Anyhow -- I'll keep it brief. On a work trip. Matched with cute early 30s Indian chick. Grabbed drinks at a typical yuppie cocktail bar. Had 2 drinks each. Walked to my hotel, which was a few blocks away. Got right to hooking up. Sex was quite good, but nothing particularly noteworthy. She was a spinner, and they're always fun a fuck. She came easier than average. She had a suprisingly deep pussy for a chick her size. Not loose at all, just deep. I was barely bottoming out with my 8 inch cock. Usually that is only the case with chicks who are ~5'10". I prefer this actually, it's annoying bottoming out too much.

Cute face. Subjective 7.25 face, probably objective 6.5. 7.5 spinner body. I think she used to weigh more because her tits were rather deflated. That was the only major imperfection with her body.

Had two rounds of fucking. Erection was not great the second round. My prostate was flared up like a motherfucker. Used a condom both rounds.

About half way though, I got the feeling she was trying to avoid kissing me too much. I think I may have had bad breath. Sounds about right since I've been smoking recently.

Then she luckily volunteered to leave. Did not need to kick her out.

Walked her back to her car afterwards. She was very affectionate. She clearly had that post orgasm oxytocin spike.

Overall, basically an ideal vanilla tinder-fuck.

Taking Qs.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37049566)

I'm saying you should killself because, like with nyuug, the entire process is purely mechanical and soulless for you. It's like as you're doing it, you're already thinking about how to describe it in technical detail for the fucking board, which is pathetic. It brings you no joy and never will, because you're fucking empty inside, with nothing of value to share with the world. How do you think I can spot you immediately? You also use "cheatmo" as a verb and deserve to be slowly tortured and killed for that alone.

hth

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37049759)

again, kill yourself. Suck a tailpipe, tie a noose, bite the barrel, pretty much whatever you want

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37049804)

jfc how do you live with yourself? do you even have an inner monologue?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37049825)

Amount of satisfaction I get out of this is seriously declining.

I actually anticipate I'll be able to stop myself in the near future. Although I've been saying this for years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37049677)

Short of some catastrophic life changing experience, you will not change. Ever. Even if you do get married, it wont last because of your scarred and broken soul.

I hope for your sake that you have some kind of life changing experience, perhaps a near death event that leaves you partially disabled, that will force you to honestly reevaluate your life and make meaningful change.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37049839)

Kids?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37050668)

Smelled my finger right afterwards. no smell. CR

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37049698)

See my thread about the DIRTY SHITTY anal sex I had with a shrew in Seattle.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37049940)

See MONDAY PART 2

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37050324)

explain the prostate thing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37050335)

If I cum when I'm drunk, I often have some wierd prostate flair up that makes me have to pee really bad, but I can't really get a stream going well, and it interferes a bit with my erection.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37050347)

BEEP BOOP BEEP SUBJECTIVE 7.25 BEEP BOOP

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37050461)

pretty funny that we both thought of him though, lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37051016)

I'm somewhere between Anti-social PD and Schizoid PD, but don't fully have a PD. Just mostly lack empathy.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37050925)

>admits to lacking empathy

Ljl respond to my poast above, do you have an inner monologue or not?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109444&forum_id=2Elisa#37050963)