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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started Fear-inspiring vibrant stead   06/12/25 won't work magenta juggernaut   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... Salmon friendly grandma   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed   07/25/21 Thanks, man Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/25/21 ... Fishy fluffy address newt   07/24/21 ... Fishy fluffy address newt   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking Hyperactive rigor keepsake machete   07/24/21 cq Electric Jade University   07/24/21 ... Nighttime cracking organic girlfriend son of senegal   07/24/21 ... aromatic burgundy dysfunction   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? tripping effete menage stain   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... Jet-lagged Boyish Prole Place Of Business   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... tripping effete menage stain   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... medicated crackhouse feces   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... medicated crackhouse feces   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... 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Jet-lagged Boyish Prole Place Of Business   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. chartreuse alcoholic spot   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... stimulating point filthpig   07/25/21 ... Sick smoky site   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... Bateful parlor   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... Vivacious cocky hell   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze hairraiser patrolman   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? Titillating Locale   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong Hyperventilating Area   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... Cerise gas station private investor   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... Slate aphrodisiac market   07/24/21 gl gl Amber Roommate Reading Party   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... adventurous sanctuary   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison Irradiated Toaster   07/24/21 ... Massive dilemma   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... black theater   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... Titillating Locale   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/25/21 Go to a meeting adventurous sanctuary   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... adventurous sanctuary   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... 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Sienna set idiot   07/26/21 ... lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse   07/26/21 Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee... Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/26/21 In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n... adventurous sanctuary   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... Floppy foreskin   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... stimulating point filthpig   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... adventurous sanctuary   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... Hyperventilating Area   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs cruel-hearted dead party of the first part   07/26/21 ... cruel-hearted dead party of the first part   07/26/21 ... cruel-hearted dead party of the first part   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... Cerise gas station private investor   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... Cerise gas station private investor   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... Cerise gas station private investor   07/26/21 4 days down Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/27/21 nice man. sepia temple   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. Cerise gas station private investor   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. Multi-colored karate resort   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/28/21 180 bro cruel-hearted dead party of the first part   07/28/21 8957657365 Sienna set idiot   07/28/21 good job Contagious fighting pervert   07/28/21 ... Massive dilemma   07/28/21 ... spectacular trump supporter field   07/28/21 ... Charcoal ladyboy   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... Amber Roommate Reading Party   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? vigorous glassy institution dragon   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/28/21 180 unholy sweet tailpipe alpha   07/28/21 ... cerebral windowlicker   07/28/21 Eat some bananas seedy hall double fault   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/28/21 Go to a meeting adventurous sanctuary   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? Useless kitchen   07/29/21 They were work meetings Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. adventurous sanctuary   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/29/21 180 mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/29/21 ... Vivacious cocky hell   07/29/21 ... Cerise gas station private investor   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. autistic olive cruise ship fat ankles   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! curious buck-toothed rehab   07/30/21 ... Wonderful love of her life step-uncle's house   07/30/21 ... Cerise gas station private investor   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER Clear selfie   07/31/21 ... Multi-colored karate resort   07/31/21 ... unholy sweet tailpipe alpha   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! Sienna set idiot   07/31/21 keep it going my man. Sable turdskin   07/31/21 8 days down Aquamarine forum roast beef   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... 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Cerise gas station private investor   08/01/21 180 mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/02/21 180 Cerise gas station private investor   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... hairless lodge faggot firefighter   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... Sienna set idiot   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... hairless lodge faggot firefighter   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go Arousing Narrow-minded Library Brethren   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps Charcoal ladyboy   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/03/21 5445776444554 Beady-eyed house tattoo   08/03/21 ... Cerise gas station private investor   08/03/21 ... Contagious fighting pervert   08/03/21 happy for you man Appetizing Carmine Parlour Athletic Conference   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed   08/03/21 Keep it up unholy sweet tailpipe alpha   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! curious buck-toothed rehab   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/04/21 ... unholy sweet tailpipe alpha   08/04/21 180 Day two here cruel-hearted dead party of the first part   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... cruel-hearted dead party of the first part   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... cruel-hearted dead party of the first part   08/09/21 ... Wonderful love of her life step-uncle's house   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. Sienna set idiot   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. adventurous sanctuary   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/06/21 YES Wonderful love of her life step-uncle's house   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/07/21 Day 16 done Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/08/21 Gj! cerebral windowlicker   08/08/21 17 Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/09/21 180 brother cruel-hearted dead party of the first part   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here Beady-eyed house tattoo   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! shaky center lettuce   08/09/21 180 mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work out-of-control scarlet water buffalo blood rage   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... cruel-hearted dead party of the first part   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... cruel-hearted dead party of the first part   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... cruel-hearted dead party of the first part   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... Odious mahogany boltzmann round eye   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid fiercely-loyal concupiscible degenerate   08/13/21 Day 19 done Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/11/21 180 congrats Nudist razzle twinkling uncleanness   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... Cerise gas station private investor   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/11/21 ty Cerise gas station private investor   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory exhilarant haunting principal's office crotch   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... swashbuckling hunting ground   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... Cerise gas station private investor   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! Arousing Narrow-minded Library Brethren   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... Cerise gas station private investor   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed   08/12/21 ... Cerise gas station private investor   08/12/21 ... greedy lay legal warrant   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. cruel-hearted dead party of the first part   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. Beady-eyed house tattoo   08/12/21 ... Cerise gas station private investor   08/12/21 ... Charcoal ladyboy   08/12/21 You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ... Twinkling nibblets orchestra pit   08/12/21 Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ... Cerise gas station private investor   08/12/21 Nice re today Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/12/21 Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives... soggy comical den   08/12/21 ... exhilarant haunting principal's office crotch   08/12/21 ... Cerise gas station private investor   08/12/21 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d... tripping effete menage stain   08/12/21 Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/12/21 Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te... Cerise gas station private investor   08/12/21 Day 20 in the books. Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/12/21 180 Cerise gas station private investor   08/12/21 good job man galvanic orange jewess   08/12/21 ... exhilarant haunting principal's office crotch   08/13/21 Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/13/21 180 greedy lay legal warrant   08/13/21 18000000 Cerise gas station private investor   08/13/21 How you feeling? Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... Cerise gas station private investor   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... 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Summarize changes for us curious buck-toothed rehab   08/15/21 Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/15/21 180 Cerise gas station private investor   08/15/21 Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... Cerise gas station private investor   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... adventurous sanctuary   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. adventurous sanctuary   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... Laughsome impertinent church building tank   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw Laughsome impertinent church building tank   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/18/21 ... Nudist razzle twinkling uncleanness   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... dashing dopamine volcanic crater   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? Cerise gas station private investor   08/16/21 Nice. Congrats. Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/16/21 Stabby? Odious mahogany boltzmann round eye   08/19/21 Day 24 Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/16/21 ... Big orchid telephone boiling water   08/16/21 180 mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed   08/16/21 180 Sienna set idiot   08/16/21 ... Cerise gas station private investor   08/16/21 ... lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse   08/16/21 Day 25 Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/17/21 ... Cerise gas station private investor   08/17/21 Day 26 Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/18/21 do you have the desire to drink lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse   08/18/21 Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/18/21 Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/18/21 Gj brudda spectacular trump supporter field   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. Sienna set idiot   08/18/21 Trust me I am Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one Exciting underhanded base national security agency   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... Charcoal ladyboy   08/18/21 ... Sienna set idiot   08/19/21 180 Cerise gas station private investor   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. Cerise gas station private investor   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. cerebral windowlicker   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... Cerise gas station private investor   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... adventurous sanctuary   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... Cerise gas station private investor   08/20/21 I don't plan to Aquamarine forum roast beef   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... 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Sable turdskin   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling Supple Whorehouse   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... Aquamarine forum roast beef   09/06/21 Done with week 7. Aquamarine forum roast beef   09/10/21 ... Sable turdskin   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. Aquamarine forum roast beef   09/17/21 Fuck yeah Wonderful love of her life step-uncle's house   09/17/21 That's fucking great. Sienna set idiot   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... Aquamarine forum roast beef   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... ungodly federal stage   09/24/21 ... Soul-stirring senate   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... Sienna set idiot   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... Aquamarine forum roast beef   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink Aquamarine forum roast beef   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... Provocative Hideous Church   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. Aquamarine forum roast beef   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison Sable turdskin   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... Aquamarine forum roast beef   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... gaped stock car   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... Aquamarine forum roast beef   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... gaped stock car   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... Cerise gas station private investor   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... adventurous sanctuary   12/01/21 this sounds right Arousing Narrow-minded Library Brethren   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... Slap-happy chapel   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... Aquamarine forum roast beef   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 talented immigrant   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades adventurous sanctuary   12/01/21 keep going brother Awkward Striped Hyena Box Office   12/01/21 30 days sober today Aquamarine forum roast beef   12/16/21 180 Multi-colored karate resort   12/16/21 6 months dry Sable turdskin   01/04/22 180 Useless kitchen   01/04/22 Two months sober now Aquamarine forum roast beef   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today Aquamarine forum roast beef   03/13/22 180 Day six here. cruel-hearted dead party of the first part   03/13/22 One day at a time brother Aquamarine forum roast beef   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... Nudist razzle twinkling uncleanness   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... passionate buff milk cuckold   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. 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Clearly something happened t... lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW Aquamarine forum roast beef   03/06/23 180 motley light coffee pot   03/06/23 180 Arousing Narrow-minded Library Brethren   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... Aquamarine forum roast beef   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? Slimy emerald piazza depressive   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... Aquamarine forum roast beef   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... Slimy emerald piazza depressive   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... 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Sable turdskin   11/24/24 ... lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse   06/12/25 I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit Khaki range antidepressant drug   06/12/25 ... Nighttime cracking organic girlfriend son of senegal   06/12/25 ... AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough   08/02/25 4 years .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\'   08/02/25 how has your life changed? Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong   08/02/25 180 jock itch   08/02/25 Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 brown eyes and i were tired   08/02/25 180 good going man Master Purchase Agreement   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Fear-inspiring vibrant stead 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: magenta juggernaut won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Salmon friendly grandma begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Fishy fluffy address newt (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Fishy fluffy address newt (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Hyperactive rigor keepsake machete how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Electric Jade University cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Nighttime cracking organic girlfriend son of senegal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: aromatic burgundy dysfunction (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: tripping effete menage stain 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Jet-lagged Boyish Prole Place Of Business a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: tripping effete menage stain Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: medicated crackhouse feces Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: medicated crackhouse feces When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: medicated crackhouse feces we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Soul-stirring