Lol @ when bp lied and tried to practice GAME on me right after we broke up
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Date: September 28th, 2022 1:19 PM Author: Indigo black woman
We tentatively broke up in July 2021 and permanently in Oct 2021. Because he’s a giant pussy, he never opened up to me about the break up. He literally just ignored me for over a month.
He was my first match on bumble. I downloaded the app the morning after we broke up permanently and I matched with him within seconds. I had never used the app. He didn’t have the “New Here” badge on his profile so either he didn’t delete his account when we first started dating or he LIED about when he created his account (see messages). Also lol @ his attempt to be a player, matching me the morning after breaking my heart (again) and trying to use me to practice his bumble game
Fuck off f*****
First pic is from July ‘21, the rest are from Oct ‘21. https://imgur.com/a/SOJO0ys
He blocked me on text and bumble shortly after these messages
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45244965) |
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Date: September 28th, 2022 4:46 PM Author: Orchid Trailer Park Mother
So?
1. Stop thinking about boner police (super lolzy thing type and I understand now why you call him bp)
2. Stop poasting and forget about this place.
3. Get a talk therapist on a weekly basis.
4. Grow as a person and find happiness elsewhere.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45246330) |
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Date: September 28th, 2022 2:06 PM Author: Indigo black woman
(Literally the shared quotemo bp uses)
I tracked your various pumos/quotemos for months last year/earlier this year without alerting the board. Sad! Stop smoking so much weed and masturbating so much bro. I knew it was you because you mentioned the passing of a family friend’s relative.
It was funny how you would shittalk me on your diff accts tho
Btw you didn’t know this but when you open Instagram DM conversations on your computer instead of your phone (or vice versa), the “Seen” status updates once you open the convo from a different device. So I know you were reading our old messages every now and then 😘
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45245300) |
Date: September 28th, 2022 2:07 PM Author: swashbuckling newt
wait u guys met on bumble
that explains a lot
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45245302) |
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Date: September 28th, 2022 2:38 PM Author: Indigo black woman
Nah you have no idea how majorly I changed after that
New job/car within a month and a new living situation within six weeks. I already posted this but my letter https://imgur.com/a/5aBjfsG
Don’t want to rehash everything but I think he fell out of love w me and was looking for an excuse to leave but also was scared to pull the plug
Like he was looking for a way out for weeks/months before the soft break up
Could only see that in retrospect
Didn’t post on xo a single time July-Oct
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45245538) |
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Date: September 28th, 2022 11:34 PM Author: Indigo black woman
This is what I’m thinking too. But if that were the case, why would he later text me suggesting he’d consider getting back together? Even while he was at my house breaking up with me, I asked him if that was a possibility, and he visibly perked up and enthusiastically was like, “Yes.” Maybe he just said that because he thought it would make the breakup less intense and assume that the initial blow and my resulting pain would fade into grim acceptance. I’ve written before about small signs I noticed in the month or so preceding our breakup that suggested he was out of love with me. He was itching to get away. He said all the same romantic lines to me that he said when he was still in love with me but small subconscious behaviors during those weeks betrayed his words.
Part of why I think he acted cruelly during the break up (and I could only see this months after it happened) is because instead of admitting that he wasn’t in love with me anymore, he spouted out about a list of reasons why it was actually *my fault* we were breaking up. Some of those reasons include:
- I slept with other people before him and he knew some of them and couldn’t get over it (he knew this from date one and had slept with over twice as many people)
- I need attention from men online (this was during the era when I censored myself strictly when it came to personal stuff because I didn’t want to post anything he wouldn’t like. Sometimes he would log on my xo acct and blank my posts because he was concerned about how ppl on here perceived him and our relationship. He was probably mostly referring to my Twitter where I had a private acct with about 60 followers including some irl males who knew I had a bf and who I didn’t chat/flirt with in private (>inb4 “It’s ‘WHOM!’). He told me this while he was at my house breaking up with me and I was like, “I never even posted bikini pics or anything!” and he was like, “I know,” in a tone that kind of implied that he realized that excuse for breaking up with me had failed. He has liked other girls’ bikini photos on Instagram since we broke up. I always watched what I posted on social media while we were dating. My only Instagram post the entire time we dated included him and no one else. I wasn’t anywhere on his social media.
