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Date: June 6th, 2020 4:41 PM Author: Apoplectic ruddy forum (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40363795) |
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Date: June 6th, 2020 4:42 PM Author: hyperventilating saffron famous landscape painting azn CR. Complete peace. What is creepy though about death is knowing that the universe will exist for countless trillions of years after you're dead. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40363799) |
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Date: June 6th, 2020 4:58 PM Author: Apoplectic ruddy forum Lol who gives a shit about this thing going on and making the same gay shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40363868) |
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Date: June 15th, 2020 4:50 PM Author: Glittery Institution New Version there's an afterlife tho (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40423241) |
Date: June 6th, 2020 4:57 PM Author: Splenetic fortuitous meteor trust fund (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40363858) |
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Date: June 6th, 2020 4:57 PM Author: Carmine hideous center community account Ricky no (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40363861) |
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Date: June 6th, 2020 5:18 PM Author: Scarlet cuckold (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40364017) |
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Date: June 6th, 2020 4:58 PM Author: Exciting box office ceo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40363870) |
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Date: June 6th, 2020 4:59 PM Author: insecure puce turdskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40363875) |
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Date: June 15th, 2020 4:27 PM Author: Apoplectic ruddy forum (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40423023) |
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Date: June 6th, 2020 5:16 PM Author: flirting prole (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40364002) |
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Date: June 6th, 2020 5:16 PM Author: lascivious psychic twinkling uncleanness That sweet release. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40364004) |
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Date: June 15th, 2020 4:50 PM Author: Splenetic fortuitous meteor trust fund (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40423237) |
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Date: June 15th, 2020 4:50 PM Author: Laughsome Magical Chad sounds grate too bad you can't remember it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40423244) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 12:46 AM Author: ''''' (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578149) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:10 AM Author: Username13729278 The problem is I’m going to be dying and the whole time I’m going to impulsively check my phone and poast threads about how awesome dying is. Gonna really detract from the dying experience (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578238) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:16 AM Author: ''''' (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578260) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:34 AM Author: :;::;;:;;:;;::;:::;:;;;:;:::;;;:: (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578328) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:54 PM Author: ;,;,;;;,;,;,,,;,;;;,;,,;;;;;,;, (ππΊπ©π»π€) (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40580746) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:25 AM Author: prince ricky, but what if there is a hell? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578298) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:29 AM Author: COME AT ME CNN, I FUCKING DARE YOU I did some LSD last weekend and I think really helped me with my fear of death, though in possibly the most depressing way possible. It's not that I expect anything other than non-existence after death or that I've come to appreciate my ability to influence the world for the better during my lifetime, it's just that the world is full of so much bullshit that it will be a relief not to have to deal with it anymore especially when I'm too old and sick to get any real enjoyment out of life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578313) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:29 AM Author: Username13729278 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578314) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:31 AM Author: prince careful bud, there might be a heaven or hell type fork in the road.
dont be so sure its non-existence. |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:34 AM Author: Username13729278 If there is, the road you go down was determined long before you reached the fork (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578325) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:35 AM Author: prince no, i think life is a test. its on you where you go.
or maybe, hell is just more bullshit life in some other dimension and existence.
eventually our souls will learn enough to go to heaven, i hope. our final resting place.
if we arent in heaven now, its because our souls came from some other existence where we clearly fucked up. |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:37 AM Author: Username13729278 Yeah, Life is where you get to know god, or not.
Absolutely all that reincarnation stuff you’re making up is wrong. |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:38 AM Author: prince oh i c.
im not sure about anything, bro.
im willing to learn.
but ur probably right. life is where you get to know god, or not...
btw, only reason i know god and heaven are real is because i got that revealed to me on dmt. i only smoked it for shits and giggles, didnt expect that. now i definitely know i cant say that god or heaven isnt real, so if i fuck up, its most definitely on me at this point. but im still being a sinner big time, so im kinda scared, dude. real scared. i need some event to help me live in service of god to the point where im committed. |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:40 AM Author: Username13729278 You need a personal relationship with Jesus Christ, because you’re an utter degenerate and have zero chance of going to heaven without being earnestly born again and baptized. Good luck. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578350) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:44 AM Author: prince yeah, i hear you.
first off, im going to quit stuff like smoking, coffee, shitty foods, and start exercising.
then quit drugs. that will be a battle big time.
