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Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough.

First 24 hrs is in the books.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/24/21
5 years is just getting started
Irradiated pale center dysfunction
  06/12/25
won't work
supple patrolman
  07/24/21
begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c...
Pearl mother
  07/24/21
Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/24/21
He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend
Wonderful Stain
  07/25/21
Thanks, man
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/25/21
...
Amethyst deranged internal respiration
  07/24/21
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Amethyst deranged internal respiration
  07/24/21
how much have you been drinking
motley garrison
  07/24/21
cq
Orange ladyboy house
  07/24/21
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Thriller Crimson Site Toaster
  07/24/21
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pontificating cruise ship prole
  07/24/21
Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/24/21
5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?
Fuchsia appetizing jewess
  07/24/21
a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts...
Electric translucent travel guidebook indian lodge
  07/24/21
Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/24/21
Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ...
Fuchsia appetizing jewess
  07/25/21
Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m...
titillating space
  07/24/21
This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/24/21
When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w...
titillating space
  07/25/21
I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/25/21
we have a sickness of the soul brother
titillating space
  07/25/21
You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc...
Laughsome fiercely-loyal whorehouse stock car
  07/24/21
Crrrrrrr
Orange ladyboy house
  07/24/21
That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/24/21
set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro...
Electric translucent travel guidebook indian lodge
  07/24/21
how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?
multi-colored personal credit line
  07/24/21
6'2" 245
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/24/21
no muscle or jacked?
multi-colored personal credit line
  07/24/21
I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/24/21
Ungh
Charcoal new version abode
  07/24/21
u wanna bang him, dont u?
Electric translucent travel guidebook indian lodge
  07/24/21
I am with you, brother.
Heady Alpha
  07/25/21
You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l...
Free-loading Nofapping Kitchen Liquid Oxygen
  07/25/21
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slate spectacular parlour
  03/13/22
Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o...
Amber Windowlicker Bawdyhouse
  08/16/22
stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin...
Ungodly coffee pot police squad
  07/24/21
Cr you could easily trade them for booze
Curious cocky fat ankles brunch
  07/24/21
so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?
Medicated legend trailer park
  07/24/21
go back to guangzhong
offensive pit
  07/31/21
Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d...
trip aqua pervert
  07/24/21
the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ...
mauve locale cuckold
  07/24/21
gl gl
Lilac area persian
  07/24/21
Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to...
dun meetinghouse
  07/24/21
Alcohol is poison
gay piazza dog poop
  07/24/21
...
Cerebral rusted dilemma doctorate
  07/25/21
Not going to be much sleep tonight
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/25/21
Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g...
Pea-brained vigorous national security agency
  07/25/21
6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/25/21
have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge...
Medicated legend trailer park
  07/25/21
Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/25/21
Just threw up in the shower. Good times.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
dun meetinghouse
  07/25/21
Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/25/21
Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so...
dun meetinghouse
  07/25/21
what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin...
Medicated legend trailer park
  07/26/21
It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l...
dun meetinghouse
  07/28/21
I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best...
Spruce affirmative action
  07/25/21
I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/25/21
...
Confused theater pistol
  07/25/21
Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ...
Confused theater pistol
  07/25/21
I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/25/21
Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to...
Confused theater pistol
  07/25/21
48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/25/21
Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th...
razzmatazz azn set
  07/25/21
From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
dun meetinghouse
  07/25/21
Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/26/21
big mistake bro
chest-beating den newt
  07/25/21
3 days down
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/26/21
Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In...
Salmon main people
  07/26/21
I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a...
sickened lemon private investor
  07/26/21
No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor...
Salmon main people
  07/26/21
That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/26/21
Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ...
jet school blood rage
  11/04/21
Go to a meeting.
dun meetinghouse
  07/26/21
can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff...
beady-eyed tripping chapel yarmulke
  07/26/21
That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will...
Salmon main people
  07/26/21
...
Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth
  07/26/21
Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/26/21
In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n...
dun meetinghouse
  07/26/21
Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t...
Diverse magenta ceo dingle berry
  07/26/21
Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu...
Free-loading Nofapping Kitchen Liquid Oxygen
  07/27/21
The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d...
dun meetinghouse
  07/28/21
no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ...
offensive pit
  07/31/21
https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs
Confused theater pistol
  07/26/21
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Confused theater pistol
  07/26/21
...
Confused theater pistol
  07/27/21
I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for...
trip aqua pervert
  07/26/21
Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks...
trip aqua pervert
  07/26/21
Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/26/21
Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th...
trip aqua pervert
  07/26/21
4 days down
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/27/21
nice man.
Internet-worthy flesh cuckoldry heaven
  07/27/21
180. This is when it starts getting way better.
trip aqua pervert
  07/27/21
Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.
brilliant institution
  07/27/21
Day 5 no drink
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/28/21
180 bro
Confused theater pistol
  07/28/21
8957657365
Salmon main people
  07/28/21
good job
Dashing volcanic crater
  07/28/21
...
Cerebral rusted dilemma doctorate
  07/28/21
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avocado arousing station dopamine
  07/28/21
...
plum razzle-dazzle forum
  07/28/21
also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat...
Lilac area persian
  07/28/21
good job. do doing any sports?
beady-eyed tripping chapel yarmulke
  07/28/21
I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half....
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/28/21
180
Mint wrinkle sanctuary
  07/28/21
...
chartreuse galvanic church building filthpig
  07/28/21
Eat some bananas
scarlet spot foreskin
  07/28/21
I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/28/21
Go to a meeting
dun meetinghouse
  07/28/21
Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/29/21
