'Incidentally, your "music" is shitty. But you are holding it together reasonably well for a blown out 30 year old bipolar half Jew half white girl who has rough ridden miles of cock, so I give you props for that at least. It's too bad that you're such a crazy and amoral cunt. And I do hope the abortion haunts you at least a little, even though I highly doubt it does. Oh well.'
Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:21 PM Author: Razzle jet-lagged tanning salon
To be fair,
Oh fuck... you mean a bunch of techies and musicians in LA who hang out with 30 year old single and unmarried promiscuous (diagnosed) mentally ill liberal Jewish "punk rocker" attention whore woman who also codes for a living affirm that they think I come across as, like, a TOTALLY mean racist sexist asshole when she reads them my internet poasts about her out loud IRL and asks them for their opinion (very normal behavior btw)?
Fuck, it might be time to step back and really reevaluate my life and my poasting. Dis veddy veddy bad.
sure, if you already take for granted (and are desensitized to) TBF's legitimately unhinged MO. but overall, he really made it clear that he's a ridiculous, psychotic loser, so i'd say he objectively gaped himself.
Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:16 AM Author: swashbuckling dilemma trump supporter
Don't get me wrong, I'd pound you out, but I would ask you politely to not tell anyone. You cling so hard to that nlog persona, at heart you really are just like all the other girls. You will get used and abused your entire life because you have no self respect and you're horrible at setting boundaries.
dude, the "nlog" moniker was obviously poking fun at girls with that attitude, are u joking?? i outgrew the "i'm special" phase at like, age 11 or 12 haha
and yeah i've let myself get taken advantage of, sure, but i certainly have self-respect and am doing perfectly fine for myself overall. i just won't make that mistake again! everyone makes shitty dating choices, often repeatedly. but when it's men making them, it's their partners' fault! 🙄
people i know irl would laugh to hear that people on the internet think i'm some kind of failure or loser 😂😂 (in fact, just today, some did!)
Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:34 AM Author: swashbuckling dilemma trump supporter
Why are you justifying yourself to me? I'm an anonymous internet user. My opinion should have no bearing on your life, let alone require two responses.
I actually like you and think you're cool. That said, you've still got a lot of maturing left. Start with setting boundaries... and standards.
i replied twice bc i was too lazy to edit; i had another thought to mention and the "reply" button was closer to my thumb. wasn't gonna spend much energy on it.
dw - i'm definitely not going to let anyone take advantage of me like that again, and yeah from now on i'm only dating people with their shit together.
[edit] also, why does everyone here feel the need to clarify that they'd fuck me, how hard, and whether they're ashamed of being attracted to me?
yeah but to my face? you especially didn't need to say the part about not telling anyone lmao... like you get how that could be hurtful, right? i'm not particularly upset, more like halfway between amused and annoyed, but come on...
oh so you were joking when you volunteered my precise level of sexual attractiveness (fuckable but embarrassing)? that's a weirdly specific - not to mention crass - thing to joke about!
dude i'm still kind of annoyed abt this. that's really mean to say, bc you wrapped it up in a sort-of-compliment (objectifying & unsolicited, but i don't mind). why would you be so brutally honest to someone who was already spoon fed self-loathing on here for years? was it supposed to be a neg? to seem cool to other loser lawyers on a message board? or do people really think so little of me as a person that they'll give me an honest evaluation of mediocrity (as a sexual entity) TO. MY. FACE
i'm glad i let the insults i got on here (throughout formative years as a vulnerable young adult) dictate my entire perception of myself & crush my self-esteem, which ironically is probably what led to my low standards & tendency to date abusers & losers, which you mock me for, too.
just search "Second Shooter" on Spotify/Apple Music/etc.
most popular songs on Spotify are 'Steal Your Screams' from our 2018 EP & our 2019 single '9th Street Malice' (vox on first verse are our guitarist). or if u like hardcore def listen to '1 in 6'.
(not saying listen to all three, just throwing out suggestions)
they had the name before i joined!! it's meant to be ambiguous. it could be a specific reference to JFK assn or a diff event like the one u said. could be more general. could be talking abt photographers.
the FBI is probably all over this thread holy fuck i bet we have triggered so many alarms. check out my metal band, agents!
also, as proud as i am of what we've put out, i have improved a TON (i'd only been doing vox for 1.5 yrs when we recorded) and we've written stuff that imo is even better, plus our* mixing/mastering skills are always improving (we* record and produce by ourselves*) and i am SO EXCITED to share our new stuff with the world!!!
