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Mischievous Aphrodisiac Potus
  01/23/23
You're just starting put! Don't let them lie to you!
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nigga buy a .38 and hit them streets
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You are living in fear. I can infer this because you are a p...
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No family? No career?
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Hey, that's me!
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love or career or other?
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  01/23/23
just start committing crimes it's fun and exhilarating
Pink stubborn university
  01/23/23
what's your educational background
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Outnumbered cheese-eating depressive
  01/23/23
Don't give up. There are innumerable examples of people tur...
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Nah. If you're not well on your way to being personally, soc...
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I disagree brother. People turn it around every day. Of co...
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And if you don't, same result.
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No, not so. Would it help if I gave you a specific example?
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Yes
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Okay one second I just have to send out one more message.
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So he ordered the dover sole, but then ate your steak?
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(9th year litigation associate)
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I'm just transcribing from the article this isn't a personal...
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Free time is my fucking enemy
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Sounds like a typical boomer POS
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I was like you and then I met my wife a year ago and everyth...
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DESCRIBE your transformation
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fair enough, ty. i'm not quite that bleak myself
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he can become a philosopher in prison
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that's what i would do
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Date: January 23rd, 2023 11:43 PM
Author: Mischievous Aphrodisiac Potus



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Date: January 23rd, 2023 11:54 PM
Author: ultramarine school cafeteria

You're just starting put! Don't let them lie to you!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45832958)



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Date: January 23rd, 2023 11:55 PM
Author: trip smoky windowlicker



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Date: January 23rd, 2023 11:57 PM
Author: Maize Heady Meetinghouse



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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:00 AM
Author: Amethyst athletic conference garrison



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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:00 AM
Author: khaki resort



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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:18 AM
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Date: January 24th, 2023 2:00 AM
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Date: January 24th, 2023 8:42 AM
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Date: January 24th, 2023 10:21 AM
Author: Territorial chrome cruise ship french chef



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Date: January 24th, 2023 6:31 PM
Author: bat shit crazy ratface quadroon



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Date: January 24th, 2023 8:29 PM
Author: soggy immigrant



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Date: January 25th, 2023 8:28 PM
Author: irradiated impressive puppy



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Date: January 24th, 2023 5:59 AM
Author: claret flatulent senate

nigga buy a .38 and hit them streets

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833515)



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Date: January 23rd, 2023 11:44 PM
Author: Buff seedy psychic

You are living in fear. I can infer this because you are a pumo. Get rid of the fear.

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Date: January 23rd, 2023 11:48 PM
Author: lilac curious feces toilet seat

No family? No career?

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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:05 AM
Author: Snowy laughsome parlour internal respiration

Hey, that's me!

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Date: January 23rd, 2023 11:55 PM
Author: trip smoky windowlicker

love or career or other?

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Date: January 23rd, 2023 11:56 PM
Author: Pink stubborn university

just start committing crimes

it's fun and exhilarating

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45832965)



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Date: January 23rd, 2023 11:56 PM
Author: Appetizing Mad-dog Skullcap

what's your educational background

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Date: January 23rd, 2023 11:57 PM
Author: Outnumbered cheese-eating depressive

?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45832975)



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Date: January 23rd, 2023 11:59 PM
Author: drab theatre

Don't give up. There are innumerable examples of people turning it all around at a far later age than your own. Individuals who one year were deep in the mud of life and only a year later had reached an exalted state because of e.g., a fundamental contribution to scientific understanding, an improvement in materials engineering with extraordinary ramifications for the prosperity of humanity or exploration, a knee-trembling act of inspired creativity leading to the creation of Art, the penning of a Work that tore a hole through the fabric of the Establishment and will live for centuries on centuries beyond their own time here on the pale blue dot, echoed in classrooms and lecture halls, discussed and debated in literary salons and beau arts clubs. I've seen weaklings train themselves to kill a grizzly bear with their own hands in six months time. I've personally observed the transformation of a meek Scandanvian man into a titan of the mathematical world who was feted over by legions of young comely postgraduates begging for a sliver of his time to receive a drop of his wisdom. Nothing is impossible. You have a world spirit inside of you. The light burns bright and the possibilities are endless. Seize this moment, right now, this moment of the poast, and turn it around god damn you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45832983)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:06 AM
Author: Snowy laughsome parlour internal respiration

