I read a particularly vile TBF poast to some friends, they were genuinely horrif
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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:44 AM Author: sable hideous site
horrified. it was the second half of http://www.xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891087&forum_id=2#42882626
the passage:
'Incidentally, your "music" is shitty. But you are holding it together reasonably well for a blown out 30 year old bipolar half Jew half white girl who has rough ridden miles of cock, so I give you props for that at least. It's too bad that you're such a crazy and amoral cunt. And I do hope the abortion haunts you at least a little, even though I highly doubt it does. Oh well.'
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42888159) |
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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:21 PM Author: Canary Crackhouse
To be fair,
Oh fuck... you mean a bunch of techies and musicians in LA who hang out with 30 year old single and unmarried promiscuous (diagnosed) mentally ill liberal Jewish "punk rocker" attention whore woman who also codes for a living affirm that they think I come across as, like, a TOTALLY mean racist sexist asshole when she reads them my internet poasts about her out loud IRL and asks them for their opinion (very normal behavior btw)?
Fuck, it might be time to step back and really reevaluate my life and my poasting. Dis veddy veddy bad.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42892131) |
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Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:38 AM Author: sable hideous site
i replied twice bc i was too lazy to edit; i had another thought to mention and the "reply" button was closer to my thumb. wasn't gonna spend much energy on it.
dw - i'm definitely not going to let anyone take advantage of me like that again, and yeah from now on i'm only dating people with their shit together.
[edit] also, why does everyone here feel the need to clarify that they'd fuck me, how hard, and whether they're ashamed of being attracted to me?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42888257) |
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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:36 AM Author: sable hideous site
just search "Second Shooter" on Spotify/Apple Music/etc.
most popular songs on Spotify are 'Steal Your Screams' from our 2018 EP & our 2019 single '9th Street Malice' (vox on first verse are our guitarist). or if u like hardcore def listen to '1 in 6'.
(not saying listen to all three, just throwing out suggestions)
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42888370) |
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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 AM Author: Awkward Coiffed Library
Lol, is “steal your screams” about spaceporn tp and his mail-order “kid”?
The devil's hiding in plain sight
leering at you from above
you let him in, you were weak
you can never trust your mind again
your mind again
freezing chains will tie you down
in this hot room
don't try to sleep
you're not alone and this weight won't let you go
stealing your screams
you're breathing fast, then you can't breathe at...
--all your senses fail you, betraying your attempts to move
malicious silence, violent smile, burning idols, it's just you
all your senses burning
malicious, violent, betraying... it's just you
night has fallen, the air has thickened
oppressing you in sleep just as in day
and your story, a grand grimoire
will be forgotten, just like you
just like you
freezing chains will tie you down
in this hot room
freezing hands will pull you down
in this warm bed
don't try to sleep
you're not alone and this weight won't let you go
stealing your screams
you're breathing fast, then you can't breathe at...
--all he wants is to destroy you, here on purpose, he enjoys it
laughing as you try to call for help
laughing until he's thru with you
laughing 'cause it's just the two of you
it's just you!
your eyes are truly open now x3
your eyes are truly open x3
and you're not alone
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42888385) |
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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:26 PM Author: Canary Crackhouse
To be fair,
For the sake of these normies, I just hope you were double masking and maintaining at least six feet of distance even if outside (regardless of your vaccination status concerning a cold virus that is 99.999% survivable for anyone in decent health under 65) when you read those insane passages to them, in order to protect everyone's health.
Admittedly I don't do any of that shit, myself... but then again, I'm a terrifying and unhinged lunatic with no regard for other people. Anyway, stay safe! Mask it or casket! Stay home, alone together!
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42892147) |
Date: August 3rd, 2021 8:51 AM Author: Lake stirring kitchen people who are hurt
I took shit in another thread for white-knighting you by saying that you can post well about content that isnt autobio.
The absolute worst autobio posting is "leave my IRL out of it, here's a thread about my IRL".
SP does this all the time: here's a new thread complaining that there are threads about my kid!
tldr: post butthole or use a pseudo no one knows and stfu about who you are
its gotta be one or the other. male posters manage this
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42888514) |
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Date: August 3rd, 2021 9:23 AM Author: sable hideous site
yeah i don't think he gets a point for the music one. plenty of people like it; "shitty" isn't justified.
? my sexual history as documented here certainly did not involve that much cock lmao. it was a weird # of poasters but only puritanical, misogynistic freaks would go so far as to say "blown out" or "miles of cock" or anything. all of that gets exaggerated in bort lore anyway. ig it's a matter of opinion but i truly believe that by normal standards, he's wrong. there go another 2 of his claims.
30, half jewish, sure
you conveniently skipped over "bipolar", which is one of the few concrete claims here and is simply not true.
sure, you guys can have "crazy" and "amoral"
the decision to terminate does weigh on me; i won't type out the details but yes it hurts and although i know i made the ""right"" choice, both options were shitty. i bumped like one box abortion thread bc it was good; ppl here all have dark senses of humor. i'm very surprised anyone who was around at the time could possibly think i was callous about it or took it lightly. i guess people remember things how they want to.
soooo as you can see, there's a lot of shit in there that isn't justified or true at all
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42888670) |
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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:31 PM Author: Canary Crackhouse
To be fair,
You were literally expelled from Brown (which doesn't go out of its way to expel students paying tuition, especially those who are also a "favored" class as biologically females) for a full year for psychotically threatening your room mate with violence and freaking her out so bad that she involved school authorities (who clearly found her account to be credible), and then you were also subsequently diagnosed with and treated for a serious mental disorder as a result of the fall out of that incident -- which, again, was bad enough that it literally pushed out your college graduation by a full year.
