can't sleep. suicidal thinking about 'one who got away.'
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Date: May 25th, 2012 1:55 AM Author: Crossfit bro stylin on partner in moment of hubris
good looking. fit. successful. dated multiple top shelf girls. will never in my life meet a girl like this again. should be a very content person but i'm not. she keeps me up at night. its been a couple years now and hasn't gotten any better. think about her even while laying next to beautiful women. see other women as objects now. currently listening to insipid R&B songs like "Trust Issues" feeling sorry for myself.
taking the full fury of XO abuse ITT
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Date: May 25th, 2012 1:59 AM Author: ....................,.......,....
if she dumped you bro, it wasn't meant to be. And if it is, then she'll seek you out. Or if not, fuck it, try it out - I had an ex-gf contact me recently once she got out of a 5-year relationship with another dood. After a few years it's possible to try to reconnect, but you have to accept if she doesn't want to commit again and just move on.
EDIT: and by 'ex-gf' i mean some girl I dated for like 2-3 months before she started dating this other guy. To be consistent with what I was saying earlier about never really being in a relationship.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1956400&forum_id=2#20763384) |

Date: May 25th, 2012 2:00 AM Author: .,.,...,..,.,.,:,,:,..,:::,.,;.,:,.,..:.,:..:.::,.
She was insane, but you've forgotten the bad parts. If you tried to date her again it would last a week or less.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1956400&forum_id=2#20763396) |
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Date: May 25th, 2012 2:03 AM Author: .,.,...,..,.,.,:,,:,..,:::,.,;.,:,.,..:.,:..:.::,.
You idealized her during the relationship. Something went wrong and you realized she wasn't the image you had drawn in your head. So you broke up with her. Now when you think of her you think of the image and not the fact that it didn't fit with reality.
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Date: May 25th, 2012 10:55 AM Author: ...,,.,..,,..........,,,.,.,....,,....,.........,
lulzy
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Date: May 25th, 2012 2:07 AM Author: .,.,...,..,.,.,:,,:,..,:::,.,;.,:,.,..:.,:..:.::,.
Now that you realize you idealized her, you should realize that you're basically pining over a cartoon character. What you're pining over doesn't correspond to any actual person. It's as though you read about somebody in a book and fell desperately in love with them.
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Date: May 25th, 2012 2:25 AM Author: .,.,...,..,.,.,:,,:,..,:::,.,;.,:,.,..:.,:..:.::,.
Email her and tell her how you feel. It'll be a weight off your chest. Tell her you've been thinking about her on and off since then and you would feel wrong not seeing if there was a chance to give it another shot.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1956400&forum_id=2#20763579) |
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Date: May 25th, 2012 2:28 AM Author: .,.,...,..,.,.,:,,:,..,:::,.,;.,:,.,..:.,:..:.::,.
Email her school email, then.
How long were you together?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1956400&forum_id=2#20763603) |
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Date: May 25th, 2012 2:01 AM Author: ,..,,.:....,,;,,,.,..:..,:......,;,,;,....,...:..
credited
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Date: May 25th, 2012 2:01 AM Author: .,.,,.,..,.,.,:,,:,..,:::,...,:,.,.:...:.,:.::.,.
the shitty Drake music is not helping you right now brother
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1956400&forum_id=2#20763402) |
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Date: May 25th, 2012 2:26 AM Author: .,.,,.,..,.,.,:,,:,..,:::,...,:,.,.:...:.,:.::.,.
not a R&B dude brother
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Date: May 25th, 2012 12:49 PM Author: Joe Ronimoe
turn off shitty R&B. Turn on RATM or Pantera or LZep II or Metallica (RtL or MoP) or early Deftones or something rocking.....then quit feeling like shit and go find a new snizz.
like the doods above said....
B/C you're not with her, you are only thinking about her good qualities and dismissing the shitty things about her. I think everybody does this....its fairly normal b/c you're not around her to be reminded of the shitty qualities. If it helps, take a piece of paper, on one side write down good qualities on the other write down the shitty qualities (really think about it). At the bottom of the paper write out 5 specific things/situations that she acted like an idiot and exemplified some of her bad qualities
Then just move on brah....There are a bunch of fish in the sea. Just get out there and find another floozy to ruin your life at a later date.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1956400&forum_id=2#20764992) |

Date: May 25th, 2012 2:04 AM Author: .,.,...,..,.,,.:,,:,...,:::,..,:,.,.:..:.,:,::,
you won't convince me there's any woman in the world worth being that much of a faggot over
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1956400&forum_id=2#20763426) |
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Date: May 25th, 2012 2:55 AM Author: .,.,...,..,.,.,:,,:,...,:::,..,.,;,.,.:..:.,:.::,.
ROFL
a biglaw shrew in her 30s crows about be 'idealised' on the internet
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1956400&forum_id=2#20763772) |
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Date: May 25th, 2012 3:00 AM Author: .,.,...,..,.,.,:,,:,..,:::,.,;.,:,.,..:.,:..:.::,.
Take it easy, she said she didn't come close to meeting the idealization. I think twentynine and the rest of the FCA types are as ridiculous as anyone thinks they are, but this was an innocuous post. The whole point of idealization is that people aren't seeing you for who you are. Really it's almost a humble post because she's admitting several of her relationships were premised on the other party thinking more highly of her than she deserved.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1956400&forum_id=2#20763795) |
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Date: May 25th, 2012 3:04 AM Author: .,.,...,..,.,.,:,,:,...,:::,..,.,;,.,.:..:.,:.::,.
what the hell kind of white knight schtick is this? a noted aspie shrew points out that people rarely live up to an idealization and it's seen as insightful?
brother, that was just a typical humblebrag from one of XO's most insistent humblebraggers.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1956400&forum_id=2#20763815) |
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Date: May 25th, 2012 3:05 AM Author: .,.,...,,.,.,.,:.,,:,...,:::,...,,:,.,.:.:.,:.::,.
Has J. admitted to this?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1956400&forum_id=2#20763817) |
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Date: May 25th, 2012 3:06 AM Author: .,.,...,..,.,.,:,,:,...,:::,..,.,;,.,.:..:.,:.::,.
bloody shame in'it then?
seriously though, pointing out the obvious as a means of, as usual, alluding to your awesomeness, is kind of sad. at least change your moniker to thirty-three or whatever it must be by now.
you have been '29' since you were a JD underground poster in 2008.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1956400&forum_id=2#20763823) |
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Date: May 25th, 2012 3:10 AM Author: .,.,...,..,.,.,:,,:,...,:::,..,.,;,.,.:..:.,:.::,.
given the sum total of your posting that i have been exposed to over the years, wildly unlikely.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1956400&forum_id=2#20763833) |
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