What if I just gave in to the darkness inside me...
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Date: July 3rd, 2012 3:35 PM Author: ...,...,.,.,.,.,..,.,..,..,.,.,
I'm generally a good person. I put a lot of other people's needs and feelings above my own. But...sometimes I just want to stop. I just want to do things for myself and fuck other people over and turn them all against each other.
This weekend I had an opportunity to fuck this random 8 at this conference, but I turned it down because it would be wrong to cheat on my girlfriend. Like, I'm not saying, "Oh, I think I could have nailed that chick." She literally followed me back to my hotel room and asked me to fuck her. No one would have ever known, but I still said no.
Obviously sex isn't the only thing I'm talking about, this is just a good example of me doing the "right" thing.
Is there anyone out there that just relishes in being a bad person? Stories? Advice?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1985547&forum_id=2#21009556) |
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Date: July 3rd, 2012 3:52 PM Author: ...,...,.,.,.,.,..,.,..,..,.,.,
Sometimes I worry about my psychological health. I have to use societal benchmarks as bright lines for right and wrong. It's all just black and white.
That's one thing that worries me, because once I cross the line...what if I can't stop? What if I just lose control and start killing hookers?
Edit:
The hooker thing isn't actually where I see it escalating to. Hookers and strippers disgust me and I would not want to be near them.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1985547&forum_id=2#21009675) |

Date: July 3rd, 2012 3:40 PM Author: ,,,.,,,,,,,,,......,......
there's a middle ground between never doing anything remotely disagreeable and CHEATING ON YOUR GIRLFRIEND
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1985547&forum_id=2#21009583) |
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Date: July 3rd, 2012 3:42 PM Author: ,,,.,,,,,,,,,......,......
yfwgi
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1985547&forum_id=2#21009599) |
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Date: July 3rd, 2012 3:50 PM Author: ...,...,.,.,.,.,..,.,..,..,.,.,
God damn it...I'm going to regret this for the rest of my life, aren't I?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1985547&forum_id=2#21009653) |
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Date: July 3rd, 2012 3:58 PM Author: ...,...,.,.,.,.,..,.,..,..,.,.,
I would be quite annoyed if I found out she cheated on me. Not so much because I would be hurt, but because I've turned down so much god damn action for this fucking bitch.
The random chick from this weekend LINKEDIN'd me, though, so if it ever happens I'll fly out to wherever she is and just fucking fill her with my ejaculate.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1985547&forum_id=2#21009711) |

Date: July 3rd, 2012 4:11 PM Author: ...........,........,,,,,,,,.,,,,
This isn't even being bad. It's just being selfish. Being bad would be if you wanted to hurt people with no benefit to yourself, apart from seeing their pain. So I guess what I'm saying is, you basically sound like you don't even have a real dark side, just a selfish side. And everyone's got one of those.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1985547&forum_id=2#21009787) |
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Date: July 3rd, 2012 4:20 PM Author: ...,...,.,.,.,.,..,.,..,..,.,.,
but selfish = bad...right?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1985547&forum_id=2#21009832) |
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Date: July 3rd, 2012 4:32 PM Author: .,.,.;.,..,..,.,:,,:,..,..,::,..,:,.,.:...:,:;.:,.
don't listen to her
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1985547&forum_id=2#21009888) |
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Date: July 3rd, 2012 4:42 PM Author: ...........,........,,,,,,,,.,,,,
Nah. Acting on your selfish impulses is sometimes bad. But just having the impulse to be selfish is a-ok.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1985547&forum_id=2#21009931) |
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Date: July 3rd, 2012 4:19 PM Author: ...,...,.,.,.,.,..,.,..,..,.,.,
I don't actually feel guilt. I just try to do the right thing because it's the right thing.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1985547&forum_id=2#21009828) |
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Date: July 3rd, 2012 4:30 PM Author: ...,...,.,.,.,.,..,.,..,..,.,.,
I've inadvertently hurt people before and I didn't feel anything. I also cheated in the academic setting on occasion and felt nothing except excitement.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1985547&forum_id=2#21009878) |
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Date: July 3rd, 2012 4:42 PM Author: ...,...,.,.,.,.,..,.,..,..,.,.,
Oh, and once I did actively try to hurt someone because I felt they did me wrong several years prior.
This female lead me on in late high school/early college and then stood me up for a date. At the time I was going to a random state school (not even flagship state school) and I worked a shitty job.
A year later I transferred to a real school, started working out a lot, and then went to a T6 for law school, and now work BIGLAW. She ended up dropping out of school and working as a waitress or some shit and shacking up with a series of losers.
She randomly messages me on FB last year wanting to catch up. I talk to her a little bit on FB. She's in a pretty shitty spot in her life, just broke up with long time boyfriend and had moved back home with her parents. She gushes about how amazing I am now and insinuates she would like to F. Obviously I'm not going to F her, because I don't cheat, but I agree to meet up with her. I stood her up.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1985547&forum_id=2#21009935)
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Date: July 3rd, 2012 5:22 PM Author: ,,,,....,..,...,....,.
It would be an awesome world of cheating were not considered a bad or hurtful thing at all. Freedom to act on all sexual impulses with no one getting hurt....thanks for making that evil, society!
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1985547&forum_id=2#21010115) |
Date: July 5th, 2012 4:08 PM Author: ...,...,.,.,.,.,..,.,..,..,.,.,
God damn it I should have fucked her.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1985547&forum_id=2#21021869) |
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