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There comes an age in a girl's life when she stops being innocent & playful (DTP
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Date: April 21st, 2018 5:55 PM Author: Bateful Library bright-eyed, silly, innocent, youthful, merry, full of cheer and frivolity. you can still see these in old photos of her, they make the whole world seem brighter.
yet all of these are slowly crushed and extinguished like a wilted flower. she becomes an accumulation of neurotic stress points, traumas and pain, various adult concerns. her grating voice and tarnished facial features make you feel dismayed and distressed as you realize what was lost, not just to those who enjoyed her before, but wasted, pissed into the uncaring winds of time. it's nobody's fault. aging, lost youth, etc. she's now 27. you're no younger. she's sitting across the table on a tinder date with you. society says she's even MORE of a catch now that she's has her degree(s). and of course the lessons she learned along the way. you have nothing to complain about, this is the best outcome you could have hoped for. you are matched. you are lucky even. you catch a glimpse of the grim reaper standing above you both, as you pass out with rage. |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 5:55 PM Author: Fragrant pit giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890075) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 5:58 PM Author: Fragrant pit giraffe I'd say age 24-26 is when the change occurs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890089) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:01 PM Author: Marvelous light plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890100) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:02 PM Author: Bateful Library it's the greatest natural resource in the world, yet rarely identified and articulated. its implicit allocation and division amongst men is unfair and even cruel. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890107) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:08 PM Author: Fragrant pit giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890143) |
Date: April 21st, 2018 5:56 PM Author: crystalline garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890079) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 5:56 PM Author: indigo brethren degenerate not your best work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890081) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 5:57 PM Author: Bateful Library please do me better. i request it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890083) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:12 PM Author: vigorous circlehead area Agreed. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890178) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 5:59 PM Author: Marvelous light plaza My SIL went from nice and sweet at 21 to raging, fat cunt bitch by late 20s with severe NPD who lashes out at everyone to reinforce her "superiority"; she is constantly suppressing everyone around her in order to show her dominance, even her own husband. I think she (deep down) realizes that she is quickly losing her looks and youth, but instead of accepting it, she has become delusional, in denial, angry and bitter. She is now in her own world - built of lies like a house of cards and she wants constant attention to reinforce her fragile ego. Unfortunately everything you wrote is accurate for many women and not an exaggeration. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890093) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:04 PM Author: Bateful Library is there any use in living at this point? unless you are an uncivilized animal and cannot understand the finer things in life, i claim there is no point in living anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890117) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:07 PM Author: Marvelous light plaza There's never been a point, but you don't realize this until you get older, which is why people have to use more and more drugs just to cope. (The alternative is denial and delusion and pretending like there is a point - but that makes you a bitter, angry person unless you are really good at suppressing reality.) With the loss of youth, you don't even have procreation as an excuse for existence (although it's a lame one tbh). (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890133) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:11 PM Author: Bateful Library the sad part is i'm not even talking about women who become aggressive/psychotic/embittered/lash out. just the ordinary process of becoming dull and skeptical and zoned out and tired, is a tragedy compared to what youth had to offer.
i am deeply upset with the way the world is. |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:14 PM Author: indigo brethren degenerate One day you will get over your obsession with the feminine and embrace pessimism/antinatalism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890188) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:17 PM Author: Bateful Library wtf does this even mean?
i am very pessimistic. i am also largely antinatalist because i understand the suffering that life can entail.
but it is primarily by recognizing there is something amazing that i was deprived of, and fundamentally cannot have, that drives my suffering to new heights.
