if flame, nice work

if not flame, I empathize

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411000)

You should stop looking at porn and really try to get a hold of your sexual desires. It sounds like they’re eating you alive.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411961)

There is nothing romantic about you climbing on top of your wife with morning breath and pathetically prone-boning a few pumps with a half chubby and one hand invisibly tied behind your back until you let out a dull dribble of impotent goo on her lower back

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40412657)

I'm 100% into women, but I am sexually aroused at the idea of an alpha male type taking what's his

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411193)

she and I ended up sucking his dick together to get things started and I jerked his dick off into her mouth when he was finished, then he watched her and me have sex, then I watched him and her have sex, and then we both had sex with her but he couldn't cum so she and I sucked his dick together and he finally finished in her mouth

important detail is that my gf and I were like dorky average looking people and this guy was tall and in great shape with a very thick dick, so that got the fantasy off right

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411339)

predictably she's pretty broken and she's now her in 30s but has a long term BF ... I know she's very into kinky sex with him as she was given permission to fuck me about 2 years ago for a night when I visited my hometown (ironically I guess that made me a bull for a moment)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411417)

I like BBC and black guys are really hot, but it's less about black and more about alpha males for me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411426)

Haven't gotten the chance to see my GF experience her first BBC and worship her Black King yet though, and I'm not sure if that will ever happen. At this point, I really just want to go back to normal, but no matter how hard I try to force myself, if I start watching normal porn, I end up migrating to some type of Church Of Black Cock tumblr, or any other BBC or Non-BBC cuck tumblr or website

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411917)

totally nice guy, she lied about our relationship status, but I've since eroticized the trauma

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411200)

oh my god it's like pulling teeth

the best I usually find is a woman who wants to be shown off and gets off on the idea that her man is SOOOO into her he just HAS to have her blow his friend, that I've found IRL and was fun

but it's hard to find a true hotwife who is able to have a significant other she regularly cheats on

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411272)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411635)

so inevitably I pay escorts to act out scenes with me which satisfies the urge but never completely

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411354)

most people who are have a mental issue or some unresolved trauma, and in my experience are also often kind of dorky and usually not great looking

a cute girl is gonna prefer to be with a stable normal masculine man, not some guy who is like "oh hunny can we recruit another Marine off Reddit to fuck our mouths tomorrow?"

it's not masculine, it's not attractive, and it makes me hunt for a needle in a haystack

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411376)

I play up the bisexuality more than the cuckoldry because being a queer guy who will still fuck them is hilarious more attractive than a cuck, absolutely no one likes a cuck

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411424)

google that guy from reddit

that's who I want to fuck my women

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411495)

I'm pretty sure he's white

maybe they do amateur porn, I dont know

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411553)

If your wife only has sex with you, then there is less of an erotic tension race to Win.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411568)

it's no diff that being a small asian man and wanted like a Venus Williams type gf

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411595)

Same concept with King Arthur's only son being with his Sister.

As property had not yet evolved as a concept at that point, dudes didnt really care about which specific kid was theirs, so long as an equal % of the kids were from their breedings. They treated all of the kids born as their collective children. This concept carries on today in the tradition of adoption: any dude who sleeps with a lot of women can legitimately adopt a kid without being a cuck, since it presents a social norm of adopting a % of kids = to the amount of sex had.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40412635)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411631)

its 180 realizing that BBC is 100% real

I'll have to find you some of my favorite videos. I really like the amateur stuff the best, because it makes it more realistic to me. Porn stars can be selected for cock size, which makes it seem like BBC might not be real in real life, might just be selection bias. But when you see enough grainy videos shot on phones where the BBCs are all 10 inches, and the girls are all reacting to them much more strongly than they would to a non-real "man", it really drives home the point that BBC is real, its not just a fantasy, and I really am tiny and feminine compared to these REAL MEN

