Fleshlight here -- making my official retirement poast....
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Date: October 22nd, 2018 12:28 PM Author: buff temple rigor
....not retirement from poasting, but retirement as a cheatmo. But since that's all I really poast about, this will also largely be a retirement from poasting...
Fucked two chicks last week and two more earlier this month. I've always been on point as fuck with my OPSEC, but I've gotten too sloppy recently -- probably because my cheating had, over time, become more and more compulsive and less of a calculated way of having some fun. Also, I've gone from cheating a few times a year, to now doing it basically every good chance I get, which ends up being ~12 chicks the past year. It's clearly now a full on addiction and not just me being a guy who can get laid easily.
I came EXTREMELY EXTREMELY close to getting caught with one of the chicks I fucked last week. I can't go into details on how I almost got caught because it would involve too much information on where I was traveling last week and what I was doing there.
Suffice it to say that I made a dumb dumb dumb OPSEC error that gave my wife a very good reason to think I was fucking a chick. I was only able to sneak my way out of it with some epic epic improvised on-the-spot lies, an app that placed fake phone calls in my phone, and asking a friend to cover for me. I'm 97% certain I'm in the clear, but not 100% out of the woods yet.
On top of this, at a wedding this weekend I was at, there was a chick I cheated with many years ago, which was not that close of a call, but was a stark reminder that this shit WILL catch up to me if I keep going.
So, I think this is finally providing the push I need to make the firm commitment to stop finally cheating. I've been saying I need to stop for probably 4 years now, but this time I really mean it.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4112336&forum_id=2#37072176) |
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Date: October 22nd, 2018 1:03 PM Author: buff temple rigor
I've actually spent a lot of time thinking about this and reading the literature on personality disorders and personality generally. I'm not all the way on any of them, but am fairly close to a few of them -- many of the ones that involve extremely low agreeableness.
I'm very low in negative emotion, which takes the following off the table: Paranoid PD, Schizotypal PD, Borderline PD, Histrionic PD, Avoidant PD, Dependent PD, and Obsessive-compulsive PD.
I show signs of Narcissistic personality disorder, but am not extroverted (especially assertive) enough to be fully NPD and also don't manipulate people enough or have enough of a desire for power or success.
I also show signs of Antisocial personality disorder, but am also not extroverted (especially assertive) enough to be fully ASPD, and I again don't manipulate people that much or cause any harm to others really.
My lower extroversion points some to Schizoid personality disorder. I'm very secretive, emotionally cold, detached, and apathetic, but I very much do not live a solitary or sheltered lifestyle. When I want to be, I'm very charismatic. I have lots of friends who feel really close to me -- and I'm very loyal to them -- but I don't really feel emotionally close with him. I think I'm too extroverted for this one (although still low on extroversion).
So, I think I'm fairly close to NPD, ASPB and Schizoid-PD, but don't fit neatly in one. Also, my life is 180 overall with no serious harm to me or to others from my behavior, so I can't actually be classified as having any personality disorder. Hence why I say I'm close to having a few of them.
From a big-5 perspective, I'm 1st percentile Agreeableness, ~5th percentile in Extroversion, ~5th percentile in Conscientiousness, ~70th percentile in Openness, and 1st percentile in Negative emotion.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4112336&forum_id=2#37072420)
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Date: October 22nd, 2018 8:19 PM Author: buff temple rigor
I disagree thoroughly.
I'm ADHD, but the opposite of depressed or Bi-Polar. I'm extremley low in negative emotion and am as stable as a person can be.
Also -- I don't harm anyone around me. The only person I arguably harm is my Wife, but she has never found out about any of this and so has not been harmed.
Other than the cheatmoing and my drug use, I'm a model citizen.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4112336&forum_id=2#37075052) |
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Date: October 22nd, 2018 3:40 PM Author: Fluffy curious telephone affirmative action
where are you getting your information about low efficacy for this? that's not my understanding re sex disorders.
anyways, therapy is what you make of it. if you take it seriously (which means complete and painful honesty with your therapist) and stick with it efficacy is high.
btw, dude you need to stop lying to your wife - even about small stuff. sorry to get all alcoholics anonymous on you here but JFC
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4112336&forum_id=2#37073356) |
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Date: October 22nd, 2018 5:11 PM Author: alcoholic silver property idiot
Date: October 22nd, 2018 5:04 PM
Author: Racist Manhattan Guy
Your only real evidence for me being a gook is your assumption that someone who can actually pull down chicks easily would poast here. False assumption.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=#)
u did it again
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4112336&forum_id=2#37074049) |
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Date: October 22nd, 2018 5:43 PM Author: buff temple rigor
I hope you're not right, but that's a real risk.
Also important to note that leading up to this, I've been meaning to stop for a long time and have never previously had any close calls like this.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4112336&forum_id=2#37074222)
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Date: October 22nd, 2018 5:46 PM Author: transparent apoplectic sex offender therapy
"meaning to stop"
you won't
the thing that drives this is not a cold turkey fix
unless you have an 18-point plan that will prevent you from returning to the circuit, this was just a thought experiment
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4112336&forum_id=2#37074240)
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Date: October 22nd, 2018 6:13 PM Author: buff temple rigor
TITCR. The only things I really lie about are (1) cheating, (2) drug use, and (3) prescription drug use (Vyvanyse and ocasional Cialis), and (4) how late I stay out when she's not around.
(2) does not really count, since she vaguely knows that i casually use drugs -- just not the extent.
(3) I don't actively lie about -- I just don't tell her about it.
(4) Won't be too hard to solve.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4112336&forum_id=2#37074364) |
Date: October 22nd, 2018 8:39 PM Author: buff temple rigor
I already have a work trip planned that I am flying out for a day early specifically to cheatmo.
How should I spend my extra time? In the past when I tried to cut back on cheating during work trips I just get drunk at bars. Don't want to do that bc of the hangover.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4112336&forum_id=2#37075208) |
Date: November 15th, 2018 7:41 PM Author: buff temple rigor
Still have no cheatmoed.
You brejs proud?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4112336&forum_id=2#37241378) |
Date: March 6th, 2019 9:16 PM Author: buff temple rigor
Not going great. I fucked two chicks in December and one in early January.
None since then. So I'm 2 months cock-sober.
Hopefully I can keep it up.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4112336&forum_id=2#37890236) |
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