who the fuck has time for that shit?
deep coral roast beef
  07/29/21
They were work meetings
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/29/21
Those won't keep you sober.
dun meetinghouse
  07/29/21
That's for sure! *rimshot*
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/29/21
180
Wonderful Stain
  07/28/21
Day 6 nodrink
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/29/21
...
Ungodly coffee pot police squad
  07/29/21
...
trip aqua pervert
  07/29/21
Good job bro. One day down one day to go.
hilarious stimulating jew range
  07/29/21
That's how I'm looking at it.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/29/21
One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/30/21
Keep it up brother!
slippery party of the first part library
  07/30/21
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honey-headed racy nibblets famous landscape painting
  07/30/21
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trip aqua pervert
  07/30/21
9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER
Spruce affirmative action
  07/31/21
...
brilliant institution
  07/31/21
...
Mint wrinkle sanctuary
  07/31/21
You're a camel at this point. Keep going!
Salmon main people
  07/31/21
keep it going my man.
Exhilarant box office
  07/31/21
8 days down
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/31/21
Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul...
honey-headed racy nibblets famous landscape painting
  07/31/21
Inspiring.
sickened lemon private investor
  07/31/21
Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/31/21
i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe...
trip aqua pervert
  07/31/21
A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/01/21
thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days...
trip aqua pervert
  08/01/21
I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev...
Floppy buck-toothed orchestra pit
  08/01/21
For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/01/21
This is the plot of Another Round.
honey-headed racy nibblets famous landscape painting
  08/03/21
Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/03/21
Just crossed the 9 day mark
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/01/21
...
trip aqua pervert
  08/01/21
180
Wonderful Stain
  08/02/21
10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/02/21
180
trip aqua pervert
  08/02/21
11 days down a lifetime to go.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/03/21
Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ...
beta green reading party
  08/03/21
I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink...
Salmon main people
  08/03/21
It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu...
beta green reading party
  08/03/21
nah bro only one day at a time to go
big goyim
  08/03/21
exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps
plum razzle-dazzle forum
  08/03/21
In reality, that's how I am looking at it.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/03/21
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Geriatric Cumskin
  08/03/21
...
trip aqua pervert
  08/03/21
...
Dashing volcanic crater
  08/03/21
happy for you man
shivering base gaming laptop
  08/03/21
180 but take it a day at a time
Wonderful Stain
  08/03/21
Keep it up
Mint wrinkle sanctuary
  08/03/21
Nice job bro!!
slippery party of the first part library
  08/03/21
BAM! Day 12.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/04/21
...
Mint wrinkle sanctuary
  08/04/21
180 Day two here
Confused theater pistol
  08/04/21
Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/04/21
I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me...
Confused theater pistol
  08/05/21
Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/05/21
Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy...
Confused theater pistol
  08/09/21
...
honey-headed racy nibblets famous landscape painting
  08/04/21
Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/05/21
Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.
Salmon main people
  08/05/21
One day at a time. Go to a meeting.
dun meetinghouse
  08/05/21
Two weeks nodrink in the can
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/06/21
YES
honey-headed racy nibblets famous landscape painting
  08/06/21
15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/07/21
Day 16 done
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/08/21
Gj!
chartreuse galvanic church building filthpig
  08/08/21
17
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/09/21
180 brother
Confused theater pistol
  08/09/21
This is some 180 shit right here
Geriatric Cumskin
  08/09/21
Keep it up, brother!
sickened lemon private investor
  08/09/21
180
Wonderful Stain
  08/09/21
Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/10/21
Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/10/21
Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work
Shaky gold property
  08/10/21
Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we...
Confused theater pistol
  08/10/21
Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/10/21
Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an...
Confused theater pistol
  08/10/21
They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/10/21
Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun...
Confused theater pistol
  08/10/21
The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so...
misanthropic address
  08/10/21
Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/10/21
Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/10/21
Alcohol prevents covid
ruby laser beams
  08/13/21
Day 19 done
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/11/21
180 congrats
topaz gaped depressive
  08/11/21
Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri...
trip aqua pervert
  08/11/21
No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/11/21
ty
trip aqua pervert
  08/11/21
CR- every day is a victory
Painfully honest becky office
  08/12/21
hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me...
talented rehab mediation
  08/11/21
Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th...
trip aqua pervert
  08/12/21
After how long? You did great!
big goyim
  08/11/21
Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ...
trip aqua pervert
  08/12/21
I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth...
Wonderful Stain
  08/12/21
...
trip aqua pervert
  08/12/21
...
startling excitant water buffalo
  08/12/21
I had four beers tonight.
Confused theater pistol
  08/12/21
Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.
Geriatric Cumskin
  08/12/21
...
trip aqua pervert
  08/12/21
...
plum razzle-dazzle forum
  08/12/21
You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ...
Self-absorbed university
  08/12/21
Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ...
trip aqua pervert
  08/12/21
Nice re today
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/12/21
Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives...
White senate
  08/12/21
...
Painfully honest becky office
  08/12/21
...
trip aqua pervert
  08/12/21
180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d...
Fuchsia appetizing jewess
  08/12/21
Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/12/21
Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te...
trip aqua pervert
  08/12/21
Day 20 in the books.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/12/21
180
trip aqua pervert
  08/12/21
good job man
Glassy Lettuce Stag Film
  08/12/21
...
Painfully honest becky office
  08/13/21
Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/13/21
180
startling excitant water buffalo
  08/13/21
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trip aqua pervert
  08/13/21
How you feeling?
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/13/21
Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon...
trip aqua pervert
  08/13/21
Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/13/21
Ty
trip aqua pervert
  08/13/21
180
Wonderful Stain
  08/13/21
...
topaz gaped depressive
  08/13/21
stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa...
wild idiot antidepressant drug
  08/13/21
You seem mentally stable, friend.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/13/21
...
Aromatic mischievous useless brakes gaping
  08/14/21
...
motley garrison
  08/14/21
Day 22 and still on the wagon
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/14/21
...
trip aqua pervert
  08/14/21
Day 23 done
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/15/21
Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w...
Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth
  08/15/21
Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/15/21
Good job dude. Summarize changes for us
slippery party of the first part library
  08/15/21
Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/15/21
180
trip aqua pervert
  08/15/21
Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/15/21
An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ...
trip aqua pervert
  08/16/21
Just keep going a day at a time.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/16/21
Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is...
dun meetinghouse
  08/18/21
You should celebrate by having a beer.
dun meetinghouse
  08/18/21
sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ...
coiffed public bath elastic band
  08/18/21
I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/18/21
are you still in biglaw
coiffed public bath elastic band
  08/18/21
Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/18/21
...
topaz gaped depressive
  08/15/21
I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics...
Fishy insecure plaza half-breed
  08/16/21
180. What finally worked for you?
trip aqua pervert
  08/16/21
Nice. Congrats.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/16/21
Stabby?
misanthropic address
  08/19/21
Day 24
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/16/21
...
Rebellious Codepig Therapy
  08/16/21
180
Wonderful Stain
  08/16/21
180
Salmon main people
  08/16/21
...
trip aqua pervert
  08/16/21
...
Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth
  08/16/21
Day 25
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/17/21
...
trip aqua pervert
  08/17/21
Day 26
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/18/21
do you have the desire to drink
Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth
  08/18/21
Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/18/21
Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much....
Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth
  08/18/21
I was totally out of control.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/18/21
Gj brudda
avocado arousing station dopamine
  08/18/21
Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.
Salmon main people
  08/18/21
Trust me I am
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/18/21
Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one
hot disturbing lodge
  08/18/21
Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/18/21
that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'...
plum razzle-dazzle forum
  08/18/21
...
Salmon main people
  08/19/21
180
trip aqua pervert
  08/18/21
Day 27 in the books
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/19/21
180. I’m at around a week.
trip aqua pervert
  08/19/21
Nice. Keep it up.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/19/21
Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/20/21
Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.
chartreuse galvanic church building filthpig
  08/20/21
Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ...
trip aqua pervert
  08/20/21
Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail...
dun meetinghouse
  08/20/21
Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi...
trip aqua pervert
  08/20/21
I don't plan to
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/20/21
Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on...
Salmon main people
  08/20/21
180
Wonderful Stain
  08/21/21
Boom: five weeks sober
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/27/21
180
Wonderful Stain
  08/28/21
...
Burgundy vibrant striped hyena market
  08/28/21
180 brother
slippery party of the first part library
  09/06/21
Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b...
Spruce affirmative action
  08/28/21
That's amazing
fragrant harsh ape temple
  09/03/21
...
Exhilarant box office
  09/06/21
Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  09/03/21
...
Confused theater pistol
  09/06/21
this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months
Exhilarant box office
  09/06/21
Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p...
Amethyst deranged internal respiration
  09/06/21
...
Exhilarant box office
  09/06/21
Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  09/06/21
...
Exhilarant box office
  09/06/21
Take up golf, or cycling
vivacious silver tattoo factory reset button
  09/06/21
I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  09/06/21
Done with week 7.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  09/10/21
...
Exhilarant box office
  09/12/21
8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  09/17/21
Fuck yeah
honey-headed racy nibblets famous landscape painting
  09/17/21
That's fucking great.
Salmon main people
  09/17/21
9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  09/24/21
don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ...
crawly stage
  09/24/21
...
Laughsome fiercely-loyal whorehouse stock car
  09/24/21
The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th...
Salmon main people
  09/24/21
I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  09/24/21
10 weeks no drink
fragrant harsh ape temple
  10/01/21
Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ...
jet school blood rage
  10/01/21
Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  10/01/21
well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison
Exhilarant box office
  10/06/21
Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  10/30/21
Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https...
impressive bronze state
  10/30/21
I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  10/30/21
I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s...
impressive bronze state
  10/30/21
Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is...
trip aqua pervert
  10/30/21
Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos...
dun meetinghouse
  12/01/21
this sounds right
big goyim
  12/01/21
1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t...
alcoholic school cafeteria
  10/30/21
Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  10/30/21
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4
yellow infuriating philosopher-king location
  12/01/21
I haven't listened to them in two decades
dun meetinghouse
  12/01/21
keep going brother
overrated black woman corn cake
  12/01/21
30 days sober today
fragrant harsh ape temple
  12/16/21
180
brilliant institution
  12/16/21
6 months dry
Exhilarant box office
  01/04/22
180
deep coral roast beef
  01/04/22
Two months sober now
fragrant harsh ape temple
  01/16/22
117 days of nodrink today
fragrant harsh ape temple
  03/13/22
180 Day six here.
Confused theater pistol
  03/13/22
One day at a time brother
fragrant harsh ape temple
  03/13/22
Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin...
topaz gaped depressive
  03/13/22
By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ...
black mental disorder casino
  04/09/22
4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing
deep coral roast beef
  04/09/22
144 days
fragrant harsh ape temple
  04/09/22
Good work
deep coral roast beef
  04/09/22
Thanks brother
fragrant harsh ape temple
  04/09/22
180 brother and congratulations!!!
Pearl mother
  04/09/22
...
Bateful theatre boistinker
  05/04/22
168 days and still on the wagon
fragrant harsh ape temple
  05/03/22
Way to go, man.
Bespoke stage electric furnace
  05/04/22
Thanks dude
fragrant harsh ape temple
  05/04/22
33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa...
plum razzle-dazzle forum
  05/03/22
Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc...
deep coral roast beef
  05/03/22
I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink...
plum razzle-dazzle forum
  05/04/22
then shut the fuck up already
deep coral roast beef
  05/04/22
cr
plum razzle-dazzle forum
  05/04/22
lol
misunderstood telephone
  05/04/22
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg
yellow infuriating philosopher-king location
  05/04/22
18 months sober
Cream flirting generalized bond headpube
  05/04/22
180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.
insane adventurous shrine
  05/04/22
...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  05/04/22
180 I've done one drink a night for the past week.
Confused theater pistol
  05/04/22
188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend
fragrant harsh ape temple
  05/23/22
222 days today. Life has never been better.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  06/26/22