Nah. If you're not well on your way to being personally, socially, and financially successful by your mid-30s and remain that way, you're likely fucked, fucked, fucked.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833014)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:07 AM
Author: drab theatre

I disagree brother. People turn it around every day. Of course, if you tell yourself "it's all over" then that's likely to become a self-fulfilling prophecy.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833018)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:08 AM
Author: Snowy laughsome parlour internal respiration

And if you don't, same result.

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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:13 AM
Author: drab theatre

No, not so. Would it help if I gave you a specific example?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833053)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:13 AM
Author: red multi-colored black woman

Yes

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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:20 AM
Author: drab theatre

Okay one second I just have to send out one more message.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833081)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:44 AM
Author: drab theatre

Okay, I just randomly pulled this from a file folder I keep by my desk under the sub-folder heading "Human Achievement." It's a clipping from the Cincinnati Herald, dated October 7, 1984, and it starts like this:

"One year ago to the date, local Roger Tasto, age 49, was something of a mess. A mildly disabled chimney sweep with an unloving wife, a dog who bit him each evening on his return home, and three children in varying states of antisocial decay, Roger's life prospects weren't looking great. 'Aye, it was a bleak sight.' Roger and I are at the Pirate's Cove Outlook, a New Wave steakhouse set on the Intrapond Harbor near the Reginald District. Tiny boats manned by miniature captains reciting sung verse versions of ancient poems pass us by from the terrace which has been set to perfectly capture the sunset. It's a seasonably brisk mid-autumn early evening but the heat of our Hot Toddies--or perhaps the heat of our conversation--warms both of us and keeps the good cheer of the meal. I've ordered a bone-in rib eye, medium, and Roger has ordered a tableside dover sole fit for a Little Boots. The sides are plentiful, the wine flows, and the apparent bonhomie of each of us toward the other makes for a memorable dinner.

'I was down to my last dollar,' Roger remarks between quick bites of his buttery dry aged steak, paired with a 1980 Chateau Lafite which, contrary to the spittle-flecked invective of our sommelier, was in no way 'over-young.' 'The Missus gave me a firm declaration: 'Get your life together, Roger, or else.'' Roger makes a cutting gesture across his bony neck, the universal gesture of a man in the clutched distressing grasp of a scorned woman. 'Well, you know 'ole Roger. Never one to let himself or his family down. I set to it.'

Over the next four hours, Roger will regale me with a King's Tale of personal endurance, performance, and perseverance, all the while drawing me ever closer to his enormously magnetic personality. By the end of the meal, we've practically locked lips, so close are our mouths, noses, eyes to one another, faced off across this slightly imbalanced steakhouse table breathing in the one and other's full palettes of odor.

According to Roger, he hit the books that very night. Over time, he developed a ritual: Return home from his chimney sweep work at 8; dinner, put the children to bed, attend to the Missus, and then off to the local Library where, in Roger's words 'the insights of the ancients sat dormant in piles of detritus from the little dust witch waiting only for the right sojourner truth to unlock their universal insights and unleash the wisdom of the revitalized human mind--assuming, of course, a sufficiently pure spirit.' Immersing himself in a wide world of letters--physics, elementalism, witchcraft, horse pure breeding techniques, sapiospatial detection dynamics systems engineering, Continental philosophy, Spanish love poetry, the problem of the problem of theodicy, and many others--he came out the other end a changed man.