and then, god willing, i will get born again through a baptizm and start a christian life. and in the same vein, i feel i need to do some good by helping people somehow. thats one way to live a christian life, i think. |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:50 AM Author: ''''' christ is for slave minds
but yeah drugs are controlling your body, even herbs like tobacco and coffee and weed are brain hijack parasites long term and you are their bitch slave (so am i at times)
plants are dumb and you can master them (they need us to domesticate them), remember sharks are older than trees |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:51 AM Author: prince i like how u think, ricky. ur a unique mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578388) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:55 AM Author: ''''' ty brother
ive had a very 'outlier' life experience but like you im also a dumb monkey born to similar apes in bondage on this planet
you're not alone, i think about death and dying constantly and have seen it my whole life
in the book of five rings by musashi it is the way of the true warrior to wake up and know you will die and dwell on it constantly
chaos and eris is the natural order, embrace it and work with it while the other primates shriek and look for their alpha monnkey tribe leader clue (govt/psychiatry/politics/priestclass)
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:58 AM Author: prince by outlier u mean u have had an experience with god? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578401) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 2:06 AM Author: ''''' i meant as in i likely had a very abnormal path compared to average person but thats a story i play with myself also
ive dabbled heavily in occult and mystic psychedleic groups, i have had a few moments that may have been illusions where i was shown the inner chambers of the throne of glory but again perhaps it was in my nervous system all along or entities misleading me
it was the most glorious thing ive ever experienced and i think about it many time throughout the day
god isnt outside of us i feel, we are just part of this emf grid and basically nodes of light that appear separated but are all one
its all coming brother its all inside of you already you/ im convinced this place is just one thought or word unfolding
i experience god making breakfast, fucking my lady and looking at babies or animaldoods
trust yourslef and DO IT no one is coming to help you. i dont care about you and no one really does but its ok. it is all meaningless and you are 100% going to die so what are you doing while you wait your ticket to permavoid
all u have is your direct experience with life and the words of others who likely know nothing also.
i have no answers for you im a dumb monkey like you and all words are ultimately lies |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 2:27 AM Author: prince woah.
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:48 PM Author: ''''' ? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40580693) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 5:48 PM Author: prince intense post. i was quoting neo from the matrix. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40582588) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:46 AM Author: ''''' you're caught in duality either/or plane brother
god is inside you and always has been
undo your faggot conditioning and direct your supreme will at this retard ape world without good evil labeling and most of your problems go away |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:48 AM Author: prince interesting take on things. thank you for replying.
i feel ur probably right. whenever i just think of light vs dark i have a weird empty negative feeling in me.
when i read ur post it got unknotted. |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:47 AM Author: COME AT ME CNN, I FUCKING DARE YOU I'd be OK with this outcome, even knowing that there's a pretty good chance I'd be destined for Hell if I were to get hit by a meteor seconds from now. I'd even prefer it to my current perspective, especially if you can get into Heaven by sincerely repenting all of the bad shit you've done on your deathbed. I just can't bring myself to believe in accounts of the afterlife coming from druggies, religious fanatics, or people with near death experiences that involve supposedly seeing things that they "couldn't possibly" have known or guessed by natural means. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578369) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:48 AM Author: ''''' i cant look at the sky anymore without picturing a massive manhattan sized meteor ball arching across the sky and smiling upon impact (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578372) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:49 AM Author: prince heaven and god are real, bro.
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:58 AM Author: COME AT ME CNN, I FUCKING DARE YOU Believe me, I'd love to believe it, and I spent years self-studying the most compelling parts of Catholic philosophy to try to convince myself of it. I still think that the sort of reductionist physicalism that is in vogue among the scientific elite has glaring flaws that none of them want to admit. However, at some point I had to admit to myself that the historical evidence for Christian claims about the Resurrection is nowhere near as strong as I'd like. If you think some other religion has better evidence for its claims then I'm open to hearing it, but I'm pretty cynical at this point about every actual defense of religious belief that I've heard (and that *definitely* extends to dumb spiritual-but-not-religious claims as well) (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578403) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 1:59 AM Author: prince christ and christianity are probably wrong.
for example, and as a hard proof against the reality of christianity, jesus claimed that you may only know the father through him, but i have seen and met the father, so jesus was wrong.
of course, i cant prove it, but i only have my word.
however, god and heaven are real. |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 2:04 AM Author: Username13729278 Your experience was of the Spirit of God, not the Father directly. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578414) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 2:08 AM Author: COME AT ME CNN, I FUCKING DARE YOU Are you sure your experience was truly of the Father and did not involve Jesus the Son as an intermediary in any sort of way? I mean of all of the arguments against Christianity, personal mystical experiences (especially those coming via DMT) are probably the least convincing to me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578420) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 2:28 AM Author: prince yes, im sure.
im pretty sure dmt was a real experience of god. i wasnt like trying to imagine god, if thats what you think.
i never knew what god even was supposed to feel like. but it does add up to what people believe Him to be. |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 2:32 AM Author: COME AT ME CNN, I FUCKING DARE YOU Well, I guess I'll see if I can try out some DMT at some point. Not expecting a whole lot in terms of leading me towards a more wholesome life, but I might as well gain some personal experience with the shit you're talking about. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578450) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 2:43 AM Author: ,,,,....,..,...,....,. I read shit like this and just think "well yeah, you were on a very powerful psychedelic." Like - you saw god while tripping balls. Doesn't seem that odd. Sounds more like you saw drug effects and called it god because you don't know what else to call it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4553694&forum_id=2#40578458) |
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Date: July 10th, 2020 2:45 AM Author: prince no, no, no...
not even close to what you are imagining.
it was more of a 100 percent concrete, in your face, god experience.
i knew it was god in my bones. never had a feeling like that before in my life. i didnt even think the word god at the time. it was something in the blood, you know what i mean? god is what we call it, of course.
the word never came to me at the time. though i do have to say i did think the word infinity. |