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If you want to ban poasters for anything other than spamming or outing, fuck you

Oh noes, some poaster doesn't agree with my politics. He's S...
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/29/22
quit raping small children you fucking creep
diverse idiot marketing idea
  09/29/22
Who do you think I am, dumbass?
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/29/22
a child rapist obviously. can't you fucking read?
diverse idiot marketing idea
  09/30/22
Lmao I'm glad this place is anonymous. Take your Haldol and ...
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/30/22
Preach!
Lascivious clown becky
  09/29/22
Ty poastradamus. You are a quality OG poaster.
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/29/22
Thanks. This means a lot. Really
Lascivious clown becky
  09/29/22
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mustard heaven reading party
  09/29/22
Ty Karlstack. We need to preserve the spirit of xo, which in...
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/29/22
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Sable doctorate
  09/29/22
i still unload
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Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/29/22
but who will spam the spammers?
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idiotic cerebral dopamine
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Chestnut irradiated degenerate office
  09/29/22
"I Still Unload": This Man Is a "Nullo" ...
diverse idiot marketing idea
  09/29/22
earl lost his mind when kenny was posting star wars spoilers
Underhanded wonderful step-uncle's house
  09/29/22
Even spamming is very rarely cause for banning.
Navy Box Office
  09/29/22
spamming is a core xo competency imo
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cr. people who complain about another poster "shitting ...
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Cr. Its mainly just outing. The nullo guy is incredibly ...
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I want people banned only for outing. Spam would have to reg...
wine provocative messiness rehab
  09/29/22
cr. it's virtually impossible for someone to render the boar...
Navy Box Office
  09/29/22
As one of a few poasters who have played around with, ah, &q...
Magenta Public Bath
  09/29/22
agreed. spam should have a pretty big burden to qualify for ...
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  09/29/22
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  09/29/22
Rach has gone wrong in administration by deviating from the ...
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idiotic cerebral dopamine
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Correct, it's a non-outing criterion. You can't spam child p...
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idiotic cerebral dopamine
  09/29/22
See my first poast: "Spam would have to regularly fill ...
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idiotic cerebral dopamine
  09/29/22
You're free to read whatever mentalization into the simple r...
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idiotic cerebral dopamine
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I don't think spamming more to show people spam is bad is a ...
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idiotic cerebral dopamine
  09/29/22
I did address what you said, you apparently just don't like ...
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idiotic cerebral dopamine
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I don't agree, in that "[s]pam would have to regularly ...
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idiotic cerebral dopamine
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No, because I don't think the nullo spammer is free to spam ...
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idiotic cerebral dopamine
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It's a property of spam that it has to reach a certain thres...
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I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw...
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ppl forcememe all the time. quit getting your panties in a b...
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idiotic cerebral dopamine
  09/29/22
"I still unload." This man is a "Nullo."
Arousing Onyx Legal Warrant
  09/29/22
I meant how randoms started making a bunch of threads about ...
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I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw...
diverse idiot marketing idea
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I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw...
diverse idiot marketing idea
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I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw...
diverse idiot marketing idea
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I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw...
diverse idiot marketing idea
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I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw...
diverse idiot marketing idea
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I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw...
diverse idiot marketing idea
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I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw...
diverse idiot marketing idea
  09/29/22
but where do we draw the liiiiiiiiiiiine
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But where will we draw the line?!?! Brother, wherever we ...
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/29/22
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Laughsome pervert cuckoldry
  09/29/22
Then there's no need to get into his intent or special circu...
wine provocative messiness rehab
  09/29/22
Now you're thinking like a lawyer!
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/29/22
It’s fine. He’s not silencing me.
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  09/29/22
"I Still Unload": This Man Is a "Nullo" ...
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idiotic cerebral dopamine
  09/29/22
I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw...
diverse idiot marketing idea
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I agree with this. And if it were obeezy spamming some shitc...
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/29/22
There are more shitlibs here than cons. They are just all pu...
Arousing Onyx Legal Warrant
  09/29/22
Fucking lmao. Just lmfao man. You're literally retarded if y...
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/29/22
Look at EPAH's harem.
Arousing Onyx Legal Warrant
  09/29/22
Lmao you're delusional. If you truly believe this, you're re...
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/29/22
You are getting hysterical.
Arousing Onyx Legal Warrant
  09/30/22
"We have One Rule. Well technically two rules"
Magenta Public Bath
  09/29/22
There's one rule for bort conduct, which is ultimately meant...
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I've only ever seen the One Rule stated extrinsically as &qu...
Magenta Public Bath
  09/29/22
I'm not deriving it from no outing, I'm deriving it from thi...
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  09/29/22
Hence why I said "I agree in spirit" But if we're...
Magenta Public Bath
  09/29/22
The one rule is a rule, preserving the bort is a standard, i...
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I appreciate the reference, but I must legally scoff at the ...
Magenta Public Bath
  09/29/22
Perhaps it does in that people will try to figure out what, ...
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Yes, which becomes a different system in degree and arguably...
Magenta Public Bath
  09/29/22
Also Judges have laws to rule by and rulings to judge by, af...
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  09/29/22
Judges in a pure common law system just make stuff up based ...
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I've already put way too much work into my third place lol, ...
Magenta Public Bath
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180
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XO Reports
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Much like the Declaration of Independence is not the Constit...
Magenta Public Bath
  09/29/22
I’d be okay with a rule that all spam must be manual, ...
Curious slate area
  09/29/22
Ok Karen
Amethyst haunted graveyard pisswyrm
  09/29/22
It’s mostly Karen who should be banned since she&rsquo...
Amethyst haunted graveyard pisswyrm
  09/29/22
yep. it's really just "psycho karen" even obeez...
Marvelous Principal's Office
  09/29/22
Lmao we don't ban poasters for being crazy, brother.
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/29/22
What if we just ban the bad politics
Beta cracking nowag
  09/29/22
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Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/29/22
no ban, but mods should remove the long nullo spams.
Aphrodisiac Stead
  09/29/22
Let's spend days arguing about who should be banned and who ...
Arousing Onyx Legal Warrant
  09/29/22
If a poaster started literally murdering other poasters and ...
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  09/29/22
One might even say I'd "email him my home address"...
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  09/29/22
Disagree. people who are universally reviled should be banne...
elite purple menage
  09/29/22
Fuck you, and fuck your echo chamber faggotry
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/29/22
(queer)
elite purple menage
  09/30/22
Starting with TSINAH
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  09/29/22
Why is GJR allowed to keep doing what she's doing? If I was ...
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She should unequivocally be banned.
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  09/29/22
lol
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  09/29/22
The nullo guy is responding to Prateek Bhopale’s posts...
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  09/29/22
Nobody knows who outed Charles. "Shitty spam" seem...
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  09/29/22
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Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/29/22
Sup Benzo?
Arousing Onyx Legal Warrant
  09/30/22
I'm gay, but that doesn't mean I'm benzo
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/30/22
Link to your awesome contributions to the board?
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  09/30/22
https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=4303629&mc=182&...
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/30/22
LOL, you know a thread is great when you have to bump it fif...
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  09/30/22
Not only did I bump those threads, the many unique monikers ...
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/30/22
I'm still waiting for you to link some examples of your awes...
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/30/22
http://www.xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=4881713&mc=1...
bearded french parlour
  09/30/22
Lmao 180 self pwn, brother. Did you try reading through that...
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  09/30/22
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  09/30/22
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  09/30/22
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  09/30/22
Many people are saying this!
bearded french parlour
  09/30/22
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Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/30/22
LOL at 3:15 PM being Friday night. I better get to bed soon!
bearded french parlour
  09/30/22
What, exactly, makes me worthy of being outed, in your view?...
Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/30/22
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  09/30/22
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  09/30/22
you're a faggot who settles for trash. give me a good reason...
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  09/30/22
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  09/30/22
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  09/30/22
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  09/30/22
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Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/30/22
Hey bro I think Reddit is a better fit for you.
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  09/30/22
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  09/30/22
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  09/30/22
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  09/30/22
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  09/30/22
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  09/30/22
How is this your life? I’m worried about you man.
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Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
  09/30/22
spamming should not be a bannable offense
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  09/30/22
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  09/30/22
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Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask
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Date: September 29th, 2022 8:07 AM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Oh noes, some poaster doesn't agree with my politics. He's SPAMMING! BAN HIM! We MUST have an echo chamber!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249378)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 12:01 PM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

quit raping small children you fucking creep

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250353)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 5:22 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Who do you think I am, dumbass?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45252530)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 2:58 PM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

a child rapist obviously. can't you fucking read?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45257643)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 11:27 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Lmao I'm glad this place is anonymous. Take your Haldol and seroquel, my yosemite sam fuming faggot friend.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45260200)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 8:21 AM
Author: Lascivious clown becky

Preach!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249398)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 9:47 AM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Ty poastradamus. You are a quality OG poaster.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249592)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 12:24 PM
Author: Lascivious clown becky

Thanks. This means a lot. Really

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250509)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 8:22 AM
Author: mustard heaven reading party



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Date: September 29th, 2022 9:46 AM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Ty Karlstack. We need to preserve the spirit of xo, which includes freedom of speech and tolerance of dissent. Shitlibs should be shut down with logic and reason, not terrorist tactics intended to silence like spamming and bans.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249589)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 9:47 AM
Author: Sable doctorate



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Date: September 29th, 2022 9:49 AM
Author: Light roommate

i still unload

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249598)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 9:52 AM
Author: Chestnut irradiated degenerate office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249615)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:01 AM
Author: Sable doctorate



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:04 AM
Author: Flatulent hairraiser temple half-breed



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:07 AM
Author: Arousing Onyx Legal Warrant



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:46 AM
Author: Big Multi-billionaire Hairy Legs



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Date: September 29th, 2022 1:21 PM
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Date: September 29th, 2022 4:03 PM
Author: electric striped hyena masturbator

Cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45252041)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 9:55 AM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask



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Date: September 29th, 2022 9:56 AM
Author: Lavender abnormal genital piercing

but who will spam the spammers?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249631)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 9:57 AM
Author: idiotic cerebral dopamine



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:58 AM
Author: Chestnut irradiated degenerate office



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:57 AM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

"I Still Unload": This Man Is a "Nullo" Who Removed His Penis and Balls

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Simon Davis

10/16/14 11:10AM

Filed to: INTERVIEWS

In 1994, a South Florida man who goes by the name Gelding was surgically castrated. In 2011, he had his penis removed as well. He's a "nullo": A cisgender man who removes his external genitalia completely as a form of body modification, and he recently agreed to answer our questions—from "why?" to "what do balls taste like?"