...
Confused theater pistol
  06/26/22
...
Dead preventive strike partner
  06/26/22
good for you bro, good on you, keep it up
misunderstood telephone
  06/26/22
...
Clear clown home
  06/26/22
...
Burgundy vibrant striped hyena market
  06/26/22
Eight months sober yesterday
fragrant harsh ape temple
  07/17/22
Nine moths today!
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/16/22
180
trip aqua pervert
  08/16/22
How's your sobriety?
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/16/22
i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru...
trip aqua pervert
  08/16/22
Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/16/22
thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to...
trip aqua pervert
  08/16/22
congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.
charismatic mood theater stage
  08/16/22
180
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/16/22
...
trip aqua pervert
  08/16/22
congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ...
Pearl mother
  08/16/22
...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/16/22
...
trip aqua pervert
  08/16/22
I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!
fragrant harsh ape temple
  09/11/22
348 days in the books
fragrant harsh ape temple
  10/30/22
180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re...
Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth
  10/30/22
65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  10/30/22
180 billion
trip aqua pervert
  10/30/22
How are you doing?
fragrant harsh ape temple
  10/30/22
haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.
trip aqua pervert
  10/30/22
180. Stay strong
fragrant harsh ape temple
  10/30/22
ty brother.
trip aqua pervert
  10/30/22
I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is...
Razzle crusty ratface lay
  10/30/22
Life is so much better if you can stick to it
fragrant harsh ape temple
  10/30/22
Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night...
charismatic mood theater stage
  10/30/22
180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.
dun meetinghouse
  10/30/22
...
trip aqua pervert
  10/30/22
1800000
charismatic mood theater stage
  10/30/22
180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting
aphrodisiac ebony turdskin gas station
  10/30/22
...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  10/30/22
proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin...
drab field
  10/30/22
...
Mint wrinkle sanctuary
  12/18/22
One year and two days of sobriety today.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  11/18/22
180 brother. Never go back.
insane adventurous shrine
  11/18/22
397 days and counting
fragrant harsh ape temple
  12/18/22
180
Mint wrinkle sanctuary
  12/18/22
18 months
Exhilarant box office
  01/04/23
congrats man
Thriller Crimson Site Toaster
  01/04/23
ty
Exhilarant box office
  01/04/23
Biggest health change?
swashbuckling brass parlor shitlib
  01/04/23
I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:...
Exhilarant box office
  01/04/23
35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that?
Thriller Crimson Site Toaster
  01/04/23
~15%
Exhilarant box office
  01/04/23
Awesome.
dun meetinghouse
  01/29/23
Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ...
mind-boggling flushed corner old irish cottage
  01/04/23
180
fragrant harsh ape temple
  01/07/23
...
Hyperactive 180 hell french chef
  01/09/23
poison free in 23
Exhilarant box office
  01/09/23
...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  01/10/23
180
Lascivious crotch
  01/10/23
My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  01/12/23
Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba...
trip aqua pervert
  01/29/23
Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  01/30/23
180. Glad to hear it
trip aqua pervert
  01/30/23
There’s a lot of relapse going around.
dun meetinghouse
  01/30/23
475 days of nodrink
fragrant harsh ape temple
  03/06/23
What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t...
Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth
  03/06/23
Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW
fragrant harsh ape temple
  03/06/23
180
hairraiser umber boltzmann love of her life
  03/06/23
180
big goyim
  03/06/23
Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo...
Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth
  03/06/23
In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  03/06/23
Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?
Concupiscible violet step-uncle's house
  03/06/23
Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  03/06/23
I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard...
Concupiscible violet step-uncle's house
  03/06/23
Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  03/06/23
Day 507 in the books
fragrant harsh ape temple
  04/07/23
Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla...
Wonderful Stain
  04/07/23
Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  04/07/23
Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start...
Wonderful Stain
  04/07/23
For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  04/07/23
I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund...
trip aqua pervert
  04/07/23
Good to hear you are back on track.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  04/07/23
ty
trip aqua pervert
  04/07/23
18 months tomorrow.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  05/16/23
180
Shaky gold property
  05/16/23
2 years dry
Exhilarant box office
  06/24/23
Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  06/24/23
Did you work the steps?
dun meetinghouse
  07/01/23
Wow
Cerebral rusted dilemma doctorate
  06/24/23
Day 640 today bros
fragrant harsh ape temple
  08/18/23
Day 700 in the books
fragrant harsh ape temple
  10/17/23
congrats
Thriller Crimson Site Toaster
  10/17/23
...
Exhilarant box office
  11/27/23
2 years and 7 days
fragrant harsh ape temple
  11/24/23
...
Exhilarant box office
  11/24/23
...
trip aqua pervert
  11/24/23
Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?
Exhilarant box office
  11/25/23
1919 days free. I will never go back.
Pearl mother
  11/25/23
180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober
Soul-stirring pink keepsake machete
  11/25/23
...
Exhilarant box office
  11/25/23
good job
puce provocative menage twinkling uncleanness
  11/25/23
I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc...
puce provocative menage twinkling uncleanness
  11/25/23
Nice. Congrats.
fragrant harsh ape temple
  11/26/23
I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m...
Exhilarant box office
  11/27/23
956 days
fragrant harsh ape temple
  06/29/24
Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ...
passionate crackhouse
  06/29/24
I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  06/29/24
Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own
Shaky gold property
  06/29/24
...
Cerebral rusted dilemma doctorate
  06/29/24
...
Mint wrinkle sanctuary
  06/30/24
180, teenage pussy tp
Mint wrinkle sanctuary
  06/29/24
...
copper comical hospital coldplay fan
  06/30/24
...
Mint wrinkle sanctuary
  10/09/24
180 thread
stirring turquoise stead
  06/29/24
3 years now
Exhilarant box office
  07/05/24
MFCR. 1488 my nigga
hairraiser umber boltzmann love of her life
  07/05/24
way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha...
charismatic mood theater stage
  07/05/24
1058 days
fragrant harsh ape temple
  10/09/24
180 man
Mint wrinkle sanctuary
  10/09/24
Do you not drink at all now?
Contagious drunken really tough guy
  10/09/24
None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does...
fragrant harsh ape temple
  10/14/24
...
glittery khaki immigrant resort
  10/09/24
...
avocado arousing station dopamine
  10/14/24
Nice
dun meetinghouse
  10/19/24
...
Exhilarant box office
  11/24/24
...
Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth
  06/12/25
I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit
Know-it-all odious digit ratio
  06/12/25
...
Thriller Crimson Site Toaster
  06/12/25
...
AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough
  08/02/25
4 years
.........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\'
  08/02/25
how has your life changed?
Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong
  08/02/25
180
jock itch
  08/02/25
Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12
brown eyes and i were tired
  08/02/25
180 good going man
Master Purchase Agreement
  08/02/25