- I actually brought up xo at around this point In our conversation. Normally on xo I tried to keep details about our sex life private because if I said something that remotely touched on sex, a swarm of posters would accuse me of being a whore and a fake Christian. So I just kept quiet for the most part on here about sexual matters while BP and I were together. During the break up meeting, i asked if that bothered him that I rarely wrote about the fact that we had sex. He vigorously agreed that it bothered him.
- While he was away with some family members + a male family friend in July 2021 (he broke up w me the day he returned), I snapped him a picture of the fake vax card I made. He asked me if I actually got the vax and I was like obviously not. At the time, I was confused why he asked because I’d been intensely vocally anti vax and he would’ve known if I’d gotten any shot in previous weeks (since the pic I sent him had two dates/lot #s. Maybe he was hoping I’d say yes so he’d have an excuse to break up with me.
There are more.
That doesn’t change the fact that I was just in a mental rut and was not the kind of gf I’d want to have if I were him during that time. He’d send me job and rooming opportunities and I’d lie about how much looking for jobs I was doing. I can’t even fathom living now like I did then. I was too depressed to even read the books he got for us to read together. This is what I cry about at night.
But even when I got my act together in a month (and still during the time when we were only tentatively broken up), he started ignoring me and wouldn’t even give me a single call over an entire weekend to discuss my new job and catch up. He just ignored me and left me hanging. He did that until October when he broke up with me permanently without ever really opening up to me or telling me how he felt. Then he texted with me and bumbled me for a few days then suddenly blocked me on everything. The night he blocked me was the same night I posted on xo for the first time in months. He unblocked me on a few platforms weeks later. The night we broke up permanently in Oct, I removed him on Instagram and snap because I didnt want to see other girls he followed.
You are spot on that at the time he broke up with me, there was nothing I could have done. He just wanted out. I would have been much less hurt if he was just honest and said that.
All I wanted when we broke up was for him to be gutsy enough to open up fully and have an honest talk with me. As you see in my Easter messages, I just wanted clear boundaries. I needed to hear something like, “I just can’t be friends with you after we’ve dated and I think it’s best we don’t contact each other at all. You still mean so much to me,” or “We can talk on the phone as friends while we’re both single but…”
It doesn’t matter anymore. Everything is entirely shattered and crushed. There’s a bitter taste in our mouths. We will almost certainly never talk to each other face-to-face again and any future real life interaction we might have will be accidental, brief and supremely uncomfortable.
Life.
P.S.: I’ve shocked myself with the strides I’ve made over this past year and it’s only getting better. We’re you expecting that??? I’m glad you broke up with me even if you handled it like a little boy and I handled it like a psycho brat. I’m cold af and will never collapse. I’ll always recover and never give up. But you knew that and thats the part of me that made you scared. Good luck in life.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45248357) |
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Date: September 29th, 2022 12:26 AM Author: Carmine flickering site turdskin
I'm sorry the breakup was not ideal. I know you're in a lot of pain. BP was and still is a young guy figuring out life. I'm sure he could have handled it better.
I urge you to let go of him and move on. Please let go completely and don't talk about him anymore.
