This shit is embarrassing and I rarely share it with partners. Too elaborate, likely to disappoint if we try it, afraid of how she'll view me long-term if the relationship lasts, and no real idea of how to explore it. There is a dearth of porn in this area and I have always deliberately kept away from what's available so the fantasy stays rich. I don't think about it all the time but it's definitely an unfulfilled part of my sexuality that may wither on the vine at some point. I've had a few experiences with this and jerked off to lame 'ritual' porn a few times, but I've never really delved into it full steam even though I have always been attracted by the idea.

What weird and embarrassing sexual preoccupations do you have that you typically don't end up sharing with partners or indulging to any significant degree? Simple and common fetishes like feet, pregnancy, gang bangs, etc are all fine too, doesn't have to be some weird niche.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34671866)

This is a safe space for XO bros and our small handful of solipsistic blockheaded female posters.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34671970)

Anyway, go on.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34672052)

Ten minutes later they're watching a 22 year old high school dropout take a felon's Maglite of a cock up her ass while Rocco makes her puke on his schwanz.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34672098)

if a chick I was with ever found out, I would feel pretty humiliated

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34672180)

And it's not at the thought of the black guys going to town on women. They buck against the idea that a male partner would be passive and somehow take pleasure in seeing a much more sexually powerful man fuck a woman. 29tp once had a borderline meltdown when posters were flaming about how this is truly every man's fantasy and she couldn't repeat enough times NOT MY HUSBAND HE'S A REAL MAN.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34672325)

I have done MFM with my old roommate and a total slut he was seeing at the time, and it was really hot honestly. But I would never be able to take a chick seriously after that. The best part is verbally degrading her while you're both going to town on either end

I suspect a surprisingly large percentage of women, higher in those who watch porn, would be into this (as opposed to cuckolding), just like men fantasize about two chicks at the same time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34672353)

Also sometimes SPH even though i have a long dick, but that's mostly a porn thing rather than irl.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34672176)

example: https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph5707bd8c27e8a

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34672329)

When did you realize this was something that turns you on and have you ever pursued IRL? Seems like it would be an easy interest to indulge on the sly. Just go to a bar, flash cash, pick up some wreck of a woman to have your way with.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34672378)

Or maybe seeing it depicted in porn is the real fetish and you just grew to understand you had a taste for the idea with the IRL encounter. There is stuff that I like in porn from time to time that I really wouldn't be interested in for actual sex save for a novelty.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34672663)

women find this humiliating, much moreso than other kinds of anal sex or fingering, because it is impersonal and almost asexual. they are just passive recipients while i open up their buttocks, look around, and then feel them up internally. i also twist my wrist around slowly while i'm up there, which humiliates them further, because it makes them feel like using the toilet. however, i find actual scat utterly appalling. i really just love the sensation of standing over them and submitting them to this weird and embarrassing process.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34672476)

Do you even hesitate to introduce this to the bedroom? At about what stage do you usually ask for it? How receptive are women when it comes to indulging you and are there any trends in the women who will go for this that aren't obvious? How do they feel, if this has ever been the case, about you doing this to them on a regular basis? Seems like it would lose its luster if you were just humiliating the same woman over and over.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34672523)

i try to isolate this from sex in general at least by an hour or so. i want THIS experience to be what she receives, and remembers, and not just one episode within something bigger.

these are some of my favorite memories, i would certainly say. i think of them nonsexually sometimes as neat things i have done. and sexually too, of course. but it's more than that.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34672664)

This shit is inspiring.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34672742)

I usually wish they wouldn't bother, I like being the one in control

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34672683)

I would never actually want to be cucked/watch a black dude pound a girl I care about. I am more into tag-teaming.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34673007)

But fuck my ass, I have definitely STIMMED to some hardcore interracial stuff at times. That blacked.com website is playing with some really toxic and primal shit, seems almost avant-garde in the way they present the fetish with such purity and verve.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3795061&forum_id=2#34672921)