* well, our drummer and bassist do the work but yeah
Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:26 PM Author: Razzle jet-lagged tanning salon
To be fair,
For the sake of these normies, I just hope you were double masking and maintaining at least six feet of distance even if outside (regardless of your vaccination status concerning a cold virus that is 99.999% survivable for anyone in decent health under 65) when you read those insane passages to them, in order to protect everyone's health.
Admittedly I don't do any of that shit, myself... but then again, I'm a terrifying and unhinged lunatic with no regard for other people. Anyway, stay safe! Mask it or casket! Stay home, alone together!
to elaborate: my friends are deeply, viscerally disturbed when i show them screenshots of (or read aloud) some of the things people say to/about me on here. my sister once came on here years ago and searched my name and looked around but had to stop rly quickly bc the poasts were making her cry. today, of this TBF poast, a close friend said that their heart sank reading it; they felt hurt even though it wasn't directed toward them. people here are legit insane. only very unwell people are that cruel and unhinged.
Date: August 3rd, 2021 8:37 AM Author: Translucent excitant hunting ground sneaky criminal
By the way,
Don't you hate it when words posted online on social media or forums aren't the same as what would be said in real life? It's almost like there's a difference between media.
Date: August 3rd, 2021 9:03 AM Author: Concupiscible Lake Corner Messiness
"my friends -- obviously all equally fucking emotional and stupid, or they wouldn't tolerate me -- get their feelings hurt when they read what every semi-rational poaster thinks about me. Don't you feel bad?!"
Date: August 4th, 2021 4:36 AM Author: Vivacious school cafeteria
what are you talking about? I live in thailand and have only posted under this account ITT. I am the most honest person on this board as they know I have never told a lie and backed up my shit with pics and videos.
You have a dirty asshole. You should bleach it. We didnt forget
Date: August 3rd, 2021 9:01 AM Author: Vibrant Hospital
No one gives a fuck you narcissistic cunt. You come here for attention and you are getting it, so don't bitch when people sexualize you or attack you. You are here for one reason. Sounds like you should hie to Reddit.
Date: August 3rd, 2021 9:11 AM Author: Vibrant Hospital
You’re upset that people called you an old hag? Lol this is all so embarrassing. Post your embarrassing pics to Reddit if you want universal praise. Look at your life holy shit it’s sad
hopefully my poast didn't overhype them but like, it's objectively true that no one said anything remotely like what Guy Fieri (idk or care if ur someone i know) claimed
yeah i don't think he gets a point for the music one. plenty of people like it; "shitty" isn't justified.
? my sexual history as documented here certainly did not involve that much cock lmao. it was a weird # of poasters but only puritanical, misogynistic freaks would go so far as to say "blown out" or "miles of cock" or anything. all of that gets exaggerated in bort lore anyway. ig it's a matter of opinion but i truly believe that by normal standards, he's wrong. there go another 2 of his claims.
30, half jewish, sure
you conveniently skipped over "bipolar", which is one of the few concrete claims here and is simply not true.
sure, you guys can have "crazy" and "amoral"
the decision to terminate does weigh on me; i won't type out the details but yes it hurts and although i know i made the ""right"" choice, both options were shitty. i bumped like one box abortion thread bc it was good; ppl here all have dark senses of humor. i'm very surprised anyone who was around at the time could possibly think i was callous about it or took it lightly. i guess people remember things how they want to.
soooo as you can see, there's a lot of shit in there that isn't justified or true at all
Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:31 PM Author: Razzle jet-lagged tanning salon
To be fair,
You were literally expelled from Brown (which doesn't go out of its way to expel students paying tuition, especially those who are also a "favored" class as biologically females) for a full year for psychotically threatening your room mate with violence and freaking her out so bad that she involved school authorities (who clearly found her account to be credible), and then you were also subsequently diagnosed with and treated for a serious mental disorder as a result of the fall out of that incident -- which, again, was bad enough that it literally pushed out your college graduation by a full year.