'By month three, the insights started collecting. By month four, I felt ready to begin acting on them.' Roger's list of piled accolades defies belief, but this intrepid reporter has verified many of them including: a stunning, thundershot contribution to the field of mathematical topology which has placed him in the conversation for a Fields Medal; a postmodern 'deconstruction' of Verdi's Rigoletto readying a winter debut at the Met; a full frontal attack on the value at risk calculations used by KKR granting him an appointment with Mr. Kohlberg which led to a fundamental revision to their quantification parameters, in turn enabling the firm to draw significantly more capital in the past quarter; and a touching, tender painting 'astonishingly in the original style of Rubens' (Martha Nutric, New York Times Arts Critic) of his daughter which has just begun a West Coast tour. These are only a selection of the many feats Roger has performed in the past year.

When I ask him how he's pulled it off, he smiles, pauses between a bite of the succulent, tender steak practically melting in his titanic mouth, and speaks with a mawful of meat: 'Anything is possible. As long as you believe in yourself. Age, after all, is only a number.'"

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833165)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:55 AM
Author: Pink stubborn university



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Date: January 24th, 2023 1:59 AM
Author: Titillating mental disorder pocket flask



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Date: January 24th, 2023 2:14 AM
Author: Buff seedy psychic

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Date: January 24th, 2023 4:30 AM
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Date: January 24th, 2023 7:26 AM
Author: Out-of-control Contagious Reading Party Legend



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Date: January 24th, 2023 8:36 AM
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Date: January 24th, 2023 9:09 AM
Author: mind-boggling market weed whacker



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Date: January 24th, 2023 10:03 AM
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Date: January 24th, 2023 10:33 AM
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Date: January 24th, 2023 10:45 AM
Author: hyperventilating pale box office

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Date: January 24th, 2023 10:47 AM
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Date: January 24th, 2023 6:34 PM
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Date: January 24th, 2023 8:31 PM
Author: soggy immigrant



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Date: January 24th, 2023 8:50 PM
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So he ordered the dover sole, but then ate your steak?

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Date: January 24th, 2023 9:35 PM
Author: Godawful area preventive strike

(9th year litigation associate)

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Date: January 24th, 2023 9:51 PM
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Date: January 24th, 2023 10:11 PM
Author: bat shit crazy ratface quadroon



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Date: January 25th, 2023 8:32 AM
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Date: January 25th, 2023 12:11 PM
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Date: January 25th, 2023 6:45 PM
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Date: January 25th, 2023 6:24 PM
Author: drab theatre

I'm just transcribing from the article this isn't a personal story.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45841674)



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Date: January 25th, 2023 6:50 PM
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Date: January 25th, 2023 6:45 PM
Author: Soul-stirring learning disabled multi-billionaire native



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45841779)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 2:18 AM
Author: Buff seedy psychic

If you had 10 million dollars but lost your arms and legs, you would pay the 10 million to regain your limbs, even if it meant living in poverty and obscurity from that day on. You would give up all your finances and move to a cabin if it meant having your limbs back.

You have your arms and legs right now. You have your mind. You have things worth millions and billions to someone who didn't have them. You have more than you know.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833351)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 2:03 PM
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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45835277)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 6:35 PM
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I like the example of age. Would anyone on XO trade places with Warren Buffett? Maybe some of our suicidal posters that want death to come faster, and maybe OldHlsDude who is almost as old, I guess. But no one else. $$ isn't everything.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45836580)



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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833023)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 2:03 PM
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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:04 AM
Author: jet-lagged comical generalized bond center

"I Still Unload": This Man Is a "Nullo" Who Removed His Penis and Balls

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Simon Davis

10/16/14 11:10AM

Filed to: INTERVIEWS

In 1994, a South Florida man who goes by the name Gelding was surgically castrated. In 2011, he had his penis removed as well. He's a "nullo": A cisgender man who removes his external genitalia completely as a form of body modification, and he recently agreed to answer our questions—from "why?" to "what do balls taste like?"