Gelding is a nudist and describes himself as a submissive bear. Apart from his desire to use a pseudonym, he let it all hang out (so to speak) when I reached out to him and graciously answered every question I had.

Is nullo your preferred term to describe yourself and others like you who are castrated and have removed their penis?

Yes, the reason that we use that it is not transgender. It's simply nullification of what you've got. A friend of mine Mack in San Francisco likes to use the term "mascunull", because I remain as masculine as they come with fur and so forth. But I no longer have the parts.

What are some misconceptions people have about nullos?

A few men don't know their own physiology to the point where they think if they lose their balls they can't come any more. And that's false. If you look at the physiology you see that the fluids are made by the seminal vesicles and the prostate. Very little of the fluid and the content is produced in the testes. I still unload.

But the active ingredient for impregnating someone isn't there.

Right.

Do you get a lot of people who think you're trying to become a woman?

Absolutely. And it's mostly the medical profession who sees the sexes as either male or female. And anyone who wants to alter any part of that is in some way suffering from gender dysphoria. They don't like themselves for some reason and they want to change gender. And that's absolutely false.

It's not a dysphoria. I see it in the positive way of working toward something, rather than away from something. Many of the guys instead of putting a negative feel on it see it as a positive. Being castrated is a positive to them. Rather than removing something that they dislike, they are moving in the direction that they want. I went through a long set of psychological evaluation sessions with a psychologist here in town, because that was necessary in order to have the penis removed.

You've previously discussed your 1994 castration. However, I didn't find anything on your penis removal in 2011. Can you talk about that?

I knew I was uncomfortable in having frankly large male parts. I would quite often sit on my own balls because they were loose unless I wore something tight and held them in I would sit on them and squash them. That got me into trouble playing soccer in college when they forced us to wear these hard plastic cups. What happened was I fell on a guy's upright knee with the weight of another player behind me, so two of us fell on the knee. The knee happened to hit the middle of the plastic cup and imploded and tore me up. I was severely injured.

The doctor saved everything but over a period of time the nerves gave me some problems and I had aches in my testicles all the time. When I was in the military service they tried doing a varicose vein removal but that didn't help, it just made matters worse. They thought I was suffering from varicose veins. So after leaving the service I had them removed. And that removed that little problem but I still had the nerve sensations in the penis which woke me up at night. So I could get erect, but it was painful.

So I talked with my urologist and he said the only treatment for that was to make it numb, which is very dangerous because if you make something like that numb then you don't know if it's infected for some reason. Or remove it, but to do that he needs to cover his ass and asked for a psychological evaluation. And my own doctor is a professor at Nova Southeastern University here in. She is the most brilliant doctor I've ever met. So, I asked her about this problem and she was very forthright and said "well, we'll have to treat you". She didn't consider it something that was wrong with me, she said "we have to investigate." I went to see a psychiatrist and he spent a good 90 minutes with me and said "yes, I have just the person that can work with you." So the psychologist did a battery of personality tests and said "you're perfectly fine, your only problem is that you've got these physical problems which work on your nerves." And I said "yeah." And he said "it also works with your personality" because I'm a gay submissive and I always have been and it wasn't working right. So in order to to fix it I worked toward a goal of having things removed. And that was it. I'm working in a positive way to solve my own personal problem.

But was castration something you were contemplating prior to the injury?

Yes. For whatever reason I was always embarrassed by the size of what I had. It didn't fit my personality.

Do you remember when you the fantasy to remove your testicles first occurred?

I had a baby face in high school, there was one of these bullies and he said "you have a man's equipment but you're still a boy" and he squeezed my balls in the shower. He was on the football team, I was on the soccer team showering together and he said "you shouldn't have such big equipment" so he squeezed my balls and at that point it was just a fantasy for me. So how about getting rid of them for some reason?

When did it go from fantasy to aspiration?

It became a fetish thing where I would do sort of more self destructive things with them like putting rubber bands around them and needles through the balls and whatnot. It's a progression which a lot of guys go through. It's something that works on them and they say "Well, how about if we just have them off? Then I won't be bothered by this constant urge to hurt them". And this is where a psychologist gets into the dysphoria. It's very difficult to distinguish whether it's a dislike for something or instead you're working towards something else. I always thought when I was on the beach—I was also on the swim team—and we had Speedos, it was difficult to pack everything in frankly. I would be embarrassed and everybody was looking and here I am and I've got the biggest package and I'm not the biggest guy and I got a whole lot of looks from everybody.

I had a big dick, it got damaged and I was a bottom. I didn't want to use it, I got pushed into using it, I had to take all sorts of medications and was tired of being somebody else's tool.

Broadly speaking, how can someone know that being a nullo is something they actually want to go through with as opposed to something they fantasize about?

That's something really for a psychologist to answer, but in talking to all the guys that I've been talking with, they try to come up with all sorts of different rationalizations to justify it. In my case, my medical situation really didn't justify it because I was just uncomfortable with what I had. It wasn't medically necessary. But I felt that I would be much more comfortable having the issues of having the sensation but not being able to use it well. It was something like a guy having a useless appendage and it's something he has to carry around, and it becomes baggage after a while.

If someone starts/botches the process on their own, what would you recommend they do? Should people use a cover story to avoid getting in trouble?

No. Go to the emergency room. Today, they have been exposed to a lot more of the literature out there than they were 20 years ago. They're not going to be institutionalized. I mean years ago they used to institutionalize guys that were gay.

How would you say the breakdown is between gay and straight men for nullos?

I would have to say it's mostly gays. I don't know of a straight guy who became a nullo.

You had said in a previous interview that for castrations it's about a two to one for gay to straight men that decide to do it.

I've heard of a couple of straight guys who decided that they were making too many babies so they had their balls off so they could take testosterone and continue. I know quite a few bodybuilders both gay and straight whose testes have shrunk because of the steroids they are taking which are bad for their health. So they got castrated and now they're on medically injected testosterone which is good for them. It's not as harmful as oral steroids are or some of the other shit that they're pumping into themselves.

How would you recommend people do their penectomy and castration?

In the last couple of years, my friend Mack from San Francisco ran into Dr. Crane from Brownstein & Crane and he met him, and I don't know how the two of them had the discussion, and then I had a phone interview with Dr. Crane and I explained my situation with him and now Dr. Crane is no longer doing just transgender type of procedures but [also] genital modifications.

So in a way, you educated him.

The protocol that the doctors use for transgender people is called the Harry Benjamin protocol. So for example Dr. Reed in Miami, before you go to his clinic you have to take female hormones for six months and show some development of breasts and whatnot, some feminine characteristics before he will deal with you. And why do that when you simply want to get the genitals removed?

If anything, wouldn't additional testosterone be what you'd need after castration?

Men who get castrated, they do get depressed if they don't start fairly right away on testosterone. Because the falling hormone causes hot flashes first of all, and then the loss of libido. You lose all interest in sex and everything else.

Are there any changes that occur to the body as a result?

Body changes are minimal really. If you lose your balls, you won't lose all your hair.

What about voice? Is that a myth?

Voice doesn't change, no. The larynx is a hard tissue, and the voice box and everything else is a hard tissue. But the timbre of your voice is a factor of the larynx. I sang in the college choir, I know about these things.

One thing I noticed while reading testimonials is that many people seem to try their hand at castration and penectomy but then go to the doctor only if it goes wrong. How much of this would you say is due to the medical profession's reluctance to remove healthy body parts and how much is due to people's general fear of discussing this type of thing with their doctor or therapist?

You know about the Hippocratic oath right? "First do no harm". They have to be convinced that what they are doing is in fact an improvement on your health. Which is why the surgeon is requesting a psychological evaluation. And the psychologist comes back and says "yeah, he's going to be uncomfortable where he is, he's going to be more improved, better mood, better this, better that" and so forth. So from a totality point of view, it's going to get better after he gets modified.

And let me tell you my mood has improved dramatically since going nullo. I don't miss the baggage. I don't miss the fact that I get into sex with a guy, he expects me to perform in some ways, now he doesn't have that expectation. In fact, quite a few guys find it very arousing that they don't have to have that distraction.

Are there other benefits?

Another thing is, guys who are aroused by my situation are very aroused. I've got some guys who are pursuing me a lot. And they just like this idea, because there's nothing there to be in the way. Face to face fucking is very pleasurable. And when they're doing that I actually wet their stomachs with my fluids. And this one guy, he likes to go down on me. He's a bi guy and he said he does this with his girlfriend so he goes down there and starts licking me. And he just loves that idea. He loves the idea that I have a hairy chest and what is to him a very tiny vagina that he can't fuck but he can lick and he can enjoy being the male role. I've even got a straight guy here in town who likes to fuck me because I don't have any male genitals and he doesn't feel threatened by that.

Are there any downsides?

One of the most obvious cons is I have to sit to pee, or I have to use one of these female urination devices. It's an odd funnel shaped device that you can use if there's only a men's urinal. Also, some times I get urinary tract infections. There's a shorter path to the bladder through what I've got now. So I've got to be very careful and keep it clean. I can't get guy fingering me down there because it's the inside of the urethra so it's sensitive.

Do you ever get "phantom dick" syndrome when you are reaching for it out of habit?

A lot of the nerves are bundled on the base of the penis where most of the sensation comes from. It's not along the length of penis but on the base of the penis is where most of the sensations are. And I wake up in the morning with a feeling that I have a big dick that's erect.

In your experience, what percentage of castrations are done by non-medical professionals? How about penectomies? What are the safety risks for each? Would you say one is more difficult than the other for a layman?

I would above three quarters [by non-medical professionals]. And that number is lower than say twenty years ago. There are not as many today.

Which are not as many?

The amateur cutters. There are a lot of wannabes that are successful that manage to stay below the radar of the authorities because they run into trouble because of their lack of skill. Because if you mess up there are problems there. But if you're very careful in choosing the men you work with so that you have very low risk involved, which is age (you don't do old men), you don't do very overweight men, you don't do men who smoke, who don't take drugs and anything else. If you take these fairly low-risk guys and you do it well, then there won't be any problems. Once these guys get castrated, most of them simply become very private and they don't brag about things. They sort of withdraw from pursuing anything else because they've reached their goal.

