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taking ?'s on having a pretty bad acid trip this weekend
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 10:47 PM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot took 500 micrograms (5 tabs) while camping with a small group of friends, another person started having an incredibly bad trip (hallucinated cops coming and thought the entire trip was an elaborate sting op) and i chain reactioned off of his.
i lost all sense of reality, the words "real" and "physical" had no meanings to me and was going around asking and texting people "what's real". And was stuck in an infinite time loop, doing and thinking the same things over and over, and couldn't get out until i started coming down.
prob won't ever take that much again. i don't want the fourth wall lifted.
go.
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 10:48 PM Author: Disrespectful Glassy Selfie That is a heroic dose bro (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32987152) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 7:41 PM Author: Motley pistol corner Nah several tabs in the 60s-80s had up to 500 mics in a single dose. A heroic dose is a thumbprint (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32993594) |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 10:48 PM Author: Floppy Party Of The First Part Institution Lmao did this 20 years ago and quit all psychedelics forever (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32987153) |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 10:50 PM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot yeah, i doubt i'll ever take more than 2 tabs again and only when i have some very deliberate questions that i want to think through.
i still think low to medium dose of acid is very good as a meditational aid, just not dosing that high to fuck with the fourth wall. |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 10:54 PM Author: Floppy Party Of The First Part Institution I went to an extremely dark place too brother. Started with an intense "humans are squawking monekys" phase for a few hours, to meditations on lack of god/existence of malicious alien beings controlling all of humanity, to complete detachment from reality. 8 hours later I woke with the most depressed feeling I've ever felt. Lmao (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32987206) |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 10:57 PM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot i mainly just got the loop thing, which is quite scary by itself, because i'm pretty sure certain forms of psychosis are just being stuck in a mental loop and repeating certain things and thoughts over and over.
so when i started realizing i was in a loop, i was trying to break out of it and was scared that if i couldn't break out, i would be stuck in there forever, i.e. become crazy in the "real world", which i had a very tenuous grasp on by that point. |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 11:00 PM Author: Floppy Party Of The First Part Institution Yeah man I did that too at the end. Someone let me have keys to my car and I drove in a circle on the same block at 4am until the sun came up. The whole time in the "loop" of complete detachment from reality.
I fell asleep telling my brother over and over "will anyone ever find out about my thoughts tonight?" Worried that I'd be locked up if someone knew |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 11:08 PM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot the guy who got the really bad trip thought we were gonna meet with the cops to be driven to jail even while we were walking down from our campsite in the fucking morning, which was like 10 hours after we dropped. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32987307) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 7:35 PM Author: Chocolate property Sounds like your thoughts were very grounded in reality brother (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32993561) |
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Date: April 5th, 2017 2:47 PM Author: Chocolate property (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32999935) |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 10:49 PM Author: ponyboy curtis Whoa that's a fuckin huge dose man. I take it you've done 300 microgram doses before? (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32987162) |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 10:51 PM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot i've done 200 multiple times before, 500 was def a huge leap.
the other guy who had the really bad trip basically had something break in him. i don't think he will ever be the same again. |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 11:19 PM Author: ponyboy curtis That's scary shit man. Dude probably has PTSD now. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32987427) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:05 AM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot we are actually hoping he will mellow out a bit more after this. he is kind of a dick to some people. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32987785) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 7:47 PM Author: Unhinged Painfully Honest Native Rigpig Fuck man, I've seen that breakage in action and it is fucking scary. Did homeboy just not come down? (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32993645) |
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Date: April 5th, 2017 11:39 AM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot naw, he came down, but in the morning, like 12 hours after we dropped. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32997896) |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 11:09 PM Author: Titillating nowag No one who overdoes psychedelics has anything good to say about it. Only people who overdo molly and smoked weed (not eaten). Everything else can kill you. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32987323) |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 11:16 PM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot i think some people do want to have the fourth wall lifted and experience ego death and shit, which is why high dosing LSD is a thing.