Gelding is a nudist and describes himself as a submissive bear. Apart from his desire to use a pseudonym, he let it all hang out (so to speak) when I reached out to him and graciously answered every question I had.

Is nullo your preferred term to describe yourself and others like you who are castrated and have removed their penis?

Yes, the reason that we use that it is not transgender. It's simply nullification of what you've got. A friend of mine Mack in San Francisco likes to use the term "mascunull", because I remain as masculine as they come with fur and so forth. But I no longer have the parts.

What are some misconceptions people have about nullos?

A few men don't know their own physiology to the point where they think if they lose their balls they can't come any more. And that's false. If you look at the physiology you see that the fluids are made by the seminal vesicles and the prostate. Very little of the fluid and the content is produced in the testes. I still unload.

But the active ingredient for impregnating someone isn't there.

Right.

Do you get a lot of people who think you're trying to become a woman?

Absolutely. And it's mostly the medical profession who sees the sexes as either male or female. And anyone who wants to alter any part of that is in some way suffering from gender dysphoria. They don't like themselves for some reason and they want to change gender. And that's absolutely false.

It's not a dysphoria. I see it in the positive way of working toward something, rather than away from something. Many of the guys instead of putting a negative feel on it see it as a positive. Being castrated is a positive to them. Rather than removing something that they dislike, they are moving in the direction that they want. I went through a long set of psychological evaluation sessions with a psychologist here in town, because that was necessary in order to have the penis removed.

You've previously discussed your 1994 castration. However, I didn't find anything on your penis removal in 2011. Can you talk about that?

I knew I was uncomfortable in having frankly large male parts. I would quite often sit on my own balls because they were loose unless I wore something tight and held them in I would sit on them and squash them. That got me into trouble playing soccer in college when they forced us to wear these hard plastic cups. What happened was I fell on a guy's upright knee with the weight of another player behind me, so two of us fell on the knee. The knee happened to hit the middle of the plastic cup and imploded and tore me up. I was severely injured.

The doctor saved everything but over a period of time the nerves gave me some problems and I had aches in my testicles all the time. When I was in the military service they tried doing a varicose vein removal but that didn't help, it just made matters worse. They thought I was suffering from varicose veins. So after leaving the service I had them removed. And that removed that little problem but I still had the nerve sensations in the penis which woke me up at night. So I could get erect, but it was painful.

So I talked with my urologist and he said the only treatment for that was to make it numb, which is very dangerous because if you make something like that numb then you don't know if it's infected for some reason. Or remove it, but to do that he needs to cover his ass and asked for a psychological evaluation. And my own doctor is a professor at Nova Southeastern University here in. She is the most brilliant doctor I've ever met. So, I asked her about this problem and she was very forthright and said "well, we'll have to treat you". She didn't consider it something that was wrong with me, she said "we have to investigate." I went to see a psychiatrist and he spent a good 90 minutes with me and said "yes, I have just the person that can work with you." So the psychologist did a battery of personality tests and said "you're perfectly fine, your only problem is that you've got these physical problems which work on your nerves." And I said "yeah." And he said "it also works with your personality" because I'm a gay submissive and I always have been and it wasn't working right. So in order to to fix it I worked toward a goal of having things removed. And that was it. I'm working in a positive way to solve my own personal problem.

But was castration something you were contemplating prior to the injury?

Yes. For whatever reason I was always embarrassed by the size of what I had. It didn't fit my personality.

Do you remember when you the fantasy to remove your testicles first occurred?

I had a baby face in high school, there was one of these bullies and he said "you have a man's equipment but you're still a boy" and he squeezed my balls in the shower. He was on the football team, I was on the soccer team showering together and he said "you shouldn't have such big equipment" so he squeezed my balls and at that point it was just a fantasy for me. So how about getting rid of them for some reason?

When did it go from fantasy to aspiration?

