So instead, I pay a yearly fee for a whore site (SA) where I find and get to fuck whores & get laid regularly. The catch here is, the site is about "seeking a financial arrangement" but I somehow change the rules and I ask them if it's ok if I fuck them for FREE instead. I'm no sugar daddy, I am the opposite: I'm the one who grabs all the sugar from the young girl, despite being older and successful. I know I'm a fucking asshole and a creep, but I can't help it.

Most of the girls who agree (I'd say 5% of girls that I contact agree, so very few in fact) are incredibly young/naive and see me as someone they could possibly date. Sadly, I only fuck them 2-3 times and then move on to the next slut and start from zero. I really only want sex with NSA, and hardly any woman will agree to that, (especially if it's free) so I do resort to some misleading (yes, I'm an asshole again, you guessed it right.)

I confess it's made me uneasy when some of these slores have straight up asked me: "If you're so successful, why can't you pay me somehting? I mean, this is an arrangement site, isn't it? I am poor and you are successful, what's your excuse?" And I always reply with the same line: 'I have 10 chicks lined up who won't expect any pay, why should I fuck YOU then?' This answer is obviously a lie, but it works wonders to shut them up.

I have to own up to the fact that I do in fact waste a lot of time trying to find those who won't charge me, so you could say that I am, in fact, losing the money I save by not paying them, by spending hours sorting through the dozens of girls that I consider attractive and chatting back and forth until I get a "yes, I'm ok with no getting paid."

But I'm cheap, what can I say? My wallet has a hole that I refuse to fix, so I will keep doing this until I'm probably in my 60's, when I'll be too old to get any more hot sluts.

Rate me as a human being.

My previous thread: http://www.xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3895760&mc=139&forum_id=2

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3897026&forum_id=2#35433275)

they don't care about just fucking Chads and then getting a beta to settle for longterm. So they can probably smell the beta provider on you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3897026&forum_id=2#35433440)

also loled at the image of you cumming "near" a chick

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3897026&forum_id=2#35433470)

I had a chick a little while back who did that. dates 1-3 ended on her doorstep kissing a lot and her saying no to me coming inside. I get date 1 and maybe 2 since I'm a beta. But 3? No way.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3897026&forum_id=2#35433484)

So I resort to the various apps. But I've found if you project the right image that you're "still figuring out" what you're looking for, or new to online dating or whatever, you'll find the women either don't want to be too pushy or themselves enjoy playing the field, and you can get a lot more casual sex than relationship pressure. But inevitably most women will want that after several weeks of seeing you. That's what kills me--after 6 weeks and 8 dates I enjoy this new girl but I'm not ready or don't think she'd be a good gf, and then I am forced to hit the kill switch. Eventually you become broken.

I use 5 sites. Tinder and OKC just to find sluts. Bumble because it's very popular. Hinge because it's surprisingly credited. And Coffee meets bagel because it's a little more novel and I find some good girls there. I don't make any promises. But I have enough women to set up at least 2-3 dates a week and after a few months you have a nice rotation of women you can go through. Once I have about 3 women I'm seeing, I have to stop for a while.

I am broken but we all are, we're all alone, and this is just the game we play.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3897026&forum_id=2#35433321)

It never is. Never is.

I know I missed the boat, but I am not jealous of my peers with LTRs and wives. I know it's a form of silent misery and many of them are not nearly as happy as they should/could be.

So I'd rather have a lot of sex and work on my own life than be tied down in the wrong way and have to suffer another heartbreak. The reality is that I am kind of sensitive and I still think a lot about my break ups. They tear me apart and I can't bare that in the near future. The next girl has to be wife material or very long term.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3897026&forum_id=2#35433450)

http://www.xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3895760&mc=139&forum_id=2

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3897026&forum_id=2#35433383)

The real problem is that none of us is able to be happy with what we have, or fully appreciate the fact that it's only going to keep getting worse until the day we die.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3897026&forum_id=2#35433727)

First, she'll look like your daughter. Second, she's probably immature and inexperienced, so you'll be dealing with a kid. Third, you can't show her off to people because you'd be cheating.

So get a 22-year-old hooker and fuck her brains out. Then you'll feel better. "Dating her" is not the answer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3897026&forum_id=2#35435332)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3897026&forum_id=2#35434460)

<3

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3897026&forum_id=2#35435592)