Accepting myself as a LOSER has been LIBERATING. 34/m/alone but happy.
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Date: July 10th, 2020 11:38 AM Author: Azure keepsake machete
It's probably something akin to stoicism, but I've found it LIBERATING to just ACCEPT REALITY and not fight it anymore. With women. Work. My family.
I just do what brings me peace. I don't strive anymore. I don't have a glamorous life but it works for me.
I'm 5'7.5" btw, and a lot of it has to do with being short. But once you give up chasing women, you are freed from that biological prison.
At work I no longer stress. I do the minimum to not be fired. I won't be fired. I won't be promoted, either, but I can just ride this out as long as I want.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4580774&forum_id=2#40579624)
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Date: July 10th, 2020 11:40 AM Author: Azure keepsake machete
I gave up my law license years ago. I can't be helped by CSLG. But in my LOSERDOM I have found confidence which in a way makes me more like him.
Don't know Corey Wayne.
Don't want or need coaching. What is there to coach? It's predicated on the idea that you must continuously be striving. But what if I don't want to?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4580774&forum_id=2#40579640) |
Date: July 10th, 2020 11:58 AM Author: Azure keepsake machete
160K salary
550 sq ft 1 bedroom apartment
Car with 40,000 miles
Photography hobby
Like to take night drives for hours by myself
Enjoy volunteering too
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4580774&forum_id=2#40579813) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 12:28 PM Author: Azure keepsake machete
Small success: I got a project done at work
Big success: I did an evening master's program, mostly paid for by work, because I wanted to do it
You have to understand I've failed at almost everything in my life. I went to bad schools. Bad grades. Failed the bar. I'm short. I've failed at every relationship. I have multiple psychiatric disorders. I fucking suck.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4580774&forum_id=2#40580015) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 12:37 PM Author: Khaki hateful coldplay fan
what's driving you to focus on your failures you think? You make a good living, have time to explore whatever you want to explore.
were you conditioned to expect something else or your definition of "success" warped by a rough childhood?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4580774&forum_id=2#40580113)
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Date: July 10th, 2020 12:43 PM Author: Azure keepsake machete
Because I fail at most things. It's constantly in my face. I won't ever get promoted at work. I won't have a stable relationship with a woman. I will never have kids. I will likely never own a home.
These things add up, especially if you were born into at least semi-luxury.
Childhood was only rough due to the typical white UMC divorce.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4580774&forum_id=2#40580159) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 12:47 PM Author: Azure keepsake machete
Every relationship ended poorly. No woman was ultimately happy. I am too moody. My sex drive goes down, too far down, after a while. I am not good in bed. I am not ugly but I am not attractive and my penis size is very normal.
But the kicker is that I AM SHORT. I AM SHORT. I AM SHORT. Every woman fucking hates that. They're disgusted with themselves when they date me.
Then add in the fact urban downtown women are shitlib freaks and you'll see I have a bad dating pool nor am I any kind of catch myself.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4580774&forum_id=2#40580183) |
Date: July 10th, 2020 12:45 PM Author: Azure keepsake machete
It's the most liberating thing for work. I never volunteer for anything. I never do more than exactly what I have to do. I never come in early. I never stay past 5pm.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4580774&forum_id=2#40580173)
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:11 PM Author: Azure keepsake machete
understood and this is probably the best counter-argument to my life, that I am being a huge pussy
but once you accept you're a loser you don't care if you're being a pussy, you know you suck, and you just live for your self
I am essentially a narcissist
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4580774&forum_id=2#40580379) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:15 PM Author: Azure keepsake machete
well I have some conditions and I needed help and CBT addressed some problems
I also needed to explore deep sadness and depression that stems from a bad family experience with divorced parents and every relationship failing with women
I stopped going because there was nothing left to explore, I realized that essentially a Volcel chill internal life was best for me
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4580774&forum_id=2#40580423) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:31 PM Author: Azure keepsake machete
They didn't neglect like you'd see in the movies. It was more like dad stopped really being interested in my life and I'd see him maybe once a week or stay with him every other weekend. He couldn't tell you a single friend of mine.
Mom had me fed and clothed and all that shit but she wasn't very interested in my day to day life. For example, a lot of people would recount their days with their parents. Mine never asked.
You can survive the divorce. Just care. Show up. Be attentive. It doesn't have to be this way.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4580774&forum_id=2#40580564) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:47 PM Author: Azure keepsake machete
you made 5.6M last year + have an organic wife from school
give me a break
you're also the top .01% of outcomes
most men have a wife who resents being with them
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4580774&forum_id=2#40580686)
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:55 PM Author: silver school cafeteria telephone
to be fair, the height meme has become more extreme in women more recently.
talking to Gen X about their dating experiences is like talking to a martian about martian dating rituals - it's that utterly alien to dating now
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4580774&forum_id=2#40580756)
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