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How to get over resentment?

Every second I am awake it's there. And I fantasize about g...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
Who or WHAT do you resent?
bipolar up-to-no-good degenerate
  02/26/18
I had an injury -> bad surgery 11 years ago that destroye...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
Sorry breh, it seems like a lot of that is the product of be...
bipolar up-to-no-good degenerate
  02/26/18
"Whatever school you could have gotten with a shit gpa ...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
I don't remember it perfectly but I think CCN low gpa splitt...
bipolar up-to-no-good degenerate
  02/26/18
Maybe we're just arguing over semantics, but I consider the ...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
The rip-off wasn't me attending law school, the rip-off was ...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
I don't mean to hammer on you personally I just can't help b...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
As far as getting over sunk costs well, that's the OP... How...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
You won't get over it until you're progressing towards somet...
bipolar up-to-no-good degenerate
  02/27/18
That said I fully support your use of SA. The dating market...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
The law schools fucked me (and a lot of young people) over w...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
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Sienna area scourge upon the earth
  02/26/18
smoke weed, master a musical instrument, stop dwelling on du...
light twinkling uncleanness menage
  02/26/18
OP should write songs, then, fantasizing of the payback he w...
cerebral cuckold senate
  02/26/18
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light twinkling uncleanness menage
  02/26/18
Woah, cr friend!
Garnet swashbuckling principal's office rigor
  02/26/18
Deep therapy. The subjects of your violent fantasies are...
rusted set juggernaut
  02/26/18
Sure it would be someone else perhaps, but in that case then...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
Before I got hurt my life was pretty good and I really wasn'...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
spin, ratfucks
Glittery Infuriating Candlestick Maker
  02/26/18
Agreed
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
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Sable Mexican
  02/26/18
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Heady Bright Generalized Bond
  02/26/18
(privileged white male)
tripping hairy legs crackhouse
  02/26/18
Oddly enough it was that concept of privilege that made me t...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
Then I left academics after realizing that they were Liars. ...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
Have your physical ailments resolved by now at least?
tripping hairy legs crackhouse
  02/26/18
Yes actually, and it is one thing that keeps me going. Be...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
Didn't you say in another thread that you graduated from a d...
crawly hospital sneaky criminal
  02/26/18
I graduated from a decent law school but I can't get admitte...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
I tried to put it all behind me mentally and go into Informa...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
As badly as I have gotten fucked over, had I just been able ...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
I think you should focus on building a stronger support netw...
tripping hairy legs crackhouse
  02/26/18
That was part of what was so brutal about what happened to m...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
lol @ "when my parents cut me off they [still supported...
tripping hairy legs crackhouse
  02/26/18
Let me get this straight According to you, I was acting E...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
It sounds like you have some unresolved emotional issues. A ...
tripping hairy legs crackhouse
  02/26/18
I remember learning about inheritance during property class ...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
I absolutely do have unresolved emotional issues. That is ab...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
"Settle for a Tinder 2 if you're desperate enough"...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
I'm sorry, man. That's no way to live. What was the C&F ...
crawly hospital sneaky criminal
  02/26/18
Issue in the present. Apparently if I use the bankruptcy la...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
this has to be flame. you got dinged by C&F for small b...
light twinkling uncleanness menage
  02/26/18
Hire a specialist to represent u in the c&f issue. U wil...
bipolar up-to-no-good degenerate
  02/26/18
My bar lawyer says I'm phucked and I can try in 5 years
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
You should look at it this way: most lawyers are fucking mis...
crawly hospital sneaky criminal
  02/26/18
I don't want to "collect degrees". I want to be m...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
The "enjoyment" part of law was that I really want...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
you have to get revenge lex talionis
Domesticated casino
  02/26/18
Welcome. I expected you to be the OP, actually. Yeah, someon...
supple flatulent sanctuary mad-dog skullcap
  02/26/18
Go on...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
are you in AA or something
Motley orchestra pit
  02/26/18
I was a huge pothead in my teens, but then that caused me a ...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
my question was more are you doing this as a fourth step
Motley orchestra pit
  02/26/18
I wasn't thinking about the steps when I posted but that's e...
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
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Pea-brained Background Story House
  02/26/18
You seem completely insane and I would be scared to know you
swollen coffee pot
  02/26/18
Sounds like you'd get along very well with my parents
Hideous black woman
  02/26/18
you have no one to blame but yourself for your predicaments,...
spectacular gaping home
  02/27/18
Resentment is a waste of time but LJL at forcing false and m...
Learning disabled exciting gunner rigpig
  02/27/18
Cr. All those lazy kids with polio, totally unwilling to do...
Hideous black woman
  02/27/18
That's real retarded sir
Hideous black woman
  02/27/18
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Garnet swashbuckling principal's office rigor
  02/27/18
?
Hideous black woman
  02/27/18
Yeah that was a poor blank bump, I just instinctually gravit...
Garnet swashbuckling principal's office rigor
  02/27/18
I do want to give it another shot. My professors really lik...
Hideous black woman
  02/27/18
Do it bro. It’s a chill life especially if you have a mind f...
Garnet swashbuckling principal's office rigor
  02/27/18
Yea absolutely. I've been into technology my whole life. ...
Hideous black woman
  02/27/18
"If you want any advice on how to do this I can advise....
Hideous black woman
  02/27/18
...
Garnet swashbuckling principal's office rigor
  02/27/18
Ty feel free to delete
Hideous black woman
  02/27/18
Gratitude.
vermilion irate ceo doctorate
  02/27/18
12 step
fragrant translucent french chef
  02/27/18
not sure but its all they fucking talk about in AA
Provocative Native
  02/27/18
make your bed
Cracking Pearly Hell Immigrant
  02/27/18
I went from B's to straight A's after discovering Jared Tayl...
Hideous black woman
  02/27/18
lmao
Garnet swashbuckling principal's office rigor
  02/27/18
Realizing that was so unbelievably disgusting to me. People...
Hideous black woman
  02/27/18
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Fall_(Camus_novel) stop...
Topaz whorehouse
  02/27/18
Well if I don't chase something, I'm not going to have money...
Hideous black woman
  02/27/18
I read the wiki. Some good stuff there
Hideous black woman
  02/27/18
Get married, it will make your other problems seem petty.
Bull Headed Jet-lagged Field
  02/27/18


