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sobriety has made me much more of an asshole

whatever natural patience i had when i was younger must've a...
chest-beating startling hissy fit
  04/22/24
off nicotine, caffeine, booze and on edge all day - I enjoy ...
Pearly elastic band patrolman
  04/22/24
it definitely gets worse at night. i don't think my experien...
chest-beating startling hissy fit
  04/22/24
neighbors behind us have 18 bee boxes and we happily buy fro...
Pearly elastic band patrolman
  04/22/24
do you find yourself generally more angry with the world?
Olive parlor giraffe
  04/22/24
i don't think so. it's easier not to get caught up on things...
chest-beating startling hissy fit
  04/22/24
then just start doing oxy or xanax. you only live once.
beady-eyed jewess theatre
  04/22/24
you don’t know that
Walnut Coiffed Resort
  04/22/24
i don't think deferring -- yet more -- developing these basi...
chest-beating startling hissy fit
  04/22/24
You were living in a dream world, op.
ruddy kitty heaven
  04/22/24
start eating weed gummies
alcoholic buff mood
  04/22/24
Nigger
Burgundy school cafeteria mediation
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JOO
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lex
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Date: April 22nd, 2024 1:17 AM
Author: chest-beating startling hissy fit

whatever natural patience i had when i was younger must've atrophied. most social interactions are an exhausting struggle, at which i often fail lately and end up lashing out. and yet i'm caught nevertheless lonely and wanting more. it was much easier dealing with alienation in an absurd world when i was just drunk constantly. i imagine oxy or xanax would've brought the same relief.

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Date: April 22nd, 2024 1:24 AM
Author: Pearly elastic band patrolman

off nicotine, caffeine, booze and on edge all day - I enjoy the added aggro, it only sucks after the sun goes down, that's when the cravings really ramp up and I just drink raw honey.

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Date: April 22nd, 2024 1:32 AM
Author: chest-beating startling hissy fit

it definitely gets worse at night. i don't think my experience is so much a craving as much a deeper dissatisfaction. do you harvest your own honey?

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Date: April 22nd, 2024 1:55 AM
Author: Pearly elastic band patrolman

neighbors behind us have 18 bee boxes and we happily buy from them (also their Jersey cow's milk), bought our own boxes and equipment last year and will start a colony of our own shortly. would much rather satiate my caveman brain with excessive amounts of honey, beef, butter over poison.

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Date: April 22nd, 2024 5:46 AM
Author: Olive parlor giraffe

do you find yourself generally more angry with the world?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5520245&forum_id=2#47601006)



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Date: April 22nd, 2024 9:56 AM
Author: chest-beating startling hissy fit

i don't think so. it's easier not to get caught up on things and fall into a pit of despair or self-pity fixating on particular things outside one's control like politics, i think/ime. the existential angst i'm trying to get at isn't so much anger, more like restlessness and impatience.

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Date: April 22nd, 2024 5:50 AM
Author: beady-eyed jewess theatre

then just start doing oxy or xanax. you only live once.

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Date: April 22nd, 2024 9:57 AM
Author: Walnut Coiffed Resort

you don’t know that

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Date: April 22nd, 2024 9:57 AM
Author: chest-beating startling hissy fit

i don't think deferring -- yet more -- developing these basic coping skills would ultimately help anything, just mask the problem and let it fester more. who knows, maybe it's good to feel it. i haven't written a poem i've been happy with for quite a while, maybe that's a better direction for this restlessness than just numbing. if i can just figure out how to do that practically.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5520245&forum_id=2#47601306)



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Date: April 22nd, 2024 9:59 AM
Author: ruddy kitty heaven

You were living in a dream world, op.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5520245&forum_id=2#47601313)



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Date: April 22nd, 2024 10:09 AM
Author: alcoholic buff mood

start eating weed gummies

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Date: April 22nd, 2024 10:11 AM
Author: Burgundy school cafeteria mediation

Nigger

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Date: October 29th, 2024 6:32 PM
Author: JOO



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Date: October 29th, 2024 7:26 PM
Author: lex



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