Date: October 14th, 2021 1:01 AM
Author: hairraiser field
i grew up ina very religious household and sheltered form realities of entropic nature of life
no premium on money or sexual markteplace and very beta dad
slowly realized that nothing matters except climbing the hierarchy and maxing power process as we are apes for fulfillment and that legacy or changing world or meek and mild jesus cuck shit is absilute flame and will get you taken advantage of really fucking hard in this shit world that has littel to no meaning
i think there is an intelligence that created this but to think in terms of yahweh and anthropormohic gods is fucking LOL now
just having regrets about being lied to for so long for comfy feels when i could have been learnign the harsh truth of life without retard god religion shit in it
i know im alone in this unicverse and it comes down to me gettgin what i want and not some faggot god thing but couldve used the drive when younger (probably by design to keep plebs anesthetizsed from youth tbqh)
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4941741&forum_id=2#43269036)