Date: June 26th, 2026 8:08 PM Author: controlling a virtual character on a computer
ngl it's pretty much impossible for me to imagine a scenario in which i'd be down for monogamy at this point in my life
like my perfect soul mate could be in love with me and want to marry me and be with me forever and i just don't think i'd be down for it if i'm fully honest about it
monogamy and living with a woman just....completely sucks. there's zero upside
Date: June 26th, 2026 8:30 PM Author: controlling a virtual character on a computer
the craziest part about this shit is that my dad sacrificed so much for me and his other kids
he could have kept rolling solo and skipped out on his awful married life with my stupid bitch mom. he had an awesome life before he "settled down." instead he made enormous sacrifices to do what it took to raise his kids
i have a lot of conflicted feelings about it because what he did was completely pathetic but at the same time i am obviously eternally grateful for what he did for me personally. really weird shit
Date: June 26th, 2026 8:39 PM Author: controlling a virtual character on a computer
i understand that "in theory" this is what happened but in practice he would have had a 180 life if he didn't go with having a wife and kids and there's just no way that the trade off was actually worth it