I sincerely have a cuckold fetish and it's ruining my life, it's my only porn
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Date: June 13th, 2020 5:53 PM Author: Cordovan regret nursing home
same bro. 100% not flame, I swear to god. I have only been able to get off while fucking my gf thinking about how small I am, and thinking about how she most likely is getting stretched out by real men, especially big black studs on the side. spend hours and hours on fetish sites like the church of black cock, and watching sissy hypno. also spend thousands per month paying young college girls on the internet to make videos telling me how small my dick is while looking at pics I sent them, and telling me how they wouldn't even be able to feel me inside of them, and how I have the smallest dick they have ever seen etc. recently have gotten into paypigging as a result of this as well. I have even talked to my GF about her trying BBC in front of me, and have gone so far as to post ads on craigslist, with pics of her looking for BBCs to come to our house, (not with her permission yet), and then I spend hours jerking off after I get flooded with pics of 10 inch BBCs telling me they want to come fuck my girl etc. The fact that black cock is actually that big and is not a myth, its real and its out there, and that my gf could have it in minutes turns me on to no end, and I think soon we are going to have to go through with it. I sincerely don't think it is possible to go back to "normal" after getting into something like this. every night I go to try to look at normal porn and jerk off, and I end up in the same place lying in a pool of my own jizz, filled with guilt and self-hatred. have started cutting myself due to the self-hatred and am seeing a therapist and am on the highest dose of nardil + benzos, but I still haven't come clean to my therapist about the cuck stuff. its just too embarrassing.
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Date: June 13th, 2020 5:59 PM Author: territorial black woman piazza
don't get into the escorting stuff or you'll never go back
if flame, nice work
if not flame, I empathize
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Date: June 13th, 2020 6:55 PM Author: territorial black woman piazza
He didn't fuck me, but basically I confided in her that I was sexually and romantically interested in women, but I found alpha male guys very attractive and would be interested in an MFM ... now she took that mostly to mean I wanted a three-way and she'd get pounded by 2 dudes, whereas I was more interested in watching the guy fuck her and I wanted to help her please him ... that didn't become apparent until she recruited the guy, which was a college student she worked with (we were both 18, the guy was 19)
she and I ended up sucking his dick together to get things started and I jerked his dick off into her mouth when he was finished, then he watched her and me have sex, then I watched him and her have sex, and then we both had sex with her but he couldn't cum so she and I sucked his dick together and he finally finished in her mouth
important detail is that my gf and I were like dorky average looking people and this guy was tall and in great shape with a very thick dick, so that got the fantasy off right
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Date: June 13th, 2020 6:40 PM Author: territorial black woman piazza
it's very very difficult to get a woman who is truly into this
oh my god it's like pulling teeth
the best I usually find is a woman who wants to be shown off and gets off on the idea that her man is SOOOO into her he just HAS to have her blow his friend, that I've found IRL and was fun
but it's hard to find a true hotwife who is able to have a significant other she regularly cheats on
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Date: June 13th, 2020 7:01 PM Author: territorial black woman piazza
metro, I'm just not hot enough to pull a woman who is attractive enough + into this shit
most people who are have a mental issue or some unresolved trauma, and in my experience are also often kind of dorky and usually not great looking
a cute girl is gonna prefer to be with a stable normal masculine man, not some guy who is like "oh hunny can we recruit another Marine off Reddit to fuck our mouths tomorrow?"
it's not masculine, it's not attractive, and it makes me hunt for a needle in a haystack
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Date: June 13th, 2020 7:29 PM Author: territorial black woman piazza
HunginLA88
google that guy from reddit
that's who I want to fuck my women
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Date: June 13th, 2020 7:39 PM Author: territorial black woman piazza
there is a bunch of these guys on reddit and if I were to have a long term hotwife gf, I would absolutely recruit them, tons of good ones in NY and LA
I'm pretty sure he's white
maybe they do amateur porn, I dont know
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Date: June 13th, 2020 7:41 PM Author: magenta sandwich
Marx wrote about this. Its because at an early stage of human evolution tribes are in group marriages where a band of brothers share a band of sisters as their spouses in common. The more cock a girl took, the more you desired her for you had to contribute more sperm to maintain the odds of the child having your genes.
If your wife only has sex with you, then there is less of an erotic tension race to Win.
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Date: June 13th, 2020 11:05 PM Author: magenta sandwich
That was at an even earlier stage of human societal development, prior to group marriages. Sister was originally the same concept as "Wife". This is why in the earliest parts of the bible you keep coming across those stories of dudes being married to their sister.
Same concept with King Arthur's only son being with his Sister.
As property had not yet evolved as a concept at that point, dudes didnt really care about which specific kid was theirs, so long as an equal % of the kids were from their breedings. They treated all of the kids born as their collective children. This concept carries on today in the tradition of adoption: any dude who sleeps with a lot of women can legitimately adopt a kid without being a cuck, since it presents a social norm of adopting a % of kids = to the amount of sex had.
