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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started honey-headed free-loading corner volcanic crater   06/12/25 won't work Cerise office   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... Deranged Doctorate Keepsake Machete   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend aromatic bat shit crazy point   07/25/21 Thanks, man Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   07/25/21 ... Drunken Mad-dog Skullcap Legend   07/24/21 ... Drunken Mad-dog Skullcap Legend   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking jet faggot firefighter faggotry   07/24/21 cq charismatic unhinged juggernaut   07/24/21 ... Adventurous stage athletic conference   07/24/21 ... Opaque costumed hall   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? Bateful adulterous national   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... motley lime box office striped hyena   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... Bateful adulterous national   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... Translucent Concupiscible Field Turdskin   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... Translucent Concupiscible Field Turdskin   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... 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Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. rusted underhanded prole   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   08/01/21 ... vigorous emerald temple goal in life   08/01/21 180 aromatic bat shit crazy point   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   08/02/21 180 vigorous emerald temple goal in life   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... Balding knife   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... awkward iridescent macaca   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... Balding knife   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go Razzle umber stage affirmative action   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps Electric splenetic sound barrier roommate   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   08/03/21 5445776444554 Mind-boggling Mental Disorder   08/03/21 ... vigorous emerald temple goal in life   08/03/21 ... Curious coral sanctuary boiling water   08/03/21 happy for you man rough-skinned dysfunction cruise ship   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time aromatic bat shit crazy point   08/03/21 Keep it up Hairraiser piazza rigpig   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! Sooty chad selfie   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   08/04/21 ... Hairraiser piazza rigpig   08/04/21 180 Day two here fantasy-prone den mediation   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. 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Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 impressive station   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades Wonderful black set   12/01/21 keep going brother Milky very tactful private investor school cafeteria   12/01/21 30 days sober today Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   12/16/21 180 topaz demanding stag film   12/16/21 6 months dry orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold   01/04/22 180 floppy disturbing gay wizard goyim   01/04/22 Two months sober now Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   03/13/22 180 Day six here. fantasy-prone den mediation   03/13/22 One day at a time brother Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... Razzmatazz bearded spot   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... Diverse newt pozpig   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. 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Never go back. yapping rehab   11/18/22 397 days and counting Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface   12/18/22 180 Hairraiser piazza rigpig   12/18/22 18 months orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold   01/04/23 congrats man Adventurous stage athletic conference   01/04/23 ty orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold   01/04/23 Biggest health change? Autistic crackhouse   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? Adventurous stage athletic conference   01/04/23 ~15% orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold   01/04/23 Awesome. Wonderful black set   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: honey-headed free-loading corner volcanic crater 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Cerise office won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Deranged Doctorate Keepsake Machete begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: aromatic bat shit crazy point He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Drunken Mad-dog Skullcap Legend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Drunken Mad-dog Skullcap Legend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: jet faggot firefighter faggotry how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: charismatic unhinged juggernaut cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Adventurous stage athletic conference (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: Opaque costumed hall (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Bateful adulterous national 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: motley lime box office striped hyena a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Bateful adulterous national Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Translucent Concupiscible Field Turdskin Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Translucent Concupiscible Field Turdskin When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Translucent Concupiscible Field Turdskin we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Amethyst location You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: charismatic unhinged juggernaut Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: motley lime box office striped hyena set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: seedy well-lubricated hospital how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: seedy well-lubricated hospital no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: Dashing Shrine Mad Cow Disease Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: motley lime box office striped hyena u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Bright Immigrant Institution I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Glassy Bisexual Patrolman You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Boyish pink garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: brilliant pisswyrm Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: frum 180 meetinghouse stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: slate exhilarant parlour pistol Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Cerebral address bbw so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: magenta marvelous resort kitty cat go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: heady drab plaza the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: offensive histrionic area gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Wonderful black set Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Racy alpha Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: Vivacious Kitty Parlor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: talking fiercely-loyal death wish trust fund Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Cerebral address bbw have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Wonderful black set Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Wonderful black set Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Cerebral address bbw what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Wonderful black set It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: stirring crystalline milk liquid oxygen I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Sticky nighttime travel guidebook Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Wonderful black set Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Hateful electric furnace big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: awkward iridescent macaca Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Dark exciting center I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: awkward iridescent macaca No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Blathering Olive Circlehead Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Wonderful black set Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Spectacular Trump Supporter Nowag can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: awkward iridescent macaca That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: fragrant brass heaven pocket flask (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Wonderful black set In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: brindle bossy school Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Glassy Bisexual Patrolman Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Wonderful black set The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: magenta marvelous resort kitty cat no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: Burgundy gaped multi-billionaire ape nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: topaz demanding stag film Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: awkward iridescent macaca 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: Curious coral sanctuary boiling water good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: Vivacious Kitty Parlor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: Ruddy Skinny Woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Electric splenetic sound barrier roommate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: offensive histrionic area also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Spectacular Trump Supporter Nowag good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: Hairraiser piazza rigpig 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Rose ceo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: glittery domesticated son of senegal space Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: Wonderful black set Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: floppy disturbing gay wizard goyim who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Wonderful black set Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: aromatic bat shit crazy point 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: frum 180 meetinghouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Provocative old irish cottage tattoo Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Sooty chad selfie Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: rusted underhanded prole (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: stirring crystalline milk liquid oxygen 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: topaz demanding stag film (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: Hairraiser piazza rigpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: awkward iridescent macaca You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: rusted underhanded prole Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Dark exciting center Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: nubile silver persian partner I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: rusted underhanded prole This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: aromatic bat shit crazy point 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Balding knife Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: awkward iridescent macaca I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Balding knife It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Razzle umber stage affirmative action nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Electric splenetic sound barrier roommate exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: Mind-boggling Mental Disorder 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Curious coral sanctuary boiling water (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: rough-skinned dysfunction cruise ship happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: aromatic bat shit crazy point 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: Hairraiser piazza rigpig Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Sooty chad selfie Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: Hairraiser piazza rigpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: rusted underhanded prole (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: awkward iridescent