I'm starting to hate my kid
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Date: August 21st, 2019 2:40 PM Author: adventurous son of senegal
Husband and I have been married five years and have a kid. Not a DB by any means, but sex is very emotional for me and as the demands of parenting have changed us and made us more distant, it's not very fulfilling. I recently reconnected with an old flame and will be seeing him next week for the first time in years. Our relationship has never been physical because we are LD, but we talk every day and he adores me. It will happen this time. We have known one another over ten years and had mutual crushes with bad timing for a decade, and as a result built an awesome friendship that is my biggest what-if. He is not married.
I didn't go into this with any plans of leaving my husband, and AP doesn't expect that. But what I'm finding since starting the emotional affair with AP is that I am really resenting my kid. I wanted her. But she ruined everything. I don't think I'd be so unhappy with my marriage or my life in general if it weren't for her tying me down. And this thought - that she is both the reason for the emotional void in my marriage AND the reason I can't leave it - has begun to pervade my everyday life and destroy what little joy I did have in parenting. I am an anxious, nervous, yelling mother. I'm not good at it. It's hard for me even on a good day. And days like today I am a shit mom and just want her to have never existed. I want my old life back, my freedom.
I want to get on that plane in two weeks and never come back.
Those of you who stay in a marriage "for the kids," is this normal? Will this feeling pass? I hate it and it makes me feel like a horrible person, more than any guilt about AP.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327842&forum_id=2#38720860) |
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Date: August 21st, 2019 3:04 PM Author: Arousing rehab
DB = Dead Bedroom
guessing AP is "Adultery Partner"
STBX "Soon To Be Ex"
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327842&forum_id=2#38720983)
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Date: August 21st, 2019 2:52 PM Author: Bull Headed Exhilarant Degenerate Goal In Life
The single best thing for America is Islam.
I will vote for only the candidates who will most rapidly facilitate Islam.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327842&forum_id=2#38720921) |
Date: August 21st, 2019 3:19 PM Author: disgusting quadroon
This is one of the most disgusting, off-putting traits in any woman.
I'd rather an obese purple-haired lib who loved her kids unconditionally.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327842&forum_id=2#38721038) |
Date: August 21st, 2019 8:44 PM Author: Rusted Whorehouse
C/p from urbanbaby?
If not, stop talking to AP and find a non-feminist therapist. You are a narcissistic whore
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4327842&forum_id=2#38722384) |
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