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Date: April 21st, 2018 9:38 PM Author: Heady lodge
I’ve been with an app girl for a few years
I was staring at her earlier just thinking to myself how indifferent I am to her existence and how no connection was ultimately made
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891222) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 9:54 PM Author: Heady lodge
Don’t get it twisted, I’m so filled with rage and disgust at myself for allowing myself to be in this position I can’t even convey it properly
I feel every ounce of what was once living and joyful in me has been buried years ago and I did it all to myself
Example: I’m at a meal with her right now and haven’t said a word to see if she can provide one meaningful insight. Take a guess as to what’s occurred thus far?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891317) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 9:57 PM Author: Bespoke ocher faggotry
what's your previous moniker(s)? public background story?
i guess you're like the mirror image of me, but what we share is mutual disgust for apps, modernity, and life.
what's she doing to ruin your meal?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891333) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 10:54 PM Author: Bespoke ocher faggotry
never really thought of it like that
the logical answer would be tinder
but even if u were to transport me to 19th century russia, i would just be that underground man dood. i just wish i were never born.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891582) |
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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:09 PM Author: Copper rigpig mood
If you are going to continue living I would suggest trying to slowly modify the values you see the world through.
It might help to give yourself and other people a break on being disgusting and notice when you're getting angry at them and at yourself.
And since alienation is a function of empathy/disgust and love/anger, the more you move towards the first in the pairs the less alienated you'll feel
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891644)
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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:25 PM Author: Copper rigpig mood
It's both simple and easy. When you feel disgusted, will yourself to feel love. Start with neutral people, say slightly ugly or slightly older women. Instead of feeling disgusted, force yourself to accept and love them. Just in your head.
If you don't start doing this soon you will continue to flail about in the quicksand that is your extremely unhealthy and extremely inaccurate view of others.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891711)
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Date: April 22nd, 2018 12:11 AM Author: Bespoke ocher faggotry
"you are not a chad"
i agree
"you are not a chad but instead a forever alone dork, and this makes no difference because people are what they are and you should be at peace and accept it"
lol no
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891923) |
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Date: April 22nd, 2018 1:03 PM Author: pearl ticket booth associate
This is the wrong way to look at it.
There is no central actor harming you, any more than there's a central authority dictating the price of silver. Rather, everybody is out there selfishly but not maliciously doing the best to maximize their own happiness. Hundreds of thousands of individuals have each gained happiness by choosing to not have you in their life, but it's not about you directly.
HTH.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35894058) |
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