I've never felt "excited" for anything. What's it like?
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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:39 PM Author: comical point
like doing a bunch of coke
i have low affect too and this is the best analogy imo
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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:41 PM Author: Mauve Lascivious Persian
I copped some coke for the first time in 2 years recently (ran out about a year ago) and will be doing some this weekend.
Not a lot. Just as needed to keep energy up.
Also going to do mushrooms, DMT and MDMA.
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Date: July 29th, 2025 8:02 PM Author: Mauve Lascivious Persian
Expectations relate to disappointment, not excitement.
I never feel disappointed either.
I just sort of always just feel the same always no matter what.
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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:57 PM Author: Mauve Lascivious Persian
Actually -- technically 29 because there's one that I don't count.
In college, there was an Asian virgin in my dorm who I used to hook up with. I never fucked her because I was dating a different girl, and because she was a virgin and I didnt want the drama. But I used to get BJs from her all the time. I also used to have her lie down on her stomach, and I would lube up her upper thighs, have her hold them together tight, and I would fuck that area all the way up to her clit she she would get off too. Felt suprisingly 180 and I am still impressed I never just slid it in intentionally.
...BUT, there was ONE time I did accidently sort of poke in there with my head for a split second. So I never really "fucked" this girl, but my penis did sort of go "in" her pussy -- although really it more just went inbetween the lips and poked
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Date: July 29th, 2025 8:00 PM Author: Mauve Lascivious Persian
Let's dive into this more...
I'm pretty sure there's a connection between my inability to feel excitement and my ability to rub my cock against her pussy dozens of times without giving into the temptation to slide it in.
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Date: July 30th, 2025 1:17 AM Author: Galvanic Home Headpube
Were you hard? Of course you were. That’s literally excited. Congrats. You CAN get excited. You DO get excited.
There does seem to be something wrong with you though.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49142057)
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