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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

First 24 hrs is in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834919)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM
Author: Irradiated pale center dysfunction

5 years is just getting started

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM
Author: supple patrolman

won't work

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM
Author: Pearl mother

begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834931)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834935)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM
Author: Wonderful Stain

He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837724)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Thanks, man

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: Amethyst deranged internal respiration



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: Amethyst deranged internal respiration



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM
Author: motley garrison

how much have you been drinking

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM
Author: Orange ladyboy house

cq

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: Thriller Crimson Site Toaster



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM
Author: pontificating cruise ship prole



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: Fuchsia appetizing jewess

5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: Electric translucent travel guidebook indian lodge

a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM
Author: Fuchsia appetizing jewess

Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838299)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: titillating space

Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835041)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835778)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM
Author: titillating space

When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week

With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838455)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838698)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM
Author: titillating space

we have a sickness of the soul brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838767)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM
Author: Laughsome fiercely-loyal whorehouse stock car

You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835053)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: Orange ladyboy house

Crrrrrrr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835058)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835770)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Electric translucent travel guidebook indian lodge

set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835774)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: multi-colored personal credit line

how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835776)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

6'2" 245

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835780)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM
Author: multi-colored personal credit line

no muscle or jacked?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835788)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835797)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM
Author: Charcoal new version abode

Ungh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835833)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Electric translucent travel guidebook indian lodge

u wanna bang him, dont u?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836177)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Heady Alpha

I am with you, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840076)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM
Author: Free-loading Nofapping Kitchen Liquid Oxygen

You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837772)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM
Author: slate spectacular parlour



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142345)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM
Author: Amber Windowlicker Bawdyhouse

Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023251)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: Ungodly coffee pot police squad

stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835799)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM
Author: Curious cocky fat ankles brunch

Cr you could easily trade them for booze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836164)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM
Author: Medicated legend trailer park

so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836215)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM
Author: offensive pit

go back to guangzhong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874198)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835880)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM
Author: mauve locale cuckold

the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835888)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: Lilac area persian

gl gl

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835919)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836147)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM
Author: gay piazza dog poop

Alcohol is poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836871)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM
Author: Cerebral rusted dilemma doctorate



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838673)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Not going to be much sleep tonight

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837356)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM
Author: Pea-brained vigorous national security agency

Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837437)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837444)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM
Author: Medicated legend trailer park

have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837728)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838091)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Just threw up in the shower. Good times.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838121)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM
Author: dun meetinghouse

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838122)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838159)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

Real talk, fuck your wife.

If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else.

I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose.

There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838926)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Medicated legend trailer park

what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845962)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860363)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM
Author: Spruce affirmative action

I've got well over 5 years not drinking.

It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838386)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838564)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838567)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol

Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838434)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838576)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol

Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life.

That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838591)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838903)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: razzmatazz azn set

Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42839678)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840018)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840276)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Just started having these too:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk

Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42842600)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM
Author: chest-beating den newt

big mistake bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840041)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

3 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845047)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM
Author: Salmon main people

Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845056)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: sickened lemon private investor

I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845744)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: Salmon main people

No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42846125)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845956)



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Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: jet school blood rage

Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one?

I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43389150)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845724)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM
Author: beady-eyed tripping chapel yarmulke

can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845075)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM
Author: Salmon main people

That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before.

Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845090)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM
Author: Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845207)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845978)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more.