So is the the percentage of amateur cutters lower today due to more people with medical training performing castrations?

Yes. They are finding that there is a living in this if they do it among other things.

How about with penectomies? I would imagine (and hope!) there's fewer amateurs performing these.

Almost all of them are done by medical professionals. That's tricky, yeah. More tricky. It's sort of major surgery and it's been done by some amateurs. They're fairly good with their surgical techniques. I was actually at one and the guy did a fairly good job but it took a long time and it was a very involved, very slow process. I've heard of only three or four done by cutters in the past and they have left active participation in this.

When you do a penectomy you have to re-route the urethra, yes?

Yes, what I did with this is I knew where I was going with this in 1999 and I contacted my urologist in Hollywood [Florida], an old guy who was just about to retire and I talked to him very carefully and said "in the future I'm going to want the penis removed". And he said "OK, we can do a urethral relocation in the base of the penis".

So how do things like ejaculation and urination work when you've rerouted the urethra and no longer use the penis for them?

With ejaculation, just before you reach the peak, all the fluid is there at the base of the penis, and right before orgasm happens it's the urethra that acts like a rail gun and expels the semen. So when you don't use the penis, there's no force behind it. It just flows out.

What happens to the body parts after removal?

Quite a few [cutters] collect them. They preserve them, they put them in jars. One guy embedded his in plastic and now it's an ornament somewhere. This typically happens when you're in a master/slave dominant/submissive relationship and the submissive gives up his balls to his partner for keepsake. And then you get into this S&M thing where the dominant partner controls and regulates the libido of the submissive. Especially if the submissive is on say androgel where the turnaround time from full sexiness to limp dick is about on the order of a week. The reaction time for the transdermal is very fast. Whereas the injections wear off after two to three weeks. The half life of the testosterone I'm taking is eight days.

You mentioned consumption of body parts in another interview. Is that for real?

It is for real, yes. Some guys do that. Think about the Testy Festy, where they go there and every year there they have concentration of people who are into eating sheep and bull nuts and rocky mountain oysters. I know a few cutters that don't charge anything for their work, the only charge they have is that they get the nuts afterwards.

Is this something that you've tasted?

Yes, as a matter of fact they do taste a little like chicken. Actually I would have to say they taste as much like chicken as they do roast pork. But it all depends on how you cook them. If you cook them in salted butter then they might be saltier than they might otherwise be.

How do you like them cooked?

I went to a cutter's place and he was having an event where he cut a number of guys and I was assisting him there. And what I did is I cooked them up in some butter with some mushrooms. Quite good with a nice red merlot wine.

Cheers to that, Gelding.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250333)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 9:59 AM
Author: Underhanded wonderful step-uncle's house

earl lost his mind when kenny was posting star wars spoilers

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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:00 AM
Author: Navy Box Office

Even spamming is very rarely cause for banning.

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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:01 AM
Author: Exciting violent center newt

spamming is a core xo competency imo

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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:01 AM
Author: Light roommate



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:02 AM
Author: Navy Box Office

cr. people who complain about another poster "shitting up the board" don't fully get xo.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249664)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:32 AM
Author: contagious startling giraffe



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Date: September 29th, 2022 5:22 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:04 AM
Author: Flatulent hairraiser temple half-breed



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:31 AM
Author: contagious startling giraffe



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:03 AM
Author: Vivacious frozen cruise ship antidepressant drug

Cr. Its mainly just outing.

The nullo guy is incredibly annoying btw. But without principles we are nothimg.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249670)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:03 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

I want people banned only for outing. Spam would have to regularly fill the first page or a full thread to qualify.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249668)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:06 AM
Author: Navy Box Office

cr. it's virtually impossible for someone to render the board unusable for any significant period of time through spam.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249683)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:00 AM
Author: Magenta Public Bath

As one of a few poasters who have played around with, ah, "automating" the XO experience, no, it is absolutely possible. I haven't tested rate limits on poasting but accessing is way faster than the bort 95% of the time.

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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:11 AM
Author: cowardly soul-stirring hell

agreed. spam should have a pretty big burden to qualify for banning, like using scripts to derail the whole board.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249713)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:24 AM
Author: idiotic cerebral dopamine



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:32 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

Rach has gone wrong in administration by deviating from the one rule. The virtue of the one rule is ease of administration: no outing. Simple to recognize and enforce.

The rationale for getting rid of spammers is that they make the board unreadable. But now you're saying oh no, we should delve into the intent behind some spammer or other doing what they do -- this type of inquiry will inevitably lead to people gaming the system and both under- and over-enforcement Not worth it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249815)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:38 AM
Author: idiotic cerebral dopamine



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:39 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

Correct, it's a non-outing criterion. You can't spam child porn or actual criminal/terror threats etc. either, both due to the law and because they threaten the actual integrity of the bort. So too with the type of spam I described.

You say you "only added a condition regarding ... spamming another poster," but that condition departs from the principle of disabling the bort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249856)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:45 AM
Author: idiotic cerebral dopamine



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:46 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

See my first poast: "Spam would have to regularly fill the first page or a full thread to qualify."

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249896)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:47 AM
Author: idiotic cerebral dopamine



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:49 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

You're free to read whatever mentalization into the simple rules I laid out you want.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249919)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:50 AM
Author: idiotic cerebral dopamine



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:54 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

I don't think spamming more to show people spam is bad is a good genre of action in general. "These people did not react much to that littering, so I will transport a garbage dump to their town square, then they will see littering is evil."

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249941)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:00 AM
Author: idiotic cerebral dopamine



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:00 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

I did address what you said, you apparently just don't like the answer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249982)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:02 AM
Author: idiotic cerebral dopamine



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:05 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

I don't agree, in that "[s]pam would have to regularly fill the first page or a full thread to qualify."

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249998)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:09 AM
Author: idiotic cerebral dopamine



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:12 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

No, because I don't think the nullo spammer is free to spam such that he "regularly fill[s] the first page or a full thread[.]"

I take the substance of your question to be whether I think the nullo spammer is not banned by the good graces of others not spamming. My answer is that I care about the conduct, not people's intent or who started it, etc. If people start spamming in response to nullo and the bort is unreadable, sure, ban them all. Ditto if nullo overspams. It is really that simple.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250037)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:18 AM
Author: idiotic cerebral dopamine



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:21 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

It's a property of spam that it has to reach a certain threshold to have its bad effects, yes. Anyway, as interesting as all this is, it matters little since I'm not a mod and our admin is an absentee landlord.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250090)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:27 AM
Author: idiotic cerebral dopamine



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:28 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab



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Date: September 29th, 2022 3:56 PM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw, I always caught, and I loved it that way. The horrible pounding pain of having a hard pole enter my ass, the tearing of flesh, the screaming and yelling. The pain turned me on but what turned me on most was the blood - and don't get me started on the blood and cum that leaked out when we were done. I was about 7 when I first started having secret time with my dad, and 8 when we started doing anal. At first it was soft and light, but I wanted more, MORE. I remember screaming that at him at 9, I wanted the pain, even at a young age I wanted to be filled and torn, beaten and made into a bitch. That's when the sex turned violent. Every day after school and before my mom got home from work, my dad would turn my ass into his personal hole, he did anything he wanted to it. He tore it, cut at it, and when the blood would finally flow he would fuck it. I say it because I was just an object at that point, and I loved it. I loved every painful thrust, every sharp scream that would escape my mouth when he would tear away a scab from yesterday. Then when he finally came and filled me with his hot cream, the resulting mixture that would flow out, he would make me drink while he beat off. The mixture of blood and cum tasted so bad, but I would edge on the fact that I was drinking it, I was such a little cum slut, a bitch, an object, less than an object. I was about 12 when I finally wanted it to stop, but it was too late, he didn't let me leave. I started begging him to stop when he went in, the pain went from hot to cold, and the sex went from erotic violent to just plain normal violent, then to ultra violent. i remember begging for mom to come home early one day and to catch him. It wasn't sex any more, it was rape. I couldn't even stomach the blood cum mixture, my ass was entirely scar tissue at this point and the pain was unbearable. I couldn't take it anymore, I had to leave. I planned to run away when I was 13, and finally went through with it at 14. I was halfway through the house when my father caught me. He was naked. Dick out, hard and all. He was smiling at me. I knew it was cumming but I wasn't ready, No. I was ready. I ran to the kitchen and he followed. I don't even think he cared if he got caught by mom, he just wanted to release deep inside me. I got to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. He didn't see me grab it, which was perfect. I turned around and stabbed him. 55 Times. and when I saw him on the floor surrounded by blood and with all those holes my dick was diamond. I fucked every single hole, slowly and then quickly. By the time I was on the last hole dust was coming out of my dick, but I kept at it. When I finished with the last knife hole I stared at the body. There was a mixture of cum and blood on the ground, and it was beautiful. I knew exactly what to do, but i had one last hole left. I flipped him over and stared at his bare hairy ass. I pounded it. I tore every single inch of skin and flesh inside of it. He was an it now. it was an it. I actually managed to spurt a droplet of cum inside, and now that I was done, I was ready to get even. I grabbed a cup and started putting the blood and cum mixture in it. I then grabbed a funnel and turned my dad over on his back. I forced the funnel down his throat and poured the mixture in. It went down. It actually went down. And that's when i realized he was still awake. He opened his eyes and winked on at me. Then the mixture stopped going down. He was dead. but when I fucked him he was alive. He wanted this. And now I have won. I am a bug chaser now, still looking for a generous carrier to fill my ass with his death seed. And I hope you aren't a hater babe.

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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:59 AM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

ppl forcememe all the time. quit getting your panties in a bunch. like every other day there's shit about diapers or golden retrivers or asian pussy filling up the board.

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Date: September 29th, 2022 12:13 PM
Author: idiotic cerebral dopamine



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Date: September 29th, 2022 12:13 PM
Author: Arousing Onyx Legal Warrant

"I still unload." This man is a "Nullo."

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Date: September 29th, 2022 1:33 PM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

I meant how randoms started making a bunch of threads about unloading. Imo stuff like that shits up the board much more than me specifically targeting already awful threads.