It became a fetish thing where I would do sort of more self destructive things with them like putting rubber bands around them and needles through the balls and whatnot. It's a progression which a lot of guys go through. It's something that works on them and they say "Well, how about if we just have them off? Then I won't be bothered by this constant urge to hurt them". And this is where a psychologist gets into the dysphoria. It's very difficult to distinguish whether it's a dislike for something or instead you're working towards something else. I always thought when I was on the beach—I was also on the swim team—and we had Speedos, it was difficult to pack everything in frankly. I would be embarrassed and everybody was looking and here I am and I've got the biggest package and I'm not the biggest guy and I got a whole lot of looks from everybody.

I had a big dick, it got damaged and I was a bottom. I didn't want to use it, I got pushed into using it, I had to take all sorts of medications and was tired of being somebody else's tool.

Broadly speaking, how can someone know that being a nullo is something they actually want to go through with as opposed to something they fantasize about?

That's something really for a psychologist to answer, but in talking to all the guys that I've been talking with, they try to come up with all sorts of different rationalizations to justify it. In my case, my medical situation really didn't justify it because I was just uncomfortable with what I had. It wasn't medically necessary. But I felt that I would be much more comfortable having the issues of having the sensation but not being able to use it well. It was something like a guy having a useless appendage and it's something he has to carry around, and it becomes baggage after a while.

If someone starts/botches the process on their own, what would you recommend they do? Should people use a cover story to avoid getting in trouble?

No. Go to the emergency room. Today, they have been exposed to a lot more of the literature out there than they were 20 years ago. They're not going to be institutionalized. I mean years ago they used to institutionalize guys that were gay.

How would you say the breakdown is between gay and straight men for nullos?

I would have to say it's mostly gays. I don't know of a straight guy who became a nullo.

You had said in a previous interview that for castrations it's about a two to one for gay to straight men that decide to do it.

I've heard of a couple of straight guys who decided that they were making too many babies so they had their balls off so they could take testosterone and continue. I know quite a few bodybuilders both gay and straight whose testes have shrunk because of the steroids they are taking which are bad for their health. So they got castrated and now they're on medically injected testosterone which is good for them. It's not as harmful as oral steroids are or some of the other shit that they're pumping into themselves.

How would you recommend people do their penectomy and castration?

In the last couple of years, my friend Mack from San Francisco ran into Dr. Crane from Brownstein & Crane and he met him, and I don't know how the two of them had the discussion, and then I had a phone interview with Dr. Crane and I explained my situation with him and now Dr. Crane is no longer doing just transgender type of procedures but [also] genital modifications.

So in a way, you educated him.

The protocol that the doctors use for transgender people is called the Harry Benjamin protocol. So for example Dr. Reed in Miami, before you go to his clinic you have to take female hormones for six months and show some development of breasts and whatnot, some feminine characteristics before he will deal with you. And why do that when you simply want to get the genitals removed?

If anything, wouldn't additional testosterone be what you'd need after castration?

Men who get castrated, they do get depressed if they don't start fairly right away on testosterone. Because the falling hormone causes hot flashes first of all, and then the loss of libido. You lose all interest in sex and everything else.

Are there any changes that occur to the body as a result?

Body changes are minimal really. If you lose your balls, you won't lose all your hair.

What about voice? Is that a myth?

Voice doesn't change, no. The larynx is a hard tissue, and the voice box and everything else is a hard tissue. But the timbre of your voice is a factor of the larynx. I sang in the college choir, I know about these things.

One thing I noticed while reading testimonials is that many people seem to try their hand at castration and penectomy but then go to the doctor only if it goes wrong. How much of this would you say is due to the medical profession's reluctance to remove healthy body parts and how much is due to people's general fear of discussing this type of thing with their doctor or therapist?

You know about the Hippocratic oath right? "First do no harm". They have to be convinced that what they are doing is in fact an improvement on your health. Which is why the surgeon is requesting a psychological evaluation. And the psychologist comes back and says "yeah, he's going to be uncomfortable where he is, he's going to be more improved, better mood, better this, better that" and so forth. So from a totality point of view, it's going to get better after he gets modified.