By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845719)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM
Author: Diverse magenta ceo dingle berry

Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845764)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM
Author: Free-loading Nofapping Kitchen Liquid Oxygen

Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42848190)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860370)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM
Author: offensive pit

no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874201)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol

https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845746)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845789)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Confused theater pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42849768)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845845)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845874)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845942)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845970)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

4 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852338)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM
Author: Internet-worthy flesh cuckoldry heaven

nice man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852399)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

180. This is when it starts getting way better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852420)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM
Author: brilliant institution

Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852612)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 5 no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42858846)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol

180 bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859297)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: Salmon main people

8957657365

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859450)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM
Author: Dashing volcanic crater

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859470)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM
Author: Cerebral rusted dilemma doctorate



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859511)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM
Author: avocado arousing station dopamine



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859514)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: plum razzle-dazzle forum



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859526)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Lilac area persian

also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration

nice work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859545)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: beady-eyed tripping chapel yarmulke

good job. do doing any sports?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859549)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859655)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM
Author: Mint wrinkle sanctuary

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859550)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: chartreuse galvanic church building filthpig



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860070)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: scarlet spot foreskin

Eat some bananas

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860105)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860335)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860346)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860497)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: deep coral roast beef

who the fuck has time for that shit?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863796)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

They were work meetings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863989)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

Those won't keep you sober.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865277)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

That's for sure! *rimshot*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865366)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM
Author: Wonderful Stain

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860409)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 6 nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863597)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM
Author: Ungodly coffee pot police squad



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863766)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865319)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM
Author: hilarious stimulating jew range

Good job bro. One day down one day to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865938)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

That's how I'm looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42866324)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870704)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM
Author: slippery party of the first part library

Keep it up brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870974)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM
Author: honey-headed racy nibblets famous landscape painting



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870981)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873190)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM
Author: Spruce affirmative action

9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873668)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM
Author: brilliant institution



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873670)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM
Author: Mint wrinkle sanctuary



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874144)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM
Author: Salmon main people

You're a camel at this point. Keep going!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874239)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM
Author: Exhilarant box office

keep it going my man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874194)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

8 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875692)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM
Author: honey-headed racy nibblets famous landscape painting

Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875707)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: sickened lemon private investor

Inspiring.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875943)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42876669)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4.

trying to rebuild it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42877610)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42878360)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM
Author: trip aqua pervert

thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again.

today is day 4 of my latest effort.

the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line.

great work by you. i'm rooting for ya.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879074)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM
Author: Floppy buck-toothed orchestra pit

I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879090)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879120)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM
Author: honey-headed racy nibblets famous landscape painting

This is the plot of Another Round.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890353)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890435)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Just crossed the 9 day mark

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879747)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42882033)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM
Author: Wonderful Stain

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42883157)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42884686)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42886121)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

11 days down a lifetime to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890318)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: beta green reading party

Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better.

Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890475)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM
Author: Salmon main people

I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890943)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: beta green reading party

It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891015)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM
Author: big goyim

nah bro only one day at a time to go

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890982)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM
Author: plum razzle-dazzle forum

exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891069)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

In reality, that's how I am looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892104)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM
Author: Geriatric Cumskin

5445776444554

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891123)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891187)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM
Author: Dashing volcanic crater



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891530)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM
Author: shivering base gaming laptop

happy for you man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891572)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: Wonderful Stain

180 but take it a day at a time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891580)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM
Author: Mint wrinkle sanctuary

Keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892021)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM
Author: slippery party of the first part library

Nice job bro!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892210)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

BAM! Day 12.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896602)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM
Author: Mint wrinkle sanctuary



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896607)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol

180

Day two here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896725)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42897749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol

I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901455)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42903233)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol

Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921955)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM
Author: honey-headed racy nibblets famous landscape painting



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901809)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: Salmon main people

Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901842)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

One day at a time. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42902003)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Two weeks nodrink in the can

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907773)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM
Author: honey-headed racy nibblets famous landscape painting

YES

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907934)



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Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42912772)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 16 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916307)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM
Author: chartreuse galvanic church building filthpig

Gj!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916795)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

17

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921352)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921377)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM
Author: Geriatric Cumskin

This is some 180 shit right here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921682)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM
Author: sickened lemon private investor

Keep it up, brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921984)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM
Author: Wonderful Stain

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42922699)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42926547)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927507)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM
Author: Shaky gold property

Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927525)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol

Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse.

Day 1 here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927539)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927585)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol

Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927589)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927607)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol

Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927611)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: misanthropic address

The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928105)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928176)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928181)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM
Author: ruby laser beams

Alcohol prevents covid

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939457)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 19 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932389)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM
Author: topaz gaped depressive

180 congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932395)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932433)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932477)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932783)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Painfully honest becky office

CR- every day is a victory

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935166)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: talented rehab mediation

hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933626)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM
Author: trip aqua pervert

Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934976)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: big goyim

After how long? You did great!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933636)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM
Author: trip aqua pervert

Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934991)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM
Author: Wonderful Stain

I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933814)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: trip aqua pervert



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935105)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM
Author: startling excitant water buffalo



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935607)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM
Author: Confused theater pistol

I had four beers tonight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934150)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM
Author: Geriatric Cumskin

Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935001)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: trip aqua pervert



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935109)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM
Author: plum razzle-dazzle forum



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935153)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM
Author: Self-absorbed university

You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me.

Keep at it man!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935252)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935534)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Nice re today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937223)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM
Author: White senate

Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives.

Keep on keeping on

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935161)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM
Author: Painfully honest becky office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935167)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935538)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM
Author: Fuchsia appetizing jewess

180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up!

How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935601)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937225)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week.

I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda.

I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back.

So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937815)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 20 in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937220)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937764)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM
Author: Glassy Lettuce Stag Film

good job man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937931)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM
Author: Painfully honest becky office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939379)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42941083)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: startling excitant water buffalo

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942011)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

18000000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942548)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

How you feeling?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942671)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943106)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943118)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

Ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943162)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM
Author: Wonderful Stain

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943009)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: topaz gaped depressive



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943016)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM
Author: wild idiot antidepressant drug

stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot.

PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend?

you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943023)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

You seem mentally stable, friend.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943068)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: Aromatic mischievous useless brakes gaping



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943810)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM
Author: motley garrison



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42944568)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 22 and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42945651)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42946048)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 23 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951958)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM
Author: Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth

Has your wife said anything about it?

Have you lost any weight?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951967)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive.

I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952045)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: slippery party of the first part library

Good job dude. Summarize changes for us

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951979)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Losing weight

Sleep has improved a ton

Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly)

Motivated to work

Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952080)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952093)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952239)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

An underrated benefit, for certain.

Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957384)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Just keep going a day at a time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970847)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: dun meetinghouse

You should celebrate by having a beer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42966916)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM
Author: coiffed public bath elastic band

sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning.

how long did it take to notice weight loss?

how much were you drinking each day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common.

Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970882)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM
Author: coiffed public bath elastic band

are you still in biglaw

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971427)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971755)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: topaz gaped depressive



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952048)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM
Author: Fishy insecure plaza half-breed

I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957405)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

180. What finally worked for you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957590)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957593)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: misanthropic address

Stabby?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977185)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 24

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957591)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM
Author: Rebellious Codepig Therapy



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957616)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM
Author: Wonderful Stain

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957892)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: Salmon main people

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957897)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957898)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM
Author: Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42960457)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 25

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42964349)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42965115)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 26

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970508)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth

do you have the desire to drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970525)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970539)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth

Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970631)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

I was totally out of control.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970770)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: avocado arousing station dopamine

Gj brudda

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970526)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: Salmon main people

Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970531)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Trust me I am

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970774)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: hot disturbing lodge

Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970787)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970803)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM
Author: plum razzle-dazzle forum

that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971445)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM
Author: Salmon main people



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977063)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971233)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 27 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42975999)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

180. I’m at around a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42976271)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Nice. Keep it up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977080)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years.

Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982646)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: chartreuse galvanic church building filthpig

Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982663)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982670)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982814)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982845)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

I don't plan to

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42983811)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM
Author: Salmon main people

Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42984102)



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Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM
Author: Wonderful Stain

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42987301)



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Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Boom: five weeks sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43021326)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: Wonderful Stain

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022035)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM
Author: Burgundy vibrant striped hyena market



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022329)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM
Author: slippery party of the first part library

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070201)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM
Author: Spruce affirmative action

Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022078)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

That's amazing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057794)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM
Author: Exhilarant box office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069408)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057793)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: Confused theater pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070107)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM
Author: Exhilarant box office

this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069385)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM
Author: Amethyst deranged internal respiration

Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069390)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM
Author: Exhilarant box office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069391)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070100)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM
Author: Exhilarant box office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070120)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM
Author: vivacious silver tattoo factory reset button

Take up golf, or cycling

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070175)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070712)



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Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Done with week 7.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43094188)



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Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM
Author: Exhilarant box office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43102180)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132489)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: honey-headed racy nibblets famous landscape painting

Fuck yeah

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132505)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: Salmon main people

That's fucking great.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132510)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172089)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM
Author: crawly stage

don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172102)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Laughsome fiercely-loyal whorehouse stock car



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172104)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM
Author: Salmon main people

The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172190)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172657)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

10 weeks no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208306)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: jet school blood rage

Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208368)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208386)



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Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM
Author: Exhilarant box office

well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43229848)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356245)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: impressive bronze state

Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot.

https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356257)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356284)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM
Author: impressive bronze state

I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356399)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle.

I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings.

Keep up the fight brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356457)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted.

Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober.

I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542100)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM
Author: big goyim

this sounds right

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542123)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: alcoholic school cafeteria

1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356299)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356413)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM
Author: yellow infuriating philosopher-king location

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542485)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

I haven't listened to them in two decades

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542581)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: overrated black woman corn cake

keep going brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542583)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

30 days sober today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620761)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: brilliant institution

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620769)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM
Author: Exhilarant box office

6 months dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725839)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM
Author: deep coral roast beef

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725878)



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Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Two months sober now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43793309)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

117 days of nodrink today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142273)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol

180

Day six here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142302)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

One day at a time brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142613)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: topaz gaped depressive

Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142662)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM
Author: black mental disorder casino

By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307089)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM
Author: deep coral roast beef

4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307097)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

144 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307035)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM
Author: deep coral roast beef

Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307101)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Thanks brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307314)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM
Author: Pearl mother

180 brother and congratulations!!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307324)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM
Author: Bateful theatre boistinker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453495)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

168 days and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450356)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM
Author: Bespoke stage electric furnace

Way to go, man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453559)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Thanks dude

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453855)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM
Author: plum razzle-dazzle forum

33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450380)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM
Author: deep coral roast beef

Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450408)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM
Author: plum razzle-dazzle forum

I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44452270)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM
Author: deep coral roast beef

then shut the fuck up already

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453444)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM
Author: plum razzle-dazzle forum

cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453454)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: misunderstood telephone

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453513)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: yellow infuriating philosopher-king location

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453508)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM
Author: Cream flirting generalized bond headpube

18 months sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453863)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM
Author: insane adventurous shrine

180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453871)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454805)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol

180

I've done one drink a night for the past week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454837)



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Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44562497)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

222 days today. Life has never been better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748020)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: Confused theater pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748030)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: Dead preventive strike partner



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748040)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: misunderstood telephone

good for you bro, good on you, keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748042)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM
Author: Clear clown home



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748055)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM
Author: Burgundy vibrant striped hyena market