Many old timers on XO remember this, because you liveblogged about it right here on this board to the same set of total strangers for whom you posted copious nudes (all very sane behavior btw) while it was all happening. So why are you now lying and trying to literally rewrite documented factual history and gaslight us all by pretending like that never happened, and I have no legitimate basis for saying that you have a documented history of psychotic behavior and diagnosed mental illness? Oh wait, right... it's because you're yet another neurotic lying kike cunt. A very rare breed! Imagine my surprise! Why does this mean-spirited persecution just keep happening to you people over and over and over again throughout history?
i wasn't expelled lmaooooo i took a one-year leave of absence for mental health. if you'll notice, TBF wrote "literally expelled", which (like many of zher claims) is demonstrably false. 😊 you can paraphrase or exaggerate the backstory all you want, but there's a huuuuuuge difference between expulsion (which would look BAD on my record and would NOT result in a degree) and taking a year off (which did NOT look bad and which DID result in a degree). do you see the difference? :o) you might have to re-read a couple times, but i think it will becum clear to u. 😁
idk what "serious mental disorder" i was "treated for", but yes, i saw a therapist to help me manage my mood. my only diagnoses were depression and ADHD haha (i don't actually have it but dr. gave me adderall).
TBF may benefit from treatment for a "serious mental disorder" as well. i would give him the info for my former therapist, but she's already been stalked and harassed by a patient before (and even had to change offices because of it).
Date: August 3rd, 2021 10:49 PM Author: Vivacious school cafeteria
so out of everything he said, u only disagree on the manner in which you left brown for a year?
ljl at kike/white women these days. you and your womb will forever be barren (I mean until the 3rd trimester, I have total faith you can get pregnant and abort)
ah yes, because "you literally took a leave of absence" has the same ring, quality, and implications as "you were literally expelled". 🙄 don't be obtuse. the falsehoods TBF strings through his poasts (some small, some larger) make the difference between an untrue DeVaStAtInG sCrEeD (still pathetic) and what would be an accurate but less impactful attempt to ToTaLlY pWn me. "100% true" ljl at your tiny pink ability to think for yourself
Date: August 4th, 2021 4:38 AM Author: Razzle jet-lagged tanning salon
To be fair,
Sorry, you're right -- it's possible that Brown "strongly recommended" (under threat of expulsion) that you take a year off to let things cool down. And in any event I'm sure the whole thing with your roommate was really just one big misunderstanding anyway haha. So that's obviously totally different and I was misremembering everything wrong.
Anyway, suffice to say that now that you've explained that in fact you don't even really have ADHD, I have to concede that you're a paragon of mental sanity and I was just making the whole thing up. Carry on!
Date: August 4th, 2021 1:40 PM Author: Citrine hideous shrine main people
So are there any truth to the bort rumors that you were diagnosed with BPD or suspected of having BPD? I'm not trying to be an asshole here. I'm dating a girl with BPD and have another close friend with BPD. And, well, diagnosing a stranger on the Internet based on the contents of their poasts is not exactly an exact science, but some of the things you have written about your IRL are definitely consistent with BPD symptoms. For example, both my friend and my girlfriend basically only date unemployed/underemployed losers who have very little going for them. The friend has a STEM masters and earns six figures at a prestigious research institute; her boyfriend earns minimum wage working at a vape shop. The current girlfriend's last two boyfriends were unemployed and literally depended on her to put food in their mouths. I guess the BPD fear of abandonment is so intense that they only want to date guys who are completely dependent on them for everything because they are so terrified of their partner leaving them. So when you wrote about the Chipotle boyfriend... Yeah...
Like I said, I'm not trying to be an asshole. Dialectical behavioral therapy is remarkably effective for BPD. My current gf still has her meltdowns, but they are less frequent and less severe. (And, well, she is now dating a guy who at least has a job. :) ) So I just thought I'd toss that out there.
Also, for the record, I live on the East Coast and have a girlfriend, so I am not "white knighting" Box because I want to fuck her. I'm old fashioned, and when I want to fuck a girl, I do things like compliment her shoes and take her out to dinner rather than creeping on them on xoxo. I'm sure I will get abuse for this poast regardless, but I don't really care. Yes, you should probably have thick skin if you spend time on the Internet (especially on xoxo). At the same time, I know that there are real people behind these monikers. And people with BPD tend to feel negative emotions much more intensely than neurotypical people. So maybe think before you bully strangers online.
not diagnosed but i did have textbook BPD symptoms from my teens through my mid 20s. i had a therapist that did DBT with me & it def helped since explicit logic is able to (partially) override my irrational, emotional brain.
i've mostly outgrown it by 30; dating this recent guy was more a matter of romanticizing him in particular bc of his artistic talent (not like a BPD black-and-white idealization, just a normal rose-colored glasses thing). aside from the violence & the quantity & seriousness of the lies, i think of it as similar to ann & andy from parks & rec (rashida jones & chris pratt) - professionally accomplished woman dating & coddling a loser wannabe-musician lol. (lazy ex wasn't actually an aspiring musician in terms of career goals, but it's the same idea.)
i'm glad your gf is doing better and i wish the best for your friend too! 🖤
Date: August 4th, 2021 2:15 PM Author: Citrine hideous shrine main people
You know, TBF, you also fascinate me from a mental health point of view. You used to be one of my favorite conservative posters on this bort. Now you turned into this unhinged anti-Semitic conspiracy theorist who picks vitriolic fights with random poasters for no obvious reason. I'm trying to figure out if you had some kind of psychotic break or if this some kind of performance art for you or if you're just bored and this is your idea of fun.