And let me tell you my mood has improved dramatically since going nullo. I don't miss the baggage. I don't miss the fact that I get into sex with a guy, he expects me to perform in some ways, now he doesn't have that expectation. In fact, quite a few guys find it very arousing that they don't have to have that distraction.

Are there other benefits?

Another thing is, guys who are aroused by my situation are very aroused. I've got some guys who are pursuing me a lot. And they just like this idea, because there's nothing there to be in the way. Face to face fucking is very pleasurable. And when they're doing that I actually wet their stomachs with my fluids. And this one guy, he likes to go down on me. He's a bi guy and he said he does this with his girlfriend so he goes down there and starts licking me. And he just loves that idea. He loves the idea that I have a hairy chest and what is to him a very tiny vagina that he can't fuck but he can lick and he can enjoy being the male role. I've even got a straight guy here in town who likes to fuck me because I don't have any male genitals and he doesn't feel threatened by that.

Are there any downsides?

One of the most obvious cons is I have to sit to pee, or I have to use one of these female urination devices. It's an odd funnel shaped device that you can use if there's only a men's urinal. Also, some times I get urinary tract infections. There's a shorter path to the bladder through what I've got now. So I've got to be very careful and keep it clean. I can't get guy fingering me down there because it's the inside of the urethra so it's sensitive.

Do you ever get "phantom dick" syndrome when you are reaching for it out of habit?

A lot of the nerves are bundled on the base of the penis where most of the sensation comes from. It's not along the length of penis but on the base of the penis is where most of the sensations are. And I wake up in the morning with a feeling that I have a big dick that's erect.

In your experience, what percentage of castrations are done by non-medical professionals? How about penectomies? What are the safety risks for each? Would you say one is more difficult than the other for a layman?

I would above three quarters [by non-medical professionals]. And that number is lower than say twenty years ago. There are not as many today.

Which are not as many?

The amateur cutters. There are a lot of wannabes that are successful that manage to stay below the radar of the authorities because they run into trouble because of their lack of skill. Because if you mess up there are problems there. But if you're very careful in choosing the men you work with so that you have very low risk involved, which is age (you don't do old men), you don't do very overweight men, you don't do men who smoke, who don't take drugs and anything else. If you take these fairly low-risk guys and you do it well, then there won't be any problems. Once these guys get castrated, most of them simply become very private and they don't brag about things. They sort of withdraw from pursuing anything else because they've reached their goal.

So is the the percentage of amateur cutters lower today due to more people with medical training performing castrations?

Yes. They are finding that there is a living in this if they do it among other things.

How about with penectomies? I would imagine (and hope!) there's fewer amateurs performing these.

Almost all of them are done by medical professionals. That's tricky, yeah. More tricky. It's sort of major surgery and it's been done by some amateurs. They're fairly good with their surgical techniques. I was actually at one and the guy did a fairly good job but it took a long time and it was a very involved, very slow process. I've heard of only three or four done by cutters in the past and they have left active participation in this.

When you do a penectomy you have to re-route the urethra, yes?

Yes, what I did with this is I knew where I was going with this in 1999 and I contacted my urologist in Hollywood [Florida], an old guy who was just about to retire and I talked to him very carefully and said "in the future I'm going to want the penis removed". And he said "OK, we can do a urethral relocation in the base of the penis".

So how do things like ejaculation and urination work when you've rerouted the urethra and no longer use the penis for them?

With ejaculation, just before you reach the peak, all the fluid is there at the base of the penis, and right before orgasm happens it's the urethra that acts like a rail gun and expels the semen. So when you don't use the penis, there's no force behind it. It just flows out.

What happens to the body parts after removal?