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Date: September 29th, 2022 1:40 PM
Author: idiotic cerebral dopamine



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Date: September 29th, 2022 3:52 PM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw, I always caught, and I loved it that way. The horrible pounding pain of having a hard pole enter my ass, the tearing of flesh, the screaming and yelling. The pain turned me on but what turned me on most was the blood - and don't get me started on the blood and cum that leaked out when we were done. I was about 7 when I first started having secret time with my dad, and 8 when we started doing anal. At first it was soft and light, but I wanted more, MORE. I remember screaming that at him at 9, I wanted the pain, even at a young age I wanted to be filled and torn, beaten and made into a bitch. That's when the sex turned violent. Every day after school and before my mom got home from work, my dad would turn my ass into his personal hole, he did anything he wanted to it. He tore it, cut at it, and when the blood would finally flow he would fuck it. I say it because I was just an object at that point, and I loved it. I loved every painful thrust, every sharp scream that would escape my mouth when he would tear away a scab from yesterday. Then when he finally came and filled me with his hot cream, the resulting mixture that would flow out, he would make me drink while he beat off. The mixture of blood and cum tasted so bad, but I would edge on the fact that I was drinking it, I was such a little cum slut, a bitch, an object, less than an object. I was about 12 when I finally wanted it to stop, but it was too late, he didn't let me leave. I started begging him to stop when he went in, the pain went from hot to cold, and the sex went from erotic violent to just plain normal violent, then to ultra violent. i remember begging for mom to come home early one day and to catch him. It wasn't sex any more, it was rape. I couldn't even stomach the blood cum mixture, my ass was entirely scar tissue at this point and the pain was unbearable. I couldn't take it anymore, I had to leave. I planned to run away when I was 13, and finally went through with it at 14. I was halfway through the house when my father caught me. He was naked. Dick out, hard and all. He was smiling at me. I knew it was cumming but I wasn't ready, No. I was ready. I ran to the kitchen and he followed. I don't even think he cared if he got caught by mom, he just wanted to release deep inside me. I got to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. He didn't see me grab it, which was perfect. I turned around and stabbed him. 55 Times. and when I saw him on the floor surrounded by blood and with all those holes my dick was diamond. I fucked every single hole, slowly and then quickly. By the time I was on the last hole dust was coming out of my dick, but I kept at it. When I finished with the last knife hole I stared at the body. There was a mixture of cum and blood on the ground, and it was beautiful. I knew exactly what to do, but i had one last hole left. I flipped him over and stared at his bare hairy ass. I pounded it. I tore every single inch of skin and flesh inside of it. He was an it now. it was an it. I actually managed to spurt a droplet of cum inside, and now that I was done, I was ready to get even. I grabbed a cup and started putting the blood and cum mixture in it. I then grabbed a funnel and turned my dad over on his back. I forced the funnel down his throat and poured the mixture in. It went down. It actually went down. And that's when i realized he was still awake. He opened his eyes and winked on at me. Then the mixture stopped going down. He was dead. but when I fucked him he was alive. He wanted this. And now I have won. I am a bug chaser now, still looking for a generous carrier to fill my ass with his death seed. And I hope you aren't a hater babe.

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Date: September 29th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw, I always caught, and I loved it that way. The horrible pounding pain of having a hard pole enter my ass, the tearing of flesh, the screaming and yelling. The pain turned me on but what turned me on most was the blood - and don't get me started on the blood and cum that leaked out when we were done. I was about 7 when I first started having secret time with my dad, and 8 when we started doing anal. At first it was soft and light, but I wanted more, MORE. I remember screaming that at him at 9, I wanted the pain, even at a young age I wanted to be filled and torn, beaten and made into a bitch. That's when the sex turned violent. Every day after school and before my mom got home from work, my dad would turn my ass into his personal hole, he did anything he wanted to it. He tore it, cut at it, and when the blood would finally flow he would fuck it. I say it because I was just an object at that point, and I loved it. I loved every painful thrust, every sharp scream that would escape my mouth when he would tear away a scab from yesterday. Then when he finally came and filled me with his hot cream, the resulting mixture that would flow out, he would make me drink while he beat off. The mixture of blood and cum tasted so bad, but I would edge on the fact that I was drinking it, I was such a little cum slut, a bitch, an object, less than an object. I was about 12 when I finally wanted it to stop, but it was too late, he didn't let me leave. I started begging him to stop when he went in, the pain went from hot to cold, and the sex went from erotic violent to just plain normal violent, then to ultra violent. i remember begging for mom to come home early one day and to catch him. It wasn't sex any more, it was rape. I couldn't even stomach the blood cum mixture, my ass was entirely scar tissue at this point and the pain was unbearable. I couldn't take it anymore, I had to leave. I planned to run away when I was 13, and finally went through with it at 14. I was halfway through the house when my father caught me. He was naked. Dick out, hard and all. He was smiling at me. I knew it was cumming but I wasn't ready, No. I was ready. I ran to the kitchen and he followed. I don't even think he cared if he got caught by mom, he just wanted to release deep inside me. I got to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. He didn't see me grab it, which was perfect. I turned around and stabbed him. 55 Times. and when I saw him on the floor surrounded by blood and with all those holes my dick was diamond. I fucked every single hole, slowly and then quickly. By the time I was on the last hole dust was coming out of my dick, but I kept at it. When I finished with the last knife hole I stared at the body. There was a mixture of cum and blood on the ground, and it was beautiful. I knew exactly what to do, but i had one last hole left. I flipped him over and stared at his bare hairy ass. I pounded it. I tore every single inch of skin and flesh inside of it. He was an it now. it was an it. I actually managed to spurt a droplet of cum inside, and now that I was done, I was ready to get even. I grabbed a cup and started putting the blood and cum mixture in it. I then grabbed a funnel and turned my dad over on his back. I forced the funnel down his throat and poured the mixture in. It went down. It actually went down. And that's when i realized he was still awake. He opened his eyes and winked on at me. Then the mixture stopped going down. He was dead. but when I fucked him he was alive. He wanted this. And now I have won. I am a bug chaser now, still looking for a generous carrier to fill my ass with his death seed. And I hope you aren't a hater babe.

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Date: September 29th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw, I always caught, and I loved it that way. The horrible pounding pain of having a hard pole enter my ass, the tearing of flesh, the screaming and yelling. The pain turned me on but what turned me on most was the blood - and don't get me started on the blood and cum that leaked out when we were done. I was about 7 when I first started having secret time with my dad, and 8 when we started doing anal. At first it was soft and light, but I wanted more, MORE. I remember screaming that at him at 9, I wanted the pain, even at a young age I wanted to be filled and torn, beaten and made into a bitch. That's when the sex turned violent. Every day after school and before my mom got home from work, my dad would turn my ass into his personal hole, he did anything he wanted to it. He tore it, cut at it, and when the blood would finally flow he would fuck it. I say it because I was just an object at that point, and I loved it. I loved every painful thrust, every sharp scream that would escape my mouth when he would tear away a scab from yesterday. Then when he finally came and filled me with his hot cream, the resulting mixture that would flow out, he would make me drink while he beat off. The mixture of blood and cum tasted so bad, but I would edge on the fact that I was drinking it, I was such a little cum slut, a bitch, an object, less than an object. I was about 12 when I finally wanted it to stop, but it was too late, he didn't let me leave. I started begging him to stop when he went in, the pain went from hot to cold, and the sex went from erotic violent to just plain normal violent, then to ultra violent. i remember begging for mom to come home early one day and to catch him. It wasn't sex any more, it was rape. I couldn't even stomach the blood cum mixture, my ass was entirely scar tissue at this point and the pain was unbearable. I couldn't take it anymore, I had to leave. I planned to run away when I was 13, and finally went through with it at 14. I was halfway through the house when my father caught me. He was naked. Dick out, hard and all. He was smiling at me. I knew it was cumming but I wasn't ready, No. I was ready. I ran to the kitchen and he followed. I don't even think he cared if he got caught by mom, he just wanted to release deep inside me. I got to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. He didn't see me grab it, which was perfect. I turned around and stabbed him. 55 Times. and when I saw him on the floor surrounded by blood and with all those holes my dick was diamond. I fucked every single hole, slowly and then quickly. By the time I was on the last hole dust was coming out of my dick, but I kept at it. When I finished with the last knife hole I stared at the body. There was a mixture of cum and blood on the ground, and it was beautiful. I knew exactly what to do, but i had one last hole left. I flipped him over and stared at his bare hairy ass. I pounded it. I tore every single inch of skin and flesh inside of it. He was an it now. it was an it. I actually managed to spurt a droplet of cum inside, and now that I was done, I was ready to get even. I grabbed a cup and started putting the blood and cum mixture in it. I then grabbed a funnel and turned my dad over on his back. I forced the funnel down his throat and poured the mixture in. It went down. It actually went down. And that's when i realized he was still awake. He opened his eyes and winked on at me. Then the mixture stopped going down. He was dead. but when I fucked him he was alive. He wanted this. And now I have won. I am a bug chaser now, still looking for a generous carrier to fill my ass with his death seed. And I hope you aren't a hater babe.

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Date: September 29th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw, I always caught, and I loved it that way. The horrible pounding pain of having a hard pole enter my ass, the tearing of flesh, the screaming and yelling. The pain turned me on but what turned me on most was the blood - and don't get me started on the blood and cum that leaked out when we were done. I was about 7 when I first started having secret time with my dad, and 8 when we started doing anal. At first it was soft and light, but I wanted more, MORE. I remember screaming that at him at 9, I wanted the pain, even at a young age I wanted to be filled and torn, beaten and made into a bitch. That's when the sex turned violent. Every day after school and before my mom got home from work, my dad would turn my ass into his personal hole, he did anything he wanted to it. He tore it, cut at it, and when the blood would finally flow he would fuck it. I say it because I was just an object at that point, and I loved it. I loved every painful thrust, every sharp scream that would escape my mouth when he would tear away a scab from yesterday. Then when he finally came and filled me with his hot cream, the resulting mixture that would flow out, he would make me drink while he beat off. The mixture of blood and cum tasted so bad, but I would edge on the fact that I was drinking it, I was such a little cum slut, a bitch, an object, less than an object. I was about 12 when I finally wanted it to stop, but it was too late, he didn't let me leave. I started begging him to stop when he went in, the pain went from hot to cold, and the sex went from erotic violent to just plain normal violent, then to ultra violent. i remember begging for mom to come home early one day and to catch him. It wasn't sex any more, it was rape. I couldn't even stomach the blood cum mixture, my ass was entirely scar tissue at this point and the pain was unbearable. I couldn't take it anymore, I had to leave. I planned to run away when I was 13, and finally went through with it at 14. I was halfway through the house when my father caught me. He was naked. Dick out, hard and all. He was smiling at me. I knew it was cumming but I wasn't ready, No. I was ready. I ran to the kitchen and he followed. I don't even think he cared if he got caught by mom, he just wanted to release deep inside me. I got to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. He didn't see me grab it, which was perfect. I turned around and stabbed him. 55 Times. and when I saw him on the floor surrounded by blood and with all those holes my dick was diamond. I fucked every single hole, slowly and then quickly. By the time I was on the last hole dust was coming out of my dick, but I kept at it. When I finished with the last knife hole I stared at the body. There was a mixture of cum and blood on the ground, and it was beautiful. I knew exactly what to do, but i had one last hole left. I flipped him over and stared at his bare hairy ass. I pounded it. I tore every single inch of skin and flesh inside of it. He was an it now. it was an it. I actually managed to spurt a droplet of cum inside, and now that I was done, I was ready to get even. I grabbed a cup and started putting the blood and cum mixture in it. I then grabbed a funnel and turned my dad over on his back. I forced the funnel down his throat and poured the mixture in. It went down. It actually went down. And that's when i realized he was still awake. He opened his eyes and winked on at me. Then the mixture stopped going down. He was dead. but when I fucked him he was alive. He wanted this. And now I have won. I am a bug chaser now, still looking for a generous carrier to fill my ass with his death seed. And I hope you aren't a hater babe.