senate You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Electric Jade University Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Jet-lagged Boyish Prole Place Of Business set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Bipolar razzmatazz ticket booth how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Bipolar razzmatazz ticket booth no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: alcoholic brunch yarmulke Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Jet-lagged Boyish Prole Place Of Business u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: chartreuse alcoholic spot I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: stimulating point filthpig You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Sick smoky site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: Bateful parlor Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Vivacious cocky hell stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: hairraiser patrolman Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Titillating Locale so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Hyperventilating Area go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Slate aphrodisiac market the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Amber Roommate Reading Party gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Irradiated Toaster Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: Massive dilemma (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: black theater Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Titillating Locale have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: adventurous sanctuary Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Titillating Locale what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Clear selfie I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Painfully honest submissive puppy location Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Well-lubricated death wish big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Sienna set idiot Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: shaky center lettuce I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Sienna set idiot No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Provocative Hideous Church Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: vigorous glassy institution dragon can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Sienna set idiot That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Floppy foreskin Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: stimulating point filthpig Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Hyperventilating Area no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: sepia temple nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: Multi-colored karate resort Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Sienna set idiot 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: Contagious fighting pervert good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: Massive dilemma (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: spectacular trump supporter field (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Charcoal ladyboy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Amber Roommate Reading Party also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: vigorous glassy institution dragon good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: unholy sweet tailpipe alpha 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: cerebral windowlicker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: seedy hall double fault Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Useless kitchen who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: Vivacious cocky hell (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: autistic olive cruise ship fat ankles Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: curious buck-toothed rehab Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Wonderful love of her life step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: Clear selfie 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: Multi-colored karate resort (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: unholy sweet tailpipe alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: Sienna set idiot You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Sable turdskin keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Wonderful love of her life step-uncle's house Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: shaky center lettuce Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: Cerise gas station private investor thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Lemon Boistinker Heaven I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Wonderful love of her life step-uncle's house This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: hairless lodge faggot firefighter Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Sienna set idiot I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: hairless lodge faggot firefighter It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Arousing Narrow-minded Library Brethren nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Charcoal ladyboy exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: Beady-eyed house tattoo 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Contagious fighting pervert (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Appetizing Carmine Parlour Athletic Conference happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: unholy sweet tailpipe alpha Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: curious buck-toothed rehab Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: unholy sweet tailpipe alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Wonderful love of her life step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Sienna set idiot Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Wonderful love of her life step-uncle's house YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: cerebral windowlicker Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Beady-eyed house tattoo This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: shaky center lettuce Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: out-of-control scarlet water buffalo blood rage Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Odious mahogany boltzmann round eye The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: fiercely-loyal concupiscible degenerate Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Nudist razzle twinkling uncleanness 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: exhilarant haunting principal's office crotch CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: swashbuckling hunting ground hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Cerise gas station private investor Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Arousing Narrow-minded Library Brethren After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Cerise gas station private investor Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Cerise gas station private investor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: greedy lay legal warrant (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Beady-eyed house tattoo Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Cerise gas station private investor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Charcoal ladyboy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Twinkling nibblets orchestra pit You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: soggy comical den Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: exhilarant haunting principal's office crotch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: tripping effete menage stain 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: galvanic orange jewess good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: exhilarant haunting principal's office crotch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: greedy lay legal warrant 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Nudist razzle twinkling uncleanness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Brilliant stubborn main people stage stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: opaque confused background story trailer park (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Hyperactive rigor keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: curious buck-toothed rehab Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: adventurous sanctuary You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Laughsome impertinent church building tank sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Laughsome impertinent church building tank are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Nudist razzle twinkling uncleanness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: dashing dopamine volcanic crater I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Odious mahogany boltzmann round eye Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: Big orchid telephone boiling water (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Sienna set idiot 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: spectacular trump supporter field Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Sienna set idiot Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Exciting underhanded base national security agency Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Charcoal ladyboy that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Sienna set idiot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: cerebral windowlicker Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Sienna set idiot Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: silver pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: curious buck-toothed rehab 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Clear selfie Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Sable turdskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Sable turdskin this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Fishy fluffy address newt Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Sable turdskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Sable turdskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Supple Whorehouse Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Sable turdskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Wonderful love of her life step-uncle's house Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Sienna set idiot That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: ungodly federal stage don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Soul-stirring senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Sienna set idiot The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Provocative Hideous Church Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Sable turdskin well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: gaped stock car Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: gaped stock car I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Arousing Narrow-minded Library Brethren this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Slap-happy chapel 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: talented immigrant https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Awkward Striped Hyena Box Office keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Multi-colored karate resort 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Sable turdskin 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Useless kitchen 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Nudist razzle twinkling uncleanness Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: passionate buff milk cuckold By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Useless kitchen 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Useless kitchen Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Salmon friendly grandma 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Dun Hairy Legs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: thriller sneaky criminal Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Charcoal ladyboy 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Useless kitchen Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Charcoal ladyboy I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Useless kitchen then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Charcoal ladyboy cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Garnet Idiotic Property lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: talented immigrant https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Bonkers native bbw 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: snowy overrated azn potus 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: cruel-hearted dead party of the first part (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: rose coiffed hospital philosopher-king (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Garnet Idiotic Property good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Mustard factory reset button (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: silver pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: flirting lime rigpig congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Salmon friendly grandma congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Marvelous Hominid I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: flirting lime rigpig Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: flirting lime rigpig 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Histrionic becky affirmative action 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: 180 drab abode mad-dog skullcap proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: unholy sweet tailpipe alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: snowy overrated azn potus 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: unholy sweet tailpipe alpha 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Sable turdskin 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Nighttime cracking organic girlfriend son of senegal congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Sable turdskin ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Topaz sinister gaming laptop state Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Sable turdskin I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Nighttime cracking organic girlfriend son of senegal 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Sable turdskin ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: adventurous sanctuary Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Excitant costumed pozpig genital piercing Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: turquoise razzle-dazzle plaza new version (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Sable turdskin poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Anal nursing home 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Cerise gas station private investor Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: motley light coffee pot 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Arousing Narrow-minded Library Brethren 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Slimy emerald piazza depressive Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Slimy emerald piazza depressive I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: mind-boggling frisky queen of the night half-breed Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: out-of-control scarlet water buffalo blood rage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Sable turdskin 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: adventurous sanctuary Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: Massive dilemma Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Nighttime cracking organic girlfriend son of senegal congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Sable turdskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Sable turdskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: Cerise gas station private investor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Sable turdskin Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Salmon friendly grandma 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Arrogant home 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Sable turdskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Chrome national good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Chrome national I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: Sable turdskin I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: frum indian lodge Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: out-of-control scarlet water buffalo blood rage Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: Massive dilemma (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: unholy sweet tailpipe alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: unholy sweet tailpipe alpha 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: milky glittery mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: unholy sweet tailpipe alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: Charismatic carnelian theatre 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: Sable turdskin 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: motley light coffee pot MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: flirting lime rigpig way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: unholy sweet tailpipe alpha 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: racy indigo faggotry Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: Aquamarine forum roast beef None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48196855) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM Author: Pearly geriatric theater stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182573) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM Author: spectacular trump supporter field (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48196866) Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM Author: adventurous sanctuary Nice (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48214820) Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM Author: Sable turdskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48374719) Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM Author: lavender self-absorbed bawdyhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007400) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM Author: Khaki range antidepressant drug I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007544) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM Author: Nighttime cracking organic girlfriend son of senegal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007547) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150725) Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!) 4 years (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150627) Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW) how has your life changed? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150630) Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM Author: jock itch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150668) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM Author: brown eyes and i were tired ((zurich is stained)) Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150685) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future) 180 good going man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150688)