Quite a few [cutters] collect them. They preserve them, they put them in jars. One guy embedded his in plastic and now it's an ornament somewhere. This typically happens when you're in a master/slave dominant/submissive relationship and the submissive gives up his balls to his partner for keepsake. And then you get into this S&M thing where the dominant partner controls and regulates the libido of the submissive. Especially if the submissive is on say androgel where the turnaround time from full sexiness to limp dick is about on the order of a week. The reaction time for the transdermal is very fast. Whereas the injections wear off after two to three weeks. The half life of the testosterone I'm taking is eight days.

You mentioned consumption of body parts in another interview. Is that for real?

It is for real, yes. Some guys do that. Think about the Testy Festy, where they go there and every year there they have concentration of people who are into eating sheep and bull nuts and rocky mountain oysters. I know a few cutters that don't charge anything for their work, the only charge they have is that they get the nuts afterwards.

Is this something that you've tasted?

Yes, as a matter of fact they do taste a little like chicken. Actually I would have to say they taste as much like chicken as they do roast pork. But it all depends on how you cook them. If you cook them in salted butter then they might be saltier than they might otherwise be.

How do you like them cooked?

I went to a cutter's place and he was having an event where he cut a number of guys and I was assisting him there. And what I did is I cooked them up in some butter with some mushrooms. Quite good with a nice red merlot wine.

Cheers to that, Gelding.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833005)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:46 AM
Author: Cerise Giraffe



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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:46 AM
Author: sick shimmering spot

You have an amazing amount of free time if no kids

Read John Frame’s Systematic Theology

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833170)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 2:15 AM
Author: Mischievous Aphrodisiac Potus

Free time is my fucking enemy

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Date: January 24th, 2023 4:09 AM
Author: hyperventilating pale box office



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Date: January 24th, 2023 12:49 AM
Author: Appetizing Mad-dog Skullcap

my idea of a cool old man was McAffee before he got killed

just a guy having fun and not losing his youthful spirit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833184)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 8:14 AM
Author: charismatic organic girlfriend tanning salon

Sounds like a typical boomer POS

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Date: January 24th, 2023 8:18 AM
Author: Appetizing Mad-dog Skullcap

nah you don't get it man

he wasn't like other boomers. boomers hated him



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833778)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 2:41 AM
Author: sick shimmering spot

Just do an xo McAfee

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833373)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 4:32 AM
Author: Blue motley trailer park

I was like you and then I met my wife a year ago and everything seems to make sense now. At some point you need to let it all hang out and take a risk.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833461)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 5:13 AM
Author: hyperventilating pale box office

DESCRIBE your transformation

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833469)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 5:16 AM
Author: Blue motley trailer park

No real transformation as such but have lived my life on my own terms and on my own my entire life. I finally reached a point where I couldn't go any further and thats when I met my wife. It has made my life more rewarding and will hopefully help me extend myself another decade or two.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833473)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 5:18 AM
Author: hyperventilating pale box office

180- I know way too many man-childs your age who will never make it as far as you have.

kids?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833475)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 5:24 AM
Author: Blue motley trailer park

Getting married or being in a relationship does not in any way at all make you a better person. In fact more than often it means you are unable to live true to yourself. What I am saying is that I achieved everything I wanted on my own, and my wife just makes a life a bit better and much more complete. If you marry before you know who you are as a person than you are just a pathetic loser.

Trying hard for kids...see my threads on it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833482)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 5:26 AM
Author: hyperventilating pale box office

agreed. but to move beyond the self, and evolve higher consciousness beyond actualization, requires a degree of surrender of the self

GL w/ kids

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Date: January 24th, 2023 5:33 AM
Author: Blue motley trailer park

I totally agree and it means a lot to me and it's probably why the transition has been seamless for me/us. I would estimate maybe 1-5% of people play the long game like I did.

TY brother. It means the world to me.