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Date: February 26th, 2018 7:43 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Every second I am awake it's there. And I fantasize about getting retribution to the point of neglecting my present duties. And I've been trained to see wrongdoings as actionable, yet have no legitimate recourse available to me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494163)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 7:45 PM
Author: bipolar up-to-no-good degenerate

Who or WHAT do you resent?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494177)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 7:53 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

I had an injury -> bad surgery 11 years ago that destroyed me physically. I was getting worse and worse and no one could tell why and everyone thought I was faking it. Eventually a doctor discovered what went wrong during my surgery trained the doctor that fucked up and wouldn't testify against him. My entire family is in the medical field and they basically did everything they could to prevent me from having sufficient documentation to get recourse.

I was an athlete in college. Our teams avg GPA was 2.8. If it was an adage on the team that if you wanted to work right after college that was fine but if you wanted to go to graduate school you needed a better GPA and had to major in a subject that tends to give out good grades. I discovered online that as long as you had above a 3.0 GPA and a good LSAT score you were going to be able to get into a good law school and that DOCUMENTED IDIOTS were making good money in the field. The only bad part seemed to be the cost of attending law school, but if you did well on the LSAT (which I did) you could get a full scholarship. By the time that I discovered the law schools were all lying it was too late. And my courseload closed the door on dentistry, which was my 2nd ranked option behind law.

When I discovered fraud both by the law schools and by my colleges sociology Department, I decided I didn't want to go to law school. My family assumed that I was just being lazy, and was making up things about my injury. So they cut me off financially in 2010 during a recession right after I graduated.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494228)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:16 PM
Author: bipolar up-to-no-good degenerate

Sorry breh, it seems like a lot of that is the product of being uninformed. Sports injuries suck, and I say that as someone limited by one from being even remotely competitive (although I can still enjoy them some at "half effort"). The doctor "coverup" shouldn't have been a big deal though, and if it was you had a shit plaintiff's attorney who was too cheap to spring for a good expert. U should have gotten paid. As for law school, sorry your family is retarded, sounds like the communication wasn't great. Whatever school you could have gotten with a shit gpa probably wasn't worth attending though. All of the info was online if u looked. Xoxo was going full steam then.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494373)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:22 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

"Whatever school you could have gotten with a shit gpa probably wasn't worth attending though. All of the info was online if u looked. Xoxo was going full steam then."

Nonsense.