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411819)

http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2#40410982

Have to add another point, that I forgot. Would just like to add in a reminder that this is 100% not flame, I wish it were. Recently as part of my fetish, I wanted to see for myself what the difference is between having sex with a REAL MAN vs having sex with me, so I bought a giant fat black dildo, and also a clone a willy for myself. I started using the giant dildo on myself, and also the clone a willy to see the difference in how it felt. I believe I have reached the point where my ass is actually "blown out", not flame. At first it hurt shitload, and it took a while to work my ass in, but finally my ass started accepting the big black dildo, and I have gotten to the point where I can actually cum from fucking myself with it. I think my ass might actually be "blown out" at this point, because I can barely even feel my own clone a willy at this point, and it really turns me on to fuck myself with the real mans dildo then see for myself how different it is to be fucked with my own dick, and at the same time, I feel that I have proven that the "blow out" is a real phenomenon which turns me on even more. I would like to stress again that this is 100% real, so I don't want to deal with any faggots calling flame. Also, this isn't meant to be gay, as I have no desire to have sex with men. It is just an abstract way of confirming my own fantasies about the superiority of BBC. I know the next step is to get my GF her own Black King, but I still have some reservations about it, especially about breaking to my GF the extent of my fetish, which I haven't even told my therapist about yet

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411892)

do you think watching tons of porn got you into this (i.e., the theory that porn leads to this kinda degeneracy?)

also, what's your background? ethnicity/job/build

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411932)

I always hope that the chicks I fuck are in relationships. Love the idea if cucking guys.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40412612)

Finally, even if you find that you can't stop your sexual proclivity here - can't you think about lessening your sexual obsessions? Do you have no other hobbies - maybe gardening, chess, anything man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40412698)

this is not the talk of a happy man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40413952)

i haven't laughed this hard on xoxo in weeks

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40412879)

https://t.umblr.com/redirect?z=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.xtube.com%2Fwatch.php%3Fv%3DU7jJc-G755-&t=MzEzNWZiMjg3MDgzNWZjM2I2ZDk3Y2NlYThhMmU5MWIzMDk3NzAzMyxzbU1oWk9HbQ%3D%3D&b=t%3Ag9FxFNmAwsFxj9C9y4ye_w&p=https%3A%2F%2Fsissyreprogramtrainin.tumblr.com%2Fpost%2F101801069241%2Fsissy-hypno-collected-works&m=1

https://sissyreprogramtrainin.tumblr.com/post/101801069241/sissy-hypno-collected-works

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40415003)

However--

Having a fulfilling, genuine relationship with a 180 chick is so much more satisfying than any of this degenerate, corrosive filth. Maybe not at first, and giving it up is hard. But it's not too late, you just have to want it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40413963)

About 6 months after we got divorced, she tried to get back together with me. She even admitted that she'd spent the past several months living with a BBC and even said "I'm not gonna lie, the sex was good. Like really, REALLY good. Like multiple orgasms every time good." Then, as if to comfort me, she said "we had sex last night, but I realized that I wanted to be with you and couldn't even cum." I almost got back together with her, too.

Fortunately for me, I met a girl with whom I really hit it off just days before my ex had planned to move cross country and get back together with me. On the one hand, I had my ex, with whom I had great sex and a destructive cuck fetish, while on the other I had a very pretty girl with whom I had a very deep personal and emotional connection, but a very vanilla sexual connection.

Even though I'd only known the new girl for a week, the emotional connection that I had with her was strong enough that I decided to forget about my ex. I married the new girl 6 months later and haven't looked back. Meanwhile, my ex, who had stopped taking birth control in anticipation of getting back together with me, got knocked up by a dude she barely knew less than a month later.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40414603)

I've dated inexperienced girls and I didn't find them that sexually attractive, despite being good-looking, smart, vivacious personalities. They just didn't remind me of the porn stars I've been imagining fucking for a decade.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40414057)

You would be seen as a worthless, defective freak, and either fucking forced yourself into normalcy or hid your freak behavior at your own peril, where at least we didn't have to see it. If unmasked, you got maybe one chance to normalize, fast, before you would be marginalized out of polite society, if not actually institutionalized, or hopefully killed.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40415033)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40417973)

went so far as to contact the guy, it's the hung in LA guy from Reddit and I want to arrange something with him

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40468597)