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Date: September 29th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw, I always caught, and I loved it that way. The horrible pounding pain of having a hard pole enter my ass, the tearing of flesh, the screaming and yelling. The pain turned me on but what turned me on most was the blood - and don't get me started on the blood and cum that leaked out when we were done. I was about 7 when I first started having secret time with my dad, and 8 when we started doing anal. At first it was soft and light, but I wanted more, MORE. I remember screaming that at him at 9, I wanted the pain, even at a young age I wanted to be filled and torn, beaten and made into a bitch. That's when the sex turned violent. Every day after school and before my mom got home from work, my dad would turn my ass into his personal hole, he did anything he wanted to it. He tore it, cut at it, and when the blood would finally flow he would fuck it. I say it because I was just an object at that point, and I loved it. I loved every painful thrust, every sharp scream that would escape my mouth when he would tear away a scab from yesterday. Then when he finally came and filled me with his hot cream, the resulting mixture that would flow out, he would make me drink while he beat off. The mixture of blood and cum tasted so bad, but I would edge on the fact that I was drinking it, I was such a little cum slut, a bitch, an object, less than an object. I was about 12 when I finally wanted it to stop, but it was too late, he didn't let me leave. I started begging him to stop when he went in, the pain went from hot to cold, and the sex went from erotic violent to just plain normal violent, then to ultra violent. i remember begging for mom to come home early one day and to catch him. It wasn't sex any more, it was rape. I couldn't even stomach the blood cum mixture, my ass was entirely scar tissue at this point and the pain was unbearable. I couldn't take it anymore, I had to leave. I planned to run away when I was 13, and finally went through with it at 14. I was halfway through the house when my father caught me. He was naked. Dick out, hard and all. He was smiling at me. I knew it was cumming but I wasn't ready, No. I was ready. I ran to the kitchen and he followed. I don't even think he cared if he got caught by mom, he just wanted to release deep inside me. I got to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. He didn't see me grab it, which was perfect. I turned around and stabbed him. 55 Times. and when I saw him on the floor surrounded by blood and with all those holes my dick was diamond. I fucked every single hole, slowly and then quickly. By the time I was on the last hole dust was coming out of my dick, but I kept at it. When I finished with the last knife hole I stared at the body. There was a mixture of cum and blood on the ground, and it was beautiful. I knew exactly what to do, but i had one last hole left. I flipped him over and stared at his bare hairy ass. I pounded it. I tore every single inch of skin and flesh inside of it. He was an it now. it was an it. I actually managed to spurt a droplet of cum inside, and now that I was done, I was ready to get even. I grabbed a cup and started putting the blood and cum mixture in it. I then grabbed a funnel and turned my dad over on his back. I forced the funnel down his throat and poured the mixture in. It went down. It actually went down. And that's when i realized he was still awake. He opened his eyes and winked on at me. Then the mixture stopped going down. He was dead. but when I fucked him he was alive. He wanted this. And now I have won. I am a bug chaser now, still looking for a generous carrier to fill my ass with his death seed. And I hope you aren't a hater babe.

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Date: September 29th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw, I always caught, and I loved it that way. The horrible pounding pain of having a hard pole enter my ass, the tearing of flesh, the screaming and yelling. The pain turned me on but what turned me on most was the blood - and don't get me started on the blood and cum that leaked out when we were done. I was about 7 when I first started having secret time with my dad, and 8 when we started doing anal. At first it was soft and light, but I wanted more, MORE. I remember screaming that at him at 9, I wanted the pain, even at a young age I wanted to be filled and torn, beaten and made into a bitch. That's when the sex turned violent. Every day after school and before my mom got home from work, my dad would turn my ass into his personal hole, he did anything he wanted to it. He tore it, cut at it, and when the blood would finally flow he would fuck it. I say it because I was just an object at that point, and I loved it. I loved every painful thrust, every sharp scream that would escape my mouth when he would tear away a scab from yesterday. Then when he finally came and filled me with his hot cream, the resulting mixture that would flow out, he would make me drink while he beat off. The mixture of blood and cum tasted so bad, but I would edge on the fact that I was drinking it, I was such a little cum slut, a bitch, an object, less than an object. I was about 12 when I finally wanted it to stop, but it was too late, he didn't let me leave. I started begging him to stop when he went in, the pain went from hot to cold, and the sex went from erotic violent to just plain normal violent, then to ultra violent. i remember begging for mom to come home early one day and to catch him. It wasn't sex any more, it was rape. I couldn't even stomach the blood cum mixture, my ass was entirely scar tissue at this point and the pain was unbearable. I couldn't take it anymore, I had to leave. I planned to run away when I was 13, and finally went through with it at 14. I was halfway through the house when my father caught me. He was naked. Dick out, hard and all. He was smiling at me. I knew it was cumming but I wasn't ready, No. I was ready. I ran to the kitchen and he followed. I don't even think he cared if he got caught by mom, he just wanted to release deep inside me. I got to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. He didn't see me grab it, which was perfect. I turned around and stabbed him. 55 Times. and when I saw him on the floor surrounded by blood and with all those holes my dick was diamond. I fucked every single hole, slowly and then quickly. By the time I was on the last hole dust was coming out of my dick, but I kept at it. When I finished with the last knife hole I stared at the body. There was a mixture of cum and blood on the ground, and it was beautiful. I knew exactly what to do, but i had one last hole left. I flipped him over and stared at his bare hairy ass. I pounded it. I tore every single inch of skin and flesh inside of it. He was an it now. it was an it. I actually managed to spurt a droplet of cum inside, and now that I was done, I was ready to get even. I grabbed a cup and started putting the blood and cum mixture in it. I then grabbed a funnel and turned my dad over on his back. I forced the funnel down his throat and poured the mixture in. It went down. It actually went down. And that's when i realized he was still awake. He opened his eyes and winked on at me. Then the mixture stopped going down. He was dead. but when I fucked him he was alive. He wanted this. And now I have won. I am a bug chaser now, still looking for a generous carrier to fill my ass with his death seed. And I hope you aren't a hater babe.

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Date: September 29th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw, I always caught, and I loved it that way. The horrible pounding pain of having a hard pole enter my ass, the tearing of flesh, the screaming and yelling. The pain turned me on but what turned me on most was the blood - and don't get me started on the blood and cum that leaked out when we were done. I was about 7 when I first started having secret time with my dad, and 8 when we started doing anal. At first it was soft and light, but I wanted more, MORE. I remember screaming that at him at 9, I wanted the pain, even at a young age I wanted to be filled and torn, beaten and made into a bitch. That's when the sex turned violent. Every day after school and before my mom got home from work, my dad would turn my ass into his personal hole, he did anything he wanted to it. He tore it, cut at it, and when the blood would finally flow he would fuck it. I say it because I was just an object at that point, and I loved it. I loved every painful thrust, every sharp scream that would escape my mouth when he would tear away a scab from yesterday. Then when he finally came and filled me with his hot cream, the resulting mixture that would flow out, he would make me drink while he beat off. The mixture of blood and cum tasted so bad, but I would edge on the fact that I was drinking it, I was such a little cum slut, a bitch, an object, less than an object. I was about 12 when I finally wanted it to stop, but it was too late, he didn't let me leave. I started begging him to stop when he went in, the pain went from hot to cold, and the sex went from erotic violent to just plain normal violent, then to ultra violent. i remember begging for mom to come home early one day and to catch him. It wasn't sex any more, it was rape. I couldn't even stomach the blood cum mixture, my ass was entirely scar tissue at this point and the pain was unbearable. I couldn't take it anymore, I had to leave. I planned to run away when I was 13, and finally went through with it at 14. I was halfway through the house when my father caught me. He was naked. Dick out, hard and all. He was smiling at me. I knew it was cumming but I wasn't ready, No. I was ready. I ran to the kitchen and he followed. I don't even think he cared if he got caught by mom, he just wanted to release deep inside me. I got to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. He didn't see me grab it, which was perfect. I turned around and stabbed him. 55 Times. and when I saw him on the floor surrounded by blood and with all those holes my dick was diamond. I fucked every single hole, slowly and then quickly. By the time I was on the last hole dust was coming out of my dick, but I kept at it. When I finished with the last knife hole I stared at the body. There was a mixture of cum and blood on the ground, and it was beautiful. I knew exactly what to do, but i had one last hole left. I flipped him over and stared at his bare hairy ass. I pounded it. I tore every single inch of skin and flesh inside of it. He was an it now. it was an it. I actually managed to spurt a droplet of cum inside, and now that I was done, I was ready to get even. I grabbed a cup and started putting the blood and cum mixture in it. I then grabbed a funnel and turned my dad over on his back. I forced the funnel down his throat and poured the mixture in. It went down. It actually went down. And that's when i realized he was still awake. He opened his eyes and winked on at me. Then the mixture stopped going down. He was dead. but when I fucked him he was alive. He wanted this. And now I have won. I am a bug chaser now, still looking for a generous carrier to fill my ass with his death seed. And I hope you aren't a hater babe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45251982)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:47 AM
Author: Laughsome pervert cuckoldry

but where do we draw the liiiiiiiiiiiine

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Date: September 29th, 2022 5:37 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

But where will we draw the line?!?!