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44749202)



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Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Eight months sober yesterday

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44865945)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Nine moths today!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023094)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023126)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

How's your sobriety?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023153)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february.

i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may.

i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat.

i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally.

haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023232)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023423)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight.

it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023653)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM
Author: charismatic mood theater stage

congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023157)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023424)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023655)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM
Author: Pearl mother

congrats brother!

i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol.

peace.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023248)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023425)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023657)



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Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45155156)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

348 days in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411580)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM
Author: Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth

180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411587)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411710)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

180 billion

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411595)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

How are you doing?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411711)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411931)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

180. Stay strong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412087)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

ty brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412123)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM
Author: Razzle crusty ratface lay

I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411805)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Life is so much better if you can stick to it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412258)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM
Author: charismatic mood theater stage

Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411898)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411942)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411945)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM
Author: charismatic mood theater stage

1800000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411951)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM
Author: aphrodisiac ebony turdskin gas station

180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411963)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412247)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM
Author: drab field

proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave

you’re gonna maek it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412285)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM
Author: Mint wrinkle sanctuary



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651879)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

One year and two days of sobriety today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511221)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM
Author: insane adventurous shrine

180 brother. Never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511222)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

397 days and counting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651822)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM
Author: Mint wrinkle sanctuary

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651862)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM
Author: Exhilarant box office

18 months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738970)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM
Author: Thriller Crimson Site Toaster

congrats man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738973)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM
Author: Exhilarant box office

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738981)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM
Author: swashbuckling brass parlor shitlib

Biggest health change?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738992)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM
Author: Exhilarant box office

I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738997)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM
Author: Thriller Crimson Site Toaster

35lbs, damn

what % of your body weight was that?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739000)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM
Author: Exhilarant box office

~15%

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739049)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM
Author: dun meetinghouse

Awesome.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858131)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM
Author: mind-boggling flushed corner old irish cottage

Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas.

You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739061)



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Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45754434)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM
Author: Hyperactive 180 hell french chef



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765765)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM
Author: Exhilarant box office

poison free in 23

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765724)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771738)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM
Author: Lascivious crotch

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771895)



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Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45779724)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM
Author: trip aqua pervert

Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858158)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862492)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

180. Glad to hear it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45863147)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

There’s a lot of relapse going around.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862965)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

475 days of nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018088)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM
Author: Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth

What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018101)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018254)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM
Author: hairraiser umber boltzmann love of her life

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018105)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM
Author: big goyim

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018292)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM
Author: Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth

Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018110)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018266)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: Concupiscible violet step-uncle's house

Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018258)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018272)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM
Author: Concupiscible violet step-uncle's house

I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018282)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018418)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 507 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158627)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM
Author: Wonderful Stain

Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158633)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158678)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM
Author: Wonderful Stain

Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158687)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158703)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day.

So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?”

(I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.)

So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer.

This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again.

I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158708)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Good to hear you are back on track.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158725)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158845)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

18 months tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317617)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM
Author: Shaky gold property

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317624)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM
Author: Exhilarant box office

2 years dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46468557)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469502)



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Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM
Author: dun meetinghouse

Did you work the steps?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46499489)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM
Author: Cerebral rusted dilemma doctorate

Wow

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469522)



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Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 640 today bros

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46687165)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Day 700 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948402)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM
Author: Thriller Crimson Site Toaster

congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948423)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM
Author: Exhilarant box office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47103664)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

2 years and 7 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094191)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM
Author: Exhilarant box office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094194)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM
Author: trip aqua pervert



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094225)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM
Author: Exhilarant box office

Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098706)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM
Author: Pearl mother

1919 days free.

I will never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098738)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM
Author: Soul-stirring pink keepsake machete

180

I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098746)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM
Author: Exhilarant box office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099290)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM
Author: puce provocative menage twinkling uncleanness

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099298)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM
Author: puce provocative menage twinkling uncleanness

I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099296)



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Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47100639)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM
Author: Exhilarant box office

I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47103662)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

956 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793191)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM
Author: passionate crackhouse

Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793213)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793231)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM
Author: Shaky gold property

Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793386)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM
Author: Cerebral rusted dilemma doctorate



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793452)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM
Author: Mint wrinkle sanctuary



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47796042)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: Mint wrinkle sanctuary

180, teenage pussy tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793229)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM
Author: copper comical hospital coldplay fan



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793970)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM
Author: Mint wrinkle sanctuary



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182547)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM
Author: stirring turquoise stead

180 thread

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793226)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM
Author: Exhilarant box office

3 years now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812580)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM
Author: hairraiser umber boltzmann love of her life

MFCR. 1488 my nigga

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812622)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM
Author: charismatic mood theater stage

way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in.

i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce.

long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore.

since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812654)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

1058 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182543)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM
Author: Mint wrinkle sanctuary

180 man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182545)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM
Author: Contagious drunken really tough guy

Do you not drink at all now?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182570)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM
Author: fragrant harsh ape temple

None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48196855)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM
Author: glittery khaki immigrant resort



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182573)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM
Author: avocado arousing station dopamine



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48196866)



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Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM
Author: dun meetinghouse

Nice

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48214820)



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Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM
Author: Exhilarant box office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48374719)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM
Author: Histrionic Blathering Ticket Booth



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007400)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM
Author: Know-it-all odious digit ratio

I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007544)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM
Author: Thriller Crimson Site Toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007547)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM
Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150725)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM
Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!)


4 years

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150627)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM
Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW)

how has your life changed?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150630)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM
Author: jock itch

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150668)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM
Author: brown eyes and i were tired ((zurich is stained))

Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150685)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM
Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future)

180 good going man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150688)