As an added benefit if you never talk about BP again I will never poast in any of your threads again. Just please, please move on for real and stop poasting about BP. It's time to grow up. Give up the ghost. Regardless of his actions or how it impacted you it's really, truly time to let go.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45248602) |
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Date: September 28th, 2022 2:47 PM Author: Indigo black woman
I miss him too. Almost broke down and texted him last night but didn’t. I saw a certain pic of his wife since the last time he and I spent time together and she looks so sweet/kind/innocent and I felt so guilty knowing her husband has been cheating on her forever and she’s probably been mentally and emotionally abused by the guy + gaslighted
I just can’t be a participant and regret having been with him even if he’s never going to stop cheating
Plus I’m a huge hypocrite/terrible person to do that while participating in parish life. It had to end
Part of me thinks he wants to get caught
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45245610) |
Date: September 28th, 2022 2:45 PM Author: Concupiscible school
fucking burst out laughing at "will you date and marry me?"
god damn this content is 180
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45245595) |
Date: September 28th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Wild Degenerate State
man, i'm starting to rethink my offer of courting and marrying you. might be too crazy for me.
but i'd still pipe you any day of the week.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45245723) |
Date: September 28th, 2022 3:14 PM Author: Indigo black woman
This past Easter https://imgur.com/a/wRseguu
He never responded in detail later
He told me last October that he had started writing letters and e-mails to me but never finished the drafts/sent them for whatever reason
He never opened up to me because he didn’t think I was worth it. I thought he was a true friend. Just like he never called me Labor Day weekend 2021 like he said he would. He just never called. He avoids things because he’s a coward and I’m not worth the effort to him. So good riddance
He responded to me on Easter like I’d respond to someone I really don’t want to talk to at all. Notice his lack of punctuation. He wanted to get in and out of the convo super quickly.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45245743) |
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Date: September 28th, 2022 4:41 PM Author: Indigo black woman
I’m not punishing him. He made the conscious decision to hurt me. That night in October, he told me that part of why he couldn’t be with me was because I had been with Sam and other people before him.
He knew about Sam on our first date
He was the one who pursued a relationship with me
Who talked about marriage and family together
Who’d WANT to come over to spend time with me as much as possible even though I wasn’t used to it
Who’d try to hold my hand in church
Who I told my secrets to and confided in
Who would write letters to me on holidays and my bday gushing about how lucky he was
I knew he was so sensitive and delicate so I’d always try my hardest to not hurt him. But he still consciously tried to hurt me for some reason. And then didn’t even have the courtesy to be open and honest with me.
There are so many things I could say that would hurt him and h regretfully have posted some of them
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45246303)
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Date: September 28th, 2022 5:53 PM Author: Haunting factory reset button affirmative action
more gaslighting and deflection
you said yourself that he likes posting here. now you're saying that it's on him to avoid this place so he doesn't see how you're trashing him? that makes no sense.
regardless of who the bad guy in the relationship, you're the bad guy right now.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45246674) |
Date: September 28th, 2022 3:32 PM Author: Wild Degenerate State
Do you think your affair with a married man will drive him closer or farther from you?
ljl at "imma work harder on myself, and want you to be proud of the person I've become"
a few months later "i'm fucking this married man, i miss my married boyfriend, i couldn't stand to look at pictures of his kids"
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45245881) |
Date: September 28th, 2022 6:30 PM Author: Wild Degenerate State
wtf, he blocked you on text and bumble after this?
wowowowowow lolololol
and you've been pining for him and pretending that y'all are just on a break.
dude, have some self-respect. he doesn't want ANYTHING to do with you. So you harass him online. He can't even poast under his usual moniker because of you.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45246857) |
Date: September 28th, 2022 10:09 PM Author: vibrant zombie-like shrine potus
To think that I actually defended you for months on here. You are an insane narcissist.
In just one thread you managed to publish private and personal correspondence AND talk about how you miss a married guy in your parish that you recently fucked...
Honest advice: you are a deeply troubled person, BP was wrong to fall head over heels for you so quickly, but right to break up with you once red flags started popping up. You need to get off this site, uninstall the apps,
stop jumping on dicks/leading men along, work on yourself.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45247891) |
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Date: September 28th, 2022 10:23 PM Author: Wild Degenerate State
The last time you promised to "work on yourself" you ended up sleeping with a married man.
I wonder what will happen this time.
You've only confirmed to everyone today that BP dodged a HUGE bullet.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201211&forum_id=2#45247993) |
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