Brother, wherever we draw the line, the nullo poaster is well beyond it.

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Date: September 29th, 2022 6:37 PM
Author: Laughsome pervert cuckoldry



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Date: September 29th, 2022 6:41 PM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

Then there's no need to get into his intent or special circumstances. It doesn't much matter where the line is drawn, just that it's enforced.

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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:10 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Now you're thinking like a lawyer!

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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:59 AM
Author: Chestnut irradiated degenerate office

It’s fine. He’s not silencing me.

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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:57 AM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

"I Still Unload": This Man Is a "Nullo" Who Removed His Penis and Balls

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Simon Davis

10/16/14 11:10AM

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In 1994, a South Florida man who goes by the name Gelding was surgically castrated. In 2011, he had his penis removed as well. He's a "nullo": A cisgender man who removes his external genitalia completely as a form of body modification, and he recently agreed to answer our questions—from "why?" to "what do balls taste like?"

Gelding is a nudist and describes himself as a submissive bear. Apart from his desire to use a pseudonym, he let it all hang out (so to speak) when I reached out to him and graciously answered every question I had.

Is nullo your preferred term to describe yourself and others like you who are castrated and have removed their penis?

Yes, the reason that we use that it is not transgender. It's simply nullification of what you've got. A friend of mine Mack in San Francisco likes to use the term "mascunull", because I remain as masculine as they come with fur and so forth. But I no longer have the parts.

What are some misconceptions people have about nullos?

A few men don't know their own physiology to the point where they think if they lose their balls they can't come any more. And that's false. If you look at the physiology you see that the fluids are made by the seminal vesicles and the prostate. Very little of the fluid and the content is produced in the testes. I still unload.

But the active ingredient for impregnating someone isn't there.

Right.

Do you get a lot of people who think you're trying to become a woman?

Absolutely. And it's mostly the medical profession who sees the sexes as either male or female. And anyone who wants to alter any part of that is in some way suffering from gender dysphoria. They don't like themselves for some reason and they want to change gender. And that's absolutely false.

It's not a dysphoria. I see it in the positive way of working toward something, rather than away from something. Many of the guys instead of putting a negative feel on it see it as a positive. Being castrated is a positive to them. Rather than removing something that they dislike, they are moving in the direction that they want. I went through a long set of psychological evaluation sessions with a psychologist here in town, because that was necessary in order to have the penis removed.

You've previously discussed your 1994 castration. However, I didn't find anything on your penis removal in 2011. Can you talk about that?

I knew I was uncomfortable in having frankly large male parts. I would quite often sit on my own balls because they were loose unless I wore something tight and held them in I would sit on them and squash them. That got me into trouble playing soccer in college when they forced us to wear these hard plastic cups. What happened was I fell on a guy's upright knee with the weight of another player behind me, so two of us fell on the knee. The knee happened to hit the middle of the plastic cup and imploded and tore me up. I was severely injured.

The doctor saved everything but over a period of time the nerves gave me some problems and I had aches in my testicles all the time. When I was in the military service they tried doing a varicose vein removal but that didn't help, it just made matters worse. They thought I was suffering from varicose veins. So after leaving the service I had them removed. And that removed that little problem but I still had the nerve sensations in the penis which woke me up at night. So I could get erect, but it was painful.

So I talked with my urologist and he said the only treatment for that was to make it numb, which is very dangerous because if you make something like that numb then you don't know if it's infected for some reason. Or remove it, but to do that he needs to cover his ass and asked for a psychological evaluation. And my own doctor is a professor at Nova Southeastern University here in. She is the most brilliant doctor I've ever met. So, I asked her about this problem and she was very forthright and said "well, we'll have to treat you". She didn't consider it something that was wrong with me, she said "we have to investigate." I went to see a psychiatrist and he spent a good 90 minutes with me and said "yes, I have just the person that can work with you." So the psychologist did a battery of personality tests and said "you're perfectly fine, your only problem is that you've got these physical problems which work on your nerves." And I said "yeah." And he said "it also works with your personality" because I'm a gay submissive and I always have been and it wasn't working right. So in order to to fix it I worked toward a goal of having things removed. And that was it. I'm working in a positive way to solve my own personal problem.

But was castration something you were contemplating prior to the injury?

Yes. For whatever reason I was always embarrassed by the size of what I had. It didn't fit my personality.

Do you remember when you the fantasy to remove your testicles first occurred?

I had a baby face in high school, there was one of these bullies and he said "you have a man's equipment but you're still a boy" and he squeezed my balls in the shower. He was on the football team, I was on the soccer team showering together and he said "you shouldn't have such big equipment" so he squeezed my balls and at that point it was just a fantasy for me. So how about getting rid of them for some reason?

When did it go from fantasy to aspiration?

It became a fetish thing where I would do sort of more self destructive things with them like putting rubber bands around them and needles through the balls and whatnot. It's a progression which a lot of guys go through. It's something that works on them and they say "Well, how about if we just have them off? Then I won't be bothered by this constant urge to hurt them". And this is where a psychologist gets into the dysphoria. It's very difficult to distinguish whether it's a dislike for something or instead you're working towards something else. I always thought when I was on the beach—I was also on the swim team—and we had Speedos, it was difficult to pack everything in frankly. I would be embarrassed and everybody was looking and here I am and I've got the biggest package and I'm not the biggest guy and I got a whole lot of looks from everybody.

I had a big dick, it got damaged and I was a bottom. I didn't want to use it, I got pushed into using it, I had to take all sorts of medications and was tired of being somebody else's tool.

Broadly speaking, how can someone know that being a nullo is something they actually want to go through with as opposed to something they fantasize about?

That's something really for a psychologist to answer, but in talking to all the guys that I've been talking with, they try to come up with all sorts of different rationalizations to justify it. In my case, my medical situation really didn't justify it because I was just uncomfortable with what I had. It wasn't medically necessary. But I felt that I would be much more comfortable having the issues of having the sensation but not being able to use it well. It was something like a guy having a useless appendage and it's something he has to carry around, and it becomes baggage after a while.

If someone starts/botches the process on their own, what would you recommend they do? Should people use a cover story to avoid getting in trouble?

No. Go to the emergency room. Today, they have been exposed to a lot more of the literature out there than they were 20 years ago. They're not going to be institutionalized. I mean years ago they used to institutionalize guys that were gay.

How would you say the breakdown is between gay and straight men for nullos?

I would have to say it's mostly gays. I don't know of a straight guy who became a nullo.

You had said in a previous interview that for castrations it's about a two to one for gay to straight men that decide to do it.

I've heard of a couple of straight guys who decided that they were making too many babies so they had their balls off so they could take testosterone and continue. I know quite a few bodybuilders both gay and straight whose testes have shrunk because of the steroids they are taking which are bad for their health. So they got castrated and now they're on medically injected testosterone which is good for them. It's not as harmful as oral steroids are or some of the other shit that they're pumping into themselves.

How would you recommend people do their penectomy and castration?

In the last couple of years, my friend Mack from San Francisco ran into Dr. Crane from Brownstein & Crane and he met him, and I don't know how the two of them had the discussion, and then I had a phone interview with Dr. Crane and I explained my situation with him and now Dr. Crane is no longer doing just transgender type of procedures but [also] genital modifications.

So in a way, you educated him.

The protocol that the doctors use for transgender people is called the Harry Benjamin protocol. So for example Dr. Reed in Miami, before you go to his clinic you have to take female hormones for six months and show some development of breasts and whatnot, some feminine characteristics before he will deal with you. And why do that when you simply want to get the genitals removed?

If anything, wouldn't additional testosterone be what you'd need after castration?

Men who get castrated, they do get depressed if they don't start fairly right away on testosterone. Because the falling hormone causes hot flashes first of all, and then the loss of libido. You lose all interest in sex and everything else.

Are there any changes that occur to the body as a result?

Body changes are minimal really. If you lose your balls, you won't lose all your hair.

What about voice? Is that a myth?

Voice doesn't change, no. The larynx is a hard tissue, and the voice box and everything else is a hard tissue. But the timbre of your voice is a factor of the larynx. I sang in the college choir, I know about these things.

One thing I noticed while reading testimonials is that many people seem to try their hand at castration and penectomy but then go to the doctor only if it goes wrong. How much of this would you say is due to the medical profession's reluctance to remove healthy body parts and how much is due to people's general fear of discussing this type of thing with their doctor or therapist?

You know about the Hippocratic oath right? "First do no harm". They have to be convinced that what they are doing is in fact an improvement on your health. Which is why the surgeon is requesting a psychological evaluation. And the psychologist comes back and says "yeah, he's going to be uncomfortable where he is, he's going to be more improved, better mood, better this, better that" and so forth. So from a totality point of view, it's going to get better after he gets modified.

And let me tell you my mood has improved dramatically since going nullo. I don't miss the baggage. I don't miss the fact that I get into sex with a guy, he expects me to perform in some ways, now he doesn't have that expectation. In fact, quite a few guys find it very arousing that they don't have to have that distraction.

Are there other benefits?

Another thing is, guys who are aroused by my situation are very aroused. I've got some guys who are pursuing me a lot. And they just like this idea, because there's nothing there to be in the way. Face to face fucking is very pleasurable. And when they're doing that I actually wet their stomachs with my fluids. And this one guy, he likes to go down on me. He's a bi guy and he said he does this with his girlfriend so he goes down there and starts licking me. And he just loves that idea. He loves the idea that I have a hairy chest and what is to him a very tiny vagina that he can't fuck but he can lick and he can enjoy being the male role. I've even got a straight guy here in town who likes to fuck me because I don't have any male genitals and he doesn't feel threatened by that.

Are there any downsides?

One of the most obvious cons is I have to sit to pee, or I have to use one of these female urination devices. It's an odd funnel shaped device that you can use if there's only a men's urinal. Also, some times I get urinary tract infections. There's a shorter path to the bladder through what I've got now. So I've got to be very careful and keep it clean. I can't get guy fingering me down there because it's the inside of the urethra so it's sensitive.

Do you ever get "phantom dick" syndrome when you are reaching for it out of habit?

A lot of the nerves are bundled on the base of the penis where most of the sensation comes from. It's not along the length of penis but on the base of the penis is where most of the sensations are. And I wake up in the morning with a feeling that I have a big dick that's erect.

