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To The Man Who Will Love Me Next (epic used-up woman's screed)

pic: https://archive.is/AyRa7/2088a350d954167f87fe485fa2832d...
Wonderful theater stage philosopher-king
  08/20/19
Odds the son has warmth to zhis skin tone?
Brindle Aromatic Lodge Telephone
  08/20/19
idk, my first thought seeing him in that pic was "Charl...
cyan azn national
  08/21/19
"In the past I have been used, abused, and taken comple...
Excitant station
  08/20/19
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razzle therapy coffee pot
  08/20/19
(little boy)
Brindle Aromatic Lodge Telephone
  08/20/19
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Stubborn coral mad-dog skullcap alpha
  08/20/19
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Cheese-eating depressive turdskin
  08/20/19
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motley bull headed haunted graveyard
  08/20/19
lol
stirring prole corner
  08/21/19
A.I Text Analysis of woman writing (0.003 milliseconds) &...
Federal cobalt boltzmann center
  08/20/19
are women like this still having a relatively easy time find...
Autistic Very Tactful Laser Beams
  08/20/19
...
razzle therapy coffee pot
  08/20/19
...
Federal cobalt boltzmann center
  08/20/19
will he be the whole package though?
Sadistic police squad church
  08/20/19
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razzle therapy coffee pot
  08/20/19
she doesn’t want to be smothered, bro
Sadistic police squad church
  08/20/19
...
motley bull headed haunted graveyard
  08/20/19
they can get sex, but the "beta provider" part mig...
Laughsome chapel
  08/20/19
yeah free porn is like the reservation wage in economics
Duck-like Vibrant Place Of Business School Cafeteria
  08/20/19
"My past is a more than just a windy road. It has huge ...
lascivious main people
  08/20/19
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Trip Set
  08/20/19
the self-absorption is sickening
boyish crawly home circlehead
  08/20/19
Must be crazy to be this narcissistic
supple dead indian lodge round eye
  08/20/19
women don't receive feedback about this stuff like men do.
Jade galvanic fortuitous meteor incel
  08/21/19
man some people can't leave well enough alone. it's one thin...
Jade galvanic fortuitous meteor incel
  08/21/19
i could float a few hypotheses
titillating well-lubricated mexican
  08/21/19
"I don’t need to talk to you all day everyday.&qu...
titillating well-lubricated mexican
  08/21/19
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cyan azn national
  08/21/19
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curious insanely creepy idea he suggested
  08/21/19
"My past is a more than just a windy road. It has huge ...
cyan azn national
  08/21/19
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sticky point knife
  08/21/19


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Date: August 20th, 2019 10:43 PM
Author: Wonderful theater stage philosopher-king

pic: https://archive.is/AyRa7/2088a350d954167f87fe485fa2832d2b9cd38104

Before we dive into this, I really need you to know and understand me.

My past has been a rocky one, but it has shaped me into the woman I am standing here in front of you today. The woman that you hopefully will love and appreciate. This past has created fears, heartbreak, and made me learn some serious life lessons early on. It gave me a beautiful son, who I hope you will love as your own if it ever got serious. In the past I have been used, abused, and taken completely for granted, because of that I am not settling for anything less than the whole package. The boys before you were just that, boys. They didn’t know what they had until I was gone, then would continue to try and come back into my life. I fell for their games a few times, but I refuse to ever do that again. They didn’t understand me, so before you really decide you want to do this, I need you to understand these few things.

I am my own person.

I am independent. I am strong. I am okay being by myself. If I ask you to come to a family get together by all means come, but don’t get upset when I pick time with them over time with you. I don’t need to talk to you all day everyday. If I am going to have a girls night, let me. I will let you know when I am home. I was controlled and smothered. They call in “love bombing” for so long that if I feel any sense of control or insecurity on your part I will break things off immediately. I can pay for my own tab, I can open my own doors, and I sure as hell can order my own food. You can be a gentleman, in fact I will love that about you, but please respect my independence.

I am a mother first.

I can not stress this enough. My child will always come first. If he is sick I am sorry I am canceling on you. If he is in a mood where he just needs his mom, I am canceling. If you don’t understand and respect that, then I will cancel us completely. See I am a mom and a dad to my child. While finding someone to fill that spot would be amazing, its not a necessity. This makes who you are as a person even more important to me. I am a mother 24 hours a day 7 days a week 365 days a year. I will always strive to be the best mother to my child, you are free to hop on board with that or get off the ride.

My Past.

My past is a more than just a windy road. It has huge pot holes, twists, turns, and giant cracks. But I am so thankful for it. If you love me, then you must love my past. It has strengthened me, made me grow, and made me a hell of a great person. I have more compassion than anyone you know. I have a lot of baggage and, to be honest, most of it you won’t understand. You won’t understand why I have to sleep with the windows shut or check the door and window locks 10 times before I go to bed at night, but let me. My past will cause fear in our relationship, and I am extremely sorry for that. I refuse to ever go back to a toxic relationship. I will not let another man ever have control and ownership over me again. I refuse to go back to that dark hurtful place I was once in. I relive my past every single day. Looking over my shoulder, checking the back seat in the car, always looking at my surroundings. Somedays are worse than others, it will cause me to have huge walls up and act tough, but I promise I am trying.

I may be strong but I have a huge heart.

If you ask anyone about me they will tell you stories of strength, triumph, and happiness. I am laughing most of the time, whether that be at myself or with others. There are still places of my heart that I will never fully you allow you into. There are times where someone is calling me for help and I am going to get up and take the phone call. Whether that be my best friend going through a hard break up or a girl who found me and is wanting to know the safe steps to leave her abuser. I am a firm believer in being the person now, who you needed back then. My friends were there for me at times where I didn’t want to live anymore, I will always be there for them. The girls who call me are asking for guidance, they look up to me, I owe it to them to be there to help however they need me to. This huge heart applies to you as well. I will give you the shirt off my back, I will bend over backwards to make you feel special, but please don’t take advantage of this. I can give you the world, but I will take it away as quick as it was given and once its gone, I’m done.