To be clear, I have no issues if you want to go after someone like nyuug, who is quite clearly an attention whore. But I'm not sure why you feel the need to go after Box. Concerns about people's mental health aside, her presence at least makes the bort more interesting. Are you just butthurt that she fucked other poasters but wouldn't fuck you?
Date: August 4th, 2021 2:24 PM Author: Citrine hideous shrine main people
Yeah, the cattiness is definitely old news, although I don't remember her being quite this vitriolic in the past. I definitely don't remember her being a conspiracy theorist, though. I used to really like her as one of the few conservative poasters who actually studied the issues and made me rethink my stances on a few things.
Date: August 4th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Citrine hideous shrine main people
Damn, that's all I get? Some days I want to go non-pumo just so TBF figures out who I am and writes a long screed against me. That would make my entire day. I might print it out and hang it on my wall. But since I'm a pumo, all I get is "shut up, faggot" or "shut up, kike." It's so disappointing. TBF, if I told you that the hot girl in that one thread was a 7 or that I had two trans kids, would you write a longer screed against me?
Date: August 4th, 2021 2:08 PM Author: Citrine hideous shrine main people
That makes me happy to hear. Treatment aside, BPD symptoms tend to decrease with age. I'm glad you got treatment and I'm glad you are doing better. Both my friend and girlfriend have suffered horribly because of their BPD, so I thought I should say something. Just in case you were suffering from an illness that is actually remarkably easy to treat given the potential severity of the symptoms.
Date: August 3rd, 2021 9:45 AM Author: flickering know-it-all legend weed whacker
Incidentally,
You left out the best poast in that thread:
"To be fair,
You "thought we were cool," but you were also talking shit about me in another thread I wasn't even poasting in several days ago?
And even if that wasn't the case, we haven't spoken in years and the last time we spoke I offered to rape you. But still exercising that legendary good judgment when it comes to assessing people, I see!"
Date: August 3rd, 2021 9:47 AM Author: lascivious public bath toilet seat
Your a good poster and I’m selfishly glad to see you back here but you’re better off not coming here and dealing with these sorts of posts and just living irl.
Yea, you can evolve a thick enough skin to shrug off vile posts like that, but why bother? You seem to have enough going on irl socially to not need the unique “humor” this place can provide.
thank you and i 100000% agree with all of that and have been saying those exact things to my friends!! i just haven't decided when exactly i'm leaving. but soon.
I like you and say this out of kindness: why not poast anonymously? You would not get nearly the same amount of vitriol, even if you were known as a fempoaster. I'm not sure this is good for you, but you went out of your way to connect yourself with your past moniker.
Date: August 3rd, 2021 10:05 AM Author: Hilarious sooty toaster university
You seem like a truly shitty person. Like 0 redeeming qualities. You've also never made any good posts. Finally your music is absolutely awful. I thought your band was doing some post-ironic send up of performance rock/metal. But you sounded like you're sincerely considering yourself a musician itt. Don't do that.
Date: August 4th, 2021 5:36 AM Author: copper home stain
Pretty much any site with something nearing free speech will end up like this. The shock comes from it being opposite from society in who it bullies. TBF could just as easily read a feminist post on Twitter and conservative dudes would react in the same way, emotionally: disgust and sadness. But that's why most females are run off from xo. Some of it is unfair bullying instead of legit criticism, but that can be found on Twitter too. In the end I think TBF actually respects you, he just wants you to fit a certain mold. Almost like a father who is deeply disappointed that his daughter is dressing like a goth slut and cutting herself
Date: August 4th, 2021 8:38 AM Author: Vivacious school cafeteria
we all know u are a slut IRL that cuts herself and has mental issues and thankfully has enough sense to abort because you should never have children and thankfully the day you actually want them you will be too old and barren to have them
Date: August 4th, 2021 2:15 PM Author: Razzle jet-lagged tanning salon
To be fair,
False, we're all deeply mentally ill and she's a paragon of mental health and sanity. There must be another reason on her end that we're just not capable of grasping.