Date: May 11th, 2024 7:25 PM Author: Sinister frum son of senegal
If I had a fresh start, I wouldn't choose the law. I think it's killing me after all this time. I am also in this weird spot where it's not really a good time to start transitioning to a new thing. I keep telling myself, just make it 50 more months. Just keep doing it for 50 more months.
But it is agony.
I am seriously fucked up. In the past I have pushed myself in places where I really shouldn't have pushed myself. I have played games with myself to get up the mountain. Now, I'm almost broken or something.
I remember when I worked for this crazy cat lady bitch. Jesus Christ I swallowed some real shitburgers in those dark, dark days. I don't think it was healthy.