I am hard to love.

There are times where I am extremely emotional and times where I am extremely cold. Sometimes I want all your attention and sometimes I want space. Everyday is different for me, somedays are happy and somedays I will be triggered and have a bad day. I am difficult. I will be the first to admit that. I need to be able to communicate how I am feeling to you free of judgement. I will listen to you always, but I need the same respect back. You will either be willing to deal with that and find a way to love me, or you will walk out like all the others have.

I am terrified.

I am absolutely terrified to love someone completely again. I have been burned, bruised, and beaten to the ground. I want to believe you are different, and I really hope you are. I want things to work out but every relationship has ended the same way. I am scared to let down my walls, put my whole heart and soul into someone just to be left again. I am not going to be someone out of convenience for you. I am not a toy you can pick up and put down as you see fit. If you want to be with me, you will understand that it is going to take time to break through my walls.

So, If you are the MAN– not boy- who will love me next your work is 100% cut out for you. If you are willing to do it, then I am willing to try. I am not like other girls. I am my own woman and need to be treated as such. Please don’t bother with me if you aren’t really wanting to be the forever person to me. I don’t have the time or energy to play any more games. I wish you luck, and Hey, I believe in you.

http://archive.is/AyRa7#selection-303.0-483.0

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717492)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 10:45 PM
Author: Brindle Aromatic Lodge Telephone

Odds the son has warmth to zhis skin tone?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717502)



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Date: August 21st, 2019 2:05 AM
Author: cyan azn national

idk, my first thought seeing him in that pic was "Charles Whitman"

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38718487)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 10:46 PM
Author: Excitant station

"In the past I have been used, abused, and taken completely for granted, because of that I am not settling for anything less than the whole package."

modern women in a nutshell

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717508)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 10:48 PM
Author: razzle therapy coffee pot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717519)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 10:49 PM
Author: Brindle Aromatic Lodge Telephone

(little boy)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717523)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 10:57 PM
Author: Stubborn coral mad-dog skullcap alpha



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717565)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 11:08 PM
Author: Cheese-eating depressive turdskin



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717632)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 11:31 PM
Author: motley bull headed haunted graveyard



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717785)



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Date: August 21st, 2019 1:56 AM
Author: stirring prole corner

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38718470)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 10:47 PM
Author: Federal cobalt boltzmann center

A.I Text Analysis of woman writing (0.003 milliseconds)

"Landwhale" 99.99% certainty.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717513)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 10:51 PM
Author: Autistic Very Tactful Laser Beams

are women like this still having a relatively easy time finding mates? it seems like part of the sharp rise in male sexlessness is that the beta cucks who would have previously jumped all over this have to some extent substituted internet porn.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717537)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 10:52 PM
Author: razzle therapy coffee pot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717540)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 10:54 PM
Author: Federal cobalt boltzmann center



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717546)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 10:56 PM
Author: Sadistic police squad church

will he be the whole package though?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717559)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 11:01 PM
Author: razzle therapy coffee pot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717588)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 11:06 PM
Author: Sadistic police squad church

she doesn’t want to be smothered, bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717617)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 11:32 PM
Author: motley bull headed haunted graveyard



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717789)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 11:03 PM
Author: Laughsome chapel

they can get sex, but the "beta provider" part might be getting more difficult.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717609)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 10:57 PM
Author: Duck-like Vibrant Place Of Business School Cafeteria

yeah free porn is like the reservation wage in economics

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717564)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 10:58 PM
Author: lascivious main people

"My past is a more than just a windy road. It has huge gaping holes, twists, turns, and giant cocks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717573)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 11:02 PM
Author: Trip Set



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717595)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 11:03 PM
Author: boyish crawly home circlehead

the self-absorption is sickening

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717608)



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Date: August 20th, 2019 11:05 PM
Author: supple dead indian lodge round eye

Must be crazy to be this narcissistic

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38717614)



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Date: August 21st, 2019 1:40 AM
Author: Jade galvanic fortuitous meteor incel

women don't receive feedback about this stuff like men do.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38718439)



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Date: August 21st, 2019 1:39 AM
Author: Jade galvanic fortuitous meteor incel

man some people can't leave well enough alone. it's one thing to be a single mom, but why dig yourself deeper by writing something like this?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38718437)



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Date: August 21st, 2019 2:04 AM
Author: titillating well-lubricated mexican

i could float a few hypotheses

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38718482)



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Date: August 21st, 2019 2:00 AM
Author: titillating well-lubricated mexican

"I don’t need to talk to you all day everyday."

LOL yes very credible and will certainly be the reality for the TOTAL PACKAGE RICH HOT ALPHA MALE lucky enough to grab this crescent-moon sandwich out of the Arby's dumpster before the garbage truck rolls up tomorrow morning

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38718476)



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Date: August 21st, 2019 2:06 AM
Author: cyan azn national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38718490)



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Date: August 21st, 2019 9:28 AM
Author: curious insanely creepy idea he suggested



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38719154)



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Date: August 21st, 2019 2:07 AM
Author: cyan azn national

"My past is a more than just a windy road. It has huge pot holes, twists, turns, and giant cracks."

Jfc will these chick bloggers ever stfu about their vaginas?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38718494)



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Date: August 21st, 2019 9:33 AM
Author: sticky point knife



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327427&forum_id=2#38719165)