maybe i need chemical castration to attain the purely intellectual enlightenment you've achieved. |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:21 PM Author: indigo brethren degenerate you just need to learn to detach and dissociate yourself from life and its caprices. you take everything personally, which is normal in dumbs, but smarter people recognize that they are just puppets of chaos and remove themselves emotionally from the game. and you aren't really a pessimist because part of you still believes that you will find 'true love' and if you ever did or think you did you would start a family and all that jazz. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890224) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:28 PM Author: Bateful Library you just totally shut off your feelings. i feel all the negative emotions very strongly. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890257) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:30 PM Author: indigo brethren degenerate not true, I feel everything as well but I've just learned to channel it differently I guess. it seems useless to rage against the cosmos or about what could've been. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890274) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:37 PM Author: Bateful Library it's really the only thing that gives me purpose in life. that's why i had to resist the urge to post. i see no point in being a passive vegetable who cannot even rage against the cosmos for the horrors committed against him, particularly of being born. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890320) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:05 PM Author: Dull Rough-skinned Space Ladyboy DAT CANCEL
should have stuck to your guns and resisted your mentally ill urge to post, your game is off. |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:18 PM Author: Coral mental disorder kitty all true of men too (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890211) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:20 PM Author: Bateful Library fair enough. i don't mean to be sexist, i just hate life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890216) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 6:44 PM Author: Vermilion Twisted Striped Hyena Elastic Band someone pointed out that a lot of the #metoo thing isn't women complaining about getting harassed by men; it's women who USED to get harassed by men crying out in anguish that they don't get that kind of attention anymore, and shouting to the world something like "LOOK AT ME!!! I USED TO BE PRETTY!!!" in a mad rage. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35890354) |
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Date: April 22nd, 2018 12:16 AM Author: Diverse hell WTF? No. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35891945) |
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Date: April 22nd, 2018 12:24 AM Author: topaz bespoke step-uncle's house Yes, actually. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35891976) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 9:17 PM Author: grizzly ticket booth toilet seat Ugh, reading this after trying to muster up excitement about a 28 year old Bumble date ..her pictures are almost guaranteed 4+ years old (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35891098) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 9:20 PM Author: Honey-headed foreskin whorehouse after the first few words thought this was going to be a nada surf reference, things went downhill after that (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#35891116) |
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Date: April 18th, 2019 7:10 PM Author: Vibrant national knife This may actually be one of DTP's most insightful posts. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#38108601) |
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Date: April 18th, 2019 7:19 PM Author: Bateful Library 180 bump, I had completely forgotten about this
This was a year ago and inspired by someone who I cared deeply about, whose youth I mourned and drove me into a spiraling depression. That has since been well eclipsed by another girl (this year) who has traumatized me far, far more. I still do not have the courage to face down this demon and post about it on xo, and I dont know if o ever will |
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Date: April 18th, 2019 7:21 PM Author: Vibrant national knife I had a couple traumatic experiences this year.
But I'm in this organic young love kind of thing right now, and when I was sitting in the club listening to music with my arm around her shoulder catching her looking at me with love in her eyes I was totally at peace in that moment, so I know what you mean now, I had never felt special like that with someone before. I "knew" that this was it. I could live in that moment forever. |
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Date: April 18th, 2019 7:22 PM Author: Bateful Library That's great and all, but there is something defective about you if you haven't been able to relate to this until your now, presumed, late 20s (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#38108663) |
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Date: April 18th, 2019 7:24 PM Author: Vibrant national knife Nah, just never met the right girl until now. Most people are awful, this girl is just different and incredible in a way I couldn't begin to describe, unlike anyone I've ever known. You just know, dude. When you look close enough at something the rest of the world gets blurry around you, i'm not always looking for the seams. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#38108671) |
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Date: April 18th, 2019 7:27 PM Author: Bateful Library I agree 100% that the particular girl can make all the difference, hence my pattern of habitually and increasingly getting blown out. But if you, as an awkward acne-riddled 15 year old geek in trigonometry class, did not have the inner world to sustain obsessive thought patterns about what true love would feel like, even without having met an actual girl in the world deserving of such, then I still insist you are defective (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#38108686) |
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Date: April 18th, 2019 8:00 PM Author: Hairraiser Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956004&forum_id=2#38108840) |
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Date: April 18th, 2019 9:28 PM Author: Bateful Library chads are not excepted, btw
( an addendum i shall add to any blank bump from you i receive) |