In 2005 the officially available documentation indicated that law was it a very good field to go into. By the time I found out about the fraud in 2007 I had already chosen my major. I was defrauded out of STEM.

I don't buy that you actually buy your own argument

I'm sure you're aware that every school besides Harvard Yale Stanford and Berkeley will take you if you score 180 on the LSAT

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494426)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 9:22 PM
Author: bipolar up-to-no-good degenerate

I don't remember it perfectly but I think CCN low gpa splitters needed like 3.2-3.4.

But at any rate, I don't think you were defrauded. A massive recession happened and the outlook changed on you midstream. However, there were only a small handful of schools that went from "good investment" to "bad investment" because they were almost all ripoffs to begin with. I remember reading articles about how the legal field was not that great even way back then, like in 2005, and you could also read accounts on greedy associates.

Anyways bro, if you got a high lsat, you're obviously bright and logical. You should know what a sunk cost is and be able to reason your way to getting over it. Pick something new and do your best at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494953)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 9:41 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Maybe we're just arguing over semantics, but I consider the fraud to have been done prior to law school. And it wasn't the top schools that tricked me; it was the lower-ranked schools. It was showing that people who lacked the cognitive capacity to do high-end work we're making a lot of money in law.

It's just that the damage had already been done. I studied my ass off to hit 175 and fell short, decided I couldn't go, and got disowned. Had I not been lied to me and thousands of other college students would have done differently.

The law school I actually attended was dishonest with me as well regarding the availability of externships. I knew that people who are similarly strong at standardized tests generally smoke me on timed written tests. So I needed to make sure that wherever I went, I was going to have internship opportunities such that I'd get the experience necessary to become a practicing DUI/PI lawyer ASAP. I thought I had done that but turns out the school didn't offer anything; they just meant that there were internships which we could apply to.

As far as "accounts of the field being bad", surely it makes more sense to rely on official documentation than a couple angry people on the internet right? Most of the people who were complaining about law school when I applied were complaining about student loan repayments that they were paying over $1,000 a month making 60 Grand a year.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35495077)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 9:46 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

The rip-off wasn't me attending law school, the rip-off was the Mis representations about the legal field which informed my actions in college.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35495110)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 9:50 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

I don't mean to hammer on you personally I just can't help but think that the people who were not defrauded look back at it and say "oh I wouldn't have fallen for that" (that being official documentation regarding employment) and instead trusted ANGRYLAW2643 on some message board that surely he just wants to help warn us and not prevent additional competition in his field. Kind of like male pornstars acting like their jobs aren't amazing to dissuade others from entering the field.

I think that you yourself were not personally defrauded and it's clouded your judgement as far as whether it was reasonable to have relied on misrepresentation by low ranked law schools, and that if we changed the fact pattern so that it wasn't schools but rather a business like Enron, you would see it differently.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35495146)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 10:02 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

As far as getting over sunk costs well, that's the OP... How do I just grin and bear it EVERY SINGLE DAY

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35495209)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 4:52 PM
Author: bipolar up-to-no-good degenerate

You won't get over it until you're progressing towards something else. Then you won't care.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500479)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:30 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

That said I fully support your use of SA. The dating market is all fraud and lies anyways.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494509)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 9:05 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

The law schools fucked me (and a lot of young people) over whether or not I attended because of how their representations affected what we did in college.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494775)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 7:46 PM
Author: Sienna area scourge upon the earth

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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494179)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 7:46 PM
Author: light twinkling uncleanness menage

smoke weed, master a musical instrument, stop dwelling on dumb shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494180)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 7:52 PM
Author: cerebral cuckold senate

OP should write songs, then, fantasizing of the payback he wants to inflict. This way, catharsis.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494219)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 7:58 PM
Author: light twinkling uncleanness menage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494256)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:18 PM
Author: Garnet swashbuckling principal's office rigor

Woah, cr friend!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494396)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 7:54 PM
Author: rusted set juggernaut

Deep therapy.

The subjects of your violent fantasies are only external stimuli of unhealthy emotions that would torment you regardless of whether these people existed or not. If it weren't them, it would be someone else.