Many old timers on XO remember this, because you liveblogged about it right here on this board to the same set of total strangers for whom you posted copious nudes (all very sane behavior btw) while it was all happening. So why are you now lying and trying to literally rewrite documented factual history and gaslight us all by pretending like that never happened, and I have no legitimate basis for saying that you have a documented history of psychotic behavior and diagnosed mental illness? Oh wait, right... it's because you're yet another neurotic lying kike cunt. A very rare breed! Imagine my surprise! Why does this mean-spirited persecution just keep happening to you people over and over and over again throughout history?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42892171) |
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Date: August 3rd, 2021 10:17 PM Author: sable hideous site
(cgm)
i wasn't expelled lmaooooo i took a one-year leave of absence for mental health. if you'll notice, TBF wrote "literally expelled", which (like many of zher claims) is demonstrably false. 😊 you can paraphrase or exaggerate the backstory all you want, but there's a huuuuuuge difference between expulsion (which would look BAD on my record and would NOT result in a degree) and taking a year off (which did NOT look bad and which DID result in a degree). do you see the difference? :o) you might have to re-read a couple times, but i think it will becum clear to u. 😁
idk what "serious mental disorder" i was "treated for", but yes, i saw a therapist to help me manage my mood. my only diagnoses were depression and ADHD haha (i don't actually have it but dr. gave me adderall).
TBF may benefit from treatment for a "serious mental disorder" as well. i would give him the info for my former therapist, but she's already been stalked and harassed by a patient before (and even had to change offices because of it).
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42892918) |
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Date: August 4th, 2021 4:38 AM Author: Canary Crackhouse
To be fair,
Sorry, you're right -- it's possible that Brown "strongly recommended" (under threat of expulsion) that you take a year off to let things cool down. And in any event I'm sure the whole thing with your roommate was really just one big misunderstanding anyway haha. So that's obviously totally different and I was misremembering everything wrong.
Anyway, suffice to say that now that you've explained that in fact you don't even really have ADHD, I have to concede that you're a paragon of mental sanity and I was just making the whole thing up. Carry on!
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42894261) |
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Date: August 4th, 2021 1:40 PM Author: galvanic office toilet seat
So are there any truth to the bort rumors that you were diagnosed with BPD or suspected of having BPD? I'm not trying to be an asshole here. I'm dating a girl with BPD and have another close friend with BPD. And, well, diagnosing a stranger on the Internet based on the contents of their poasts is not exactly an exact science, but some of the things you have written about your IRL are definitely consistent with BPD symptoms. For example, both my friend and my girlfriend basically only date unemployed/underemployed losers who have very little going for them. The friend has a STEM masters and earns six figures at a prestigious research institute; her boyfriend earns minimum wage working at a vape shop. The current girlfriend's last two boyfriends were unemployed and literally depended on her to put food in their mouths. I guess the BPD fear of abandonment is so intense that they only want to date guys who are completely dependent on them for everything because they are so terrified of their partner leaving them. So when you wrote about the Chipotle boyfriend... Yeah...
Like I said, I'm not trying to be an asshole. Dialectical behavioral therapy is remarkably effective for BPD. My current gf still has her meltdowns, but they are less frequent and less severe. (And, well, she is now dating a guy who at least has a job. :) ) So I just thought I'd toss that out there.
Also, for the record, I live on the East Coast and have a girlfriend, so I am not "white knighting" Box because I want to fuck her. I'm old fashioned, and when I want to fuck a girl, I do things like compliment her shoes and take her out to dinner rather than creeping on them on xoxo. I'm sure I will get abuse for this poast regardless, but I don't really care. Yes, you should probably have thick skin if you spend time on the Internet (especially on xoxo). At the same time, I know that there are real people behind these monikers. And people with BPD tend to feel negative emotions much more intensely than neurotypical people. So maybe think before you bully strangers online.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42895850) |
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Date: August 4th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: sable hideous site
not diagnosed but i did have textbook BPD symptoms from my teens through my mid 20s. i had a therapist that did DBT with me & it def helped since explicit logic is able to (partially) override my irrational, emotional brain.
i've mostly outgrown it by 30; dating this recent guy was more a matter of romanticizing him in particular bc of his artistic talent (not like a BPD black-and-white idealization, just a normal rose-colored glasses thing). aside from the violence & the quantity & seriousness of the lies, i think of it as similar to ann & andy from parks & rec (rashida jones & chris pratt) - professionally accomplished woman dating & coddling a loser wannabe-musician lol. (lazy ex wasn't actually an aspiring musician in terms of career goals, but it's the same idea.)
i'm glad your gf is doing better and i wish the best for your friend too! 🖤
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42895918) |
Date: August 3rd, 2021 9:45 AM Author: histrionic light skinny woman
Incidentally,
You left out the best poast in that thread:
"To be fair,
You "thought we were cool," but you were also talking shit about me in another thread I wasn't even poasting in several days ago?
And even if that wasn't the case, we haven't spoken in years and the last time we spoke I offered to rape you. But still exercising that legendary good judgment when it comes to assessing people, I see!"
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42888749) |
Date: August 3rd, 2021 9:47 AM Author: chest-beating theatre dragon
Your a good poster and I’m selfishly glad to see you back here but you’re better off not coming here and dealing with these sorts of posts and just living irl.
Yea, you can evolve a thick enough skin to shrug off vile posts like that, but why bother? You seem to have enough going on irl socially to not need the unique “humor” this place can provide.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42888756) |
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Date: August 4th, 2021 6:15 AM Author: sable hideous site
that's a good point, it's rly all contextual.
idk, TBF has some kind of intense hatred that i think could only come from personal trauma. not seeing any respect there.
AND I ONLY DRESS LIKE A GOTH SLUT ON STAGE (mostly)... though i guess it was a metaphor anyway... 😅
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891836&forum_id=2#42894318) |
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