also LSD is very very safe physically. (but maybe not psychologically). |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 11:18 PM Author: Titillating nowag Don't disagree with any of that but psych risks are real. Shrooms and mescaline have similar risks. There are safer ways to experience ego death through meditation. I don't know that end as well as drugs. |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 11:42 PM Author: razzmatazz walnut locale digit ratio Too much Molly can be very bad (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32987612) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:12 AM Author: anal appetizing lodge yeah you can seriously fry your brain with sustained use. it's actually toxic
And a lot in one night means you spend the next two days in the worst depressive state of your life |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:12 AM Author: Titillating nowag Not if it's uncut. Just have done thing to deal with Tuesday Blues (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32987830) |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 11:11 PM Author: cowardly cuckold gaping im gonna try to do 2 tabs next time i trip on acid. last two times i did one tab and it was very tame.
but, what you describe is what im trying to avoid. you said 5 eh? hopefully im in the clear. |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 11:17 PM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot 2 tabs should be fine, just make sure it's real LSD, and not double dropped. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32987395) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:07 AM Author: rambunctious vengeful really tough guy sex offender What I'd double dropped? (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32987801) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 7:16 PM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot 200 microgram per tab instead of 100 microgram (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32993408) |
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Date: April 3rd, 2017 11:19 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle brethren hall Great life decision (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32987431) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:09 AM Author: rambunctious vengeful really tough guy sex offender 1-do you think that personality/life vision can be improved in that state 2-don't you find something horrific about our consciousness and how limited it is? Like we have a tiny piece of a crumb of pie. And we can't even appreciate how big the real thing is? 3-was sobriety a welcome relief |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 7:17 PM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot 1. not this trip in particular. but i have had other trips that gave me great insight and clarity, at a lower dosage. this trip was more of a glimpse into insanity, which i didn't need.
2. not really, because i don't think we can handle seeing the whole picture (i.e. all multiverse and non linear time). we are built to only deal with that little piece.
3. absolutely. i started timestamping to see that i wasn't actually stuck in an infinite time loop and also hoping that i would start coming down. |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:09 AM Author: Gaped Resort Potus if you're going to do acid it's a good idea to have some Xanax around if things go sour (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32987814) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 7:20 PM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot don't really touch prescription drugs. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32993442) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:11 AM Author: Wine yapping hissy fit mediation was this you're first ego death type experience ? did you enjoy that aspect of it at all?
ive had rhis many times and i really dig it- feels like slamming the reset button. |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:41 AM Author: cowardly cuckold gaping what happens on ego death? i found myself not able to just sit there on acid, which is something i cant do without acid either. i had to go on the computer, or i even went to the casino to the bar (it was night time) just to talk to someone. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32988037) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:44 AM Author: marvelous coiffed pervert not flame, i took a practice lsat while i was on it and scored a 180 (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32988054) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:46 AM Author: cowardly cuckold gaping i dont believe you. pumo scum. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32988065) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:47 AM Author: marvelous coiffed pervert low dose. why the edit, asshole? (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32988070) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:48 AM Author: cowardly cuckold gaping right below you say you never taken acid. come on dude, you need better flame than that. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32988082) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:49 AM Author: marvelous coiffed pervert i'm talking about the same experience. jfc what's wrong with you (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32988085) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:50 AM Author: cowardly cuckold gaping fucking pumo scum... the lot of yous. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32988100) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:51 AM Author: marvelous coiffed pervert fuck off faggot (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32988103) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:51 AM Author: cowardly cuckold gaping oh so you are one of these hateful ones. i heard about you guys. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32988106) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:52 AM Author: marvelous coiffed pervert you're the hateful one who is trying to ruin this good thread. but i won't let you. bye! (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32988117) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:53 AM Author: cowardly cuckold gaping i will fucking slit your throat nigger. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32988120) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 7:38 PM Author: queensbridge benzo good subthread (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32993577) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 1:08 AM Author: Wine yapping hissy fit mediation it is the act of forgetting who you are and other important details of your life, ceasing to be a person.. for me i go so far as to forget everything i know, including the concepts of life death self other
after a recent strong shroom trip i had made it into my bed and was tossing around, looking at the books on my shelf and trying to remember what "books" were; the image of those books arranged in that particular way seemed familiar to me but i didn't understand what these objects were a memory creeped up on me, something about my mother, except i had to remember what a mother is and then the work of remembering things about my own mother it all slowly fell into place but it was a real journey getting all my mind back
i find these experiences to be very beautiful, though in the moment it's a struggle |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 7:28 PM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot damn you've gone pretty deep then. but that kind of experience would be scary to most people, no? i guess it depends on your environment and mind set too.
