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My [21M] mom [48F] found my themed porn collection and now things are beyond awk
| amber 180 clown field | 03/19/18 |
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Date: March 19th, 2018 4:20 PM Author: amber 180 clown field ward.
No easy way to say this other than my mom accidentally stumbled upon my porn collection two days ago. This would be a non-issue except for the fact that my porn collection is 400+ mother/son incest videos, 30+ mom/son literotica stories, a 600+ image mom/son imgur album and even fucking online comics of the same nature.
I would just like to mention that I don't have any attraction to my mom, NOT AT ALL. I can't even think of her sexually because it grosses me out. This is not some broken arms shit (that story sickened me btw because it was real incest supposedly). But for whatever reason, the mom/son fetish really turns me on (probably due to the taboo aspect) and it's pretty much the only porn I watch.
I guess my mom must have used my computer for something and ended up finding what I thought was my well concealed porn collection. I found out later it was accessed and once I realized this and the color drained from my face, I knew life was gg. Since then my mom and I have not made any eye contact and have not exchanged any words beyond her calling me for dinner. I can't even eat the same table as the rest of my family now and just eat in my room.
I can't describe the shame and terrible sick feeling I'm experiencing. I feel like crawling in a hole underground for the rest of my life. I don't know if I'll ever have a normal relationship with my mom again since I have no idea how to even begin resolving this issue. Now my mom probably thinks I want to fuck her or some shit. I should also mention that a lot of my porn (as evidenced by the video titles) has the theme of the son cuckolding the dad by fucking mom and now my mom probably thinks I want to cuckold my father and claim her as my wife.
I don't think she told my dad since he's been behaving completely normally. How do I even start to fix this? How can I explain to my mom that my porn collection has absolutely nothing to do with her or my dad? How do I convince her this is true in spite of the 400+ videos suggesting I want to fuck my mom?
Can someone please write a script for me to say before I move to another country and never return
tl;dr: Mom found my mom/son incest porn collection and probably thinks I want to fuck her. Shame is too great, life is over gg
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