In your experience, what percentage of castrations are done by non-medical professionals? How about penectomies? What are the safety risks for each? Would you say one is more difficult than the other for a layman?

I would above three quarters [by non-medical professionals]. And that number is lower than say twenty years ago. There are not as many today.

Which are not as many?

The amateur cutters. There are a lot of wannabes that are successful that manage to stay below the radar of the authorities because they run into trouble because of their lack of skill. Because if you mess up there are problems there. But if you're very careful in choosing the men you work with so that you have very low risk involved, which is age (you don't do old men), you don't do very overweight men, you don't do men who smoke, who don't take drugs and anything else. If you take these fairly low-risk guys and you do it well, then there won't be any problems. Once these guys get castrated, most of them simply become very private and they don't brag about things. They sort of withdraw from pursuing anything else because they've reached their goal.

So is the the percentage of amateur cutters lower today due to more people with medical training performing castrations?

Yes. They are finding that there is a living in this if they do it among other things.

How about with penectomies? I would imagine (and hope!) there's fewer amateurs performing these.

Almost all of them are done by medical professionals. That's tricky, yeah. More tricky. It's sort of major surgery and it's been done by some amateurs. They're fairly good with their surgical techniques. I was actually at one and the guy did a fairly good job but it took a long time and it was a very involved, very slow process. I've heard of only three or four done by cutters in the past and they have left active participation in this.

When you do a penectomy you have to re-route the urethra, yes?

Yes, what I did with this is I knew where I was going with this in 1999 and I contacted my urologist in Hollywood [Florida], an old guy who was just about to retire and I talked to him very carefully and said "in the future I'm going to want the penis removed". And he said "OK, we can do a urethral relocation in the base of the penis".

So how do things like ejaculation and urination work when you've rerouted the urethra and no longer use the penis for them?

With ejaculation, just before you reach the peak, all the fluid is there at the base of the penis, and right before orgasm happens it's the urethra that acts like a rail gun and expels the semen. So when you don't use the penis, there's no force behind it. It just flows out.

What happens to the body parts after removal?

Quite a few [cutters] collect them. They preserve them, they put them in jars. One guy embedded his in plastic and now it's an ornament somewhere. This typically happens when you're in a master/slave dominant/submissive relationship and the submissive gives up his balls to his partner for keepsake. And then you get into this S&M thing where the dominant partner controls and regulates the libido of the submissive. Especially if the submissive is on say androgel where the turnaround time from full sexiness to limp dick is about on the order of a week. The reaction time for the transdermal is very fast. Whereas the injections wear off after two to three weeks. The half life of the testosterone I'm taking is eight days.

You mentioned consumption of body parts in another interview. Is that for real?

It is for real, yes. Some guys do that. Think about the Testy Festy, where they go there and every year there they have concentration of people who are into eating sheep and bull nuts and rocky mountain oysters. I know a few cutters that don't charge anything for their work, the only charge they have is that they get the nuts afterwards.

Is this something that you've tasted?

Yes, as a matter of fact they do taste a little like chicken. Actually I would have to say they taste as much like chicken as they do roast pork. But it all depends on how you cook them. If you cook them in salted butter then they might be saltier than they might otherwise be.

How do you like them cooked?

I went to a cutter's place and he was having an event where he cut a number of guys and I was assisting him there. And what I did is I cooked them up in some butter with some mushrooms. Quite good with a nice red merlot wine.

Cheers to that, Gelding.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250334)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 12:14 PM
Author: idiotic cerebral dopamine



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250426)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

I remember the first time I let him in my ass, I never threw, I always caught, and I loved it that way. The horrible pounding pain of having a hard pole enter my ass, the tearing of flesh, the screaming and yelling. The pain turned me on but what turned me on most was the blood - and don't get me started on the blood and cum that leaked out when we were done. I was about 7 when I first started having secret time with my dad, and 8 when we started doing anal. At first it was soft and light, but I wanted more, MORE. I remember screaming that at him at 9, I wanted the pain, even at a young age I wanted to be filled and torn, beaten and made into a bitch. That's when the sex turned violent. Every day after school and before my mom got home from work, my dad would turn my ass into his personal hole, he did anything he wanted to it. He tore it, cut at it, and when the blood would finally flow he would fuck it. I say it because I was just an object at that point, and I loved it. I loved every painful thrust, every sharp scream that would escape my mouth when he would tear away a scab from yesterday. Then when he finally came and filled me with his hot cream, the resulting mixture that would flow out, he would make me drink while he beat off. The mixture of blood and cum tasted so bad, but I would edge on the fact that I was drinking it, I was such a little cum slut, a bitch, an object, less than an object. I was about 12 when I finally wanted it to stop, but it was too late, he didn't let me leave. I started begging him to stop when he went in, the pain went from hot to cold, and the sex went from erotic violent to just plain normal violent, then to ultra violent. i remember begging for mom to come home early one day and to catch him. It wasn't sex any more, it was rape. I couldn't even stomach the blood cum mixture, my ass was entirely scar tissue at this point and the pain was unbearable. I couldn't take it anymore, I had to leave. I planned to run away when I was 13, and finally went through with it at 14. I was halfway through the house when my father caught me. He was naked. Dick out, hard and all. He was smiling at me. I knew it was cumming but I wasn't ready, No. I was ready. I ran to the kitchen and he followed. I don't even think he cared if he got caught by mom, he just wanted to release deep inside me. I got to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. He didn't see me grab it, which was perfect. I turned around and stabbed him. 55 Times. and when I saw him on the floor surrounded by blood and with all those holes my dick was diamond. I fucked every single hole, slowly and then quickly. By the time I was on the last hole dust was coming out of my dick, but I kept at it. When I finished with the last knife hole I stared at the body. There was a mixture of cum and blood on the ground, and it was beautiful. I knew exactly what to do, but i had one last hole left. I flipped him over and stared at his bare hairy ass. I pounded it. I tore every single inch of skin and flesh inside of it. He was an it now. it was an it. I actually managed to spurt a droplet of cum inside, and now that I was done, I was ready to get even. I grabbed a cup and started putting the blood and cum mixture in it. I then grabbed a funnel and turned my dad over on his back. I forced the funnel down his throat and poured the mixture in. It went down. It actually went down. And that's when i realized he was still awake. He opened his eyes and winked on at me. Then the mixture stopped going down. He was dead. but when I fucked him he was alive. He wanted this. And now I have won. I am a bug chaser now, still looking for a generous carrier to fill my ass with his death seed. And I hope you aren't a hater babe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45251981)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 5:33 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

I agree with this. And if it were obeezy spamming some shitcon instead, I guarantee we'd be hearing a different tune. Lmao these fucking faggots complain about libs shitting up the board and "spamming" when the lib to con ratio is at least 4:1, and the stuff they refer to as "spam" is just political bullshit they don't agree with.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45252593)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 5:42 PM
Author: Arousing Onyx Legal Warrant

There are more shitlibs here than cons. They are just all pumos.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45252651)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 5:45 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Fucking lmao. Just lmfao man. You're literally retarded if you think that's the case. Show me a thread where libs outnumber cons and I'll show you four where it's the other way around.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45252683)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 7:43 PM
Author: Arousing Onyx Legal Warrant

Look at EPAH's harem.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45253244)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:09 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Lmao you're delusional. If you truly believe this, you're retarded, a partisan hack, or both. Show me one lengthy political thread in which libs outnumber conservatives. Just one.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45254061)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 12:56 AM
Author: Arousing Onyx Legal Warrant

You are getting hysterical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45254780)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:03 AM
Author: Magenta Public Bath

"We have One Rule. Well technically two rules"

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249987)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

There's one rule for bort conduct, which is ultimately meant to defend free expression on the bort.

There are many rules to maintain the bort -- no DDoS attacks, hacking, phishing, posting childporn or other illegal material, terroristic threats, etc.

One extrinsic rule, several intrinsic rules.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250012)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:11 AM
Author: Magenta Public Bath

I've only ever seen the One Rule stated extrinsically as "No outing."

I agree with you in spirit but reading "No spam that makes it not just hard but a specific level of very hard to post on my favorite racist lolyer chatbort" out of "No outing" is a difficult argument for even you to make, and you're a lot smarter than me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250030)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:13 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

I'm not deriving it from no outing, I'm deriving it from this being a public messagebort. Say we're on a cruise on the ocean. The cruise has very few rules -- near anarchy -- but a captain might still put a dude who is drilling holes in the hull into the brig, since the guy has violated the rule intrinsic to a cruise that you can't sink the ship. So too here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250043)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:19 AM
Author: Magenta Public Bath

Hence why I said "I agree in spirit"

But if we're going to have a defined principle, it should be clear to both the users and moderators. I've posted for a year and have only seen "One Rule" in conjunction with "No outing."

I'm not disagreeing with you on how the bort should be run (because I agree) but if you want consistent moderation, which fwict hasn't existed here for the better part of a decade, you need that extrinsic rule to actually imply the intrinsic ruleset you describe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250079)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:23 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

The one rule is a rule, preserving the bort is a standard, in the sense given in https://dash.harvard.edu/bitstream/handle/1/10611784/Kaplow_RulesStandards.pdf?sequence=2

— it would be too costly to properly reduce bort preservation overall to rules, and doing so would invite line-testing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250116)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:25 AM
Author: Magenta Public Bath

I appreciate the reference, but I must legally scoff at the idea that "Common Law"-style moderation doesn't invite line-testing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250128)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:27 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

Perhaps it does in that people will try to figure out what, behaviorally, will trigger moderation, but then you're just describing the process by which common law systems evolve into systems with settled precedents.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250149)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:32 AM
Author: Magenta Public Bath

Yes, which becomes a different system in degree and arguably kind when the penalty is "internet time out" instead of "get your head chopped off"

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250185)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:36 AM
Author: Magenta Public Bath

Also Judges have laws to rule by and rulings to judge by, afaik we have neither. No rules page, very little interaction with mods, or anything.

On a truly anonymous bort with high turnover like 4chan, post quality is maintained by deleting and banning left and right, and complaints are dumpstered. This is ultimately for the benefit of the board.

But seeing as XO is comparatively lower volume and is a registered forum, there needs to be some sort of communication between mods and users.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250204)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:39 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

Judges in a pure common law system just make stuff up based on Principles then apply stare decisis. We have something like that here: rach has exercised his authority in the past, and he has invested certain mods with Potestas, and they communicate, albeit none too regularly.