It's amazing to me that smart people have such a hard time seeing this aspect of themselves.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494231)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 7:57 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Sure it would be someone else perhaps, but in that case then that someone else would be the person place or thing deserving of vitriol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494255)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 7:58 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Before I got hurt my life was pretty good and I really wasn't THAT resentful

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494260)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 10:23 PM
Author: Glittery Infuriating Candlestick Maker

spin, ratfucks

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35495320)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 10:27 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Agreed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35495335)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 7:54 PM
Author: Sable Mexican



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494234)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:11 PM
Author: Heady Bright Generalized Bond



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494334)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 7:54 PM
Author: tripping hairy legs crackhouse

(privileged white male)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494236)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 7:56 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Oddly enough it was that concept of privilege that made me think that I was in a position to study the liberal arts and use that privilege to be a good person

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494244)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:04 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Then I left academics after realizing that they were Liars.

Then I ended up selling financial instruments where I had to quit post Dodd Frank lest be forced to lie to the borrowers.

I had saved up about 50 Grand but given my physical ailments, I was one doctor's visit away from poverty, so my only realistic option at that point was to take my parent's money and go to law school. If I did an "internship", I'd have to dig into my savings JUST SO I COULD WORK.

I knew that the schools had lied about the job numbers, but I didn't know that they were lying about the availability of internships as well. I figured since my parents were so gung-ho about paying for law school that I'd be able to do internships while I was in law school. Turns out that was also a lie.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494295)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:13 PM
Author: tripping hairy legs crackhouse

Have your physical ailments resolved by now at least?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494346)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:18 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Yes actually, and it is one thing that keeps me going.

Before law school I was in constant pain and was on oxycontin maintenance.

I detoxed to myself off of Oxycontin before first semester so I could study harder. The pain was unimaginable. Eventually after trying many medications we discovered one that cut my pain down by 95%

I can't play sports anymore really. I can't jump; I can't turn direction rapidly, but holy shit am I happy that I'm not still in pain

I think for a while though I convinced myself that everything was going to be fine once I wasn't in pain anymore and all of these issues were just going to go away with time. But it seems that while I was in pain I did so much damage to my life that even now that I'm not in pain I still have a lot to deal with.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494387)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:03 PM
Author: crawly hospital sneaky criminal

Didn't you say in another thread that you graduated from a decent law school but couldn't find work? What are you doing now?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494285)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:06 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

I graduated from a decent law school but I can't get admitted to the bar because apparently I lack the "character and fitness" to practice

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494303)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:09 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

I tried to put it all behind me mentally and go into Information Technology. Enrolled in a masters program.

But I couldn't stop thinking about how angry I was all the time

I would drive to school, park the car, and stew in the rage in my car and then look at the time and realize that I would be 30 minutes to class if I went. So I took a medical leave.

If I can't get my shit together I'm going to have to start breaking some laws to get money.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494318)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:10 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

As badly as I have gotten fucked over, had I just been able to keep a cool head and put one foot in front of the other, I would have been able to stay in school. I was getting all As on the work I did, I just couldn't emotionally hack it anymore.

I ended up in law because that was the path of least resistance, but my talents are better actualized in IT, but if I can't keep my emotions in check and get the shit done that needs to get done, then what on Earth is there left to do?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494327)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:17 PM
Author: tripping hairy legs crackhouse

I think you should focus on building a stronger support network to help you work through your shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494381)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:28 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

That was part of what was so brutal about what happened to me a few years ago

My sports team was my support network but they thought that I was faking it so they abandoned me. After 2 years they realized that there was no way I was faking and now respect me again.

My post undergraduate co-workers respected me because of everything I was dealing with. When my parents cut me off they helped me carpool to work, would buy me lunch

Now I have no one

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494493)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:30 PM
Author: tripping hairy legs crackhouse

lol @ "when my parents cut me off they [still supported me]"



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494507)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:34 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Let me get this straight

According to you, I was acting ENTITLED for my family to help me after I became disabled and was victimized by fraud?.

Had I known that it was critical for me to be financially independent after college, do you think I would have majored in the liberal arts? My parents had over 10 million dollars (now even more) and sent us to expensive private schools. It didn't occur to me that anyone would send their kid to expensive private schools to then turn around and want them to not have any opportunities in any other field besides law and go out of their way to make their life as difficult as possible if you don't do that.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494536)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:51 PM
Author: tripping hairy legs crackhouse

It sounds like you have some unresolved emotional issues. A better support network would help you here. Settle for a Tinder 2 if you're desperate enough

also lol @ the $10+ million that'll probably make its way to you at some point

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494657)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:59 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

I remember learning about inheritance during property class in law school and totally lost it that our entire property system presumes that rich parents help their kids and reminded me why other people assume I have/have had an easy life.

