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so I just relapsed on METH after 10 days clean, and like...
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Date: October 20th, 2017 1:56 AM Author: Khaki ungodly background story I deleted all the dealers' numbers.
I also changed mine.
But unfortunately I had a vague inkling of what one might be, tried a few variations, and it worked.
This shit is very, very, addictive, and doesn't make you work harder like other amphetamines. The effects are dominated by aphrodisia in a way other amphetamines aren't. |
Date: October 20th, 2017 1:57 AM Author: hideous cyan deer antler SO glad this wasnt ragnus
sorry OP |
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Date: October 20th, 2017 1:58 AM Author: Khaki ungodly background story I've spoken with on this topic him in my own threads. I think he's over a year clean.
I really think I need to change cities, fuck that's some shit right there, this stuff just makes you behave too abnormally.
I just jumped at some strands of my hair above my eyelid. I thought they were a shadow person or something. |
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Date: October 20th, 2017 2:01 AM Author: hideous cyan deer antler do you think you could get off of it by switching to adderall and then slowly weening yourself off?
not sure if that would work but just an idea |
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Date: October 20th, 2017 2:10 AM Author: Khaki ungodly background story No, there's cross tolerance because they (amphetamines) all work the same neurotransmitters. Recreational meth users consider 100 mg of the shit a standard dose. The max dose of medical meth (desoxyn) is 5mg, adderral 30mg. You could get some relief from withdrawal symptoms by taking several days' worth of your script in one day, but that just means more withdrawals later.
I actually never understood that 'a good dose is a point' (100mg) shit. Where I live, a point would have me blasted for 2 good pipe sessions. I smoked more like 50mg in a sesh, but meth also has other differences like crosses the blood-brain barrier faster so kicks in faster, etc. |
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Date: October 20th, 2017 2:16 AM Author: hideous cyan deer antler well the point largely being that adderall would help w your complaint re hard work effect, and might switch you to a productive instead of a destructive loop (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3769363&forum_id=2#34485234) |
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Date: October 20th, 2017 2:00 AM Author: fantasy-prone thriller space psychic what is aprhodisia in this context? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3769363&forum_id=2#34485192) |
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Date: October 20th, 2017 2:02 AM Author: Khaki ungodly background story You get really horny, in high enough doses the urge to masturbate is essentially impossible to resist if you're alone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3769363&forum_id=2#34485197) |
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Date: October 20th, 2017 2:03 AM Author: hideous cyan deer antler i read some story a long time ago, i think in late 90's about some dude who played drums for like 2 days straight on a meth binge, then masturbated till his dick was bleeding
freaked me the fuck out |
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Date: October 20th, 2017 2:05 AM Author: Khaki ungodly background story I've masturbated to the point of dick pains (not external, this shit had to have been coming from the urethra) several times on it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3769363&forum_id=2#34485205) |
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Date: October 20th, 2017 3:03 AM Author: Adventurous red death wish reading party Tell us about dat GOGO that you managed to cop (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3769363&forum_id=2#34485347) |
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Date: October 20th, 2017 3:18 AM Author: Khaki ungodly background story Origin is Vietnamese like all the other ice I've tried. In my city, ice comes from Vietnam, there's no Cartel presence.
Purity is OK but not the best I've tried.
I smoked it at my dealer's apartment and this is actually the first time I ever did that. It felt weird being in a ghetto-ass apartment building smoking meth. |
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Date: October 20th, 2017 3:33 AM Author: Chestnut trip masturbator have you fucked on it? whats that like? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3769363&forum_id=2#34485387) |
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Date: October 20th, 2017 4:51 AM Author: Khaki ungodly background story haven't fucked on it, but fapped plenty, it's 100x better than fapping sober, and maybe a few times better than sex sober (unless you include the social/situational aspects of sex, but like you'll get a better orgasm fapping on meth than fucking sober).
Beyond the simple physiological aspects of fapping on meth, there's also the thought patterns. You tend to fantasize even if you're watching porn, and the fantasies become 100x more lifelike and 1000x weirder. I don't mean 'weird' in the fetishistic sense, just you're likely to add things you never would sober, like you might have a sex fantasy with 2 hours of dialog you just thought up out of nowhere. |