I'm with you

Infected by a transgender while she came and a small drop fell into my eye. Reading and asking on some other forum here I was told because of air inactive hiv will not infect me.

So after 3 weeks , seroconversion illness.

Also diagnosed with with past CMV illness with IgG antibodies.

Generally last 10 years I had small low white blood cell count

So when diagnosed I had 48millions viral load VL

Also 170 cd4

Cd4/cd8 ratio of = 0.4

My doctor does not talk to me too much. He tells me I'm anxious. This is not reason to not tell me what, how, etc....

Anyways

I started ART at 40 days after infection.

Today I gave sample to measure again my cd4 and viral load after a month of initiation of art.

Also Yesterday I had vaccination for covid.

I also read that vaccinations may increase viral load.

Also increased viral load is factor of drug resistance.

Doctor also told me it's very huge number my viral load but it was peak due to peak acute phase also my cd4 was low because generally I had low WBC so it's normal in acute phase to see a dive in cd4 number

I read everywhere and I think these.:

Low cd4/cd8 means difficult to recover cd4s

High viral load (mine , although in acute phase was huge HUGE) treated or untreated progress to AIDS fast.

Finally my questions are.

Did you see again so high viral load?

Was mistake to risk having covid vaccination now that viral load is not known if suppressed well or not???

Should my doctor tell me?

Should I expect to live 3-5 years or more with so huge VL???

Please relief my pain in soul. I will not suicide, so don't tell me lies!!! I just want to know to take care better of my health.

Need your understanding and support my brothers.

Should Expect to live more years because new drugs are highly active???

I am 35

Thanks

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