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Date: June 13th, 2020 8:31 PM Author: Cordovan regret nursing home
this isn't really porn, but have been hanging out a lot here lately: https://www.reddit.com/r/ChurchOfTheBBC/
its 180 realizing that BBC is 100% real
I'll have to find you some of my favorite videos. I really like the amateur stuff the best, because it makes it more realistic to me. Porn stars can be selected for cock size, which makes it seem like BBC might not be real in real life, might just be selection bias. But when you see enough grainy videos shot on phones where the BBCs are all 10 inches, and the girls are all reacting to them much more strongly than they would to a non-real "man", it really drives home the point that BBC is real, its not just a fantasy, and I really am tiny and feminine compared to these REAL MEN
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Date: June 13th, 2020 8:44 PM Author: Cordovan regret nursing home
I'm the cuck fetishist from the above thread
http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2#40410982
Have to add another point, that I forgot. Would just like to add in a reminder that this is 100% not flame, I wish it were. Recently as part of my fetish, I wanted to see for myself what the difference is between having sex with a REAL MAN vs having sex with me, so I bought a giant fat black dildo, and also a clone a willy for myself. I started using the giant dildo on myself, and also the clone a willy to see the difference in how it felt. I believe I have reached the point where my ass is actually "blown out", not flame. At first it hurt shitload, and it took a while to work my ass in, but finally my ass started accepting the big black dildo, and I have gotten to the point where I can actually cum from fucking myself with it. I think my ass might actually be "blown out" at this point, because I can barely even feel my own clone a willy at this point, and it really turns me on to fuck myself with the real mans dildo then see for myself how different it is to be fucked with my own dick, and at the same time, I feel that I have proven that the "blow out" is a real phenomenon which turns me on even more. I would like to stress again that this is 100% real, so I don't want to deal with any faggots calling flame. Also, this isn't meant to be gay, as I have no desire to have sex with men. It is just an abstract way of confirming my own fantasies about the superiority of BBC. I know the next step is to get my GF her own Black King, but I still have some reservations about it, especially about breaking to my GF the extent of my fetish, which I haven't even told my therapist about yet
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Date: June 13th, 2020 8:50 PM Author: Wine Corner
jeez man, this sounds super nuts.
do you think watching tons of porn got you into this (i.e., the theory that porn leads to this kinda degeneracy?)
also, what's your background? ethnicity/job/build
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40411932) |
Date: June 13th, 2020 11:00 PM Author: Vigorous sweet tailpipe senate
Fleshlight TP here. Kind of opposite for me.
I always hope that the chicks I fuck are in relationships. Love the idea if cucking guys.
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Date: June 14th, 2020 10:30 AM Author: henna trump supporter associate
I know how addictive shit like this can be, and once it blows out your dopamine pathways it's really really hard to repair them.
However--
Having a fulfilling, genuine relationship with a 180 chick is so much more satisfying than any of this degenerate, corrosive filth. Maybe not at first, and giving it up is hard. But it's not too late, you just have to want it.
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Date: June 14th, 2020 12:52 PM Author: beady-eyed wild mother kitchen
Cr. I divorced a girl with whom I'd developed something of a cuck fetish. Maybe a voyeur fetish moreso than a cuck fetish, since I fantasized about her getting pounded out by the massive BBC she'd been with before me, while the cuck humiliation stuff wasn't really a factor. She was so fucking good in bed, but I knew that I couldn't possibly satisfy her like the 10" BBC she'd been with before me. It turned me on to no end to fantisize about her having orgasm after orgasm and just going crazy with the BBC.
About 6 months after we got divorced, she tried to get back together with me. She even admitted that she'd spent the past several months living with a BBC and even said "I'm not gonna lie, the sex was good. Like really, REALLY good. Like multiple orgasms every time good." Then, as if to comfort me, she said "we had sex last night, but I realized that I wanted to be with you and couldn't even cum." I almost got back together with her, too.
Fortunately for me, I met a girl with whom I really hit it off just days before my ex had planned to move cross country and get back together with me. On the one hand, I had my ex, with whom I had great sex and a destructive cuck fetish, while on the other I had a very pretty girl with whom I had a very deep personal and emotional connection, but a very vanilla sexual connection.
Even though I'd only known the new girl for a week, the emotional connection that I had with her was strong enough that I decided to forget about my ex. I married the new girl 6 months later and haven't looked back. Meanwhile, my ex, who had stopped taking birth control in anticipation of getting back together with me, got knocked up by a dude she barely knew less than a month later.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4559760&forum_id=2,#40414603) |
Date: June 14th, 2020 10:46 AM Author: pale abode dragon
I have something sort of similar, though significantly less cucked, I think watching porn for so long simply made me attracted to guttersluts, and it turns me on thinking about fucking damaged goods insecure trash.
I've dated inexperienced girls and I didn't find them that sexually attractive, despite being good-looking, smart, vivacious personalities. They just didn't remind me of the porn stars I've been imagining fucking for a decade.
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Date: June 14th, 2020 2:19 PM Author: Up-to-no-good Violent Pozpig
What the fuck is wrong with you freaks? Consider for a second that a major reason that idyllic 1950s American culture was superior to today is that people weren't patient or understanding when hearing about shit like this.
You would be seen as a worthless, defective freak, and either fucking forced yourself into normalcy or hid your freak behavior at your own peril, where at least we didn't have to see it. If unmasked, you got maybe one chance to normalize, fast, before you would be marginalized out of polite society, if not actually institutionalized, or hopefully killed.
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