Had I my druthers I'd have more rigorous enforcement of the one rule and maintenance of other standards, and we'd cautiously let in new blood at intervals (perhaps after a screening or nomination process of some sort). But I also don't want to go to the hassle of working on my third place, so my opinion weights little.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250221)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:51 AM
Author: Magenta Public Bath

I've already put way too much work into my third place lol, I wrote XO Java to help deal with the issues we're discussing rn, I have the XO Digest to publish in 30 days, and I have "X***N****" (secret black project that I may not finish before MPM, may have bitten off more than I can chew)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250300)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:57 AM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250332)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 1:33 PM
Author: concupiscible obsidian chapel headpube

XO Reports

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250960)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:21 AM
Author: Magenta Public Bath

Much like the Declaration of Independence is not the Constitution, "Supporters of the marketplace of ideas and freedom of expression" is not the One Rule.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250097)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 1:44 PM
Author: Curious slate area

I’d be okay with a rule that all spam must be manual, like the guy who spams the nfl player shit thing. And all mentally Ill spammers are encouraged to limit their spam to 3-5 paragraphs.

The auto spamming is lazy. He could be dead now and still fucking up the bort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45251056)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:11 AM
Author: Amethyst haunted graveyard pisswyrm

Ok Karen

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249716)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:12 AM
Author: Amethyst haunted graveyard pisswyrm

It’s mostly Karen who should be banned since she’s a legit lunatic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249720)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:28 AM
Author: Marvelous Principal's Office

yep. it's really just "psycho karen"

even obeezy isn't nearly as bad. he comes and goes. he will spam for a couple days then disappear for two weeks. it's a tenable situation

psycho karen is just straight up dead weight dragging down the board and she has to go

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250158)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:12 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Lmao we don't ban poasters for being crazy, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45254082)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:31 AM
Author: Beta cracking nowag

What if we just ban the bad politics

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45249808)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 5:41 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45252642)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 11:06 AM
Author: Aphrodisiac Stead

no ban, but mods should remove the long nullo spams.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250008)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 12:17 PM
Author: Arousing Onyx Legal Warrant

Let's spend days arguing about who should be banned and who shouldn't and rach won't read it or do anything.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45250450)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 1:42 PM
Author: Curious slate area

If a poaster started literally murdering other poasters and poasting graphic videos of them under their own accounts, I would oppose banning such a serial killer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45251030)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 1:56 PM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

One might even say I'd "email him my home address".

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45251141)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 2:01 PM
Author: elite purple menage

Disagree. people who are universally reviled should be banned regardless.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45251165)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 5:42 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Fuck you, and fuck your echo chamber faggotry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45252650)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 2:58 PM
Author: elite purple menage

(queer)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45257644)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 6:41 PM
Author: Impertinent Internal Respiration Circlehead

Starting with TSINAH

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45252958)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 2:32 PM
Author: concupiscible obsidian chapel headpube

Why is GJR allowed to keep doing what she's doing? If I was posting all of Earl's shit every day for weeks I would be donezo

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45251371)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 2:33 PM
Author: wine provocative messiness rehab

She should unequivocally be banned.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45251378)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 3:53 PM
Author: Marvelous Principal's Office

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45251964)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 7:57 PM
Author: bearded french parlour

The nullo guy is responding to Prateek Bhopale’s posts. Prateek Bhopale both outed Charles and spams here every day. Someone control-F’ed the new posts and the guy had had a third of them, all shitty spam. He also changes his moniker five times a day and had a script to delete all his posts. He also tried to get the board shut down, and this is straight from rachmiel. Just ban him and literally every problem is solved

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45253309)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:10 PM
Author: Amethyst haunted graveyard pisswyrm



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45254069)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:14 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Nobody knows who outed Charles. "Shitty spam" seems to be synonymous with "content I don't like." I think your poasting is pure shit. Always lame ad-hom bullshit without even an attempt to be funny. It's always some variation of "your life is sad" and its always a non-sequitur that has nothing to do with the poast you're responding to, and it's always in response to some political bullshit.

Literally, that's it. That's the long and short of your one note poasting. How fucking gay and shitty of a poaster are you if that's your entire contribution to the board? Lame personal attacks against people you don't know IRL but happen to disagree with politically online? Jfc.

But you know what? Even though you're a shitty, one note faggot and a net drain on the board, I would never support banning you unless you were outing or spamming.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45254091)



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Date: September 29th, 2022 10:35 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45254187)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 12:57 AM
Author: Arousing Onyx Legal Warrant

Sup Benzo?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45254784)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 6:42 AM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

I'm gay, but that doesn't mean I'm benzo

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45255282)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 9:42 AM
Author: bearded french parlour

Link to your awesome contributions to the board?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45255647)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 2:22 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=4303629&mc=182&forum_id=2

https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3361237&mc=68&forum_id=2#31475506

And yours?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45257429)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 5:08 PM
Author: bearded french parlour

LOL, you know a thread is great when you have to bump it fifty times because no one else gives a fuck

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45258556)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 7:08 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Not only did I bump those threads, the many unique monikers are actually my own alts. Not a single 180 was earned!

So, uh, are you going to link to your awesome content creation, or are you going to keep up the self pwning and one note ad hom faggotry?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259128)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 4:54 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

I'm still waiting for you to link some examples of your awesome content, man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45258458)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 5:09 PM
Author: bearded french parlour

http://www.xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=4881713&mc=138&forum_id=2

LOLOLOL, you seem to be really crushing it here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45258564)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 6:52 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Lmao 180 self pwn, brother. Did you try reading through that thread before making this poast?

So, uh, how about that sweet content creation, man. Surely you can do better than that shit I linked, right? I had to blank bump my own threads, for goodness sake!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259044)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 11:38 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Still waiting, Henry. Come on bro, I'm sure there's more to your poasting than non-responsive yosemite sam fuming faggotry, right?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45260240)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 11:25 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Hey bro, where are we on you linking some of your awesome content?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45260195)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 2:59 PM
Author: elite purple menage

you're a faggot and i'd ban/out you in a heartbeat if i could.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45257646)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 3:12 PM
Author: bearded french parlour

Many people are saying this!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45257721)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 4:49 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Dude, you need help. It's Friday night and you're on xo making inane, non-responsive ad-hom poasts in response to content you don't agree with. You should really spend some time offline with your family. I'm worried about you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45258432)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 5:06 PM
Author: bearded french parlour

LOL at 3:15 PM being Friday night. I better get to bed soon!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45258536)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 4:42 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

What, exactly, makes me worthy of being outed, in your view? Given that I've never interacted with you and tend not to involve myself in gay internet drama, you seem like a real yosemite sam fuming faggot.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45258397)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 6:54 PM
Author: elite purple menage

you're a shit poaster, and i want to make this bort as great as possible

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259053)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 6:57 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Lmao OK man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259069)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 7:17 PM
Author: elite purple menage

you're a faggot who settles for trash. give me a good reason why we shouldn't ban poasters that everyone hates regardless of whether or not they have "committed crimes" against the bort? majority rules.

poasting here is a privilege, not a right.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259170)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 7:24 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Because this isn't your safe space, faggot. This is a forum founded on the principles of non-moderation and freedom of speech. You don't seem to *get* xo man. Maybe you'd be more comfortable poasting here: http://www.reddit.com

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259205)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 8:23 PM
Author: bearded french parlour

Dude, you would be absolutely perfect for Reddit. Head over there with Prateek Bhopale and have fun!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259426)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 8:41 PM
Author: elite purple menage

cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259474)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 11:14 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

180 man that was really original. I'm really looking forward to you linking some 180 content creation, bro.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45260141)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 11:29 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Hey bro I think Reddit is a better fit for you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45260208)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 8:43 PM
Author: elite purple menage

LOL at hiding behind "gbtr" you piece of trash. Is that all you got?

Oh gee dude i'm so offended by you man, you hurt my feelings! i just can't stand you poasting here and being MEAN...I want to feel safe!!

Actually not really at all, my guy! I just happen to think that communities should have standards about who they tolerate. There are people who suck too much to poast here, are annoying and don't contribute anything thoughtful or witty. They don't belong, they take up space. htfh bitch.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259483)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 11:22 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Call it whatever you want, my dude, but what you're asking for is moderation of the content and poasters you don't like. Sorry bro, xo isn't your safe space.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45260184)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 11:36 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

I dont think you "get" xo, my guy: http://www.xoxohth.com/allies.php

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45260234)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 3:02 PM
Author: diverse idiot marketing idea

fuck you asshole. this isn't fucking CNN where you can just repeat bullshit lies over and over until the NPCs accept it as truth. it has nothing to do with "content I don't like" no matter how many times you say that.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45257660)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 4:46 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Lmao you whiny little homo. No matter how many times you call it spam or "shitting up the board," the fact remains that you're a whiny little snowflake and you want to ban poasters because you don't like their politics. Fortunately this isn't your gay little safe space.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45258415)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 8:45 PM
Author: elite purple menage

*If I May at da club*

"What's the matter guys, want me out of your 'safe space'? Can't take the he.....waaaaahhhh!!"

*gets bounced out and tossed into street*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259489)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 11:28 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

Lmao 180 content bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45260207)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 6:55 PM
Author: mewling milky corner coffee pot

How is this your life? I’m worried about you man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259064)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 7:00 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

180

Similarly: https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&mc=145&forum_id=2#45258432

He doesn't even get the joke lmao

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259076)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 4:46 PM
Author: mischievous insane bbw legend

http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5202891&forum_id=2#45258316

What about this?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45258416)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 4:55 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

This is strange. You should do nothing. That's exactly what you should do.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45258467)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 5:21 PM
Author: mischievous insane bbw legend

Sure, the bad thing is I was only on xoxo and reputable news sites, although the trojan could have gotten in earlier. The very bad thing is, it's the pics of a poaster, so it's very specific from someone who at least follows xoxo.

Do we even know who administers xoxo server now, has access to user data, etc?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45258645)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 6:57 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask

To the extent that anybody actually does those things, Rach is still my best guess

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259068)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 7:02 PM
Author: Flatulent hairraiser temple half-breed

spamming should not be a bannable offense

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259087)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 8:46 PM
Author: elite purple menage

yes, it should

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259492)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 11:23 PM
Author: Flatulent hairraiser temple half-breed

Faggot

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45260188)



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Date: September 30th, 2022 7:15 PM
Author: Well-lubricated Snowy Pocket Flask



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5201767&forum_id=2#45259164)