When I started my job after college and I was only making $280 a week, I told my bosses that wasn't enough to live on, and they said "so? Just get money from your parents"

But I'd imagine that if my parents planned on giving me money, then why would they not be willing to help out before they died? Should I assume that they're going to have a change of heart before they die?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494711)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 9:01 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

I absolutely do have unresolved emotional issues. That is absolutely correct. And I don't know how to resolve them absent a tangible resolution. I don't think I can just "get over it".

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494734)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 10:20 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

"Settle for a Tinder 2 if you're desperate enough"

I actually do pretty well with women, but I would be doing a lot better if I had money.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35495301)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:10 PM
Author: crawly hospital sneaky criminal

I'm sorry, man. That's no way to live. What was the C&F issue that they brought up? Did you have some criminal or psych issue in the past?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494329)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:13 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Issue in the present. Apparently if I use the bankruptcy laws to get rid of some business debt I have that makes me a bad person who shouldn't be able to practice law. Even when my debt use was infinitely more responsible than the huge amounts of Our Generation who borrow tons of money for school. They say that I should pay some of it back but won't say how much I should pay back and that apparently I should want to pay it back and me not wanting to makes me not of the character to be a lawyer. All the while these fraudsters put me in the position that I'm in in the first place.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494353)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:17 PM
Author: light twinkling uncleanness menage

this has to be flame. you got dinged by C&F for small business debt?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494385)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:19 PM
Author: bipolar up-to-no-good degenerate

Hire a specialist to represent u in the c&f issue. U will get in

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494403)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:22 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

My bar lawyer says I'm phucked and I can try in 5 years

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494428)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:19 PM
Author: crawly hospital sneaky criminal

You should look at it this way: most lawyers are fucking miserable. Perhaps it's a sign. Perhaps it's actually better in some way.

As cliched as it is, why not find something you actually enjoy and turn it into a business? I know personal trainers who love their lives. I know a dude who is obsessed with cars and he started a very successful car detailing business.

You don't need to collect any more degrees. Fuck that social signaling shit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494404)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:45 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

I don't want to "collect degrees". I want to be marketable to employers in IT and I have 0 formal IT training and that's not who gets hired. Plus I can get student loans if I'm in school whereas LOL as far as me getting money anywhere else.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494611)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:47 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

The "enjoyment" part of law was that I really wanted to sue fraudsters. But as it turned out, in order for me to be able to sue fraudsters, I had to keep a cool head while dealing with the very people I despise, and I just couldn't do it.

And I suppose that's a character flaw. Other people who despise academics (aka every young anti-leftist) are much better at compartmentalizing than I am. They hated the same people, but they were able to suppress that hate better than I.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494631)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:12 PM
Author: Domesticated casino

you have to get revenge

lex talionis

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494338)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:17 PM
Author: supple flatulent sanctuary mad-dog skullcap

Welcome. I expected you to be the OP, actually. Yeah, someone like you, stewing in rage all day, is the right person to guide him. lol.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494382)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:18 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Go on...

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494389)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:23 PM
Author: Motley orchestra pit

are you in AA or something

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494433)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:38 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

I was a huge pothead in my teens, but then that caused me a shitload of problems after I turned 18. I replaced weed with cigarettes in my twenties to avoid legal repercussions and started hanging out with people in recovery. I used my painkillers very responsibly.

Towards the end of Law School I got to a point where I couldn't handle life anymore and decided to become a hardcore drug user.

I haven't used hard drugs in years but still smoke pot.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494561)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:40 PM
Author: Motley orchestra pit

my question was more are you doing this as a fourth step

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494572)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:57 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

I wasn't thinking about the steps when I posted but that's essentially accurate.