i literally could not remember what "real" meant, which meant everything was frigging pointless. it was super nihilist. |
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Date: April 5th, 2017 11:48 AM Author: Wine yapping hissy fit mediation it was scary the first time but i know what it is now. can still be upsetting in the moment i find the confirmation that nothing matters to be extremely comforting |
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Date: April 5th, 2017 12:09 PM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot but i just got a super hot and prestigious whyte gf. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32998144) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 7:22 PM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot yeah, this is the first time i broke through the fourth wall. is that the same as ego death? i suppose, since i wasn't even sure anything was real anymore, including myself.
it wasn't particularly enjoyable, but looking back at it now, it was still edifying i suppose. |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 7:39 PM Author: Vigorous Toaster It's unnerving to say the least. Did you feel as if there was a higher power and if so was it benevolent? For me it felt very much like the matrix. We have no free will and are just automatons leading meaningless existences. There is no point unless we break out of our programs. |
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Date: April 5th, 2017 11:40 AM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot naw, did not feel the presence of a higher power. more convinced that life is a simulation/computer program of some sort. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32997909) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:32 AM Author: marvelous coiffed pervert i've never taken acid but am convinced that had it permeate my skin once through accidental contact at a concert. my subsequent behavior for the next 12 hours can only be explained in that way. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32987981) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 12:43 AM Author: cerebral crackhouse faggotry seems unlikely
I've heard stories of people being dosed at jam band shows but they're probably urban legends |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 6:28 AM Author: Irradiated Shitlib Messiness "my subsequent behavior for the next 12 hours can only be explained in that way."
describe |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 7:49 PM Author: Unhinged Painfully Honest Native Rigpig Describe the contact. If you handled a bunch of acid with your sweaty bare hands, it can absorb. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32993659) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 6:32 AM Author: Mildly autistic sanctuary ego death personality disassociation is pure Dionysian frenzy (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32988933) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 7:28 PM Author: Vigorous Toaster Similar trip on shrooms. Imagined I was a robot on a loop and so was everyone else around me. We were all on different tracks or programs within a large diarama or life size stage. I wanted to break out of the programming which lead me to do weird shit that was hard to explain to people after we came down. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32993490) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 7:30 PM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot i haven't done a lot of shrooms. will prob try that if i get a chance.
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Date: April 4th, 2017 7:33 PM Author: Vigorous Toaster You can buy a grow kit online legally (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32993542) |
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Date: April 5th, 2017 12:01 PM Author: Cheese-eating church mood shrooms are what really fuck you up (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32998075) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 8:24 PM Author: Supple ruby chad idea he suggested Don't you live in China? They have lsd there? (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32993960) |
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Date: April 5th, 2017 11:41 AM Author: Lilac candlestick maker idiot yeah (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32997915) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 10:24 PM Author: lurid anal narrative (rap parody) a bad acid trip taught me what it was like to be russian (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32994892) |
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Date: April 4th, 2017 10:32 PM Author: Learning disabled depressive karate Broke the fourth wall in college with a heroic mushroom dose. Never again. (https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=3572818&forum_id=2#32994936) |