i dont recall posting more than three sentence replies today.

cant believe i have all these haters on xo.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4836237&forum_id=2#42473531)

but do you see me making crazy threads anymore? no, because i learned the energy input does not get appropriately compensated, in whatever form i expected. i kept getting roped, hoping for something to ignite maybe so i thought to myself since i had the manic energy and weird concentration might as well put forth something extra and then some. yeah, total waste. i dont mean the threads, some of them were good for me and they were successes for my expectations. its just the extra extra effort i put in was not needed. too much. too high. maybe somebody got something from it. ill tell you what though, all the threads and subthreads with mig were a bad mistake. like a scar on my soul, i feel. wtf was i doing engaging him about god and all that. i dunno if you are him or who you are, but thats just how it is. he is just a screwball. in fact, i think he sidetracked me a bunch of times into what i now consider irrelevant stuff. just nonsense.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4836237&forum_id=2#42474764)