Although part of me does think AA, like Christianity, too much emphasizes letting wrongdoers get off the hook and serves as a social structural barrier to freedom in that it teaches the masses to just shut up and bear it when they get fucked over.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494695)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 8:46 PM
Author: Pea-brained Background Story House



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494619)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 9:07 PM
Author: swollen coffee pot

You seem completely insane and I would be scared to know you

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494794)



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Date: February 26th, 2018 9:09 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Sounds like you'd get along very well with my parents

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35494822)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 4:32 AM
Author: spectacular gaping home

you have no one to blame but yourself for your predicaments, pound that into your head until you become some resemblance of a man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35496912)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 4:34 AM
Author: Learning disabled exciting gunner rigpig

Resentment is a waste of time but LJL at forcing false and misleading beliefs on yourself about understanding how you move about the world

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35496915)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 4:40 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Cr. All those lazy kids with polio, totally unwilling to do what it takes to walk

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500387)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 4:39 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

That's real retarded sir

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500377)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 4:41 PM
Author: Garnet swashbuckling principal's office rigor



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500395)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 4:42 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500406)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 4:49 PM
Author: Garnet swashbuckling principal's office rigor

Yeah that was a poor blank bump, I just instinctually gravitated to the “tough talk”. . But part of me getting over my resentment and becoming more mature was determining that my poor decisions were the cause of my problems and therefore I had the power to make better decisions that would improve my situation. I used to blame other people (my parents etc) but I was really just a brat. But in your case it sounds like it was more a matter of misfortune, my bad.

I’d suggest giving IT. Another shot tbh. I broke into programming without a tech degree (although I now have an BSCS). If you want any advice on how to do this I can advise.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500456)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 4:53 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

I do want to give it another shot. My professors really liked me, and there are right and wrong answers in tech so I don't have to spend the majority of my time trying to get inside the head of the person grading me like I had to for 7 years.

And I'm someone who does believe in personal responsibility and that's why I'm part of why I'm so frustrated is that yeah I went through some serious serious shit and got super fucked over, but that doesn't justify leaving my IT program.

I think they'd be happy to take me back. It's at a local state school in the same town that I grew up. We have a mutual investment in each other in that we both want our city and state to thrive.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500497)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 4:56 PM
Author: Garnet swashbuckling principal's office rigor

Do it bro. It’s a chill life especially if you have a mind for the work.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500524)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 5:01 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Yea absolutely.

I've been into technology my whole life. I just thought that I was being responsible not going into technology because of the threat of foreign competition.

I studied sociology in college and in 2006 it was clear to me that we were going to have a serious problem with foreign competition because the cost of living there is so much less that people are going to be able to do Tech labor there for Less which would depress wages.

That's how I whittled down my choices to dentistry and law, and it was clear that law was the path of less resistance.

Then in 2009 baby boomers scolded me for majoring in the liberal arts and not in Tech when THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT THEY INCENTIVIZED OUR GENERATION TO DO. My super rich aunt was bragging to me about how profitable unpaid internships are to her businesses, and would not help me out financially so I could do an unpaid internship, and she complained that there's a shortage of stem workers in the United States... A shortage that only existed because of fraud

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500561)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 4:57 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

"If you want any advice on how to do this I can advise."

What's the best way for us to communicate? I can only give so much personal information here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500534)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 5:40 PM
Author: Garnet swashbuckling principal's office rigor



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500828)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 5:52 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Ty feel free to delete

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500901)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 4:45 PM
Author: vermilion irate ceo doctorate

Gratitude.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500427)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 4:49 PM
Author: fragrant translucent french chef

12 step

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500458)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 4:53 PM
Author: Provocative Native

not sure but its all they fucking talk about in AA

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500498)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 5:02 PM
Author: Cracking Pearly Hell Immigrant

make your bed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500563)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 5:05 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

I went from B's to straight A's after discovering Jared Taylor. He showed the platform to get A's in the humanities:

1. Identify a group that's doing worse than other groups on some metric

2. Claim that is conclusive evidence of structural inequality

3. Conclude that more funding is needed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500586)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 5:41 PM
Author: Garnet swashbuckling principal's office rigor

lmao

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500833)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 5:48 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Realizing that was so unbelievably disgusting to me. People competed for the opportunity to spend money to learn from these criminals.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500876)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 5:21 PM
Author: Topaz whorehouse

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Fall_(Camus_novel)

stop chasing the motorcycle, breh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500712)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 5:47 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

Well if I don't chase something, I'm not going to have money and I'm going to get evicted from my apartment.

If I had 200k in the bank and an 800 fico I'd be a lot less concerned

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500866)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 5:49 PM
Author: Hideous black woman

I read the wiki. Some good stuff there

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500884)



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Date: February 27th, 2018 5:49 PM
Author: Bull Headed Jet-lagged Field

Get married, it will make your other problems seem petty.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3904901&forum_id=2#35500885)