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Date: January 24th, 2023 7:33 AM
Author: garnet hell

theres nothing to maek anymore

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Date: January 24th, 2023 8:18 AM
Author: razzmatazz house-broken church building

i'm 34 and just kinda sitting around waiting for a revelation or realization, so feel you bro.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45833781)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 10:11 AM
Author: greedy dog poop

Zozo wants you to fail at heart. Never forget

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Date: January 24th, 2023 2:58 PM
Author: Cerise Giraffe



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Date: January 24th, 2023 4:20 PM
Author: Buff seedy psychic

Get a sweet churchy wife, become a private school teacher and spend your weekends volunteering with underprivileged kids or some other worthwhile purpose. Life will start happening to you when you start putting a platform in place for living it well-roundedly

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45835983)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 10:36 AM
Author: Beady-eyed dilemma stock car

Go to a "health clinic" and get on TRT ASAP.

Then go to a fitness bootcamp in Thailand for a minimum of 30 days, but ideally 60-90 days.

You'll come back jacked and juicy and ready to slay

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45834260)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 6:50 PM
Author: Territorial chrome cruise ship french chef

do you plan to be on it forever due to harming natural T production? do you worry about having kids? believe me i would love to do this

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45836632)



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Date: January 25th, 2023 6:33 PM
Author: Beady-eyed dilemma stock car

I’m not on it, but OP is obviously in need of a boost. If I felt like him at 41 I would 100% hop on the juice train.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45841721)



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Date: January 25th, 2023 8:33 PM
Author: Territorial chrome cruise ship french chef

fair enough, ty. i'm not quite that bleak myself

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45842239)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 1:39 PM
Author: Filthy parlor mexican

(me in 1.5 yrs)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45835141)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 4:23 PM
Author: Silver Coffee Pot School

you can always maek it !

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45835994)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 6:40 PM
Author: Black gay wizard site

i was briefly acquainted with a guy who wound up getting life without parole for rage-killing his girlfriend. in *that* case, one can say he has no prospects. if your situation is better than that, then stop being a bitch.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45836591)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 8:36 PM
Author: Insecure abnormal ticket booth

he can become a philosopher in prison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45837122)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 11:36 PM
Author: Black gay wizard site

that's what i would do

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Date: January 25th, 2023 12:17 AM
Author: Flickering flesh abode

(Boethius)

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Date: January 25th, 2023 12:11 PM
Author: Aggressive Temple



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Date: January 24th, 2023 9:53 PM
Author: Territorial chrome cruise ship french chef

chicks love true crime, that dude is probably drowning in pussy. a line out the door for conjugal visits

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45837428)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 11:36 PM
Author: Black gay wizard site

naw he's way too much of a beta bitch

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45837844)



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Date: January 24th, 2023 11:36 PM
Author: Galvanic unholy idiot

Why did he kill her

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5276623&forum_id=2#45837847)



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Date: January 25th, 2023 12:12 AM
Author: Black gay wizard site

he had already threatened her violently previously and the girlfriend had him on speaker at the police station during one of his rants prior to the killing (a lot of good it did her). he was just a very insecure, violent fool. i forget what set him off the day of the murder but he was just a rageholic in general so idk that it matters.

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Date: January 25th, 2023 9:35 AM
Author: Galvanic unholy idiot



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Date: January 26th, 2023 6:10 PM
Author: Snowy laughsome parlour internal respiration

That's real retarded, sir. Lottery tickets aren't "prospects."

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Date: January 27th, 2023 10:10 AM
Author: Galvanic unholy idiot



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Date: January 27th, 2023 10:58 AM
Author: Black gay wizard site

?

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Date: January 25th, 2023 8:36 AM
Author: passionate elite rehab

as bad as u think it might be for urself, it could actually be worse--

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Date: January 26th, 2023 9:14 PM
Author: Snowy laughsome parlour internal respiration

But once you hit the killself threshold, that doesn't really matter, does it?

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Date: January 27th, 2023 10:10 AM
Author: Galvanic unholy idiot



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