things.

I suspect that it does indeed register the world in such a way that discrete state is more relevant i.e. as something like a giant syllogism, something either deterministic or pseudorandom. however unlike a computer, not every process in the universe HAS a well-defined state at all: some systems can only be analyzed in terms of modes, because the microscopic state is never usefully knowable. that's what makes life different from conway's game of life (which is just a turing machine that doesn't halt).

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856323)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 2:12 AM
Author: bat shit crazy knife

I like the cerebellum analogy. What makes the "slower processes" something above what sufficiently complex AI could accomplish?

A computer's state and an LLM's state may be well-defined and observable, but an LLM's internals are totally indecipherable to humans. AFAIK none of the engineers knows why they do the things they do. So it's far from straightforward even though it's just data. Some might call it emergent behavior.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856342)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 2:31 AM
Author: dull irate gaping

the thing about the part of us that's an LLM is that it's a MEDIUM and not a mind: it's a protocol not just for dealing with the outside world, but for helping all our innumerable inner homunculi make sense of each other so they can communicate with awareness of established precedent. the cerebellum just tells you "what's normatively favored here" and outputs that. so if that's your entire system, what you essentially have is the ideal expression of a bureaucracy: procedure without personnel. a human generating text is aware of norms and then is able to strategically violate them—to communicate things that aren't pure boilerplate or encyclopedia knowledge. that's a function of being able to mirror the experience of your hypothetical reader on seeing the expectation-breaking you intend to create.

I think that consciousness-aware AI paradigms that still use 1s and 0s could APPROXIMATE this kind of thing effectively and do things current AI can't, but as long as it's running on sequential logic chips it probably isn't literally conscious. the thing is we don't know how to train anything that isn't deep learning, which is why people keep insisting that LLM scaling will solve everything.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856355)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 1:13 AM
Author: black racy windowlicker pervert

ur 5'4

stfu

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49856281)



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Date: May 1st, 2026 7:56 PM
Author: Cyan property

You’re not a sociopath/psychopath; you just have normal violent fantasies like everyone else. If you were a real sociopath, you’d recognize what weed does to you and never get high again

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862323&forum_id=2Elisa#49858031)