macaca Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Wonderful black set One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: rusted underhanded prole YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Rose ceo Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Mind-boggling Mental Disorder This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Dark exciting center Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: aromatic bat shit crazy point 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: big market party of the first part Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: bearded university cuck The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: Arousing buck-toothed halford psychic Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Razzmatazz bearded spot 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: vibrant crusty background story azn CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: clear contagious public bath hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Razzle umber stage affirmative action After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: aromatic bat shit crazy point I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Passionate associate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Mind-boggling Mental Disorder Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Electric splenetic sound barrier roommate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Twisted People Who Are Hurt You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: doobsian yarmulke Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: vibrant crusty background story azn (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Bateful adulterous national 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Medicated Galvanic Native good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: vibrant crusty background story azn (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Passionate associate 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: aromatic bat shit crazy point 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Razzmatazz bearded spot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: erotic ticket booth sex offender stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Citrine Church Building Degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: jet faggot firefighter faggotry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: fragrant brass heaven pocket flask Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Sooty chad selfie Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Wonderful black set Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Wonderful black set You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Filthy swashbuckling step-uncle's house sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Filthy swashbuckling step-uncle's house are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Razzmatazz bearded spot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: cracking fluffy corn cake I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: bearded university cuck Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: ivory startling headpube casino (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: aromatic bat shit crazy point 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: awkward iridescent macaca 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: fragrant brass heaven pocket flask (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: fragrant brass heaven pocket flask do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: fragrant brass heaven pocket flask Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Ruddy Skinny Woman Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: awkward iridescent macaca Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Titillating Gas Station Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Electric splenetic sound barrier roommate that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: awkward iridescent macaca (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Rose ceo Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Wonderful black set Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: awkward iridescent macaca Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: aromatic bat shit crazy point 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: aromatic bat shit crazy point 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: red learning disabled police squad state (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Sooty chad selfie 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: stirring crystalline milk liquid oxygen Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Drunken Mad-dog Skullcap Legend Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Trip boistinker Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: rusted underhanded prole Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: awkward iridescent macaca That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: claret thirsty new version don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Amethyst location (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: awkward iridescent macaca The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Blathering Olive Circlehead Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: lascivious cocky idea he suggested Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: lascivious cocky idea he suggested I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Wonderful black set Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Razzle umber stage affirmative action this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: bronze locus antidepressant drug 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: impressive station https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Wonderful black set I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Milky very tactful private investor school cafeteria keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: topaz demanding stag film 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: floppy disturbing gay wizard goyim 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Razzmatazz bearded spot Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Diverse newt pozpig By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: floppy disturbing gay wizard goyim 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: floppy disturbing gay wizard goyim Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Deranged Doctorate Keepsake Machete 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: vermilion boltzmann internal respiration (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: Alcoholic bipolar house sneaky criminal Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Electric splenetic sound barrier roommate 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: floppy disturbing gay wizard goyim Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Electric splenetic sound barrier roommate I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: floppy disturbing gay wizard goyim then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Electric splenetic sound barrier roommate cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: smoky shitlib church lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: impressive station https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Naked supple coldplay fan generalized bond 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: yapping rehab 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: fantasy-prone den mediation (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Comical mahogany gaping library (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: smoky shitlib church good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Flushed Elastic Band (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: red learning disabled police squad state (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: lemon excitant sweet tailpipe theater congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Deranged Doctorate Keepsake Machete congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: fragrant brass heaven pocket flask 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: razzle-dazzle frozen brunch legal warrant I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: lemon excitant sweet tailpipe theater Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Wonderful black set 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: lemon excitant sweet tailpipe theater 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: irradiated useless brakes digit ratio 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: walnut wagecucks property proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Hairraiser piazza rigpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: yapping rehab 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Hairraiser piazza rigpig 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Adventurous stage athletic conference congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Autistic crackhouse Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Adventurous stage athletic conference 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Wonderful black set Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: peach range round eye Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: elite aphrodisiac orchestra pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Ultramarine indian lodge pervert 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Wonderful black set There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: fragrant brass heaven pocket flask What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: stimulating queen of the night jewess 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Razzle umber stage affirmative action 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: fragrant brass heaven pocket flask Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Snowy Theater Stage Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Snowy Theater Stage I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: aromatic bat shit crazy point Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: aromatic bat shit crazy point Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: big market party of the first part 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Wonderful black set Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: Vivacious Kitty Parlor Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Adventurous stage athletic conference congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: vigorous emerald temple goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Deranged Doctorate Keepsake Machete 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Self-absorbed Trailer Park Gaming Laptop 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: judgmental ocher nibblets main people good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: judgmental ocher nibblets main people I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Thriller ebony nursing home Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: big market party of the first part Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: Vivacious Kitty Parlor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: Hairraiser piazza rigpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Hairraiser piazza rigpig 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: White Site Brethren (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: Hairraiser piazza rigpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: Multi-colored bawdyhouse crotch 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: orange soul-stirring famous landscape painting cuckold 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: stimulating queen of the night jewess MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: lemon excitant sweet tailpipe theater way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: Hairraiser piazza rigpig 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: Embarrassed to the bone cumskin windowlicker Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: Bistre Cheese-eating Base Ratface None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150630) Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM Author: jock itch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150668) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM Author: brown eyes and i were tired ((zurich is stained)) Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150685) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future) 180 good going man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150688)